GOD i can't believe i actually finished this. ponyo screencap redraw, ft zukka!
PS: This AU is NOT meant to spread any hatred towards Nina's Creator or Original Design. (I Actually Love both the New and Old Nina lol) This is made solely for Entertainment and Creative Purposes, Following a *Very Late* trend started by BlackMambaZANE on Deviant art. *I might post it in the App if I have the time to make an acc on it TvT* Sending Luvs and Appreciation to Nina's Creator ♡︎♡︎
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𝗙𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗡𝗮𝗺𝗲: 𝖭𝗂𝗇𝖺 𝖣𝖺𝗋𝗅𝖾𝗇𝖾 𝖧𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗌
𝗔𝗴𝗲: 17
𝗣𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆: 𝖲𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗒, 𝖲𝗆𝖺𝗋𝗍, 𝖲𝗈𝖼𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝖡𝗎𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗅𝗒
𝗢𝗰𝗰𝘂𝗽𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻: 𝖲𝗍𝗎𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗍- 𝖢𝗁𝖾𝖾𝗋𝗅𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 (Former)
𝘈𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝖲𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖺𝗅 𝖪𝖨𝗅𝗅𝖾𝗋 (𝖯𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖾𝗇𝗍)
𝗛𝗼𝗯𝗯𝘆: 𝖯𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖵𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗈 𝖦𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌/𝖲𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗌
𝗟𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀: 𝖲𝗉𝗈𝗋𝗍𝗌 (𝖬𝖺𝗂𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝖡𝖺𝗌𝗄𝖾𝗍𝖻𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖥𝗈𝗈𝗍𝖻𝖺𝗅𝗅), 𝖯𝗎𝗋𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖯𝗂𝗇𝗄𝗌, 𝖪- 𝖯𝗈𝗉, 𝖯𝗅𝗎𝗌𝗁𝗂𝖾𝗌, 𝖬𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗎𝗉, 𝖥𝗅𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋𝗌 (𝖬𝖺𝗂𝗇𝗅𝗒 𝖳𝗎𝗅𝗂𝗉𝗌), 𝖲𝗉𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖥𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗌/𝖡𝗋𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋, 𝖢𝖺𝗍𝗌, 𝖧𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗈𝗋 𝖦𝖺𝗆𝖾𝗌
𝗗𝗶𝘀𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝘀: 𝖡𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝖬𝗒𝗌𝗈𝗀𝗈𝗇𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗌, 𝖬𝖾𝗇 (𝖨𝗇 𝖦𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝖺𝗅)
𝗦𝗲𝘅𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘆: Unlabeled
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💜: Nina's Parents were divorced. Her Last name was changed after the settlement between her Parent's on who's taking Custody of her, and Chris. She went with her Mother, Who's last name was “Hearts” and Her Brother, Chris, was under her Father's Custody, Who's last name was “Hopkins”
🩷: Nina was two years Older than Chris. She's Very fond and Overprotective of her Younger Brother.
💜: The Jersey she's wearing, was her old one. It was the first Jersey she owned when she joined the women's basketball hosted by her former University when her parents weren't divorcing yet.
🩷: A Very Outgoing Social Butterfly. She can be friends with ANYONE if she wants to. She's very easygoing, And Accepts critics about her Personality and how she could improve if she has to.
💜: Despite her Girly persona, Nina's very much into Sports. She joined the Cheerleading team mainly because that's the only women sports in her School that was available. Nevertheless, She's very Flexible and fast. If she was given an Opportunity, She'll definitely join basketball or football.
🩷: Nina is a Girl's girl, She'll DIE for one if she had to.
💜: VERY caring, She is an Observer of small details. As a Friend, She'll care for your favorites, and Comfort no matter how small It looks.
🩷: Loves K-pop and Anime. She also liked reading Books. Her Main Theme and Genre is Slice of Life and Adventure.
💜: She's fond of Pinks and Purples. Not a fan of men in General, But she's into having boy crushes here and there. She's more likely interested on K-pop Idols and Fictional Characters though.
