Say you break your ankle. You could know everything there is to know intellectually about the injury. Even with this vast knowledge, you will still experience physical pain.
Now take this logic and apply it to things like ADHD, autism, clinical depression, and other less visible/divergent disabilities. You cannot think your way out of feeling.
That is to say: you are not a bad, lazy, or selfish person for struggling, even if you know why you are struggling.
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not a of them Will have summaries
pt.1) gonna kill you if you don't beat me to it *
you never wanted to be an avenger. now that youâve been one (quite reluctantly) for a while, things are changing. and Natashaâs finally starting to figure you out â for better or for worse.
pt.2) home of blood and bone *
Natasha pries her way into your past, into your biology, and into your future. and you let her.
pt1) Airmail cocktails
You work at a restaurant frequented by mafia members, so why have you never met the boss until now?
pt2) A single moment
You finally met the big boss of the mob you service at your restaurant, but can someone really change before it's too late?
tasha x r
cookie flavored Kisses
tasha x r
Natasha Romanoff x reader drabble *
Limits*
Word count< 1900
Natasha might have crossed a line.
tasha x reader
Bestfriendsmomnat x reader *
cramps
Word count<572
Do you think you could write a one-shot where Natâs daughter has really intense periods, and Nat helping her through them? You can decide if sheâs autistic or not.
Natasha Romanoff x teen daughter reader
birthday girl
Word count< 512
Natasha celebrates her daughters birthday
Natasha Romanoff x teen daughter reader
never alone
Word count< 2625
Natasha had taken the girl under her wing after they saved her from Hydra, she was practically her mom now and saw the girl as her daughter. When her daughter canât stop the thoughts running through her mind, telling her sheâs ungrateful, that she should be happy, she has everything now and she shouldnât be feeling like this; she takes sleeping pills, maybe too many, just wanting those thoughts to stop and her mind to be quiet. Natasha finds her in that state and they have a talk. No shitty âsomeone loves you so your depression is better nowâ trope ending because thatâs not how it works lol
Natasha Romanoff x teen daughter reader
not real
Word count< 1674
Natashaâs daughter had looked for Yelena everywhere, only to find her at her motherâs grave. They talk and Yelena promises to be there for her, as they both express their emotions with the recent events. During their meeting, the person they least expect to show up makes an appearance, although her daughter is having a hard time believing itâs real.
Natasha Romanoff and Yelena Belova x autistic teen reader
writeasrain
never tear us apart
tasha x nb! r
reality
Word count< 3500
Y/N and Natasha get off to a somewhat rocky start, but the pursuit of happiness is never smooth sailing.
tasha x reader
my hero
Word count< 1100
Natasha comes home from a mission and is moved by what she finds.
tasha x reader
my babies
Word count<1000
Natasha gets a surprise visit from her two favorite people in the world.
tasha x reader
stress relief*
Word count<2500
Y/N had a rough day training some new recruits. She ends up relieving her stress, but not in the way she expected.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
pt1) mile high club*
Word count<2100
Y/N and Natasha have an eventful trip home after a mission.
pt2) I told you*
Word count<1800
Natasha is a woman of her word.
tasha x reader
Wake up call*
Word count<2000
Natasha comes up with the perfect wake-up call for her girlfriend.
tasha x reader
reward*
Word count<2000
The aftermath of teasing is the greatest reward.
tasha x reader
pt1) masterpiece
Word count<3500
The aftermath of teasing is the greatest reward.
pt2) breathtaking
Word count< 2000
tasha x reader
all along
Word count< 2300
Natasha takes training a little too seriously and ends up hurting her crush, Y/N L/N, but maybe the situation isnât as bad as it seems.
tasha x reader
domestic type
Word count<1100
The Avengers need a safe house to lay low in. Luckily, Natasha knows the perfect place.
tasha x reader
new favorite
Word count<1100
Y/N sees a spider that reminds her of her famous girlfriend; The Black Widow
tasha x reader
flawed
Word count<4500
Thereâs a silver lining to Wandaâs unfaithfulness.
tasha x reader
pt1) tension *
A night out with your friends, drinks and truth or dare leads to the woman on your mind being rather possessive of you, youâre finally getting what you want.
pt2) tension *
After calling it a night, Natasha asked you to take her home, upon arriving at her apartment, she tells you to come up with her. What does she have in mind?
