I Know I Keep Obsessing Over The Gay Manga That I've Read Twice Now, But I Don't Really Care. Atsuto

Здравствуйте, Tumblr. Been a long time since I've posted here. Okay, sit down, stand up, or lay down and listen to this weird ass dream I had last night.

Okay, so first off, FYI, apparently, we usually dream multiple times a night (one number I saw said like 4-6 times), but we forget most of them. This is just the main part of a dream I remember.

So I was with Zack Foster (from Angels of Death) for some reason, and I asked him to kill me. We found a Mauser Pistol, and he pulled the trigger point blank at the back of my head, but the bullets were loaded the wrong way, and it wouldn't fire. I forget a lot of what else happened and why he wouldn't finish the job, but then I woke up, angry that it was just a dream. I wish it was real and that he finished the job. Now I hafta go to school.

Okay, so thinking back on it, you'd think this would fall under "nightmare" or "horrible dream," but no. To my surprise, all I can think after remembering it is, "Damn, I actually kinda want somebody to shoot me in the back of the head, point blank."

Sensitive gen z snowflakes (especially ones on TikTok) get on my damn nerves sometimes all the fuggin time. My favorite TikTokker is a small account called Snakebeast69. He tells it like it is, like how soft people can be, things people aren't ready to hear, words losing their meaning nowadays, etc. But there are always those snowflakes who get offended over literally everything. I'm serious, they literally have to be joking at this point.

They throw baseless accusations out there, calling him racist, sexist, homophobic, and transphobic. Here's the best part, when Snakebeast or any of his fans (myself included) ask them for proof that he is any of those things, those sensitive bruhs get real silent. I've gotten into a few arguments with little sensitive assholes on his page yesterday and today. Whenever is ask them for proof, they stop responding.

I went back and forth with this one fucker who (obviously) was getting pressed at Snakebeast's video and at the comments agreeing with the video. I myself left a comment agreeing with the video. Lil boi called me a "diq rider". Literally spelled it "diq". I'm betting he was afraid his mommy was gonna get mad at him for spelling "dick".

Anyway, back on track. Yeah, this is just a little PSA for y'all: You can't call someone a bigot just because you don't like them. When you accuse anyone of anything, sorry but you need to show proof. Someone isn't a racist just because you say they are. Oh yeah, that brings me to another argument I got into in the comments on one of his videos.

Here's how the conversation played out.

Me: "You're racist" Their proof: Trust me bro, he just is.

Snowflake: He is.

Me: What evidence do you have that he is? Like, I've scrolled through all of his accounts. Never found one racist thing he said or did.

Snowflake: Because I said he is that's why.

Me: Real talk, ur joking right?

Snowflake: No I'm not joking.

Me: You're serious? Sorry but if he's never said or done anything racist, then he's not racist. He ain't racist just cuz you don't like him.

So far at the time I'm writing this (14 hours after the argument), the person hasn't responded.

Oh, and if you don't believe me (because their logic makes the argument sound ridiculous) I have screenshots. If you see this and you want proof, I got it.

Side note, I haven't watched the new Obi-Wan series yet. Is it good?

Aight I just gotta rant about something that pisses me off. Now if you've seen previous rants of mine, I know what you're thinking: "Omfg, another rant on this topic. Well, time to drop the hate bomb".

No, no, no, no, no. I'm not ranting about my usual rant topic (and I doubt I'll rant about it ever again). So I'm sure many of you reading this have that one friend that sends you videos all the time and messages you random shit all the time. Yeah, I have one of those. Now don't get me wrong, she's really nice and I'm glad we're friends. However, it can get annoying when we're messaging.

She texts me about the most random shit that I'm sure 95% of us ('us' referring to myself and you guys) would not care one bit about. She'll send me shit like "Look at my dog laying on my bed. He's so cute," and I'll be thinking to myself, "Cool, cool....am I supposed to be giving a fuck, tho?" Of course um not actually gonna say that because I want to be nice but damn can it be difficult sometimes.

The thing that bugs me the most is that sometimes she'll message me about a show she's watching (usually Criminal Minds), expecting me to be interested, which I'm not most of the time, but you know, if you wanna talk about a show you like, that's cool. And you know, I don't wanna be rude or sound curt so I try to give a good response (which always ends up becoming a huge conversion about said show) so as to at least seem like I care. But the part that bugs me so much is that whenever I talk about a show/movie I like, I just get "Oh, cool". I shit you not, I was just talking with her and I started the conversation by asking if she's ever seen A Silent Voice, or Koe no katachi as it is in Japanese (fuckin amazing movie, btw, I highly recommend it), and she responds with "No" so I go on to tell her what it is and how it is a very well-liked movie. And even though every time she mentions a show I respond with at least a somewhat interested response, all I get in return is "Oh, cool". Like, if you want me to at least seem interested in your shit, can you at least pretend to be interested in mine?

Tell me if any of you have that friend.

P.S.- I HIGHLY recommend A Silent Voice. It isn't one of those action-packed anime movies but it just has such a good story. That's just my opinion, tho, but it is a popular opinion because it got 95% rotten tomatoes and 97% liked it.

January 2nd,

Happy birthday to Dr. Kenzo Tenma.

Just blew probably over $350 (in gift cards) buying mic/audio equipment on Amazon for a (not) possible voice acting future. I hope to fuck I become decent. I hate school and hate comp sci.

If you've seen other stuff I've posted, you'd know I'm not a shipper. Like, unless it's one of those canon ones like Victor x Yuri or Mafuyu x Uenoyama or something like that, I don't support it. Okay, aside from Reki x Langa, which I think is listed as semi-canon. That one I support. Not really any non/semi-canon ones aside from that, though. HOWEVER, I was just watching episode 23 of the Disastrous Life of Saiki K, and I couldn't get over how adorable it is that Kuboyasu and Kaidou call each other on a first name basis (in the dub, at least). Like, Kaidou doesn't even call Saiki by his first name, but he calls Kuboyasu "Aren" and Kuboyasu calls him "Shun". Idk if there's something behind it, but I thought it was cute af.

14 y/o Dazai is so cute

do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

Who remembers S4 Ep 5 of Rick and Morty, Rattlestar Ricklactica? I remember it so well. It came out in my sophomore year of high school a few years ago. I remember it so well because I had to rewatch it so many damn times due to the long-ass fuckin hiatus that the R&M team took.

That's it. That's all this post was. Just a reminder of R&M's annoyingly long hiatus in the midst of S4 a few years ago.

December 27th,

Happy birthday to Ochako Uraraka of class 1-A at UA High.