🩷: Very Childish, In a sweet way. When she's with Chris, Chris was the more matured one than the two of them. Still, She takes great care and responsibility of Chris when they're together.
💜: Incredibly Smart. She can Balance her Academics with her Love for sports.
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A lot of things had to change when Nina's parents finally divorced. Her last name, Her address, And the Custody she's put in. It took a hard Impact on her, Especially when she found out that She and her Younger brother, Chris, Had to start living seperately under the agreement regarding parental custody.
As Nina left their old home, finally settling down to her Mother's original hometown, Nina was enrolled to a new school. Everything was hard for her to adjust onto, Especially in her passion for sports. The New school she enrolled in, Never had any women related sports. And if there is, It is limited to Volleyball and Cheerleading. Nina's main sports was Basketball and Football, Yet she didn't want to leave her old hobbies behind, So it was a hard choice for her to take.
With barely little choice, Yet the spark of Interest taking reign on her heart, Nina took Cheerleading. She used to take part in Gymnastics when she was young, As her parents wanted her to grow up flexible, So it wasn't too hard for her to adjust in the field of Cheeleading. However, There's one major challenge that she had to face while playing her role in her new known sports club.
Nina faced bullying. Everything she did was always criticized and bad mouthed by her new enemies. What's worse, Is that one of her Bullies, was her Cheer Captain, Who envies her Flexibility and Versatility.
Despite this, Nina was still able to adjust to her new environment just fine. She made new friends quite easily, and Before she knew it, She's starting to LOVE the new environment she's in.
Once, When the School Break finally arrived, Nina decided to visit her Father's custody. It was mainly to spend time with her Brother, Chris, Whom she hasn't seen for so long. She and Chris take turns visiting each other to fulfill their Parent's Custody settlements, And this time, Happens to be her turn.
The Moment she saw Chris welcoming her to where she was formerly living, Instead of a Happy, cheerful greeting, Nina's face turned into a scowl. Chris's face were bruised and he had bandages wrapped around his left arm, and a part of his leg. When asked what happened, Chris used his Club as an excuse. Chris was a part of a Martial Arts club in the school he's in. However, Chris was too “Kind” to use his abilities against someone, And The Injuries on his bodies are much more severe compared to the ones he usually receives. Nina knows Chris was lying.
One day, While Nina and Chris were on their way to the store, Nina came across a Group of Men who seemed to know Chris. They approached them, and She found out that Chris apparently had a match with someone as a part of their training in Martial Arts. Chris's opponent lost, and held a grudge against Chris. Unfortunately, That Opponent Had connections to a group of a certain Fraternity. And now...
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝙝𝙖𝙯𝙚 𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴.
Nina and Chris were able to escape before anything bad happens to them. However, Telling their parents only went in vain. Their Father doesn't believe them, and when they told their Mother, Their mother only created a heated argument between her and their Father. It was all worthless, And Nina understood why Chris lied about the reasons for his Injuries. They tried calling the Authorities, but it was also hopeless as they don't have enough evidences.
When School break was finally over, And Nina came back to school, The Bullying strangely got worse. Her friends started to avoid her, and everyone are spreading rumors about her.
On her way home after school, Someone abducted Nina. They covered her mouth with a hankerchief, drugged by a Sleeping spray, as she fell unconscious.
Waking up, Nina found herself in an Unfamiliar place. When her Kidnappers revealed themselves, She realized that it was her Cheer Captain, and The Group of Fraternities that messed with her Brother. Turns out, Her Cheer Captain, was also a part of a Sorority that had connections with a Group of Frats. The Frats mentioned was coincidentally the same ones messing with her brother.
Nina felt rage when she realized she was sabotaged and was turned to a Victim of hazing. She worries about her brother's well- being, Knowing that her parents aren't doing much about his case.
Nina was 𝙏𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙙, In every way possible. most of their Attacks were hidden from inside her clothes; Like her Back, and her inner thighs. But That wasn't the Cruelest they did.
