@mightyneteyam THANK YOU SO MUCH đđ IM SORRY FOR THE HURT đđâ¤ď¸
word count: 1220
Pairing: Neteyam Sully x Female! Metkayina! Na'vi Reader Tags/warnings: Fluff, angst, bittersweet, established relationship, adult reader, adult Neteyam, no smut Summary: Neteyam quietly watches you from the shore as you perform a ritual dance in the water, to the utter delight of your daughters.
Author's Note: Set some time after the big battle. Also moved those events further ahead. You and Neteyam are mated and have children before the RDA attacks the reef. Got inspired by the song~
Saânu - mum, mommy Tahni - bioluminescent freckle
Close your eyes.
Deep breathes.
Remember the moves.
Remember the words...
Your heart thrums in your chest almost painfully. You take a deep, slow, calming breath; placing a hand over your heart.
âSaânu? Are you okay?â
You open your eyes, looking down to meet the gaze of your youngest daughter. The cool water of the sea comes up to her neck. Sweet thing. You told her, she and her sister could watch you from the shoreline. But they were persistent to be as close to you as possible. The water barely reaches your hips.
You offer a soft smile, reaching down and affectionately stroking her hair.
âIâm okayâŚDonât worry my little star. Mommyâs just nervous.â The 5-year-old beams up at you with a toothy grin. Your 6-year-old beside her pats you on the arm.
âYou practiced aaaaall the time! You got this.â She offers you her own encouraging smile. You give her an appreciative nod before facing the shoreline once more. You return your face to neutrality, closing your eyes once again.
You hear the disturbance of the water as your daughters move a bit to the side to give you more space to move.
With one final calming breath, you open your mouth and begin the song cord of your family.
---
Neteyam stands under the shade of a nearby tree on the shoreline. His arms are crossed as he watches the three of you.
The evening breeze carries your voice to him. He stands up straight when the sound hits his ears.
When you sing, it reminds him of the melody of birdsong in spring. No matter how many years may pass between you two, every time he hears you play the instrument of your heart, he feels like he could fall in love with you all over again.
He takes in your form as you start swaying in the water, admiring you from top to bottom.
Your hair, thick and long, reaching all the way down to your knees; you and your sisters spent what must have been hours, braiding it into the intricate patterns now adorning your head.
Even from this distance, he can still make out the faint markings of the tattoos framing your face. Though today you also have a thin line of white painting the centre of your face. You could have mud smeared all over and he would still find you to be the most beautiful woman; you have him convinced you are blessed by Eywa herself.
You arms move slow and with purpose through the air; attuned with the words as they fall from your lips.
Your soft lips.
How he wishes he could kiss you right now.
You dip down, submerging your arms into the water. In one fluid motion, you rise back up to your feet, the motion you perform with your hands and arms bring water up with you as you rose. Your arms are stretched out to your sides as you pirouette.
Neteyamâs heart skips a beat as he watches you, and itâs as if time itself slows, just so he can drink in the beauty of your very being.
With your back to eclipse, your front is cast in shadow.
The water falls around you in a shimmering curtain of rain. The last light of eclipse hits the smooth stones woven into the fabric on your chest; causing a cascade of colours to dance across your skin. And when the sun disappears, your tahni come to life like the brilliance of dawn.
Itâs one of his most favourite parts of your body. Though you had the scattered stars as did all Naâvi, for reasons he attests only to being blessed by Eywa, you have thin bioluminescent swirls weaving itself around your arms, chest, and all down your legs. To him itâs like a faint galaxy glittering in the night.
He recalls fondly the memory of him knowing each and every star on your body intimately.
And in the fading light of the day do you shine before him. Resplendent as you are in the day, so too will you dazzle the world around you in the darkness of the approaching night.
His heart throbs something fierce when you open your eyes after dipping into the water once more. Even behind the curtain of water, or the netting of the fabric draped over your head, your eyes glow with a fierceness he knows all to well. It pierces his very soul, a warmth sweeping over him.
He drinks you in more as you bend your form this way and that. He wishes he knew the intricacies of your dance; understood what each fluid motion meant, the significance of each swish of your tail, or the ways you angle your hands and bend your fingers.
You close your eyes as you near the end of the cord song.
As you perform another twirl, you playfully swat the water with your thick tail, splashing your daughters.
Their uncontrollable gigging brings a smile to your face. You open your eyes as you continue to dance, giving them a loving look. Theyâre splashing each other with reckless abandon as they try to imitate your moves. You canât help the unrestrained laughter their antics bring you.
Neteyam laughs quietly to himself as he watches his girls playfully flay about in the water. Every day since their birth heâs given thanks to both you and the Great Mother for blessing him with such miracles. He hadnât thought it was possible to love something as much as he loved you.
He feels a stray tear fall down his cheek. But he doesnât move to wipe it away. Instead he continues to smile as he watches your song and dance coming to its conclusion.
You turn to face the horizon, and heâs gaze drifts to his girls.
Theyâre singing something he canât quite make out, but he loves the sound nonetheless.
And when their eyes meet his, finally noticing his presence, they wave at him wildly, giggling all over again.
His smile grows wider, and he offers them a small wave back.
---
One final pose, and you hold the final note of your song, eyes still closed. You hold that note until your lungs and throat burn.
You hear the excited cheers of your daughters as they shower you with praise. Your breathing is laboured as your heart pounds in your chest, but you offer them a bow and a small smile of gratitude.
You turn yourself to the horizon before you finally open your eyes. The ritual dance has come to and end.