tasha x reader
Daddy Nat*
While at another one of Tonyâs parties, Natasha finds herself watching your interactions with Carol while she was with Steve, Bucky and Sam. While you and Natasha have been together for 2 years, Carol still flirted with you, yet you didnât really flirt back. You just continued to be normal. An hour after watching you and Carol from afar, Natasha takes you to your shared room to remind you who you belong to.
tasha x reader
spreading your Wings
Word count< 745
Y/n wings are cramping up but the team has never seen them. She doesn't wanna cause a scene, but Natasha has a solution.
tasha x reader
can I touch you*
Petal asking if she can kiss/suck/bite Nat's tits. C-can I touch?
tasha x reader
pt1) diet mountain dew*
drugs and alcohol are involved, you and Natasha need to pee, which somehow led to the two of you fucking in Tonyâs bed.
pt2) diet mountain dew*
Natasha apologizes for what she did at the part
Ketonok(series masterlist) *
sheâs way older than you but that doesnât seem to be a problem for the both of you when she decides to fuck you one day. nsfw. older!nat, younger! Reader.
tasha x reader
helping hand(s)*
word count<800
step moms Wanda and Nat come home to find their 19 year old touching theirself and moaning Wanda and nats names? (reader has a vagina and is a huge bottom)
wandanat x reader
nervous breakdown
nervous breakdown; reader is v upset; Wanda taking care of reader; no smut; sadboi hours for reader
Wanda x reader
graduation gift(on going series)
pt1) graduation gift
word count<2800
pt2) you break beautifully
word count<2000
pt3) progress until punished
word count<2200
pt4) mending & amends
word count<3000
You never liked your stepmother, but you never expected her to do anything like this
darktasha x reader
widows bite
Natasha Romanoff showed you a whole new world when you thought for sure that you were going to be stuck at dead end forever.
tasha x reader
mommy Nat blurb
professor/mommy! Nat explaining things to sub! Reader in class and reader 100% gets it. once readers goes into little space at home Nat tries to explain things differently
mommy tasha x reader
Why Would you do that
Word count<1200
can you write reader being the big,bad scary soldier and Natasha is like head over heels for them and one day while the team is bonding Natasha boops their nose and everyone went quiet until reader says ââŠdid you just boop me?do it againâ
tasha x reader
you Were blue
Word count<2300
Telling stories from your childhood with the Avengers brings some feelings to light.
tasha x reader
late at night
word count<512
You canât sleep and want to watch cartoons, while Natasha just wants to sleep.
tasha x reader
a little secret
word count<952
You had been keeping to age regression a secret from your girlfriend, but when she comes home unexpectedly, it canât be a secret anymore.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
speak up baby*
word count< ?
Mommy decides to test your limits. It will of course, be fun for you. Or Natasha fucks you until you cry.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
chronically in love with you
Nat takes care of a chronically ill reader.
tasha x reader
just a risky move
word count< 713
You, Nat, Steve, Clint and Tony had just got off the Quinjet after a mission but Nat wouldnât get off your back about a risky move you made during the fight
tasha x reader
Natty? where have you gone to?
word count< ?
Nat tries her best to catch Y/n's eye but in her mind, she fails, which causes Y/n to go looking for her little redhead.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
I've got issues
word count<?
Y/n started dating Natasha, it was very unexpectedly, but it had been so beautiful. But what happens when they move in together?
Natasha Romanoff x reader
soft Kisses*
Word count<?
i just want the soft assassin to take care of me after fucking me senseless okay
Natasha Romanoff x reader
sissy Wanda(on going series)*
sissy
word count< 1400
You thought you hated your older stepsister, but you were very wrong
darkwanda x reader
if you go his series master list all the parts will be there
Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Yelena struggles to deal with her girlfriend Y/N having a simple cold so she calls in reinforcements.
Yelena Belova x reader
Natasha Romanoff x reader(platonic) and Melina Vostokoff x reader(platonic)
prank war
word count<822
Natasha Romanoff x daughter reader and Yelena Belova x teen reader
death by duvet
Word count< 1638
After a night to remember, Yelena is left to clean the sheets. She has some trouble.
Yelena Belova x reader
@subdaddyfreyr
Because i Love you
Word count< 590
So basically Yelena Belova x reader where reader wants Yelena to know how much she loves her so she puts chocolate and surprises in the pockets of her vest and maybe even puts little notes in there
Yelena Belova x reader
The recruit(on going series(all parts should be linked in the first part)
team work is never in Yelenaâs vocabulary but of course, her new job changes that.
Yelena Belova x reader
more to comes
Natasha your mommy, decides that you look stunning in lingerie she chose on a vacation in Amsterdam and decides to do something about it.
