Yall My Therapist Gonna Be So Proud Of Me I Actually Used My Crisis Survival Skills 🙌

"You do not ask a lady's name. However, you may call me Ms Fourteen." Ms Fourteen WHATS 💀

TW // eating.. issues.

freaking out cause im having pizza on the beach w/ my partner tmr and i was gonna fast but ive already agreed and i need to be all self-care-y for them :/

*unintelligible screamjng*

This. This right here. 

never trust a doctor who refuses to do any tests, ignores everything you say, and then just tells you you have anxiety and puts you on Prozac, so now every other doctor you try to go to for help sees you "have anxiety" on paper and also proceeds to do no tests and ignore you, because you're just "crazy."

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my gender is little guy, but not in an infatalizing transmascs way, in a i have a small body and much energy way

trans dean. you agree, reblog.

people big ableist widespread ignore people talk hard. autism schizo others. taking lots effort word way people reblog. not asking need understand read know learn us. try

nobody tries get into head learn saying what saying. discouraging!!!!! tiring. lonely. big dark room fumbling tap walls nobody there keep tapping!!!!! tap tap tap nobody listens wants to TRIES understand

just asking stop ignore. pretend not exist please. not pay attention lots always schizo autism violence hurt trauma. this perpetuates

listen when talk even if not understand. try please

please reblog

something that might be hard to grasp is that. physically disabled people can do everything "right", follow all the recommended programs from doctors and medical practitioners and lose weight and do this exercise and that diet and this and that and they still can stay disabled. they still can get worse.

and it's imperative to understand that. doing things this way can be soul crushing. it's difficult, if not impossible for some people. and many people will not be able to do things "right" and will stay disabled or get worse. some people might, accidentally or on purpose, make their disability worse themselves. and those people don't deserve to be disabled any more than people who you think doesn't.

we cannot, cannot assign a moral value to disability. disability isn't a punishment for doing right or wrong. it is not a judgement. there is no moral value associated with being disabled.

people you find wonderful will be disabled. people who you think suck will be physically disabled. people who had no pre-existing condition, who did everything "right" and were healthy before will be disabled. people who had absolutely no means to change their lifestyle, because of poverty or location or some systematic issue, will be disabled. and people will be disabled as a direct result of their choices.

none of that, absolutely none of it, is an indication of whether that person "deserves" to be disabled or not. none of it is a reflection of their moral character. disability is simply a neutral fact of life.

Uh oh, feeling a little bit wacky today! [On the verge of blowing up at my loved ones and intentionally damaging our relationship] it's just kinda like that sometimes haha :)