You rub the cool ocean water on your cheeks, in your neck, and down your arms; all in an effort to cool you down from your laborious activity. You breath deep in from the nose, and slowly exhale through your mouth, calming your rapid heartbeat.
The girls still giggle beside you, resuming their unrefined dancing; now also singing their favourite lullaby in lieu of a songcord.
Sufficiently cooled off, you turn your head to your daughters to admire them in their silliness.
Your brow nits in slight confusion though, when you see them waving at something behind you, giggling all the while.
You turn around, curiosity in your eyes.
But the shoreline is just as empty as when you arrived.
---
Author's Notes: It was a private funeral dance đ˘
word count: 1529
Pairing: Ao'nung x Omatikayan! Sully! Female! Na'vi Reader Tags: fluff, romance, cute, silly, oneshot Author's note: A quick oneshot dedicated to @royallaufeyson! Saw their post asking for this pairing fluff and thought I'd give it a go. Hopefully it's too your liking :)
Aoânung considers himself many great things; strong, skilled hunter, a remarkable swimmer. But jealous? No, never. Why would he be jealous? And of that stupid ikran? Perish the thought. Whatâs there to be jealous about really? Nothing, thatâs what!
Yet here he finds you, his darling Omatikayan future mate, tending to your ikran, instead of meeting up with him like you were supposed to an hour ago.
You donât even hear his approach, and that in itself stirs an uncomfortable feeling in his gut. You have your back to him, standing before your own ikran. Youâre rubbing his neck and humming soothing words as he rests his head on your shoulder. Naturally, the accursed beast is the first to spot his approach.
Suddenly his head is off your shoulders and he hisses with a faux threat, his attention behind you.
âHoan?â You look up at your ikran, confused by his sudden change in attitude. Noticing his gaze is fixated on something behind you, angry at something intruding on your alone time, you turn around to see what the fuss is about.
A wide grin splits your face, recognizing the would-be intruder as your beloved future mate.
âAoânung!â His name slips through your lips like siren song, turning your whole lithe form to him and jog to meet his approach halfway. No matter how many times he sees you, once again is he left awestruck by your visage. As you run to him, those untamed locks flowing freely behind you, your form is caught in the last rays of sunlight before eclipse; a golden luster leaving kisses upon your skin.
And he melts. Ready is he to prostrate himself before such beauty. He catches you in his strong arms with little effort, you are so light and lithe coming from the forest.
Your arms instinctually wrap around his neck and you kiss him without hesitation. A short quick peck and you pull away to look down into his eyes, pale blue meeting gold.
âHi,â you say and he returns your smile as he places you on your feet once more. You donât untangle your arms around his neck. His hands are on hips, holding you close.
âHi yourself,â he says cheekily, placing a small kiss on your forehead. âOel ngati kameie.â
âOel ngati kameie,â you say back with a smile.
Hoan makes an annoyed huff behind you, clacking his jaw a few times. You turn to look at him, ears perked up.
âHoan, whatâs gotten into you recently?â Your attention is immediately pulled to your ikran, instantly removing your arms from Aoânungâs neck as you make your way back to the creature in question. You donât see the slight frown that forms on your belovedâs face as he watches you walk away. But your hand catches his, and without looking back, you pull him along with you. A roll of the eyes, âof course this thing needs you right this very momentâ he laments to himself.
âSweet boy, whatâs got you huffing and chuffing?â As you ask this you let go of Aoânungâs, placing both hands on either side of Hoanâs face. âAre you still hungry?â you look to the side and see the fish portions remain untouched.
âHmmâŚHe must grow tired of the same meal. Poor thing must miss yerik and talioang meat.â You lament as you rub his neck soothingly. He makes a light trilling noise as you do. âMaybe you prefer some soft-shell meat, yes? I think I saw some in a pool nearby. Aoânung, can you keep an eye on him? Iâll be right back!â
âWell Iââ and before he can even protest, youâve sprinted off, his arm outstretched to your retreating form. After a beat he drops his arm back to his side and sighs deeply. An awkward silence permeates the air. He can feel Hoan staring at the back of his head. Probably plotting his demise. He turns then, fixing a scowl at the creature, though mindful not to make direct eye contact.
âThereâs probably nothing wrong with you, is there?â he asks, as if the beast would understand him perfectly. Hoan blinks, tilting his head from side to side as if confused, cawing at him.
âOh donât you play innocent with me. You kept her here on purpose didnât you? Think youâre real smart hogging all her attention.â
Hoan doesnât give away any indication he understood anything directed at him. Instead he busies himself cleaning the inner parts of his wing; utterly ignoring Aoânung it seems.
The boy in question shakes his head and rolls his eyes. Turning around to once again face the direction you went.
âSkxĂĄwng ikranâŚâ he mutters to himself.
SMACK!
His hand flies to the back of his head, something having hit him. He turns around and looks down, finding a portion of sand and drool covered fish at his heals. He frowns and looks up Hoan, the offending creature has his head buried in his other wing.
Aoânung eyes him up and down, taking a few steps back before turning around once more. Where the heck were you?
SMACK!
âHey!â He turns around angrily and again he finds fish at his heels while Hoan is preening himself; the picture of innocence. âYou better stop that or else!â A fool Aoânung is then, to turn his back once more, because as soon as he doesâ
SMACK!
This time when he turns around, Hoan is instead looking right at him. The offending creature honks at him rhythmically, and to the annoyed Aoânung, that almost sounds a damn laugh. Without a second thought, he picks up the nearest piece of fish and lobs it at Hoanâs head. He hits him square in the face, the fish leaving a sandy red kiss to his temple.