They wrapped a Heated Barbed wire around Nina's mouth, and Started 𝙋𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 her around like a dog. This caused the side of her mouths to almost melt, as Open injuries occured. The feeling was 𝘌𝘹𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨. The Sharpness of the Barbed wires, Plus the burning sensation because they're heated could only make Nina cry. It was the only Injury she's given that was in pure sight, and even on her face. She knew the reason why. She was a chosen muse to represent the cheer department, and her Captain 𝙚𝙣𝙫𝙞𝙚𝙙 her for it. She wanted to Inflict Nina on the face, Because she knew the Impact it would have on her.
However, What they didn't expect from Nina, was the sudden release of Havoc she was hiding all this time. The Rage from hurting her Brother, The Anger from the Bullying, and now, Her Wrath from being Abducted and inflicted.
Nina forcefully removed the Barbed wire in her mouth. Despite the heat, and the Sharpness of the barbs dugging onto her skin, Causing her hands to bleed, She barely felt anything. With her strength that was motivated by her Anger, she was able to cut the Barb wire in half. Turning to the Cheer Captain, and the Other Sororities and a Few Frats that caused her misery, Nina felt her Sanity left her body. And Before she knew it, She felt her vision darkened.
Nina woke up in the Hospital, Greeted by Chris. She can hear her Parents fighting from the side of her head, But she paid them no mind. All she cares about at that moment, was Chris and his Safety. Hugging Chris, Chris explained that Nina was able to 𝘮𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 All of the people involved in her abduction. The police came when one of the Frats forced themselves to call the Authorities before being killed by Nina herself. The Police knew that what Nina did was self defense, and The rest of the said Frats that got involved with Chris, will go to Jail for Child Harassment and Hazing. Nina felt relief wash over all her worries, But when she tried to voice it out, She realized her mouth was bandaged shut. And She wouldn't be able to speak for atleast 2 weeks.
Upon her healing days at the hospital, The Doctors observed Nina becoming more Abrupt and Violent. It was already expected for Nina to turn out this way after commiting murder, A possible reaction of either Trauma Response, or A Psychotic episode. The Doctors suggested to her parents to bring her to a Psychiatric ward, or if it's Minor, A Psychologist- instead of going to a Youth Detention Center for her unwanted crimes.
When Nina was finally discharged from the Hospital, and the Bandages from her mouth were finally removed, Nina grew insecure. She hated her face scar, and No matter how much Chris encouraged her that she still looks Beautiful, Nothing worked.
After seeing Nina grew more and more insecure with each passing day she spent in their home, Her parents finally agreed On bringing her to a Mental Institute, Where Nina would stay for awhile. The Doctors in charge with Nina explained to her that her sudden Volatile tempers and Violent demeanors may become a threat to the people around her. Nina strangely wasn't aware of her actions, But because of what was informed to her, She became self- conscious. She chose to comply obediently to them, Afraid that if she didn't, She might hurt her Friends, and most importantly, Chris; Whom she always wanted to keep Safe and Comfortable.
The Mental Institute was no good for Nina. It was located in a Private area near a forest, Which gives it an Eerie Atmosphere. Everyone in there for some reason, hates her. She was treated as an Outcast no matter how friendly and approachable she was, So she chose to stay quiet and Isolated, While Waiting for the time where she fully recovered and discharged.
However, That time didn't came. A Fire suddenly broke the peace in the Mental Institution. The suspect was one of the Patience who suffers from Psychosis. The Patient grew aggressive, and Decided to set one of the Facilities on Fire. Nina escaped, but Suffering from Minor burns, her Thighs were especifically more damaged. When Nina finally escaped the burning Facility, She couldn't bring herself to go home, or atleast wait for the authorities. She knew she wasn't fully healed, And that she could hurt Chris if she goes back home. So, Despite her willingness to go back home, To her loved ones and Family, She chose to walk in the Forest's Direction, Slowly getting lost into it, and Becoming one with it...
When the Authorities finally came to the scene, Nobody survived. Nina's family were hopeful that she was alive, Only to be vaguely disappointed. The Authorities informed them that everyone in the scene died, But Chris felt something differently...
