The Fall On The Farm Pattern Is Finished And Framed :) I'm Really Happy With How It Turned Out.

A sketch for part one...

Renard the sea fox

Part 1: 🦊🎨

In a vibrant underwater world, Renard (or Ren for short), the sea fox, is born into a family of legendary artists. Despite having no limbs, he dreams of creating masterpieces. But his attempts to paint with his tail and teeth are met with laughter and mockery. Feeling defeated, Ren abandons his dreams, just like everyone abandoned him. 💔

Medical attention

About medical attention and being the first to believe to yourself.

Some of us form into ppl pleasers due to certain circumstances. Sometimes it is even hard to tell what do you feel if nobody believes you you feel this way. Than, if unfortunately you become ill, if nobody believes you... You might accidentally believe them instead of yourself. But our body is wise, and it gives emotional and physical signals to our brain with a reason! No one is living this life from your first day to your last day, in your shoes, in your skin - except YOU. You have the widest perspective on your life story. Only you live and feel the consequences of believing them and abandoning yourself. And it is not your fault, it is all you have known till that moment. Please forgive yourself, because... At any moment you have the choice to be the first human being on earth to believe you, to be by your side. I don't know if it would help, but I am alread believing you. Everything you have gone through, any emotion and sensation you have - it all makes perfect sense to me, it is important, it deserves to be seen and respected. So if you don't get the right medical attention, please don't stop searching for better options. Even if you need to pause for such long period of time to regain trust, to save money if possible... The moment you can, please keep moving forward, because YOU deserve to find those kind compassionate allies in life - who will care, who will listen, who will help without making you smaller than the equal human being you are. Because your essence is awsome and you deserve to get the help you need ❤️

Carmen archetype - illustrations part 1

Raw version before canva/procreate modifications, enjoy 🐺🖤🌕

Renard the sea fox

Part 1: 🦊🎨

In a vibrant underwater world, Renard (or Ren for short), the sea fox, is born into a family of legendary artists. Despite having no limbs, he dreams of creating masterpieces. But his attempts to paint with his tail and teeth are met with laughter and mockery. Feeling defeated, Ren abandons his dreams, just like everyone abandoned him. 💔

I closed my nightcafe.art

And paused my investment of energy to my redbubble, for now I will focus more on writing. When new inspiration will come I will let you know, but I just felt that this is not me. It was a cute phase of escapism... But the reason I needed to sell was because I payed for nightcafe.art....

And if I just exist, money is not that interesting for me. I just want to make others happy and to have kind empathetic friendships beyond my little well known world for me... 😊🗺️🙏💙

The painting, is complete :3

(via "Anubis is singing to fox cub" Magnet for Sale by Queueka)

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We carry inside us the wonders we seek outside us. Rumi