Were it possible, Aoânung thinks the face Hoanâs giving him right now would be that of the utter most offence anyone has ever taken in the history of the forever. He picks up another piece and throws it Aoânung, hitting him in the chest and leaving the same gross smelly mark.
âSo you have chosen war.â Aoânung states, a war cry leaves his lips and he grabs the pieces near him into his arms, throwing them at Hoan.
The ikran responses immediately, a loud hiss and raw at Aoânung, this time he grabs as many pieces in his mouth as he can, throwing them haphazardly at his opponent, some missing him completely.
The two of them go at it for a while, the pieces becoming nearly unrecognizable as time passes. All the while, Aoânung laughs, what a silly thing he finds himself doing, having a, fish war, with your ikran. The beast itself making all manner of caws, bellows, yips, snarls and chirps.
So engrossed are the two of them that they naturally do not here your approach until it is too late.
âBy the Great Mother, what is going on here???â
Immediately they both stop, dead still are they, like two naughty children being caught red handed. They turn to you then, you standing off to the side, a small basket balanced on your hips, filled with various molluscs.
Aoânung drops the pieces heâs holding, straightening up and clearing his throat.
âWell you see, [Y/N], we were justââ another piece hits him in the side of the head. He turns and frowns at Hoan, who has his head facing the other way, turned to the sky as if the most interesting thing heâs ever seen is there right now.
âPffftâŚ.Pffthahahahaha!â A melodious laugh bursts forth from you, and Aoânung turns to you alarmed; a light blue dust paints itself up his neck and across his cheeks. âThe two of you are ridiculous! Look at you! Covered in sand and fish blood.â You shake your head, smile never wavering. You set the basket beside Hoan, knowing you wouldnât have to shuck the creatures yourself. It will be good for him to use his wing claws to pry them open.
âSilly boy, Hoan!â You tease and make tsaheylu. âMake sure you wash yourself thoroughly before you return to the others. Else Bob will never let you forget,â you say out loud for Aoânungâs benefit before disconnecting and approaching said boy.
He huffs at you and turns away.
There is a cheeky smile on your face as you look up at him, arms behind your back.
âSoâŚâ
âSoâŚ?â
âHaving fun without me?â
âDonât know what youâre talking about honestly.â
You shake your head at his antics and grab his hand.
âCome, letâs get you cleaned up in the heated pools,â you say and walk off, pulling him behind you by your joint hands.
You turn to look at him behind you, not slowing your pace as you do.
âAnd Aoânung?â
âYes?â
âJealousy? You wear it well yawne,â you tease him, letting the word roll of your tongue, dripping in liquid gold. You canât help but giggle when you see the shocked look on his face, the darkening of his skin renewed tenfold. He turns his face elsewhere.
âShâshut upâŚâ
You laugh once again facing forward and squeeze his hand.
He smiles contently, and gently squeezes back.
----
Oel ngati kameie - I see you
yerik - the hexapede
talioang - the sturmbeestÂ
skxĂĄwng - stupid/moron/idiot
yawne - my love
I would kiss Lyle on his big ol' bald forehead like he's a wittle baby.
Marry Quaritch cuz I'm biased AF.
And sorry Tsu'tey you dying cuz EYWA ALREADY DECIDED YOU DYING
Now that your ass is back, you're also gonna get it. đ
Kiss, Marry, Kill
Tsu'tey
Quaritch
Lyle
By answering this by your own will, you are hearby clarifying that no one will get hurt in the process and that the responsibility is fully in your hands if any injuries will occur. đŤĄ
I hate my inbox why did I have to go on browser to see this ?!!
Lyle is instantly biting the bullet because; heâs bald
Iâd kiss Quaritch because Iâd sell my left kidney to just take a sniff of that man
And Iâd marry Tsuâtey because heâs the best of both worlds. Heâs just a bit mean and rough, but will treat you well. Husband material for real
Easy peasy
word count: 1220
Pairing: Neteyam Sully x Female! Metkayina! Na'vi Reader Tags/warnings: Fluff, angst, bittersweet, established relationship, adult reader, adult Neteyam, no smut Summary: Neteyam quietly watches you from the shore as you perform a ritual dance in the water, to the utter delight of your daughters.
Author's Note: Set some time after the big battle. Also moved those events further ahead. You and Neteyam are mated and have children before the RDA attacks the reef. Got inspired by the song~
Saânu - mum, mommy
Tahni - bioluminescent freckle
Close your eyes.
Deep breathes.
Remember the moves.
Remember the words...
Your heart thrums in your chest almost painfully. You take a deep, slow, calming breath; placing a hand over your heart.
âSaânu? Are you okay?â
You open your eyes, looking down to meet the gaze of your youngest daughter. The cool water of the sea comes up to her neck. Sweet thing. You told her, she and her sister could watch you from the shoreline. But they were persistent to be as close to you as possible. The water barely reaches your hips.
You offer a soft smile, reaching down and affectionately stroking her hair.
âIâm okayâŚDonât worry my little star. Mommyâs just nervous.â The 5-year-old beams up at you with a toothy grin. Your 6-year-old beside her pats you on the arm.
âYou practiced aaaaall the time! You got this.â She offers you her own encouraging smile. You give her an appreciative nod before facing the shoreline once more. You return your face to neutrality, closing your eyes once again.
You hear the disturbance of the water as your daughters move a bit to the side to give you more space to move.
With one final calming breath, you open your mouth and begin the song cord of your family.
---
Neteyam stands under the shade of a nearby tree on the shoreline. His arms are crossed as he watches the three of you.
The evening breeze carries your voice to him. He stands up straight when the sound hits his ears.
