A/N: this is quite self-insert because ocd has been kicking my ass the last 4 months đ especially when what i'd usually be irrational/obsessive over is actually happening, but i donât have specifics. but yeah, hope you enjoy :p <33 might make a part 2 of this somehow, or other characters
content tidbits: hypochondriac and OCD reader, GN!reader, talk of obsessions and compulsions, fear of illness (cancer mentioned bc that's one of my fears brought on by my own OCD, as well as random body happenings that could be health related), swearing, anxiety/panic attacks, UA bakugou and reader (what year is up to u), therapy/doctors appointments, platonic relationship, intrusive thoughts, reader isn't initially medicated or getting treatment but does through the fic, essentially hurt/comfort and fluff :) also maybe OOC katsuki. also brief mention of possible OCD katsuki
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Linked this song because it reminds me of how OCD feels :p
it was known to the people you felt close to that you suffered with anxiety- but to what extent?
yourself and bakugou were at a point of closeness and security within your friendship, to where telling him felt alright.
when bakugou found out you had OCD initially, his first thought was just 'oh, they donât like mess and are a clean freak', because yknow, stereotypes.
but then you told him what it entailed, he took it in. you talked about your persistent health anxieties and scares, the way they plagued you and tormented you.
"That's fucking dumb, though. Like- you'd know if you were actually sick." He'd say.
"But that's the thing, I don't." You explained. "I don't, regardless of symptoms or not, and that freaks me out. And when I can feel something, the only way I can deal with it is to prod or feel at it."
You explained to him some moments this type of thing happened; in one case, you had odd, painless bumps in random places, and the trigger of its unknown cause sent you spiraling. Petrified it was cancer, you went on an internet deep dive, kept seeking external reassurance, feeling at it 24/7- and rather than this helping, all you felt was fear.
The next was a random pain near your rib. Was it a punctured lung? But then a pain on your head- a tumour?? Then your knees felt different sizes- are your bones shrinking???
He listened, trying to recall times you may have been out of it or panicked for what to him, seemed like for no reason. And it started to click. Realising it extended even further than the health anxieties too. Past traumas, or fears, or habits. It made sense. And it made him feel an ache of sadness for you in his chest. But also pride, for the fact you go through this daily.
In saying that, after you left, he went into full research mode on the types of OCD you had talked about, on how they worked, triggers, compulsions, and how to support you.
He wouldnât admit it directly, but after hearing how it gets to you, then seeing it in real time, made him feel helpless. Until you got support professionally, he was slightly frantic.
He made a promise to be there for you, any time, if you were having a mini episode, or major. Which he didnât expect to be..... a lot. But he kept the promise.
1:34am the clock on your phone read. You were tired, sore, stressed. Your hand went to the odd shaping on your back yet again, a nervous shiver going through you. You tried to rationalise. 'It's probably just some muscle. Or some kinda benign growth. Or just my body being weird again.
Or maybe it's a tumour-'
The intrusive thoughts kept scratching inside your brain, urging you to keep poking, shifting, looking for an answer you knew wouldnât come.
You remembered his words: "If you need me when it happens, fucking come to me. I donât care when, do it. You shouldnât be alone with this. And donât you dare feel bad."
Slipping out of bed, you quietly made your way from your dorm to his, careful to not be disturbing to your classmates.
You go to his dorm, and knocked loud enough.
"Fuck off." You heard from behind the door, the angry voice of Katsuki.
"Katsuki? Itâs just me. You donât have to, but I'm having a hard time with my OCD, and wanted to kno-"
Before you could finish the sentence, the door opened. "Get in." He said softly, looking at you half asleep, yet with concern.
Once in, he closed the door, opened the balcony door to let in a soft breeze, and sat on the bed with you. After a moment, he spoke.
"What's it doing now?"