Warnings: Mommy Kink, WLW sex, implied age gap, reader has a pus*sy, reader wears a bra + panties, no pronouns are used for reader, edging, fingering, clitoral play, Natasha romanoff is referred to as Mommy multiple times, reader is called a sweet thing, Kotenok and sweet heart, author has no clue what Amsterdam is like
Note you do not have permission to translate and or repost this story thank you :)
First fic! I hope you enjoy đ„° Also thank you to @starsvck for helping me w imagining ideas and for teaching me how to use a read now lol I also wrote this while veryy tired after a biology test and after uni in 40ish minutes so sorry for any errorsđ
Natasha sat on the edge of the far too fancy hotel bed, a coy cocky smirk playing on her red lips. "Show mommy what you got, sweet thing." You two had been tromping through the streets of Amsterdam during a small but nevertheless pleasant vacation.
A sharp stab of pleasure pools arousal thick and heavy between your thighs. Mommy had been teasing you all day at the mall and you could feel it in the way your pussy throbbed against the pretty, deep red panties that mommy had chosen for you. It had of course come with a matching bra.
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Half stumbling from desperation you straddled Natasha's lap, her deep green eyes gleamed and darkened hungrily as she raked them over your body. Her fingers reached up and began to gently play with the lacy hem of your panties, feather light touches sent pangs of pleasure straight to your sensitive pussy. Natasha's other hand snaked up your body to firmly grasp your chin, clasped between her thumb and forefinger. "Mommy please, I need you!" You cried out half delirious with overwhelming arousal.
Mommy hums gently, her lightly curled red locks tumbling over a tank top clad shoulder, leather jacket mysteriously vanished. "You look so pretty like this, Kotenok." Her hand finally slips into your panties, finger tip trailing through slick folds. Soon after, her roughened palm ground against your clit sending sharp sparks up your spine as two fingers slipped into you with no preamble. Pleasure burst in your pussy as you whimpered and moaned from Natasha's ministrations. You could hear the wet, obscene noises coming from your pussy.
A tight knot quickly grew in your tummy as mommy's hand pumped and ground down harder. "Ah!- mommy I can't I'm gonna-"
Before you finished begging Natasha's slick soaked hand slipped out. You sat on mommy's lap, legs trembling and pussy utterly soaked through your lacy panties. Your shocked eyes flick to mommy and she laughs softly. "C'mon sweet heart, don't you want to show me what other pretty panties you have?" Her eyes sparkled with amusement as though Natasha didn't know what she was doing.
Mommy gently pushes you off her lap and toward the general direction of the bathroom, leaving you unsatisfied and overwhelming aroused.
so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god
ITS BEEN SO LONG !
Also a dark!Wandanat where they see you at your job one day and have to be with you đ©
A/N: I would love nothing more than for wandanat to see me working and just be like âhm...letâs fix thatâ also I know Iâve been gone for years đ„Č
warnings: dark!fic (18+ ONLY)
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âHey, can you take the customers that just came in?â you hear your manager ask and nod, smoothing your apron as you head to the front.
âGood morning! How can I help you today?â
Two women stand on the other side of the counter, and as their attention diverts from the items behind the glass to you, charming smiles appear on their faces. The one on your left has bright blonde hair resting on her shoulders in contrast to her counterpart with orange hair, both hiding behind sunglasses, but you couldnât help feeling like youâd seen them somewhere.Â
âGood morning, love,â the orange haired woman speaks softly as she steps a bit closer. âWeâve never been here before. What do you recommend?â
âIf youâre feeling something sweet, these donuts are amazing,â you tell them as you gesture to a couple, moving down the counter a bit and the pair follows. âIf not, these cheddar bagels are also my favorite.â
âI think weâll take something sweet,â the blonde woman answers with a grin. âIf you donât mind.â
âNot at all!â
You carefully package the donuts that your customers select and ring up the transaction, answering a few questions about what the city is like, as theyâre apparently just visiting for a while and wanted to know more about the area. When you finish, youâre startled by the blonde woman leaning over the counter to tuck a cash tip in your apron pocket before the pair thanks you and head out while holding hands.
âThey must really like you,â your manager jokes as they approach and you cover your face with a laugh.
Outside of the bakery, Wanda climbs onto the bike behind Natasha, placing the food in her bag before wrapping her arms around her waist.
âDo you think asking someone we just met to join us while weâre on the run is coming off too strong?â Wanda asks over Natashaâs shoulder, who chuckles in response almost immediately.