As Chris turned over to the Forest near the Facility, He realized that the Fire did not affect the Forest in any way. He felt a sense that something was wrong, and as he walked over to it, He knew that he was right.
Nina was alive. And Chris knew it.
Mfs who've never owned chickens: "Can you believe chickens are dinosaurs? lol what a downgrade."
Chickens:
Toby definitely doesn't have nails, which makes him automatically bite his fingers, so this is a cannibalistic attitude of his, right?
Well in itself he is not a cannibal but he bites himself and ate a piece of his cheek which makes him Half-Cannibal :0
-Just an idea that came to mind
~Cod-MN
Doodles and scraps :P
Istg I keep hearing Mr. Krabs' voice in my head like as if hes in the same room as me
Every creepypasta character appearing in season 1 of the analog horror web series "Blessed be the wicked" Featuring Smile dog, Clockwork, "Ticci Toby" The Rook, Jeff the killer, and Zalgo
I just felt like doing this meme
•Quick warnings here! Please read
•It's my first original writing!
•They are just Headcanons, nothing here is Canon and if it is possible I will let you know!
~Happy reading people
☆E.J He has great medical skills, and he is the one who helps Toby when he gets seriously injured or just gets a cut during a mission.
☆This man is a Cannibal, he eats human flesh more at certain times, when he doesn't have access to meat he eats animal meat or even some normal food. But he hates it, I prefer his kidneys, they think they are tastier to taste ;)
☆He likes to go to places with few people, as he avoids the looks of other people, but EJ has no problem communicating with people, if he wants to go to a party with or without anyone he won't avoid going.
☆He doesn't get along with people like Jeff or arrogant people, this creepy is extremely polite! (Just because he eats your kidneys at night doesn't mean he'll scold you for existing)
☆He loves looking at small animals, he feels cozy. By not eating them, he feels closer to animals other than birds or land animals.
☆Certainly, EJ walks on four legs at times because? I don't know anymore sometimes he starts to walk on four legs, so he can run better perhaps? Or to scare your victims? It's up to you
"Hey EJ, why are you blue? or are you another color? I'm really confused about this..."
"Toby, you can be unpredictable sometimes..."
☆EJ makes his friends through his personality and not through appearance, but if someone likes him he will definitely think he's handsome... At least 40% more than before
☆Lover of reading and calm music, this man is not violent in his attitudes unless he needs to be!
☆How about watching the lake at 6:50 pm? It's a good idea for EJ
☆He participated in the war, he knows a lot about this topic, if you ask him he will answer with the greatest pleasure
__"EJ, do you know how to handle a grenade? I'm seriously thinking about adding this to our arsenal"
"I know how to handle a grenade, I just don't think it's appropriate to fall into the wrong hands like Toby's! It could make our mission fail in seconds"
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Hello everyone, it was very short, I think, but it's just a start, I can redo it as many times as I need to redo it, there won't be any problems! 👍🏼^^ ~Have a great night/day ~Mannuh
Played tear you apart 124765798 times while making this
Art by Audrey Rouvin
O2. The “Hosts”/ Proxies
Synopsis: One step closer to heaven, but falling down to hell after tripping.
Notes: I GOT TO YAP ABOUT TOBY, TODAY IS A GREAT DAY PEOPLE... (I love this man so much)
One step on the moon, one leap for Tobias Erin Rogers, or whatever that guy said.
Kate is still a WIP because I need to replay Slender: The Arrival and check up on her story again to get a gist of her character, and Brian is a WIP because even though I watched Marble Hornets I was not paying attention whenever that man was on screen. (I'm just a girl who was trying to see Tim Sutton play a character who is NOT having a field day.)
I didn't add Kate because the only thing I have on her is "the third to join" 😭, I CAN'T LOOK LIKE A COOL AESTHETIC CREEPYPASTA BLOG IF I CAN'T EVEN WRITE A FULL SENTENCE ABOUT MY INTERPS !! 😡😡🤬. (I'll add her once I finally manage to get more of an idea of her character/ where she is in the story and manage to write a full sentence about her.)
