So I’ve Got My Favourite Chapter (Acid Splash) Upcoming And It SHOULD Be Done But The Thing Is… It

Me, before posting a chapter on AO3: Wow. This is really good. The syntax, the inner turmoil, the grammar. Impeccable. 10/10

Me as soon as the chapter is live: yeah, no. I deserve to be shot.

Vent post this way 👇 skip if you want to keep it light :)

I feel very alone at home

I’m 16. I am lesbian and care very deeply for the rights and happiness of my LGBT friends. My dad is strongly against the LGBT and constantly makes jabs at my trans friends or will find any excuse to discuss the “perversion of sexuality”. He currently blames it on demons. Religion is hard because I know it could be true, but in his case it feels like he blames everything on it. I can’t talk about psychology without him getting upset because I don’t include a separate spiritual component in the biopsychosocial model.

Religion in general makes me feel horrible. We attend church every Sunday and I’m left feeling confused because my dad has made the faith seem like an enemy. I want to be Christian. He makes me feel like it’s hateful.

I very very strongly believe I am autistic or have ADHD or have SOMETHING but my parents will not get me diagnosed. I have asked about ten times. It’s always no.

Always.

My parents haven’t read SBI or DAT. I don’t think they would like the content.

Mum is chronically ill and my brother is low-functioning.

I hope to move out after I graduate but somehow I have to hold that long.

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You don’t have to reach out and comfort me, this is just me organising my thoughts and it feels good for context :)

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Most peak update ever: Mum saw this and agreed to diagnose!!!!

DOODLE DUMP 💪💪💪

Catnap and Dogday!

Bunzo and Ollie!

Theodore G and the Prototype!

(☝️digital version in progress)

Kissy and Poppy/Ollie and Poppy

Catnap stalking!

Miss Delight and Ollie!

(☝️ apologies for the smudges. Ollie was being a 4’ shit)

It’s pride month my dudes! ✨

Finally got around to finishing the rest of the Smiling Critters! I’m happy with how they turned out!

Reblog with your OC!

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More info below!

If there are too many new characters, some may not get in.

Where will my OC be used?

Answer: the Cult of the Destroyed.

If you’ve read ‘Til Queendom Come, you’ll know that the story ends with Catnap starting a cult. This cult is comprised of disabled, rejected or rebellious toys who were sent to be killed at Destroy-A-Toy.

The next series features Dogday struggling to cope with Catnap’s “death” before a source willing to help him reveals that - no, Catnap is not dead, but she’s in a land full of cultists…

Those cultists are you! :D

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HI GANG!!! So recently my autism has been getting really bad (lots of sensory issues and bad sleep and excessive stimming leading to pain) BUT I am in fact now recovering and will try to get back to doing stuffffff

But firstly I wanna say. I’m so angry at my brain /hj I got another comfort character. Cooking a new AU regarding her.

She is:

Suffering from chronic back pain

A disaster lesbian

Autistic, specifically the kind I have (lots of hyperfixations, stims and missing social cues)

Funky natural earth colours

Sobbing on the floor because she overshared

Nervous about being ignored

I’ve found a replica of me in fiction man 😔😔😔😔😔 but GTFO IM STILL WRITING DAT YOURE NOT ALLOWED HERE YET!!!!!

Next DAT fic is Buenas Noches and I’m still confused about chapter format and exactly how long it’ll be but as my wise friend @idiotsmart1 has said:

“Fuck it, we ball”

HOLY SH*T I HAVE FANART

A doodle sheet for this series!! (Specifically this fic!)

Gave in and made a CritterSona, though he’s really just my usual Sona, since he’s a shapeshifter-

@sailorjules26 @qibsichan (tagging y’all because 😎 look at me, i’m so beautiful)

Hosting this here! <3