âWho said we were going to ask?â
Summary: Itâs a simple arrangement; except youâre in love with Natasha. Will seeing you with someone else make her take the leap?
Natasha x Fem!Reader
A/N: So this is less fluffy, but I had to get the idea out of my head to write other stuff. Itâs a bit short and rushed. Enjoy either way.
Warnings: Alcohol consumption, mentions of sexual themes without being very explicit.
âYou were so goodâ the words are whispered against your ear and you whine. Natasha smirks. âYou wanna keep being good for me?â
Ten minutes ago, you were giving a presentation in front of potential investors, C-suite members and some of Earthâs mightiest heroes.
Natasha has reduced you to a blubbering mess with her touch.
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synopsis: you and Natasha had always had that spark between you, now itâs brighter than ever.
pairings: natasha romanoff x reader
genre: some angst, fluff.
warnings: none.
please do not repost my work anywhere for any reason at all. if you do see this happen to any of my stories, please let me know. thank you x.
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ship: scarlet witch!wanda/soft mommy!wanda/little!reader (mirror au)
warnings:Â allusions to multiverse of madness, smut (18+), also some light angst and lots of fluff, MDLG, selfcest, spanking, non-explicit mentions of rough sex, non-sexual punishments, aftercare
a/n: again thank u to motts and britt who truly had their gay little hands very involved in crafting this dynamic
Wanda was not expecting to choose to live a quiet life with her variant and her little, and she most certainly wasnât expecting both of them to happily accept her into their lives - but it was exactly the environment she never knew she needed.Â
It took a while for the three of you to get used to the dynamic. It was much easier for you, since you were already used to living with one Wanda. This new Wanda was just a little more broken around the edges, a little more paranoid and possessive of you, needing a lot of reassurance - which you were more than willing to provide.Â
When you called her Mommy for the first time, you could practically see her tear up before she held you tighter, kissing your forehead and saying, âYes, little one. Mommyâs here.âÂ
Mama and Mommy took a little more time getting used to each other - caught up in the idea that they were seeing the best and worst of each other laid out so plainly in front of them - but Mamaâs soft approach to helping Mommy made the process a lot smoother for both of them.Â
You actually didnât realize that their relationship had developed into something more than just both being your mommies for a while. That was, until one day you woke up from a deep sleep, confused and cold because of the empty bed.Â
You padded into the kitchen, Wandabear tucked under your arm and paci in your mouth, following the soft glow of the light over the sink. The pair were leaned against the counter, sharing soft kisses and caresses. It looked like Mommy had been crying, her tired eyes rimmed with red. But you could see a soft smile planted clearly on her face as Mama kissed her nose like she does with you when youâre feeling down.Â
The moment was so intimate that you were about to creep back into bed and wait for them to return, but of course with two mind readers they were well aware of your presence.Â
Mommy Wanda will sometimes get really moody and frustrated with herself for feeling that way and sometimes will accidentally snap at both of you. The first time this happened, you were immediately taken back to that first time you met her and she was in a crazed fury looking for her children, startled by finding you and Mama instead.Â
Sheâs getting better about her temper. Mama has helped a lot, urging her to use her words and talk the feelings out rather than bottling them up until she snaps. Sometimes she still gets in cloudy moods, but sheâs made a lot of progress and is able to get through them a lot easier with you and Mama helping.
Mommy Wanda is very very whipped for both of you, as much as she denies it.Â
All three of you have the biggest praise kinks.
Mommy and Mama both get incredibly soft when theyâre fucking and the other calls tells them how good theyâre doing. And you are just always eager for positive attention from them both <3
Theyâre both strict with you but in very different ways.Â
Mommy is much more likely to let you get away with breaking rules, like sneaking you cookies and letting you stay up past your bedtime. But she is also much more likely to punish you with spankings if you talk back to her.Â
âWatch your tone with me, little devil,â is something you hear probably multiple times a day because you kind of canât help riling Mommy up.Â
Mama, on the other hand, is very strict on your daily rules. No dessert before you finish your dinner. Bedtime at 10pm. No throwing a tantrum to get something you want in the store. But if you give her a little sass, sheâs usually just going to roll her eyes and let you get your bratty energy out before asking, âAre you done now, baby?â and you just pout at her and nod.Â
Mama much prefers corner time as a punishment. Or writing lines. She doesnât like to do impact play with you (but does rather enjoy the way you squirm as Mommy turns your cheeks red).