Jeff The Killer
Tim Wright/ Masky
Brian Thomas/ Hoodie, (WIP!)
Tobias Erin Rogers/ Toby
Kate The Chaser, (WIP!)
Eyeless Jack, (in the process of becoming a “host” is more heavily influenced than the others due to The Operator needing to rely on him more since he's the only one around with adequate medical experience to tend to wounds.)
Jeff The Killer
The fourth to join, after killing his family he fled to the woods in seek of refugee from the cops where he ended up abruptly being forced to succumb to “Operator Sickness” the longer he had to stay/live in the woods.
He is sadistic, cruel, apathetic, selfish, and quick to anger. He is /not/ kind or sympathetic to anyone or anything, He does not feel bad for life or taking it away, he kills for the adrenaline rush of it all to see somebody’s misery/ suffering as he takes life away and for the /joy/ of it all. If you try to plead a sob story with him or how much you “relate” to him he’ll just laugh in your face and play with your emotions before eventually killing you off.
He used to play with dead cats and would kill small animals in their yard when he was younger, but Liu and his family would just brush it off as Jeff being a weird little kid- even when he began to become weirdly obsessed with forensic science and the study of murder and even gave Liu a dead cat once, they just brushed it off.
He likes the attention of fangirls and finds them amusing, (and they give him a /major/ ego boost.) But doesn’t care for them enough to spare them at the end of the day. He’ll kill anyone he runs into contact with, and fangirls aren’t the exception. He’ll just toy with them and flatter them, making them feel as if they're worth something- as if he cares about them before mocking them /cruelly/ in the process of doing so before eventually killing them off. The only reason why Nina is still standing is because she had a good enough survival instinct to run away before he could end her, making him /hate/ her.
I HC that he struggles with Intermittent Rage Disorder, ASPD (Anti - Social Personality Disorder), and narcissism. So he is /extremely/ quick to anger, and his rage isn’t just a brooding teenager screaming at his mom to get out of his room- it’s a Molton, seeping, hot rage that genuinely kills/ threatens the lives and well-being of anyone in a general vicinity. He manipulates people who show interest in him to do his bidding before eventually cutting them off abruptly, dropping that he never cared for them in the first place. He’s selfish and only thinks about himself in every aspect of his life, including relationships and social interactions most of all.
If he approaches you, it’s because he sees something that /he/ can gain from the conversation- not because he wanted to just out of good will. He doesn’t care or spare other people’s feelings, only thinking about the joy/adrenaline rush /he’ll/ get out of something. He has a "bit" of a superiority complex of sorts, assuming he’s the most beautiful of them all. And that even if he carves into somebody to make them beautiful like /him/, he’s still the most stunning of them all.
Don’t even think about changing him, he doesn’t want to be changed- he knows what he’s doing is wrong, /he just doesn’t care./
He lives in abandoned cars in the woods, not really caring about settling down and finding a home- only on the run/ adrenaline rush that killing gives him.
He has nobody close to him, and he doesn’t care for relationships- only himself.
He hates The Operator and has fought against him countless times and will still do so, having not learned his lesson yet. He doesn’t like the feeling of somebody else having control over him, especially with how “powerful” he is, so even if the memories he brings back make him feel /hurt/ with an ache in his chest occasionally, he’ll continue to fight.
He’s generally around 28 in my au/interp, (to make him fit into Nina’s story. I originally was going to make him mid 30’s- but eh, fuck it we ball.)
Tim Wright/ Masky
The first to join, during the set of Marble Hornets he was practically struggling with the “Operator sickness” (the influence/disease caused by The Operator), and infected Brian in the process due to them being best friends and now also being forced to be around each other due to filming. His licensed schizophrenia not making it any better/ and making it easier for him to fall under the influence.
Masky is an alter ego in a sense, Tim is not conscious at all of whatever Masky does when he “fronts”/ takes over. He struggles with Dissociative Amnesia which means he completely forgets what happens in the time Masky “fronts”, he forgets the murder he committed and is left with the afterglow countless times- forced to look down at bloodied hands with shaky breathes and widened eyes.
