Yes Hello Owo

yes yes yes yes yes!!!!! I hate food. feed me through a tube and only rarely. I need someone to own my eating or else I'll never be pretty and thinn

i can't stop thinking about feeding tubes. scheduled feeding times, the intimacy of administering the formula. making them beg to be fed. not allowing them to ever taste their favorite food ever again...or any solid food, for that matter.

they can only eat through the tube, no more...and made to ⭐ve and wither in between feedings whenever you finally decide they deserve it,,

no chewing, no solids, no control.

Skillfully avoiding a bingo it seems

edit: OH SHIT i realized since last night someone fake-claimed me :D :D but still doesn't get me a bingo :(

To anybody who likes bingos :)) - Unknown

is sexual anons or violence ok?

yes!! always :3

If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life

∆ ««« System Overview

We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).

We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it

We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!

»»» ∆ TransIDs and MUDs

Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us 🥺

cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd

Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.

radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,

transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )

We also experience "some" MUDs:

• Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder

« ∆ » Other labels

Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.

DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice 🥺

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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)

love u bro <3 (love u sis :3)

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE YOUR HEADMATES!!!!

woaaah we hadn't heard of these terms yet. that's really useful.

thinking, we do feel kinda cephaconscious actually, it's sometimes hard to tell who's fronting and it took us forever to develop the inner tools to figure out who's who and who said what

Here's to cephaconscious systems!

Usually, systems fall under monoconscious (having one collective consciousness), or polyconscious (each headmate having their own consciousness). However, this isn't always the case!

Cephaconscious is defined as a system that has "fluid, monoconscious-like switching, but members of the system who are not in front have their own, separate consciousness in headspace/are polyconscious in headspace" [via Pluralpedia].

Shoutout to cephaconscious systems who:

Have a hard time telling who's fronting due to the way they switch

Blur more frequently than other systems

Have difficulties accessing headspace, or needing lots of effort to go to the innerworld

Feel like they "become" the person they're switching with

And any other cephaconscious experience I may have missed!

Having an uncommon consciousness type is super cool! You're so, so loved and unique! The plural community supports you, always!

Don't forget to be yourself today!

🖤💜💙💚💛

🌈we are going out tomorrow, and i’m planning to put these around when i can ! what do you all think ? any suggestions ? :]

Also!!! Spreading the idea that there are harmful paras is spreading exactly the kind of mindset that people who hate ALL paras spread. No para is harmful ON ITS OWN. Its when someone decides to take their para and NON CONSENTUALLY harm people is when its harmful. And even then its the PERSON thats harmful, not the para. Paras ≠ harmful and if you can't see that then you need to reevaluate what is making you think that

Do it halfway. Take one piece of trash out of your room, throw one dirty shirt into your hamper. Go to one class and miss a different one. Start a drawing without pressure to finish it. Give yourself space to Be without the expectation to Become, and do small things to make the Being livable.