Both of them enjoy watching the other fuck you a lot. Mommy is a lot rougher than Mama - who was surprised at how much you loved the hard treatment. You had never expressed to her how you thought about her just using you. Mommy was more than willing to help fulfil those fantasies.Â
The three of you always end up taking a big bath together after a tiring play session. You all barely all fit in the tub together - even after Mama got a new one.Â
Mommy really loves washing you. Itâs therapeutic for her to take care of you like that.Â
Bedtime always consists of a lot of cuddles and kisses and sweet words before the three of you drift off to sleep.Â
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Natasha Romanoff x f!reader
words: 3k
genre: fluff
warnings: swearing, guns, swords, death, blood, injuries
When you first joined the team Natasha was wary of you, she never saw you before and she couldn't find any information on you. You weren't the most open person, preferring to keep your personal life to yourself, so she chose to stay close and keep an eye on you just in case. And when you became more open with her, she realised that you could be trusted.
You were always the first one to support her plans for missions and the last one to object her ideas. On your missions you stayed close, watching her back (she did the same to you).
She couldn't understand, at first, why you were so loyal to her and only her, and you never gave her a proper answer, so she let the questions go (for now).
You never paid as much attention to other team members, never blindly followed their instructions, even when Captain gave you an order you always looked at her for a nod of approval.
It annoyed the hell out of everyone on the team, but to Natasha it meant the world. She always felt her stomach tighten when you did that.
She started to open up to you as well, telling you about the Red Room, about her insecurities and biggest fears.
You told her that whatever happened there didn't make her any less of a hero.
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But then there was Hydra.
She told Steve everything she knew, but it still wasn't enough for him, suspicion lingered in his eyes. She knew he never fully trusted her, always hesitating whenever she offered him information, just like Tony and Bruce. Just like everyone she knows, except Clint and Fury.
And when they had to run away, she ran to you. She fully trusted you by now, but she was afraid that today will be the day you finally doubted her.
You let them in without a question, and when she told you about Hydra, you didn't have any reason not to trust her, so you just nodded and got your suit ready.
"You don't have any questions?" She asked, rooting you on the spot with her questioning eyes. "What if lied to you? What if I'm with Hydra?"
You just let out a laugh, murmuring a that's a lame joke under you breath and walked past her, squeezing her shoulder and sending her a reassuring look.
She sat there, trying to grasp how it could be possible that you trusted her so much after knowing her so little.
Then there was a masked man on the bridge, Bucky, and Steve was too distracted to notice his friend bleeding out in the van.
"Can't you see she's hurt?" You snapped at the guards, trying your best to stop the bleeding.
She had just enough energy left in her body to send you a grateful smile.
You stopped Hydra, blowing up the ships and ruining a couple of buildings in the process. She was anxious after she leaked SHIELD's information, but seeing how proud you were of her made it all worth it.
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Time went by, you got to know each other more and more, your weekly movie nights slowly became daily movie nights. She took you to her favourite cafe for lunch, and brought you your favourite treat from a local bakery everyday, claiming she was just passing by it, and since I had enough time...
Your occasional complaints about her ditching you to train with Wanda disappeared, when she offered to become permanent training partners. Your late night talks became sleepovers, and soon enough your favourite pillow occupied the right side of her bed and her clothes occupied a shelf in your closet.
But then there were Accords.
It wasn't even Wanda's fault. She did not set off that bomb, she did not kill all these innocent people. Rumlow did.
Natasha was conflicted. She knew the Accords were needed, but not on these terms. She pulled you away after Ross left, a quiet storm in her eyes. "What do you think?"
"I don't think we should sign them, but not signing them would be worse, right? Can't we have a middle ground?" Your were troubled, your eyes searching hers for an answer.
"They won't budge. We need to choose." She let out a shaky breath before clothing her eyes, leaning her head against the wall with a light thud. You took the chance and leaned against her side. "Okay. Then I'm with you."
"What?" She pulled away.
"I'm with you."
"Y/n, this is your freedom we're talking about. You can't make decisions like that just because you want to tag along." She couldn't understand why between Tony and Steve you would choose her. She had nothing to offer in return for your loyalty, she said as much months ago, but you still chose her.
"Do you want me to be on your side?" You whispered, your arms circling her waist to make her look at you.
"More than anything." She breathed out, falling into your arms.
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She signed the Accords and you followed suit. Tony didn't even lift an eyebrow when he saw you standing beside Nat, not surprised to see you choosing her again. He always wondered why you were so devoted to her, sending you questioning looks whenever you took her side in an argument. But then something clicked in his eyes and he let out a quiet exhale, a trace of a smile on his lips.