When you sing, it reminds him of the melody of birdsong in spring. No matter how many years may pass between you two, every time he hears you play the instrument of your heart, he feels like he could fall in love with you all over again.
He takes in your form as you start swaying in the water, admiring you from top to bottom.
Your hair, thick and long, reaching all the way down to your knees; you and your sisters spent what must have been hours, braiding it into the intricate patterns now adorning your head.
Even from this distance, he can still make out the faint markings of the tattoos framing your face. Though today you also have a thin line of white painting the centre of your face. You could have mud smeared all over and he would still find you to be the most beautiful woman; you have him convinced you are blessed by Eywa herself.
You arms move slow and with purpose through the air; attuned with the words as they fall from your lips.
Your soft lips.
How he wishes he could kiss you right now.
You dip down, submerging your arms into the water. In one fluid motion, you rise back up to your feet, the motion you perform with your hands and arms bring water up with you as you rose. Your arms are stretched out to your sides as you pirouette.
Neteyamâs heart skips a beat as he watches you, and itâs as if time itself slows, just so he can drink in the beauty of your very being.
With your back to eclipse, your front is cast in shadow.
The water falls around you in a shimmering curtain of rain. The last light of eclipse hits the smooth stones woven into the fabric on your chest; causing a cascade of colours to dance across your skin. And when the sun disappears, your tahni come to life like the brilliance of dawn.
Itâs one of his most favourite parts of your body. Though you had the scattered stars as did all Naâvi, for reasons he attests only to being blessed by Eywa, you have thin bioluminescent swirls weaving itself around your arms, chest, and all down your legs. To him itâs like a faint galaxy glittering in the night.
He recalls fondly the memory of him knowing each and every star on your body intimately.
And in the fading light of the day do you shine before him. Resplendent as you are in the day, so too will you dazzle the world around you in the darkness of the approaching night.
His heart throbs something fierce when you open your eyes after dipping into the water once more. Even behind the curtain of water, or the netting of the fabric draped over your head, your eyes glow with a fierceness he knows all to well. It pierces his very soul, a warmth sweeping over him.
He drinks you in more as you bend your form this way and that. He wishes he knew the intricacies of your dance; understood what each fluid motion meant, the significance of each swish of your tail, or the ways you angle your hands and bend your fingers.
You close your eyes as you near the end of the cord song.
As you perform another twirl, you playfully swat the water with your thick tail, splashing your daughters.
Their uncontrollable gigging brings a smile to your face. You open your eyes as you continue to dance, giving them a loving look. Theyâre splashing each other with reckless abandon as they try to imitate your moves. You canât help the unrestrained laughter their antics bring you.
Neteyam laughs quietly to himself as he watches his girls playfully flay about in the water. Every day since their birth heâs given thanks to both you and the Great Mother for blessing him with such miracles. He hadnât thought it was possible to love something as much as he loved you.
He feels a stray tear fall down his cheek. But he doesnât move to wipe it away. Instead he continues to smile as he watches your song and dance coming to its conclusion.
You turn to face the horizon, and his gaze drifts to his girls.
Theyâre singing something he canât quite make out, but he loves the sound nonetheless.
And when their eyes meet his, finally noticing his presence, they wave at him wildly, giggling all over again.
His smile grows wider, and he offers them a small wave back.
---
One final pose, and you hold the final note of your song, eyes still closed. You hold that note until your lungs and throat burn.
You hear the excited cheers of your daughters as they shower you with praise. Your breathing is laboured as your heart pounds in your chest, but you offer them a bow and a small smile of gratitude.
You turn yourself to the horizon before you finally open your eyes. The ritual dance has come to and end.
You rub the cool ocean water on your cheeks, in your neck, and down your arms; all in an effort to cool you down from your laborious activity. You breath deep in from the nose, and slowly exhale through your mouth, calming your rapid heartbeat.
The girls still giggle beside you, resuming their unrefined dancing; now also singing their favourite lullaby in lieu of a songcord.
Sufficiently cooled off, you turn your head to your daughters to admire them in their silliness.
Your brow nits in slight confusion though, when you see them waving at something behind you, giggling all the while.
You turn around, curiosity in your eyes.
But the shoreline is just as empty as when you arrived.
---
Author's Notes: It was a private funeral dance đ˘
word count: 4003
Pairing: Recom! Miles! Quaritch x Female! Sully! Na'vi! Reader Tags/Warnings: hurt, comfort, feels, lots of crying
Author's Note: Apologies in advance for any grammatical errors! Hope you enjoy this next installment :)))
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The weeks that followed could only be described as uncomfortable. Those of the clan gave you and Quaritch a wide berth. You did not miss their obvious sneers, nor the harsh whispers under their breath. Yet you cannot find it in yourself to fault them; such a reaction was more than understandable, perhaps even warranted.
The humans were far more courteous, even those with Avatars; but they too kept it to what was minimal etiquette. You noticed though, that they were far more cordial with the other recoms. You watched them converse with each other, animatedly talking about something or rather. It made you envious, a feeling you knew all too well.
Quaritch tells you not to worry; says it doesnât bother him. But you wondered how much weight such words truly held. Youâre thankful he and the recoms at least have each other, as bittersweet as it was. On the nights where you would eat dinner with your family, he and his squad ate together in one of their dwellings; the night filled with reminiscing of lives past and wishes for the future. Their revelry is downright infectious, and you often excuse yourself early to join them. It fills your heart with unbridled warmth to see Spider with them too. More often than not he would also join when it was just you and Quaritch alone.