"My brain wonât stop." You respond, voice tight and exhausted. "I keep finding new bumps, or growths, or whatever the fuck, and even though they donât hurt or do damage, my brain is still saying cancer. Which is dumb, because I'd know if it was by now-"
"It's not dumb." He interupts. "Ok, yeah, worrying about a worst possibility that you donât even know whether it's true or not is kinda stupid. But donât beat yourself up over it. It is scary. Not knowing fucking sucks. But none of this is your fault. Yeah, you'd probably know by now. But you're allowed to just observe it, without making it some kind of evil situation. Give yourself some grace, dimwit. You have every right to be scared. Especially since this matters to you so much. But donât- donât let it consume you. You know you're fucking strong. So... know regardless, you can beat whatever is going on. Serious or not."
You looked at him, tears of appreciation, but also overwhelm, pooling in your eyes. He scoffed softly, but not in anger, more so in understanding, and pulled you close, both under the covers, and your face to his chest.
"Just cry it out, idiot. You need to at this point."
So you did. Allowing yourself to feel everything, let everything crash out of you, with him anchoring you. He gently eased and shushed you if you started hyperventilating, the crying turning into a spiral of panic. He whispered soft, encouraging words into the top of your head.
"Its okay. You're gonna be okay, regardless of what happens. This isnât something you'll do alone. We'll get you the help you need, and I'll be here when you need me to. Things will work out how they're meant to. Just because it's scary doesnât mean it's impossible."
"I know. I know, i'm just so scared. I hate not knowing. I hate feeling like my mind is working against me, and my body is fucking acting on what I'm scared of-"
"Hey, hey, relax. Youâre rambling." He says softly, shifting to wipe your tears. "I know. I hear you. As I said, it's no wonder you're scared. Being afraid of something with mixed signal signs of it sounds like hell. But again, one day at a time. You're asking for help- be proud of that. It's fucking hard to even acknowledge it sometimes. You already took the first step."
"Thatâs kinda rich from you, considering you bottle everything up." You respond, cracking a slight smile.
He laughed a bit, nodding. "Yeah, I know, I'm emotionally constipated, fuck off with what's obvious. But I mean it. Just because I have trouble doing it, and I ain't the best at comforting, doesnât mean I won't try and help you. I care about you, fuckwad, even if I donât say it. I really do."
Once settling down, he got you some water, and turned on his TV for some background noise, of something you both enjoy. You sat, talking, about your compulsions, triggers, fears, trauma, all of it. He listened, gave his input, and got what he needed from you in terms of what you wanted in support from him.
That night, with you against his warm frame, he slept well knowing you were there- regardless of what you had going on, he could be there.
And you slept well knowing he was there- knowing that despite any unknown health factors, legit or not, you'd have him.
From there, you decided to start looking into getting professional help. You went to Aizawa, with Katsuki nearby, to let him know of your situation. You came to an agreement that if you ever werenât in a fit mental state for training or class, he would give you time to catch up, on the condition you would keep consistent with effort. He then informed the other staff of it, so it would be an all around agreement.
Once that was set, you found a place to go to get the help you needed, or at least a start. You started to gain coping strategies, ways to challenge compulsions or triggers, and more to generally work with until you would get advanced help. As for the physical side of things, appointments were booked, so hopefully that would be a steady process also. He vowed to be there throughout the process of getting any required diagnoses as well.
In the meantime, Katsuki was still there. Through any panic attacks, anxiety episodes, reminding you to do something else when he noticed your compulsions, and occasionally yelling at the rest of Class A if a trigger was mentioned when you were near. Which yes, is extreme, but he meant well.
He helped you identify other compulsions and obsessions outside of the hypochondria, and helped take notes on your physical and mental health for future appointments. He even went to your therapist briefly to ask how to support you, and how to work with you in times you couldnât carry everything yourself.
No matter how hard it was for either of you to battle against the monsters in your mind, and unknown of your body, he kept his promise. You knew you'd be fine as long as you had him, and everyone else who cared for you, at your side.