Now, he and Steve argued next to you, and Natasha thought about how did it come to this. How could she let it come to this.
Bucky escaped and Steve asked for your help, you heard Natasha's take a sharp breath from behind you. "I can get your stuff, but after that you're on your own. I'm sorry." You offered.
"Thank you." He left with a squeeze of your elbow.
Natasha took your hand in hers and led you out.
"If he's right, if Bucky didn't do this, then I'll help him." She said once you both got in her car, her eyes trained on you, her body tense and unmoving. She was afraid, you realised, afraid of your reaction.
"I'll find the proof, you'll get Tony to listen." You decided, turning the air conditioning on. Like it was not a big deal, like you just decided what to get for dinner, and Natasha finally realized that you're not going anywhere, that you will stick with her until the very end. She blinked away the tears and drove away.
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"Can you believe he got a child to fight for us?" Natasha heard you shout, distracting her from Clint long enough for Wanda to yank her away. You were by her side in a second, pulling her up.
"Cat guy will catch up to them." You stated, your eyes darting between Steve and Tony.
"You think we should stop him?" She saw your hesitation, your mouth opening, but no words came out. "Y/n?" She asked again.
"I didn't find anything yet, but I think Bucky is innocent." You hesitated, awaiting her reaction.
"Then that's enough for me." She said, before running off in the direction of the warehouse.
She stopped T'Challa, granting Steve and Bucky an easy escape. Rhodes got hurt, the rest of Steve's team was thrown in the Raft and you disappeared.
Tony was angry with her when she approached him, spewing hurtful words she knew he only somewhat meant. He didn't know where you were either. She waited as long as she could for you to come back, but then Ross almost got her and she had to run away.
Norway, she decided with no hesitation, when Mason offered her a list of countries she could escape to. He chuckled then, mumbling about how he knew she'll choose it.
"There's a surprise for you." He said when she met him, a smug expression on his face. She didn't say anything in return, side eyeing him until he hurried away.
She knew someone was inside the second she stepped foot in her new home. Reaching for her gun, she carefully stepped in what would be her bedroom, when she noticed you sleeping in her bed.
"You asshole!" She grumbled angrily, throwing a pillow in your face. You sat up abruptly, too disoriented to understand what was going on. "You just disappeared on me and now you show up, sleeping on my bed with your shoes on!" She continued pushing you with her pillow, until you had enough and threw her on the bed beside you.
"Ross was snooping around, I couldn't afford him finding you." You explained, rubbing the sleep off your eyes. "I'm glad you chose Norway." You yawned, sinking into her body, your face nuzzled into her neck.
"I know you love Norway." She grudgingly pulled you closer.
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The generator lasted until nightfall and Natasha went to get some gas, leaving you to protect our household.
She didn't get the chance to reach the gas station, a missile blew up her car and she had a fight off with a masked person, who managed to throw her into the river, but not before she took the vials.
She should've warned you somehow, but after seeing the picture tucked between the vials, she knew she had to go as soon as possible. And you deserve a payback for the scare you gave her.
The next morning she was in her old apartment in Budapest, choking her sister with a curtain. Red Room was still there, Yelena said.
She came back two days later with no gas and a short blonde trailing behind her. "I didn't know the gas station was on the other side of the world." You said, pulling her in a tight hug.
"Had to make a pitstop in Budapest." She sounded regretful, sending you a small smile.
"Who's that beautiful woman?" Yelena asked, sending you a cheeky wink.
"Y/n." You said at the same time as Natasha grumbled she's off limits quietly, so only Yelena could hear. Eyebrows shot up on her face, but she didn't comment, turning to shake your hand.
By know Natasha should've known that after she explained everything to you, you'll offer your help, but she was still shocked when you immediately got up to make some calls, a look of determination on your face.
"We'll have a jet by evening, with guns and everything we might need." You said when you finished the conversation.
"I like her." Yelena grinned.
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Alexei was an interesting person.
You didn't like him. In fact, you wished you could punch him in the face hard enough for his teeth to fall out. Natasha could sense the anger radiating from you in waves, she noticed you grinding your jaw whenever he spoke up, your eyes boring through his face. You were not as hard on Melina, she noted, your eyes softened, when you learned she was controlled too.
Natasha never thought anyone would care for her the way you did, and when you snapped at Alexei to finally shut the fuck up, she gently squeezed your hand under the table to let you know that it was okay. She didn't hold any grudges against them, and she didn't want you to carry that hate around. You let out a breath, mumbling a quiet sorry under your breath.
