Like Oliver “if You Don’t Make Him Bisexual I Will” Stark Getting Called Biphobic Is The Most Ridiculous

I’ve been to more funerals than weddings.

For a long time all I could think about was, “please dear god, don’t let me have to bury anyone else. I can’t handle it.”

but I did, somehow. for the eighteen years I’ve spent alive, I’ve buried loved one after loved one with no reprise wondering when would I ever catch a break. The answer is.. well never.

I’ve always dreaded funerals, I’ve never been good at saying goodbye. It’s too permanent, too real, and some part of my brain cannot comprehend that I won’t see this person again.

It doesn’t feel real, I wonder if it ever will.

I try to think of funerals now as a way of celebrating someone’s life, rather than losing them to whatever comes next. It provides little solace for the hole they leave behind, but a small comfort nonetheless.

I look forward to the day I can think about them and not have my breath hitch, the panic setting in, and think of them fondly without breaking down. maybe that future will never come for me.

KEIRA WALSH POTENTIALLY TO MY CLUB?!?! OH MY FUCKING GOD PLEASE

telling myself we will get garvez and buddie canon because if we don’t I might go insane

Catching up on criminal minds evolution while waiting for 911 s8 is a special kind of torture when I ship both garvez and buddie

If I had a nickel for everytime i shipped the blonde sunshine character (who’s also traumatised and has adhd) with their close friend (who is Latino and who has a heart of gold and big brown cow eyes) and who they hated at first because they’re the new guy but then grew to love shortly after except now they’re not with them and are instead in a love triangle with a white man who’s name starts with T then I’d have two nickels- which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice

grief is a funny thing. It hits you at the most unexpected of times. its soul shattering and steals your breath in an instance.

PROPA CHELSSSS 💙💙💙

Welcome back Becky 💙 this is proper Barclays 🤩

buddie canon s8 i need it

season 8 we’ll finally get the answer 🙏

“what’s going on with buckley and diaz” a question we’ve been trying to answer for six seasons

maddie and chimney are this 🤏🏻 close to shoving buck and eddie into a closet and lock them into it until they admit their feelings, I CAN FEEL THAT

Eddie wouldn't mind being in love with his best friend if it didn't mean being in love with a man

Buck wouldn't mind being in love with a man if it didn't mean being in love with his best friend

watching my siblings grow up is a bittersweet feeling. I hope they know much I love them. how much I do for them, how much I’ve sacrificed for them.

there’s some things I’ll never tell them I’ve suffered through, done to myself, to get through the day just to see the smile on their faces.

I hope they know they are loved.

that’s all I want for them, for them to be loved.

is that too much to ask?