If you ever feel alone or unsafe, reaching out to someone who will listen, is the first step. You are more powerful and stronger than you know đ©¶
slow down, youâre doing fine
breath in, breath out. thereâs no rush, no deadline, no need for desperation or worries. everything happens within you so lay back and relax. breath in, breath out. let it come to you, go with the flow, be at peace. breath in, breath out. itâs inevitable, natural, familiar. you have everything you need, you know everything you have to know so trust yourself and let go of the control. breath in, breath out. the impatience, the frustration are unfounded, recognise your feelings, name your emotions but donât let them overpower you. youâre the one in charge, everything revolves around you. breath in, breath out. the past is gone, future doesnât exist, presence is the only thing that matters. live in the moment, be now. breath in , breath out. youâre fine, just breath.
 â  â â â  â â â  â â â  â â â  â â â  â  â â â  â  â â â 
midoriya would be so excited. he loves affection but is always so blushy and shy about it, and the fact that you want to hold him makes him so happy. you cuddle into his chest, and let out a sigh of content. heâs almost on the brink of tears because he loves you so much.
bakugo secretly is so touch starved, but heâs too afraid to initiate any affection. so when you snuggle up to him, he blushes and insults you for being so needy. but if you try to leave, heâll just hold on to you tighter and give you another tsundere response, both of you knowing itâs a lie.
another touch deprived boy is todoroki. he doesnât know what cuddling is, but heâs willing to give it a try if it makes you happy. heâs a little stiff at first, but will eventually sink into your touch. nobody has ever shown him kindness before, and in that moment he realizes just how much he needs you.
kirishima would probably ask you to cuddle first. heâd be so excited if you said yes, giving you his signature toothy grin. crashes into the couch as you fall on top of him, laughing tiredly. heâs a bit worried he might hurt you with his quirk, but you reassure him youâll be fine.
kaminari would be buzzing with excitement, small bolts of lightning radiating around him. heâd be a little jittery in the beginning, but usually calms down and falls asleep. admiring his pretty face, you smile and just cherish this moment.
shocked shinsou when you cling to him like a koala and absorb his warmth. still a bit surprised, he wraps his arms around you and plants a kiss on top of your head. heâs still getting used to having a significant other, but he loves it nonetheless.
blushing tamaki turns tomato red when you suggest this idea. itâs not that he doesnât want to be near you, itâs that heâs afraid of messing up. after lots of reassurance, he finally caves and you pull him closer. after he thinks youâre asleep, he mumbles sweet nothings in your ear, unknowing that youâre still awake.
dabi just stares at you. you want to do what? with him? heâll hide his initial reaction by teasing you a bit before obliging your request, because honestly, how you he say no to such a pretty face? he uses his quirk to warm you up, loving the way you hold him tighter.
grinning hawks just beams with happiness. he puts down whatever he was working on, he canât resist not having you in his arms a moment longer. he wraps his wings around you, and starts making the cutest coos. occasionally he fluffs his wings, tickling you in the nose as you both beam at each other.
premise: bakugou x gn! reader
description: at seventeen years old, bakugou realizes heâs fallenâhard.
genre and warnings: a bit of angst (katsukiâs negative thoughts) but mainly fluff, hurt/comfort ig you could say?
authorâs note: so i wrote 99% of this like last week and somehow never finished writing the last sentence or editing it đ i had something pretty different in mind tho and it ended up going in a different direction but iâm happy with how it came out. so thereâs definitely going to be a part two!! but yea. iâve never been in love but i feel like the stage in someoneâs relationship where they finally say the first âi love youâ is really special and has a lot of meaning, it changes things (in a good way). so i thought iâd write about it!! ALSO i would like to tell you all that @quirkfailureâs big beautiful brain and what she said about falling asleep next to katsuki inspired the last part; itâs my favorite part so tysm jaegh >:] without further ado pls read and enjoy!!
