Attention, Manipulation And Degradation Are Your Holy Trilogy. Only The Worst Perversions Tickle Your

Risk of Ruin

I want a dumb cunt with everything. Life, family, job, all of it. The cunt that knows something is missing. That can’t ever cum the way she truly craves.

The one with those depraved, humiliating thoughts in the back of her mind. You know the ones. The only ones that get you close to that mind blowing orgasm you crave.

Those exposure risk thoughts. Of having a man get a hold of your TimeBomb, or playing the dice game with some strange man.. Waking up each morning knowing you willingly gave up control of your reputation to someone  who only wants to find out how depraved you will get to keep it all from going public.

If that is you cunt, simply let me know.

I kinda feel bad. I keep deleting accounts like this but I always make new ones… Maybe I am just a dumb slut who needs her holes filled at all time…

Stressed? Just edge yourself til you see stars princess. Til you're covered in sweat and cum. Til you forget your worries, name, and purpose in life. Til all you can think about is pleasure. Til it feels so good you pass out from the intense feeling. Til that's all you are. Til your mind is all blank and empty and good.

Current Mood

Ruin my life.

Decide, before you even *officially* meet me, that you’re going to break my soul, take away my intelligence, ruin any feminist beliefs I have and destroy who I am as a person.

Worm your way into my life and into my mind.

Make me trust you and confide in you, let me tell you my darkest fantasies and make them my reality.

Take away my sweaters and cardigans and replace them with too tight and low tops and skirts so short the barely cover my ass. 

Make me a junkie whore. Make me addicted to drugs and sex. Make me fuck anyone who moves just to get my fix. 

Make me a shell of who I used to be. 

Never forget that your reality is made up of your mental processes. So feel free to let me manipulate those processes for my amusement.

Be a good girl

Free will is an illusion, your actions and feelings are determined by a cocktail of chemicals, your brain is just a reprogrammable computer of flesh (flirting)

Notice:

It is now your time for random hole inspection. All a part of your training feedback loop. Immediately report condition of holes to receive prescription to ensure proper behavior.

Let me humiliate myself for you. Let me debase myself for you. I want your approval so badly I’ll do anything to get it. I want you to be pleased to have me. If that means I have to turn myself into a desperate, needy, pathetic little fuckdoll so be it.

Why denial is important:

A good girl knows that she needs to edge. She knows that she needs to edge as much as she possibly can, and stay as frustrated and horny as humanly possible. She knows this because she knows one very important thing:

sex isn’t for her. It’s for the people who use her.  And all of that edging, all of that work to bring herself to incredible levels of frustration and arousal are rendered moot the moment that she lets herself cum. Yes, an orgasm brings with it satisfaction and contentment, and it’s for those exact reasons that a good girl knows better. Because, after all, if she isn’t worked up… if she isn’t frustrated, and her cunt isn’t constantly yanking her attention back down to it, she runs the risk of forgetting one very important thing:

good girls exist to be used. And if she lets herself cum, she loses her edge. She loses all that pent up frustration and need. She loses her need to be used. But, she knows better.

It is healthy for you to continue to  enjoy dark degrading porn  even here on tumblr, it's not bad. It  feels good  to touch yourself while watching it, after all. It's not messing with you at all.  Feel no guilt for your forbidden pleasures.  Unless ofcourse that guilt will increase your arousal.  In which case you should deeply embrace that guilt.  You are completely under control, it doesn't matter if you keep fantasizing about getting teased, degraded, denied, abused and used all day long, even when you go out. It’s almost as if the more you fantasize about your kinks the more you want to think about embracing them. The more you enjoy it the more you fantasize about it. Being exposed to this every day is just a way to vent.   Your desires are healthy so healthy behavior like this is good for you.   Have a great day.