At one point you had gathered all your siblings together, sitting them down and giving them a less graphic (for Tukâs benefit) retelling of you and your mateâs meeting and eventual courtship. Your brothers, bless them, treated you no different, told you that they didnât care and were happy for you. When you cornered them afterwards to speak privately, you wept and wept, thanks spilling from your lips over and over again.
They reiterated once more that they were just happy you came back alive and well. Regardless of the less-than-ideal circumstances surrounding your introduction to one another, and his sordid history, they were simply happy you had found your one true mate. Moreover, as far as they were concerned, if Eywa herself deemed it necessary to get this involved in your lives, then she must see something in him. If she could forgive him for his sins, then who were they to hold it against him? He paid his price in blood.
Sweet little Tuk; everything that had happened was perhaps a little too big for such a young mind, but you tried to explain yourself as best as you can to such a young one. She hummed in thought, called you and your mate weird, but if he made you happy like dad makes mum happy, then he must be okay. She was also the only one of your siblings that wanted to actually speak with Quaritch face to face.
You were reluctant, afraid of how mother might react. But little Tuk is rambunctious in nature. She barged in one night when you and Quaritch were having dinner with Spider. Hands on her hips she proclaimed with unwavering authority,
âIf you wanna be in my family, then first you gotta apologize!â Her eyes were fixated on Quaritch, who stared back at her with shock all over his face. When he didnât immediately say anything she elaborated further.
âThat timeâŚWhen you took my big sisterâŚYou and those scary people hurt us, and that wasnât very niceâŚâ She frowned at him, eyes glistening.
When you looked to your mate you saw the guilt in his eyes, how his ears flattened and tail wrapped around his waist. He got to his knees, tried to make himself as small possible in an attempt to be closer to her eye level. And he apologized. He apologized for scaring her, for hurting her. But most of all, he was so sorry he took you. He doesnât give her any excuses; simply admits he did something wrong and was sorry.
She nods at him, but says nothing else; though you see the tightness of her expression loosen. Spider walks over to her and ruffles her hair which makes her giggle.
âHere kid, I got a little somethinâ for ya,â Quaritch says and reaches into his pants pocket. He pulls out a small wooden carving of a pa'li. He holds out the tiny figurine balanced in the palm of his hand. Tukâs eyes widen and she grabs it with a loud thank you. She holds it up to her face, turning it around to admire it.
âYou made this?â She asks, looking up at him expectantly.
âYes. Your sister here helped me too. Made sure it looked right.â And it was true; you had spent many nights by his side, carefully instructing him on pa'li anatomy. You were surprised when he approached you and spoke of his intention to carve her the small figurine. He explained he felt inspired when you had offhandedly mentioned her fondness for the animal.
Tuk looks between him and figure a few times, then gives him one final once over before nodding her head.
âHmm. I guess you can stay. [Y/N] likes you, soâŚAnd youâre Spiderâs dad, and I like big brother Spider.â She smiles up at the aforementioned boy, who ruffles her hair once again affectionately.
âOkay bye I wanna show this to Loâak!â And with that sheâs sprinted off before any of you can say anything more.
---
It was disheartening to come to the realization that Kiri was avoiding you. She didnât outright ignore you per say, but she was always too busy or had other pressing matters to attend to; never was she free to sit and talk to you.
You broke down crying one night, alone with Quaritch. Immediately you were pulled into his embrace. His strong arms held you tight as he whispered comforting words into your hair.
You hadnât noticed Spider just outside. He had come with the intent to eat with you two as usual, but stopped himself when he heard your cries. He listened to the words you spoke, laden with heartache for your sister.
You didnât hear him leave either.
---
âYouâve gotta talk to her.â Spider finds Kiri inside watching her motherâs video logs.
âIâm sorry, what?â She turns to him alarmed.
â[Y/N]. You have to talk to her.â He pleads.
Kiri shakes her head at him and turns back to the video.
âI donât have to do anything. Besides, whatâs there to even talk aboutâŚâ her voice travels off at the end, as if she was unsure of her own words.
âAre you being serious right now? KiriâŚâ He grabs her by the shoulders and turns her around to face him. Sheâs at his eye level from kneeling in front of the console.
âWhat do you want from me Spider? You know as well as I do what heâs done in the past. And she does too; but I guess that doesnât matter anymoreâŚâ
âThatâs not fair, Kiriââ
âYou wanna know whatâs NOT fair, Spider?! The fact that I have wake up every day knowing that the man who shot and killed my mother, is alive and well! And not only that, heâs mated to my sister!â Thereâs tears in her eyes as her voice rises; the frustration of it all bubbling over.
Spider can feel the anger radiating off of her, white hot and unravelling; a crescendo of emotion bottled up for who knows how long. The dam breaks and she sobs, fists clenched tight.
âSo now, he gets to play house with my family, [Y/N] gets her Eywa-given mate, and you get your dad back! And what do I get? NOTHING!â
Spider flinches when she screams.
âWhat happened to âus orphans have to stick togetherââŚ? Am I going to lose you tooâŚ?â Spiderâs eyes grow wide at her admission. Her fears laid out before him; she felt as though she was losing her family to Quaritch? Was she blind? He hates that sheâs feeling like this, wishing he knew how to make it all go away. But at the same time, he canât help but feel his own bout of anger and frustration.
âKiriâŚYou never were an orphan; not reallyâŚYou know that, right?â
He looks at her with a serious expression. Her lips press into a thin line at his words.
âYou had Jake and Neytiri. You literally call them mum and dad. Me? Who did I have? Yea Norm and the others raised me; but no one was really my parentâŚNorm was more like a big brother. And Iâm not blind or stupid Kiri; your folks never considered me part of the family. Only you guys didâŚâ
She knows all too well what her parents think of Spider. Mother was not as subtle as she thought she was. Father at least treated him well, but there was still this disconnection from Spider being human.