âopen your front door, idiot.â
âwhaââ
âjust do it.â
you checked the time: 4:15 am. nice.
still groggy from sleep, you slowly clambered out of bed and stumbled down the stairs, wondering why the hell your boyfriend called to ask you to open the door in the wee hours of the morning. in hindsight, it should have been more alarming, but you werenât really thinking that clearly after just being woken up.
turning the lock as softly as you could, you cracked open the door and peered through. there stood katsuki, impatiently tapping his foot as if he didnât just show up in front of your door at 4:15 in the freaking morning. now that he was standing right there in front of you, the reality of the situation dawned on you. on top of that, your parents would definitely freak out if they knew your boyfriend was outside of your house. or that you even had a boyfriend, for that matter.
âwhat the fuck?â you whisper-shouted. he only scowled.
âya gonna let me in or what?â he didnât really need to ask, though, since he was already pushing past you and entering the house. as you locked the door you were about to retort back with something when you suddenly heard the door to your parentsâ bedroom creak open. you both froze.
âheyâoof!â grabbing him by the shoulders, you practically threw katsuki into the living room where he wouldnât be seen from the stairs. and just in time, too, since you saw your momâs figure emerge from her bedroom. by quickly giving the excuse that you just wanted some water, you succeeded in avoiding any suspicion from your parents. as soon as she disappeared back into the room, you turned to katsuki to interrogate him once more. now that he was inside, despite the dark, you could make out that his hair was more disheveled than usual, and he was wearing one of his skull shirts with some flannel pajamas pants. youâd never actually seen him in his pajamas, but that wasnât the most jarring feature of his appearance. what you were surprised by was his red, blotchy face that couldnât have been from the cold outside since it was a pretty warm night. you got closer to observe his bloodshot and puffy eyes, which only confirmed that thought. heâd been crying.
âkatsuki,â you whispered, reaching a hand out to his face, âare you okay?â
for a moment he didnât say anything, only staring hard back into your eyes. he squinted a little, and his eyebrows seemed to furrow a bit, possibly in frustration. he scoffed and looked away, grumbling out a quiet, ââcourse i am, why wouldnât i be?â but the way his voice came out a little shaky, and cracked slightly towards the end told you so otherwise.
âbullshit,â you whispered back almost immediately. but you didnât pry, and instead took his hand, leading him to the kitchen. as you busied yourself with filling a glass of water, katsuki looked around in curiosity. heâd never been to your house before. âdrink,â you said softly as you handed the water and took his hand, leading him quietly up the steps back to your room. once you got inside, you closed and locked the door as you moved to open the windows. the night was warm and sweet, so itâd be a waste to not indulge in it at least a little.
katsuki, on the other hand, stood in the corner, observing your childhood room. the pictures that lined the walls and the shelves of you at various ages with different relatives fascinated him; you had a whole life before you met him. baby pictures and stuffed animals from your younger years, band posters and polaroids of friends from your teenage years. family vacations, school pictures, kindergarten graduation. childhood crafts, awards and trophies, trinkets from friends. your whole life was encapsulated in that room, so it felt like he was somehow intruding. he shouldnât be here, he thought. you had a whole life outside of him, outside of his mean words and cruel personality, so why did you make time for him? why him? he was a fucking jerk, right? he could feel his stomach churn; coming here was a mistake. the weight of the words that he brought with him dawned on him: he loved you. so, so much. there was no way that you could love him back, thoughâright? and there was no way he could give you what you deserved, give you a life youâd be happy living. not someone like him. so he succumbed to the voice in his head, and let it convince him, even if his heart pounded against his rib cage in a beat only for you, that he, katsuki bakugou, would never fit into your perfect life in the way he so desperately wanted to.
âhey,â you called, pulling him out of his thoughts as he saw you patting the space on the bed next to you. he couldnât leave now, so he downed the glass of water in hopes that it would soothe the churning of his stomach (it didnât) before hesitantly taking a seat on the edge of your bed. you reached a hand out to graze his, waiting for him to take it. his fingers twitched out of reflex, but he ultimately never did, only pulling his hand away and into his lap. he could feel your eyes burning into the side of his face, but he wouldnât dare to look up at you. it hurt too much to even be in your presence at this point, yet at the same time he couldnât find it in him to leave your side.