Masky was made in a way to sort of cope with Tim being a “pushover” various times throughout his life/ when it came to Tim easily accepting his fate under The Operator. Tim didn’t bother to fight, he was scared and just let The Operator slowly take over him and form, thus making Masky form in a rebellious manner to “combat” against The Operator- just to be broken down psychologically and forced to work under The Operator.
Neither Tim nor Masky like The Operator or “obediently” work under him, they both loath/ hate him and just work under him in fear of what the being can do to them/ fear of completely losing a grip of themselves. They don’t like working for him, they just fear what would happen to them both if they didn’t and pulled themselves out.
Tim isn’t nice, he’s sympathetic to a /certain/ degree- but he doesn’t show it, /at all./ He’s socially awkward and keeps to himself in the internal fear of affecting anybody else to succumb to The Operator Sickness like he did to Brian, to /everyone/ on the set of Marble Hornets. He blames himself for what happened is practically filled with self-loathing, but hides it well by a rough exterior- barely even flinching at any gore as he lazily smokes on a Marlboro Red.
He’s cold, but awkward all the while- and cuts straight to the point, ending any conversation as fast as possible efficiently with a /severe/ resting bitch face. He can be snappy and quick to anger, not bothering to yell/ start an argument.
He doesn’t have anyone close to him, only co-workers and enemies, and he’d prefer to keep it that way.
Masky is /cruel/, sadistic, and apathetic. He doesn’t spare any sympathy and is cruel and teasing/mocking while doing so, he doesn’t shed tears with pleading victims- he only finds a profound /amusement/in their suffering. He’ll happily grin and laugh in your face if you’re pleading for a sense of sympathy or crying about your dead family.
His tactics are /brutal/, he’ll use anything he can get his hands on as a weapon- he’s self-sufficient in that manner and he won’t even bat an eye if some intestines come spilling out. He is /not/ the “host” you will be getting a sense of humanity from, he treats your suffering like a toy he finds great entertainment in and finds genuine satisfaction from hurting people.
He’s like a robot completing a mission, and /nothing/ will make him stop a mission once he picks it up.
Unlike Hoodie, he kills just to kill without meaning.
He lives in a busted-down Cabin that’s a part of the inner woods/ depths, as close to The Operator as humanly possible without him going insane so he can be at The Operator’s every beck and call- The Operator relying on him more considering he’s the first of the group that The Operator “influenced.” He doesn’t like it and complains about it, but can’t do anything to fix it.
He is not friends with Hoodie/ Brian, the duo after having a fallout after Tim pushed the man out of a building/ window/ nearing the end of Marble Hornets.
He’s in his mid-30s and has a beard growing from months of not shaving due to guilt/ depression.
Brian Thomas/ Hoodie (WIP!!)
I’m good at reading Hoodie’s character, but not so much of Brian’s yet. So unfortunately for the time being I’ll go more into depth on Hoodie’s part, I’m sorry for the inconvenience.
He’s second to join shortly after Tim, being quickly affected due to him being best friends with the man- especially since he spent so much time by the man while he was being affected.
Brian hates the idea of Tim/ even the mere topic of the man being brought up, and Hoodie is the same way and feels the exact same way about Tim/Masky. The memories are too bittersweet, he hates Tim for what he unknowingly caused and misses the life that they had before The Operator happened- but still misses the man. They were best friends, after all.
A sick part of him feels like Tim is the only one to understand where he’s coming from, and he might even try to make contact with Tim when he feels like this. But then pauses and remembers how much /damage/ Tim/Masky caused and stops himself and goes right back to hating him. It’s a miserable cycle he goes day by day, but he can’t find himself getting a clear grip on his emotions anytime soon.
Hoodie hates The Operator, and so does Brian and they both do anything in their way to rebel/ go against The Operator. Their only goal is to kill Masky or at the very least Tim.