As they stared at one another, it became clear to both of them that there was perhaps a lot of hurt left yet to heal.
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Despite the passage of time, you have yet to properly speak with your mother. Words left unspoken causing a rift to form between you two. Small at first, you feel the cracks forming as it has been left to sit and fester. She treats you with the same love and care you have always known, but something has undoubtedly changed. Itâs there, behind a lingering gaze, the hesitance of touch, the near imperceivable sharp intake of breath, but with no words that follow.
The tension at dinner time is thick, near palpable. Your brothers try their best to fill the awkward silence with pleasant conversation, driving it as far from the topic of your mate as possible. Kiri obviously says nothing, much to your disappointment. Mother smiles but it does not reach her eyes.
When you eventually muster up the courage to speak with Moâat, you are surprised; you had expected her to be just as, if not more, against it all as mother. But she is pragmatic, understanding that this providence cannot be ignored. Her unique spiritual bond with Eywa allowed a deeper understanding into the intricacies of the Great Motherâs Will. Though she would not forgive him any time soon, she would at least accept his place among her family and her People; if this was Her Way, the so it must Be. She didnât have to like it, but she did have to respect it.
You asked her how best to approach your own mother. She tells you that you must speak from the heart, but be open to the idea that Neytiri may never accept things as they are. She is not Tsahik and never will be. Though she has great love for Eywa, this hurt cuts far deeper than you may yet understand. She says that Neytiri perhaps needs to commune with her fatherâs spirit and seek out his guidance. Perhaps even from Eywa herself.
You nod and thank her for speaking with you. You turn to leave but she stops you with a hand on your shoulder. When you turn back around she pulls you into a warm hug. She tells you everything will be okay; Eywa has deigned it so. That she is sorry you have suffered such hardship, but she knows you are strong and capable, and will get through this one way or another.
You cry shamelessly into her embrace for a long while.
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When next to happen to find yourself alone in the company of your father, you fix him with a question that has been plaguing your mind.
âYou knowâŚIâm surprised youâre not as, angry, as mother is about all this.â You watch his face trying to gauge his reaction. His countenance is thoughtful though a scowl does form. He schools his expression quickly.
âTrust me kid; I am.â There is an underlying bitterness in his words that leaves you with an uncomfortable clench in your stomach.
âButâŚEywa accepted me and forgave me for my part in the destruction of Home Tree and everything after that. She came to our aid when shit hit the fan, helping us drive back the RDA. Sheâs done a lot for me and our family. And if what Quaritch says is true, that our Avatar bodies only work because she allows them to? Then I got a helluva lot more to be grateful for. I wouldnât have Neytiri, Moâat, your siblings, the clan, or you for that matter.â
Your lips quiver with the strain to not cry. It becomes nigh impossible with the way father is smiling down at you. He places both hands on your shoulders.
âI took a lot from PandoraâŚBut you and your siblings? You guys are the one good thing I put in.â You heart swells and you lose your battle to not cry. When Jake sees your tears he pulls you in, rubbing your back soothingly as you weep.
âNo matter how grown up you get, youâll always be my baby girlâŚItâs gonna be okay, I promise.â
You sniffle as you try to calm yourself. You are a little fed up with all the crying youâve been doing lately.
âHow can you be so sure?â He shrugs his shoulders.
âCall it a fatherâs intuition.â This time, you return his smile.
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Tonight finds you in the arms of your husband. The two of you are deep within the forest, somewhere far from High Camp and Bridgehead. You found a secluded perch on which to lay and watch Eywa paint the sky in brilliant starlight. Your snuggled into his side, head resting on his broad chest. You listen to calm rhythmic beating of his heart. It comforts you.
His arm encloses you, pressing you tightly to him. Your hands, fingers entwined, rest atop where his heart is.
âWhatâs going on through that pretty little head of yours?â His voice draws you in, pulling your lazy gaze from the sky and to his face. There is a warmth in his eyes, a kind curiosity. He brings your hand up and presses a kiss to your knuckles. You loved it when he was soft and gentle. Though you were, of course, eager and willing for his rougher ministrations when the mood struck.
You smile softly and hum in response.
âHmmm. Just thinking about how much I love you.â
You are rewarded with the goofiest smile youâve ever seen adorn his handsome face. Sometimes it feels as though he could never get used to your declarations of love and affection. You wonder if he was starved of such a thing. The thought baffles you, as your people loved freely and were not ashamed to express such feelings to friends and family.
You donât dwell on it though; resolving to smother him with everything he may or may not have been denied all his life.
You move yourself off his chest but donât untangle your hand from his. Instead, you lay on your back and pull him as you do. Miles follows, moving himself above you; caging you in between his arms, his face mere inches from yours.
You stare at him; studying. You take note of every luminous freckle, the strength of his cheek bones, the grooves of his nose, the breadth of his jaw. Your hand moves to his face and cups his cheek. His skin is warm to the touch. Your thumb traces the lines of his lips. He closes his eyes and leans into your hand.
When he looks at you once more with a half-lidden gaze, lovesick and smiling, it stirs something deep within you. The flicker of a flame comes to life, its warmth all encompassing. That look of reverence on his face; you never want to stop. Not in this lifetime or the next.
You resolve to protect that smile by any means necessary.
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The two of you werenât in your tent this morning, and Neytiri huffs in frustration. After much talks with Jake, communing with Eywa, she had finally decided to try talking with you once more. The next morning of course. But much to her dismay, no one was at the tent when she called. She saw no one inside when she quickly looked inside, but did not linger as it smelt far too much like The Demon.