âwhy are you here?â your voice cut through the silence. katsuki knew you were only asking out of worry why he wasnât at home and in bed at four in the morning but the question still hit a nerve. why was he here? why was he here with you? was it because he couldnât sleep that whole night, thoughts of you and only you filling his head? was it because as the night went on, and he stared at the album full of your pictures on his phone that he realized the feeling that gripped him wasnât just liking you anymore but overwhelming love? or was it because at that revelation his body began to shake and tears flooded his vision at how fucking scary it was to have fallen so, so hard? he didnât know. but he did know that on that warm summer night the only warmth heâd ever want was yours, the only feeling heâd ever crave was you. so it was only natural that he ended up on your doorstep, saying every prayer he knew in hopes that youâd pick up your damn phone and let him in. let him into your house, into your life, into your heart, and hold him close.
realizing you were still waiting for an answer, he closed his eyes and took a shaky inhale to muster up as much strength as he could before he exhaled and opened his eyes, turning his head to look right at you. god, you were breathtaking, he thought. and take his breath away, you did. even though your face was still puffy from sleep, and your wrinkled pajamas clung to your body in the most unflattering ways, he couldnât help the way his breath hitched in his throat at the sight of you. the way your eyes were filled with worry for him made his heart clench in both guilt and secret happiness that he was in your mind and in your thoughts. as he looked at you, the three simple words heâd wanted to say since he got there were so close to escaping his lips he thought heâd explode if he didnât say them. he was scared, so scared, and you made him feel so weak that it hurt, but you were all he could see in that moment. and the sight of you made that voice in his head fall to its knees. so even though it screamed that this was a mistake, and that you deserved so much better, he let his tunnel vision take over and took that leap of faith his heart had wanted him to, hoping that youâd catch him and find a place for him in your heart despite it all.
âi love you,â katsuki said softly. âi want to be yours, if youâll have me, andâi want you to be mine.â and there it was, all laid on in front of you. in a way it felt like he had ripped his heart right out of its chest and entrusted you with it, but it surprised him that in the actual moment it wasnât painful at all. it felt natural, as if this moment was always meant to happen. he just hoped you felt the same.
the way your eyes widened in shock made his heart drop, though. he knew the severity of his words, and that returning them meant taking this relationship further, so of course you didnât feel the same way, why would you? this was all a mistake, one big fucking mistaâ
âi love you too.â
now it was his turn to be surprised. âyou do?â
you smiled, and he couldâve sworn you were like the sun. an overwhelming warmth came over him as you continued, âof course i love you, katsuki, did you think i didnât? and iâve always been yours, yâknow, so of course youâre mine, too.â the way you said it made it seem so obvious, as if it was that simple. and maybe it was, because the way you looked at him made him feel like loving him was the easiest thing you could do.
he felt your arms wrap around him, pulling him towards you to hold him close. his arms did the same as you told him, âdonât doubt my love for you for a second.â and for a while you both sat there, only feeling the warmth of the other even as the sweet spring breeze flowed into your room. you continued to hold him in silence even as you felt hot tears stain your shoulder at your words, and his body began to shake once more. you held him even as the sun began to peek out from behind the horizon, signaling the start of something new. only when a yawn escaped your lips did you pull away to snuggle under the covers of your bed. katsuki sat there for a moment, but when you opened the blanket, looking at him expectantly, he clambered his way inside as well (you didnât miss the flush on his face as he did). you both laid on your sides and stared at eachother, faces just a few inches away from each other and hands interlocked, until he leaned over to press a kiss to your forehead. âsleep,â he whispered, so you let yourself close your eyes. as you drifted off, you could feel his hand come up to your face, stroking your cheek as his lips softly peppered kisses to your sleepy face. he couldnât help himself as he placed on on your temple, another two on each eyelid, and one even on your nose. you fell asleep calm, content, and so in love.
but katsuki, despite the slow rising of the sun, could only feel the hammering of his heart as he laid beside you. too much had just happened for him to sleep, but for once he didnât mind since he got to watch you (he vaguely noted how creepy this technically was but he didnât really care). you looked so calm and peaceful and oh so cozy, snuggled up in the plush blankets; it made his heart hurt. all he could think about in that moment was how he wanted to keep you all for himself, and protect you from anything else in the world, because he loved you.
