Life is so weird and wonderful and scary and intimidating and ever changing and full of surprises. I feel like self awareness has made me a better person but also a lot more self critical. I constantly find things about myself that are terrible and I’ve convinced myself that I can’t trust anyone. But I can. It’ll be okay. I’m still learning and growing and what would be so terrible if people knew you were sad?? Why is that so hard to show?? If you want help just ask for it. Life is so much easier when you realize that other people are struggling too. We are all just humans on a planet trying to make it through. I spent so long not trusting and not being able to let down/burden others but what if I did? What if I trusted them?
life is a movie, or so they say, but I can’t help but agree. all around me are beautiful movie frames, a lone car surrounded by beautiful countryside being out-chased by the train and disappearing from view. all within me are beautifully swelling feelings, bigger than life, bigger than me, straight from my soul and into his.
Not to sound like an angsty teen but does anyone else get the feeling that no one really gets them? Like even those closest to me have no idea how my brain works. And I am so tired. I feel I speak a language others dont.
I swear to God if you don’t stop talking bad about yourself ima throw something :)
“You are helpful, and you are loved, and you are forgiven, and you are not alone.”
— John Green (via bnmxfld)
why do i need to come out ? if you still think im straight then that's on you
Too many thoughts… too little brain
So basically, human existence is hard. Life is hard. And there is no reason why we shouldn’t all try to make the world, and our own worlds a better place. I read somewhere something like: “you’re all at college because you want to make the world a better place. Know that it’s okay if you only make one person happier, and it’s okay if you’re that one person. I need to remember that sometimes.
“I have to be alone very often. I’d be quite happy if I spent from Saturday night until Monday morning alone in my apartment. That’s how I refuel.”
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Audrey Hepburn (Audrey Hepburn: Many-Sided Charmer, LIFE Magazine, December 7, 1953)
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