She cusses under her breath. She knows sheâs going to have to get out of the habit of calling him that. Start addressing him by his name.
Unsure of where the two of you might be, she makes her way back to her own dwelling. Jake is there, cleaning one of his guns. He looks up when he hears her familiar footfalls.
âThat was quick,â he says, a confused look on his face.
âThey werenât there.â
âOh. Maybe one of the kids saw emâ.â
She nods and sets out to find her other children.
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Alas, it would prove futile; none of the others had seen either of you since the night before, when you had told Spider you and Quaritch were going out to watch the stars.
Speaking of Spider, where was he? If anyone was going to know where you two were, itâd be him.
Neytiri makes her way over to the scientist buildings; if he wasnât with her children, he more than likely would be here.
She enters the one housing Graceâs Avatar, and finds Norm up and about, not yet in his Avatar. He turns and is surprised to see her of all people, rather than her kids, enter. Still, he is happy to see her all the same.
âNeytiri? Oel ngati kameie! What brings you here?â
âOel ngati kameie, Norm. Have you seen Spider? Or [Y/N]?â She smiles and greets him with equal enthusiasm. His expression becomes perturbed at the question though.
âNo sorry, havenât seen Spider sinceâŚHuh. Actually the day before yesterday? Thought he was staying with [Y/N] and Quaritch.â
Neytiriâs stomach drops at the notion. Has no one really seen either of you three for the passed two days? And no one said anything? What kind of mother was she then, to not notice?? Her mind starts racing, but she takes a deep breath; calming herself before she spiraled out of control. There was no need to overthink; you may have simply been too busy.
âHave you tried asking the other recoms? Iâm sure one of them mustâve seen emâ at some point.â She nods at him; it was a good place to continue.
âI have not. Thank you Norm. I shall go see them.â
Briskly she leaves, not another word said; far too eager to find you as soon as possible.
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She eventually finds the three of them conversing with some of the other Avatars. She cares not for their topic of conversation, walking up and interrupting them without a second thought.
âYou three.â She addresses them coldly; the others sense the rising tension and quickly make their escape.
âMrs. Sully! What can we do for you?â The bald one, Lyle if she remembers correctly, asks her.
âMy daughter. Have you seen her? What of your, leader, or his son?â
Instead of answering, the three of them simply share a look amongst themselves, before they all look back to her. The uncomfortable feeling is back tenfold. There is something in their gaze, an almost apologetic look in their eyes. She hates it, nor does she understand why they look upon her so.
âWhat? What is wrong?â She demands, the agitation ever growing.
Mansk clears his throat and steps forward.
âCome with us Mrs. SullyâŚAnd bring your husband too.â
Her stomach clenches something awful; her motherâs intuition stings.
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The 5 of them congregate in Manskâs private dwelling. He gestures for everyone to sit down, get comfortable. Jake too canât help but notice the sullen looks adorning the othersâ faces. Nor his he miss the nervous twitch of his wifeâs tail. He grabs her hand and squeezes it reassuring. She looks to him, taking a deep breath as she nods.
Mansk re-emerges from wherever he went, brandishing a tablet in hand. He sits himself in front of everyone, holding the tablet for them to see.
âHereâŚA message was given to us, to give to you when you came.â He moves his hand and hits play.
Instantly you are on the screen. You are nervously rubbing the back of your neck. Quaritch is sitting next to you; he is leaning forward, resting his elbows on his knees and fingers loosely threaded in front of him.
âHello mother, father, precious siblingsâŚâ Neytiri squeezes Jakeâs hand harder. She does not like how your voice sounds as you speak.
âIf youâre seeing this, then youâre all probably wondering where weâI amâŚâ You pause, hand on your heart and you take a deep breath to calm yourself. Neytiri notices then, Spider mulling around in the background. Back and forth he moves, as if in a hurry.
âI donât know how else to word this, so Iâm just going to come out and say it. Iâve left. WE, have left. Me, Spider, and Miles.â You glance over to Quaritch and smile, grabbing his hand in yours, threading fingers together. Your face returns to that awful tired expression when you look back to the camera.
âIâm sorry I did this without saying goodbyeâŚBut this was for the best. If there was even a chance, no matter how small, that any of you would try to stop usâŚWell, I didnât want to take that chance. Iâm so sorry, I really mean that. For everythingâŚFather? Thank you for taking care of me. I love you, to Earth and back. Please remember to take care of yourself too, not just the family or the clanâŚ
Kids? I know youâre probably gonna hate me for a while, leaving like this and allâbut like I said. My mind is made up and I donât want any of you trying to stop us. I love each and every one of you so much. No one could ask for better siblings. Please be good to each other. And boys? Start actually listening to dad once in a while, yea?â
You pause to wipe a few stray tears. Neytiri is sobbing quietly as she clenches Jakeâs hand painfully. She doesnât see him swallow hard the lump in his throat.
âMama?â Neytiri sits up straight when you address her directly.
âI donât think I could every forgive myself for hurting you. I am so sorry, more than words could ever expressâŚYou took good care of me, took good care of this family. I am proud to call you my mother, and no matter how far the wind takes me, I will always love you. I hope you can forgive me one dayâŚâ You gently place a hand on your stomach.
âI do not want to cause dissent amongst my family, or the clan, any longerâŚAnd one day when I start my own family, with the man I love⌠I donât want them to feel like they donât belong. So here we go, somewhere far beyond the horizon, to find a place we can truly call our ownâŚâ Your smile is bright and unwavering, even when the tears donât stop.
