My Depression Isn't Everywhere, All At Once. It Isn't Always On My Mind. It's More Like A Well. Yeah,

My depression isn't everywhere, all at once. It isn't always on my mind. It's more like a well. Yeah, it's there, but I don't really acknowledge it sometimes. But other times, usually late at night, the well is highlighted. It's the only thing I can think of, the desire to die lapping against the sides below. Occasionally, it comes up in a bucket and I can't think. Those are the times when I cut, starve, burn, or otherwise hurt myself. Right now, the water is rising and the well is getting larger. It's bigger than it ever has been before, and the skies are looking dark. I just hope that there isn't a flood soon.

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8 months ago

Bro.I think that we as a society should make a term for pansexual aroace’s - people who have little to no sexual and romantic to other people but think everyone, regardless of gender, looks aesthetically pretty.

I don’t know, man. I just feel like a lot of aroace’s thought they were pan at first because they thought everyone was equally aesthetic. At least in my case, I thought everybody was pretty, but I didn’t feel any romantic or sexual attraction to others. I just feel like having a term for it would be a little bit helpful. Or maybe we should just spread the information that this is a normal experience. I don’t really know. 🤷🫠


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1 year ago

Everyone has a theory about how to tell if a demon sold their soul to someone in Hazbin Hotel, and most people think that you need to look at their eyes, right? I think you need to look at their neck. If a demon has sold their soul, they wear a black collar.

Everyone Has A Theory About How To Tell If A Demon Sold Their Soul To Someone In Hazbin Hotel, And Most

Angel Dust is the most obvious example of this case. He sold his soul to Valentino, and he obviously has a collar on his neck.

Everyone Has A Theory About How To Tell If A Demon Sold Their Soul To Someone In Hazbin Hotel, And Most
Everyone Has A Theory About How To Tell If A Demon Sold Their Soul To Someone In Hazbin Hotel, And Most

Now we have Nifty and Husk. We can’t see either of their collars because their covered up, but Alastor obviously owns their soul, so we might see one of their tie things come off.

Everyone Has A Theory About How To Tell If A Demon Sold Their Soul To Someone In Hazbin Hotel, And Most

Alastor is speculated to have sold his soul to Lilith to gain more power. He doesn’t like that fact, as we can see in episode 5, so he covers it up. This could also be why he gets so mad when Sir Pentious rips his suit.

Everyone Has A Theory About How To Tell If A Demon Sold Their Soul To Someone In Hazbin Hotel, And Most

Finally, we have Vaggie. Now, I know she didn’t sell her soul or anything, but she IS a fallen angel. There has to be some connotation between the two. I just can’t think of it right now.

Everyone Has A Theory About How To Tell If A Demon Sold Their Soul To Someone In Hazbin Hotel, And Most
Everyone Has A Theory About How To Tell If A Demon Sold Their Soul To Someone In Hazbin Hotel, And Most

We can also see that a demon who owns a soul can leash the demon whose soul they have. Obviously, we can see this with Alastor and Husk in episode 5, and with Angel and Valentino in episode 4.

Now, I don’t exactly know how to tell if someone owns a soul, but I’ll figure it out soon.


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1 year ago

Sorry love, the only thing fucking me is LIFE

9 months ago

Sometimes I get a bit depressed thinking about how thick my thighs are, and then I remember that these two queens:

Sometimes I Get A Bit Depressed Thinking About How Thick My Thighs Are, And Then I Remember That These
Sometimes I Get A Bit Depressed Thinking About How Thick My Thighs Are, And Then I Remember That These

are fucking badass and people find them okay-looking even though they also have thick thighs, and I don’t feel so bad afterwards.

Remember, if you’re ever feeling self conscious, just know that there’s some badass chick or dude out there that has the exact same feature(s) that people find aesthetically pleasing.


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11 months ago

Mild Spoilers For Full Moon!

Mild Spoilers For Full Moon!
Mild Spoilers For Full Moon!

I’m sorry, but Blitz being super (and childishly) happy about finding a coin on the ground and then immediately insulting somebody else is just the most Blitz thing to ever exist.


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1 year ago

Being asexual is really funny because you keep getting told that no one cares about you and you shouldn't talk about it because it's inappropriate and no one apart from a potential partner would care

But at the same time everyone is weirdly obsessed with your sex life

"have you had sex? yes? no? tell me the exact reasons why you did/did not have sex in great detail"

"you've never had sex? you HAVE to have sex right now! how dare you not have sex? what if you have a partner? you want to torture them? you want them to hate you?"

"you're having sex? how's that possible? you're not allowed, that's illegal. you are abusing your partners"

"do you masturbate? how often?"

"can you orgasm?"

"have you checked your hormones?"

"have you checked your brain?"

"did you never have good sex before?"

"did you have a bad relationship in the past?"

"were you raped?"

"are you a victim of CSA?"

"do you watch porn? what kind? tell me exactly what you felt while watching porn in great detail!"

"you like dressing nicely? wearing make-up? doing your nails? skin care? shaving?! how is that possible? everyone knows that the only reason anyone would do these things is to attract a mate. you must be lying about being asexual"

"do you own sex toys?"

"you're into BDSM? how could you be into BDSM? that's impossible!"

"did you have sex before? you didn't enjoy it, how is that possible, everyone likes sex!/you enjoyed it, how is that possible, everyone knows asexuals are not physically capable of enjoying sex!"

Damn. . .

I thought you didn't care

1 year ago

Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I'm trying to prove something.

11 months ago

Mild Spoilers For Full Moon!

Was it just me, or did Moxxie seem a little bit different in this episode? He seemed more crude and violent than in previous episodes. Maybe he grew a backbone after the whole “Striker” incident, or maybe I’m just crazy.


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11 months ago

I’m just about to come out to my parents. I said (posted) earlier that I already told them I was Ace, but I feel like they kinda forgot about it. Plus, this time, I’m going to come out as AroAce and genderfluid. (I know I said I was demifluid, but I realizes otherwise.) Hope and pray for me. I’m pretty sure they’ll accept me (at least the AroAce part), but I don’t know about the Gender-fluid part. They’ve made some transphobic remarks before, so I’m super effin’ nervous. I’ll update later on, after I come out.


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