as he continued to caress your face, he took another survey of your room. something suddenly caught his eye, something he hadnât seen before. on your nightstand was a vase of dried flowers; he didnât know how he didnât notice it earlier, but now that he did he couldnât unsee it. it was the same bouquet he gave you on your very first date from a few months agoâthree months and three days ago to be exact. it sat right next to your bed, the same bed you woke up in every morning and went to sleep every night in. you kept them, and he realized that the closer he looked, in all of those pictures, all of those knick knacks and trinkets you kept around, he could be found somewhere in them all. you had interspersed him into the collage of your life: among your childhood stuffed animals were the plushies he won for you at the arcade; the array of pictures of your friends included him and his friends, too; sitting on top of the stack of fresh laundry in the corner was his sweatshirt you had taken from him the day prior. even in that moment, he was laying beside your seventeen-year-old self in the same bed your seven-year-old self slept in (no wonder he barely fit). it made that warm feeling come back again as he realized that you had already fit him into your perfect life without him even needing to ask. with that thought in mind, and the sun starting peek out from behind your neighborâs house, he finally let himself close his eyes and fall into a deep slumber in your arms.
thanks for reading!! reblogs are greatly appreciated <33
Could you write a SMAU for Todoroki, Bakugou, Denki and Hawks of them accidentally texting their crush after their first date together when they meant to send it to a friend? Thank you!
damn right I can :) I LOVED THE IDEA THANKS FOR THE REQUEST BBY
includes : shoto todoroki, keigo takami, katsuki bakugo, denki kaminari, izuku midoriya
synopsis : our mha boys have a little tiny crush on you and mean to vent to their friends after your date. Plottwist, they accidentally text you instead :)
infos : gender neutral reader and v soft 2d men
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If it's not a bother, could I request Tomura, Shinsou, or bakugou comforting their s/o after a fight? They get into a small fight over something unimportant, but because of past trauma, their s/o takes it really personally and assumes they're either going to leave or scream at them? Feel free to ignore this for any reason!! I could just use the comfort :')
Oh sweetie! Come here and let me give you a tight hug đ€ everything will be alright you hear me? Also, I have three gorgeous men who'll help you feel better â€ïž
Title : Comfort
Characters : Bakugo/ Shigaraki/ Shinsou/ gender neutral reader
Genre : Angst/ fluff
Masterlist
"Please don't leave me.."
Seeing your shivering form as you choked out your words made him regret everything that came out of his mouth. He never meant to upset you, and he should've known better than to carelessly start yelling and attempting to walk out on you.
You on the other hand, were desperately grabbing his sleeve, tears running down your cheeks and unable to meet his eyes.
He cursed himself and dragged you gently into his arms.
Memories of the night you opened up to him came stabbing him in the heart. He knew all too well how much pain and suffering you had to endure after being abandoned by everyone you considered family.
He remembered promising to never hurt you or leave your side for as long as he lived, yet there he was, about to turn his back on you after a silly argument. And it didn't even matter that he was just going out for some fresh air, you didn't know, and that's the main issue.
_ "I'm sorry babe, I was just stepping out for a moment." He whispered against your temple and traced your back reassuringly. He hated being the reason for your tears after promising to never cause them.
He kept you in his hold until your sobs finally stopped. You lifted your head off his chest and watched him gently wipe your tears away.
_ "I don't wanna fight anymore Katsuki, I hate it when we do." And it broke his heart to hear you uttering those words, especially that your arguments are mainly over stupid things.
_ "I know honey.. but please, don't forget that no matter what happens I will never leave your side." He caressed your cheeks and kissed your forehead, and then your nose: "I love you, always and forever." He muttered before closing the gap between your lips in a loving kiss as his arms kept you secured between them.
Contrary to popular belief, your boyfriend Shigaraki Tomura, the infamous villain, is in fact a gentle person when it comes to the few people he cares about.