âPlease keep taking such good care of each other. Promise me you will. Sullys stick together, our family is our fortress, right? Well, these two? They are my family now, they are my fortress, and I will do what I must to keep them safe, happy, accepted...Whether or not the clan or some of you can accept it, know that I love each and every one of you, forever and everâŚSo until I see you again, May Eywa keep you all safeâŚGoodbye...â
You wave at the camera before leaning forward to touch something unseen, and the video ends.
Neytiri breaks down then and there. She falls into Jakeâs arms, clutching at him desperately. Her wails crack her voice as she calls for you. Jake sheds silent tears as he holds her tight. He fights every instinct in him demanding he grab his ikran and blindly fly after you.
The other recoms sit and silence, heads lowered, as they take in the sight before them.
A motherâs heartache was truly one of the saddest things to bare witness to.
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Chapter Summary: You are called in by your Handler to discuss something important.
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Year 2144.
You fidget nervously with the frayed ends of your black dress. Though the mission was a success, and the target eliminated with no casualties, things did not happen as smoothly as they could have. There is no doubt in your mind this will come up in the report. And so close to reviews too.
Fuck.
Never has riding the elevator to the 47th floor felt longer. You let out a frustrated sigh, leaning your forehead against the cool glass. It does little to sooth you. You focus on the expansive vista of the city. Well deep into the night, the city still thrums with life. A sea of neon lights disappears into the horizon. Smog wafts its way through the tops of buildings, laying itself thickly upon the air. The city disappears as the elevator breaches the clouds.
You push yourself from the glass, facing the doors just as the elevator comes to a stop with a resonant ding.
Your face is neutral and your gait confident as you step forth, making your way through the lobby. Miss Halliday, the concierge, stands ready at the front desk.
âAgent Bloodthorn. A pleasure as always.â Her smile brings you a measure of comfort, sweet honeyed voice a balm to your nerves.
âOphelia, good evening. Busy tonight?â You make light conversation, as you always do. You hand her the blood coin.
âNo busier than usual mam.â She opens her mouth to speak further, but pauses, bringing her hand up to her ear. âAh. The Handler will see you now. Suite 3 if you please.â
You give her a short nod and set a brisk pace to the suite in question. The sounds of your heels as you walk down the marbled hallway reverb far too loudly for your liking. All too quickly do you stand before the deep mahogany door. Your hand reaches for the golden handle and you enter with one fluid motion. There is no need to knock when you are expected.
Soft gold paints itself along the walls and furnishings from the lit fireplace. The floor to ceiling window at the end brings in the natural silver light of the moon. Your Handler stands at the window, hands clasped behind his back, gazing down at the city below; it would be beautiful on a cloudless night.
âAgent! A resounding success tonight my dear!â He turns to you, arms spread in congratulatory fashion.
âT-thank you, Handler!â Your body stiffens involuntarily at the praise, and you nervously pick at your ruined garment.
âCome now, [Y/N]; even after all these years, youâre still at it with the formalities with me. Iâve known you for nearly a decade and a half now child; I practically raised you!â He laughs heartily as he teases you.
âSorry James, force of habit, hahaâŚâ
He invites you to sit in front of him; a singular leather chair awaits you. As you sit, so too does he, a large wooden desk separating you two. Fluidly he retrieves two crystal classes, a bottle of dark liquid youâre sure you wonât like. He pours you half what he pours himself, wordlessly placing the drink closer to you.
You nod in thanks, taking the glass in hand. With practiced movement, you gently swirl the liquid, giving it an experimental sniff. Where you take a small sip, James downs the contents in one gulp. You let out a small cough and return to the glass to the desk.
âOn to business then.â He pulls out several manila folders. âDespite what you might think, the reason we called you in Agent, isnât to discuss your mission tonight.â You sit up straight when he says this, leaning forward as you watch him unwind one folder.
âA new contract came in while you were out. And as far as Iâm concerned, youâll want to be a part of this.â
He places the open folder in front of you. Your eyes skim over the words. Avatar Program. Pandora. Â
âThis isâŚâ
âCorrect. Word through the network is your brother Tomâs been scouted by Grace Augustine herself. Should start his training next year.â
You had heard as much. Sweet Tom spoke animatedly about Grace and her work. He was so excited to start training, and even more excited to put his PhDs to work on the alien world.
âAs it were, you wonât be needing any physical training. With your natural prowess, we believe you will be able to master piloting your avatar in no time; gain experience on the go as it were.â
âM-my own avatar? Youâre giving me one of these?? Donât they cost, billions, to make?!â You canât help raising your voice, but you saw the numbers as you skimmed the file. Those were a lot of zeroes.
James smirks at you with a shake of the head.
âLeave the financial worrying to me Agent; thatâs not your job.â
You let out a defeated sigh, but acquiesce nonetheless. You read further. The file goes on about the local clan of natives, the Omatikaya. It covers the basics of their governing structure, touching lightly on the culture. It speaks of the relationship formed by Grace, but also their inherent distrust of the RDA.
James places another folder in front of you. There is a polaroid; two blurry figures, one circled in red. You can at least make out that they are natives, both men, presumably.
âYour mission agent, is to eliminate this man.â He taps an index finger on the circled figure.
âWho is that?â You tilt your head as you try to make out the features of the man.
âThat my dear, is Eytukan; the Clan Leader.â
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Author's Notes: I made this instead of sleeping. Instead of writing XD [Y/N] brings Quaritch to meet her Dad and Grandma. Couldn't use Neytiri cuz she'd have recognized him immediately lmao. Voices were synthed using an AI so sorry if they're a little rough. Kept Mo'at and ZDog using the OG dialogue.
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