"Thank you." She mouthed.
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The Red Room was even worse than you thought.
You had no idea where you were when you woke up strapped to the table, some scientists standing not too far away. You looked on your left and saw Yelena trying to communicate with you without using her voice, she tilted her head in the direction of scientists than gestured to a table full of medical equipment next to you. You nodded in understanding and moved at the same time as her.
You found the antidote quickly enough and separated, you ran to find Natasha and she went to the widows.
You found Nat in Dreykov's office, surrounded by the widows. You saw them take turns hitting her and your blood boiled. You never fought so hard in your life. Taking them down one by one you inched closer to her with every step, until you finally reached her, shielding her from the punches long enough for Yelena to come back and release the antidote.
Your dysfunctional team managed to take down the Red Room and Natasha hugged you so tight she might've broken a couple of ribs.
"Steve asked for our help." She said once she pulled away, her eyes staring in the distance, where she could see Ross coming.
"We're not doing anything until you're patched up." You huffed, putting her hand around your shoulders to help her move. She tried her best to hide her injuries, but you saw every twitch of her muscles, every wince on her face.
"Okay." She didn't protest this time, putting most of her weight on your shoulders, and let you lead her to the car hidden in the distance.
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You met Steve a week later, and to your relief he had everything prepared.
"What happened?" He asked, when he noticed the bruises on Natasha's arms.
"A run in with an old enemy of mine." She simply replied, refusing to reveal more. His concerned eyes settled on you then, but you shook your head. If Natasha didn't want to tell him, then you won't tell anything too.
Turns out breaking into the Raft was much easier than you thought. Natasha got into their system in minutes and opened the doors for you and Steve.
The guards didn't stand a chance against the supersoldier and you didn't even break a sweat, letting Steve do the hard work while you took care of the few who managed to avoid him. Natasha joined you a few minutes later, showing you a hard drive with a smug grin.
"Got some dirt on them in the process."
"It's called multitasking, Rogers." You shut him up before he could start complaining, earning a glare from the captain.
Once you reached the cells Natasha immediately went to Wanda's, her heart breaking at the sight of the young witch. After that getting out was not a problem, you had the most powerful human on your side.
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"I never thought I'll be fighting against an army of aliens." You huffed, killing another creature with your sword. T'Challa offered all of you a variety of weapons, and you choose two vibranium swords after he said they could slice through anything.
"I never thought I'd live long enough to see flying cars, but here we are." Steve grumbled in response, tearing apart another alien before it could hurt you.
"Y/n, if you get yourself killed, I'll personally drag you back from heaven." Natasha shouted from a distance, her worried eyes darting to you every couple of minutes.
"She thinks I'll end up in heaven." You grinned, slicing through another enemy.
No matter how many you killed, Thanos' army kept growing, his ships digging through the ground, just under the barrier.
But then Thor came back on Earth stronger than ever, and you felt yourself smile. Natasha was closer to you now and you fought back to back in a practised dance, the creatures attacking you did not stand a chance. Wanda came down just on time to join the fight after she successfully destroyed the stone, saving you from the incoming ships.
Thanos appeared not long after. He somehow knew that Wanda already destroyed the stone and he was angry.
Good, Natasha thought. That meant he'll be sloppy and distracted, which is exactly what you need. He tried to use the green stone right away, but the red mist surrounding his arm stopped him from moving his fingers, keeping his arm in place. He didn't have the chance to shake Wanda away, Stormbreaker already sliced his arm off.
His body was left in Wakanda for science purposes.
Tony, Peter and a wizard, Dr. Strange, came back on Earth a week later on a cool-looking spaceship that belonged to a woman named Carol, who offered you a cheeky grin when she noticed you staring. Natasha huffed beside you, taking your hand to lead you back inside.
"You know, if you want everyone to stop flirting with your best friend, you should at least ask her out." Yelena complained loud enough for everyone to hear, immediately snapping her mouth shut when she noticed Natasha's glare.
Everyone looked at her in panic, awaiting a catastrophe, except for Tony, who had a knowing look on his face and Carol, who looked like she was ready to fly away any second now.
"What do you mean?" Natasha asked, causing everyone to take a step back.
"You can't be that dense. Everyone knows you're in love with each other, so just ask her out already." Yelena exclaimed, aggressively gesturing between you two.
You tried to hold your laughter, but failed when you saw Natasha slowly sitting down on the grass, her palm connecting with her forehead. "Yelena, we've been together for years." She said.
"What?" You heard Steve shout. "When did that happen?"