Eventually, Hoodie was forced to give up after a particularly grueling fight that cost him his life and he was forced to begin working directly under The Operator. And although he is still plotting against The Operator, he isn’t as open about it.
Hoodie is /manipulative/, he doesn’t speak and is generally a selective mute. But if the situation calls for it he knows just exactly how to turn on that Southern charm that makes anyone /swoon/ into talking too much and giving him the information he needs. He isn’t empathetic, and although he is a /tad/ bit sympathetic- it isn’t generally enough to make him care about what happens to you at the end of the day.
He's an instigator, he gathers as much information on you as possible and follows you around to tip you on the edge of paranoia before handing out anything he gets on you to The Operator. He doesn't kill unless The Operator asks him to and is more so just there to push the victim further into The Operator Sickness/ just to let the victim know that they're being watched.
THAT’S ALL I GOT- I’M WORKING ON THEM STILL. I’M SO SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE!
Tobias Erin Rogers/ Toby
The last to join, he’s just 26, verging on 27 in the present day. He succumbed to the “Operator Sickness” during the weeks leading up to Lyra’s death, only to become easier to be influenced the longer the weeks stretched by after Lyra’s death. Eventually, when he snapped and killed his father- he was already too far gone and completely affected by the “Operator Sickness” and succumbed to being a “host” easily the second The Operator showed up to save him from the fire.
He isn’t kind, he’s /extremely/ hard to get along with. He’s not waffle-obsessed, “Hey Masky!” Childish idiot who somehow managed to become a “host”, he’s /brutal/, analytical, and is a genuine threat to anyone who comes across him.
When he was 17 and freshly joined the “Hosts”, he was naive, I’ll admit that. He genuinely believed that he could gather The Operator’s praise as long as he did what he wanted and thought that he could consider The Operator as a father figure. But upon working for him longer, he soon slowly begins to realize that The Operator doesn’t care for him at all and can easily replace him- slowly making him loathe and eventually form a hatred for The Operator.
He hates how dumb he was, he hates how The Operator stole away his past and he can’t remember anything about it. But when he /briefly/ remembers his past because The Operator /wanted/ him too, he hates it and just desperately wishes to forget it all again.
He doesn’t like working under The Operator, but he stays working under The Operator due to fear- fear that he’ll be forced to remember everything again, he /wants/ to remember, but he can’t ignore the array of emotions he feels when he finally does remember and he /hates/ that.
He hates feeling weak in general, after possible years of feeling weak- for once he wants to be the top dog, the brute that everybody fears.
In his teenage years, (17-19) he was childish, dumb, and playful- but as the reality of the situation began to dawn on him and he realized just exactly how The Operator couldn’t give a shit about him, he began to change. He began to become more cold, realizing now that he could die at any second and he could be easily replaced- the fear dawning on him as he began to harden and grow to be more /brutal./
He’s /crude/, sadistic, and playful- but being oh-so-/cruel/ while doing so. He treats it like a cat and mouse hunt, and the cat /always/ wins- he’ll tease you and play along about not your hiding place, already knowing he knows /exactly/ where you are. It’s just one big game to him.
His sense of humor is morbid and dark, he’s awfully sarcastic and sounds /mocking/ while doing so- he doesn’t care if he hurts your feelings or not and might even snicker like a little shit if he sees you shedding a tear as he continuously /mocks/ you for every single thing you do. Sure, he’s a /little/ bit more empathetic than the rest of the “Hosts”, but not by much. He might narrow his eyes with a twinge of his brow as frowns upon hearing you vent about your abusive relationship/ friendship and will seem generally sympathetic but he won’t do much to help save you and will still kill you at the end of the day.
He’s hard to get along with, and if you say something in even the slightly wrong tone he’s quick to start an argument. And it’s not a rebellious teen's anger- no, his anger can parallel Jeff’s from how /enraged/ he gets. It only gets worse if he feels like you’re teasing him for it, after all. He screams and yells until his voice cracks and his throat aches, he swings his hatchets around like a madman- bloodthirsty and maniac as he looks at you as if he wants you dead.