Which is why when you recoiled, pushing yourself further into the corner, Tomura realized that he actually fucked up.
It was just a regular stupid fight over a regular stupid thing, and it meant absolutely nothing. But seeing you sheltering yourself in fear, Tomura felt like shit.
He never intended to raise his voice and he knew exactly the horrors you had lived through ever since you were a child.
_ "Y/n are you alright? Look at me please. I didn't mean to snap out I'm sorry." His voice was soft and warm. He wanted to touch you, to hold you close, but he didn't know if you were okay with it.
You lowered your hands and looked at his remorseful face. You knew he loved you, and you knew he wouldn't purposely hurt you, and most importantly, you wanted to be in his arms at the moment.
You jumped into his embrace and he held you tightly kissing your shoulder and resting his chin on top of your head.
_ "I love you y/n and I would destroy the world for you."
Was it the first time you two got into an argument? No. Has it ever lasted more than a couple of minutes? Absolutely not. Then what was it this time? Why were you hugging him from behind and bawling your eyes out?
_ "I'm sorry, I was wrong. Please stay, I promise I'll do better." You begged him through your sobs.
His eyes widened as realization hit him, and he turned around snatching your arm and pulling you into his chest.
Of course you would react the way you did after he turned around to leave the apartment.
You never wanted to be involved with anyone to begin with, you were content carrying on by yourself after everyone around you had left. But he was different, he was good to you, and he made you truly happy.
You trusted him more than anyone else in the world and he loathed himself for triggering all your anxieties, even if it was the last thing he wanted.
_ "Babe listen to me carefully, I am yours and you are mine until the end of times, and there is nothing that can change this. I love you and I always will." His tone was calming, and his touch was soothing.. same as always.
You nodded against his chest and felt his fingers gently caressing your back while his lips traced your neck and shoulder.
You looked up to find a pained pair of eyes gazing at you.
You smiled lovingly and stood on your tiptoes until you reached his lips and captured them in a passionate kiss.
Mariah Carey on being High Maintenance
-bakugou : I'm 80% awesome, 20% water, and 100% powerful.
-mineta : that's 200%
-bakugou : I'm twice the man you'll ever be.
-kazumi : *spits water*
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Being one step closer signifies the proximity of achieving something, whether that might be an academic goal, a personal task, or anything. Being one step closer means you are almost there. You are almost at the end of the rainbow, ready to dig up that pot of gold. But in some cases, you may find yourself in a loop, a never-ending staircase. Take reality shifting, for example, you are one step closer to your desired reality. You are just 1cm away from reaching your burning desire to experience a new life. Perhaps that 'one more step' is what you take comfort in, it gives you that validation because you feel like you are doing something. One step closer implies separation.
In manifestation, separation is an illusion. It creates that unwanted barrier between you and your desired state. There is nowhere to GO to, there is nowhere to GET to, as this implies that you are divided from the state in which you desire to be in. Everything you experience in the outer world is a direct projection from assumptions and is as real as imagination. There is no 'fake'; if you can experience it in imagination, it exists and is ready to be projected into the outer world as soon as you feel that state. This is the law.
So, stop at the step you are at right now. That 'one more step' does not exist and is purely just a delusion. If you can occupy that desired state in your imagination then stay loyal and recognise that you are that state right now. Say 'no' to that bitter validation of being 'almost' there because you are there. There is no Uber in the world that will take you to your desired state of consciousness. Deny the evidence of the senses, because you walk in faith, not by sight.
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im just saying if disney wants to make a disney princess crossover now is the perfect time to do it because mirabelâs reaction to everything is the funniest thing you could possibly give to us
like sheâs in elsaâs special magic glacier house and sheâs like âwow our encanto has never gotten this much snow. when my tia pepa makes it it really only makes a little pile before she calms downâ and elsaâs like âiâm sorry when your tia pepa does whatâ
despite all my saddened rage i am still just a girl in her room watching her silly little films, reading her silly little books, listening to her silly little playlists