"Somewhere between Hydra and the Accords she asked me out. The best date of my life." You answered for her, pulling her back on her feet. "For a team of superheroes you all are kind of dense." You chuckled, patting Yelena on the shoulder as you passed by her. She still had her mouth open in shock.
"For the record, I noticed a long time ago." Tony called after you, clutching his wound.
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Everything was finally fine, even more than fine, great. And you felt yourself smile when Natasha returned to your room after checking up on Tony.
"Did you threaten him?" She changed into her sleep clothes, tiredly rubbing her shoulder.
"Who? Tony?" You furrowed your eyebrows, trying to remember if you actually did. She nodded, sending you a teasing smile. "Oh, shut up. What did he say?"
"He apologized for what he said to me back then, and for not being here for us when we dealt with the Red Room." You were surprised, but not shocked. You knew Tony always cared about your girlfriend, just in his own way. "Thank you." She added, cuddling into your side.
"For what?" You arms circled her form, stroking her shoulder.
"For choosing me." She whispered into your neck, and you could feel the slightest shake of her voice against your throat.
"I'll always choose you." You placed a kiss on the top of her head, tightening your hold. "Always."
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Warnings: jealous and possessive!Nat (yes that should have its own warning), degrading, oral on strap on, gagging, lots of manhandling, strap on sex and spitting
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You huffed as your back collided with the solid wall and your arms were pinned above your head by your wrists. Natasha's grip tightened when you squirmed and her muscular thigh slotted itself between your legs with ease.
"You thought that was funny? Flirting with Bucky like that?" She hissed against your ear before biting down on your lobe threateningly.
"It was harmless." You breathed out weakly as you struggled to fight off the urge to start rocking yourself against your girlfriend's thigh.
"You think being a little whore is harmless?" You whimpered when her thigh pushed itself further and you could feel the bulge of her strap through her trousers. When you didn't respond, Natasha chuckled darkly.
"Oh my dumb baby, let me show you how wrong you are." She forced you to your knees before you could respond and pulled her strap free from its confines at a leisurely pace, testing to see your patience that night. So far, it had proved bad as evident by you flirting with Bucky after not getting enough attention from the widow at a party you didn't even want to be at. Now you were finally home the tables had turned.
"Open." Was all the redhead had to instruct. You opened your mouth and licked along the head of the strap before sucking on it gently. Natasha gripped ahold of the back of your head, unsatisfied with your teasing pace and pushed you forwards quicker than you were prepared for. You choked as the silicone hit the back of your throat unexpectedly and struggled to adjust as your girlfriend didn't let up in holding you there.
You breathed heavily around her strap and tried to look up at her with pleading eyes through the welling tears, but she had no sympathy for you that night. Once she was satisfied, Natasha hauled you to your feet and pushed you down onto the bed and took off her jeans without a word. You stared back silently and spread your legs in hopes that it would please your girlfriend.
She smirked in response and you hoped that was a good sign until she gripped them and pushed them further apart. "Don't look at me so innocently now, love. We both know you're anything but." She chuckled as she eased the head of the strap into your pussy and watched your innocent facade fade as your head dropped back in pleasure.
You gasped when the redhead thrust forwards and gripped your jaw in her strong hand so your opened your mouth once more for her only to spit onto your tongue. You moaned and clenched around the strap but awaited her permission to swallow despite how hard it was to resist.
"Such a dirty little thing. Swallow." The moment you did she started thrusting her strap harder and gripped your wrists tightly as she drove herself further. "I'm sure it doesn't seem so harmless now."
Hehe I'm happy to know you liked my comment!!đ„° Also the horny but practical tag you made on the anons ask was so funny lmao
Oh god your dark nat series is incredible!! I have so many things to say ab it- the subtle manipulations are written SO well and every interaction is interesting and really pries into the layers of their very complex dynamic!!đ„° amazing, show stopping, incredible lolđ I also left a comment on the answer/compliance work on ao3 in case you didn't see it :) I go by the same user
I saw that you wrote some more dark nat drabbles on this tumblr so I'm naturally gonna binge em all, congratulations on ruining my sleep schedule for like,,,, the 2nd time LMAO Either way, amazing writing I love it smđ
thank you!! i did see it yesterday and i thought about it the whole day--you dont get comments like that every day ya know i had to treasure it. usually with comments like that it takes me a while to articulate a response but i will get back to you! im rly glad you like my fics :) hope you get some rest though
Sera they/them |adult| I apparently write smut now so a reminder that your media consumption is your own responsibility :)
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