He does this because he doesn’t like feeling /weak, he doesn’t like the feeling of being picked on- he doesn’t like being seen as anything else other than a big dog. He wants to feel /worth/ something, so he does it by feeding into a power complex that he’s only worth something if he’s strong or a top dog in a big power ring.
So even if he doesn’t like lashing out like /somebody/ he can’t even remember and practically physically recoils at the memories, he can’t help himself from lashing out when so overwhelmed by the feeling/ emotion of being /weak/ he ends up getting lost in his emotions while doing so.
He’s generally a loner and prefers to stick with the friends he has and doesn’t care or need to make more. He likes the friends he has already and wouldn’t bother changing them. (Not to mention that he isn’t a fan of socializing either). He wants to be loved, and he yearns for it like nothing more- he just can’t get it because of his mindset of acting like a rabid dog to the hand who tries to help.
He already went through too much, and he can’t be changed because of it because it permanently altered his mind of thinking. He literally /can’t/ change because it’s all he’s been taught.
Even if he doesn’t remember his past, the damage is still there and done- and even if he can’t know or remember /why/ he exactly acts this way. But all he knows is that he /needs/ to act like it.
He has a cabin deeper into the woods of Rosewood Park that verges on the line of The Operator’s territory, but he usually just ends up crashing at Clockwork’s place anyway because it’s “nicer.”
He does NOT like having to live around The Operator 😭😭‼️
Sorry, I couldn’t help yapping about Toby- he’s my favorite, ugh.
Eyeless Jack
The fifth to join, he was originally just an “influenced”, but the more proxies The Operator started to gain, the more he realized he needed somebody in the medical field to tend to his proxies who just kept on getting hurt on missions. (Especially Jeff, despite the man /refusing/ any help- his ego too big to admit somebody great like /HIM/ needs to depend on anybody else.)
Eyeless Jack was the first for The Operator to rely on, the man having been majoring in human physiology and having adequate experience before the “incident.”
The more he hung out around The Operator and his “hosts”, the more he got affected by The Operator's sickness- eventually resulting in him where he is now, slowly but unknowingly turning into a “Host.” (He’s aware, he just decides to bury it down and not focus on it too hard in denial about the whole situation.)
He is controlled by the demon inside of him, not the other way around. I repeat, /he literally cannot control his own body./
I HC he’s possessed by the demon/ entity of a Wendigo, his hunger is literally /insatiable/ and he’s always hungry and greedy for more. He’s not one to be around, especially if you’re just a mortal because nine times out of ten he’ll eat you, or at the /very/ least get a nibble out of you or an organ to feast on later.
Even when he’s himself and isn’t /completely/ bloodthirsty, he needs to have an organ supply on him 24/7 (especially when tending to a “Host”) or else he will eat everyone in the room and even bits of himself if he can’t solve for his hunger quick enough.
At random times, he can become /very/ bloodthirsty and hostile seemingly for no reason at all. He can be hanging out with you, silent as usual before all of a sudden tackling you and ripping off your ear for just a /small/ nibble to tend to his insatiable hunger.
When he isn’t bloodthirsty though and is more so of “himself”, he’s a loner and tends to stick to himself. He’s quiet, calm, and collected- nonchalant and straight to the point and wants to get most social interactions done as quickly as possible. He can come off as monotone and bored without even trying it, and even if it isn’t his intention- it just sort of happens, not that he cares about it.
He doesn’t care for making friends and genuinely doesn’t want to, he finds solace in his life when it’s quiet- and although he does find himself lulling occasionally about how /nice/ it would be to have somebody there, to feel /human/ again, he knows internally that he can’t have it due to his hunger. So he avoids the topic completely or ignores it and buries it deep down.
He lives in a busted-down abandoned cabin somewhere along the North front of The Operator’s territory and is 28 years old.
He doesn't really have a sense of sight and it's all muddied/ thermal location, so he has to rely on hearing for the most part. He can see /slightly/ better at night, but it's still not good.