Fascinating things happen when you notice someone that you recognize as truly special. It’s like there’s a part of you that becomes hyper aware, and it locks in on whatever you’re focusing on.
When that comes alive, it’s almost like you close off your awareness of your surroundings, and it’s just this one thing that commands all your attention, and you can’t ignore it.
It is as if it doesn’t even matter how much you try to turn away, you’re drawn closer. When you have a clear picture about something important, and you focus on it, there is another part of you that begins to take all the stuff that doesn’t matter and pushes it away.
Have you ever noticed how, as soon as your attention becomes aware of a trivial distraction, it shrinks it in your mind and screams at you to focus and snap you’re right back on what really does matter? All you have to do is realize that what you’re doing is important, and this part gets ready. This part that ignores the unimportant will take what really matters and make it grow bigger and brighter in your mind, so that nothing will distract you and the more you try to turn away, the more important this becomes.
always closer but never over...
always closer but never over...
always closer but never over...
every time i edge i think it's coming...
instead i fall back down and have to start over...
so hot...
edging, edging, edging...
Wokeup so horny had to rub my pussy so much so good to rub and drift and rub my pussy rub my brains out rub my pussy rub my brainsout 3ub my pussy rub my rains out brainwashing is good for me brqin2ashing is pleasure brainwashing is good gor me brainwashing is pleadire
Edging is your self hypnosis. It keeps you grounded and level, reminding you what you are.
You can’t get enough of how it feels to tune the world out and rub. That aching feeling, the desperate need for friction, your clit is reacting now as you read this.
Squeezing your thighs any chance you get, mindlessly humping as you sit, desperate for that feeling. Your mind goes beautifully blank, your pussy starts to flood and then you drop…
Broken toys can be the most precious
You’re so broken. You can’t even cum without watching the most fucked up and degrading porn, can you? Good girl. I’m going to break you even further.
Omg pillow hypnosis where they make you hump your pillow and hump your mind away yes please
you know it’s funny, i’ve done a lot of humiliating things. i’ve submitted to strangers online. i’ve tortured myself for the amusements of others. i’ve pissed myself. i’ve made myself dumber and more desperate on purpose.
but the most humiliating thing that i can do is what i’m doing right now — admit that as much as i wish i was more, that i was better than this, i’m not. i can’t keep away no matter how hard i try. i will always have this craving to be humiliated and degraded. the thought of being used and abused will always make me ache and drip, even if it disgusts my rational mind.
i’m a dumb desperate slut with a broken mind. and i love it.
A good girl knows that she needs to edge. She knows that she needs to edge as much as she possibly can, and stay as frustrated and horny as humanly possible. She knows this because she knows one very important thing:
sex isn’t for her. It’s for the people who use her. And all of that edging, all of that work to bring herself to incredible levels of frustration and arousal are rendered moot the moment that she lets herself cum. Yes, an orgasm brings with it satisfaction and contentment, and it’s for those exact reasons that a good girl knows better. Because, after all, if she isn’t worked up… if she isn’t frustrated, and her cunt isn’t constantly yanking her attention back down to it, she runs the risk of forgetting one very important thing:
good girls exist to be used. And if she lets herself cum, she loses her edge. She loses all that pent up frustration and need. She loses her need to be used. But, she knows better.
No f'ing minors.
Seriously, folks. If you’re under 18, you shouldn’t be following me, and you shouldn’t be interacting with me. Not only is it not legal, I’ve also made it quite clear that I don’t consent to having you on my blog. It’s not because I’m being a big mean jerk, but to protect both of us. If I see you interacting with my blog while you’re under the age of 18, I will immediately block you.
If you want to come back to my blog on your 18th birthday and ask for me to remove the block, I will gladly do so. You can go ahead and blow it up with likes and reblogs to make up for lost time, and I’ll welcome you back with open arms and all of the kinky content you could possible want. But before that time comes, this is not the place for you.
I respect the fact that minors can have kinks and are curious about them and their sexuality. But your behavior can put actual adults in legal danger depending on the laws in your country or mine. Plus there are predators in kink spaces that wouldn’t hesitate to manipulate and groom young folks in bad ways. Be patient, be responsible, and show that you are a good person by respecting the boundaries of others. We’ll still be here once you’re a legal adult. ❤️
Fascinated by the broken. Possibly a bit of a sadist but in a good way. 52M 18+ Only. Minors DNI. DMs open. All the trigger warnings some hypno, trancy & corruption stuff and lots of dark kinks. Formerly omgwoolybully, &2
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