lousy golfer
My favourite trope has to be:
I sacrificed myself to save you. I didn't plan to survive. I burnt all the bridges. I intended to break your heart with my death, but that would be all right, because I wouldn't be around to see you. I pretended that you'll mourn me for a while and move on. I convinced myself I was going down in the blaze of glory. That my deed was appreciated. That everything was going to be all right afterwards, and I didn't need to be there to see it.
But I survived. And now I have to look you in the eye. I have to pick up the pieces of the life I shattered and figure out how to put it back together. If it can be done at all.
Freelance when free time
What could I have been? What will I be?
i. Between the Bars, Elliott Smith / ii. @danielcalmdown / iii. The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath / iv. Things You Wanted To Say But Never Did, Geloy Concepcion
This took me forever to finish but IT WAS WORTH IT‼️😔✨ this drawing idea was stuck in my head FOREVER and I’m so glad that I finally drew it out! Also I fucking love Ghost and love the song “kiss the go-goat” it was too narilamb coded and if I didn’t draw it out I’d literally die/hj
(also you should totally check out my narilamb playlist)
And have a little silly doodle at the bottom of this lmfao
"It does come to a close and you sort of look behind you when it's over and you're like "Well whatever childhood was, that was it. It's over, now." and that you feel it and your parent feels it and it's difficult and it's hard to know if you're ready for whatever the next step is but it doesn't really matter if you're ready because it's already there. It's already happening." (Greta Gerwig)
The House That Built Me - Miranda Lambert/ @robertszombie/ unknown/unknown/half return - Adrianne Lenker/unknown/ @ryebreadgf/ unknown/unknown/ the very last country song - Sugarland/ unknown/ @ryebreadgf/ ladybird - dir Greta Gerwig/The House That Built Me - Miranda Lambert/ @firstfullmoon /unknown/unknown/Langstqon Hughes, "Poem"
get goofy doodle laser beam blast BOOM