πππ πππππ ππ πππ πππππ ππππππππ π πππππππ ππππ ππ πππππ ; Β neither sincere enough to show teeth or gums, nor sharp enough to paint a scoffing picture, although she did manifest scoff in the one-second frown pinching between her flaxen brows, for between humility and glorification would doubt cast its long shadow.Β regrettably, oracles observed the shadows too intimately for comfort, the silhouette of vedrfolnir stretching distortedly wide it became its own line, the line that warned of what happened when you overstepped.Β the foreboding signs of degradation, of grace melting off the halo, of aether dripping out of the pores.Β it was a sight incomprehensible and eldritch, a premonition so terrible it may as well be sacrilege to spell it out, and each coming day announcing its own uncertainty brought along the crumbling of her own self-control to hold her tongue.
β and if nothing lasts forever, soon then, i hope, what comes to an end, too, is your bad habit of praising your brother too much, and you, yourself, not enough.Β a man can lose grasp of his own humanness if he indulges the spiritual pursuit for too long, and i much prefer an anchor to stay grounded. βΒ because the call of the sky for me, my bodyβs festering desire growing like a tumor, it scares me and no one wants to be scared.Β no one wants to be scared of touching something as romanticized as the stars.Β β well, then, if i am not to worry about the subjects i pick for our exchanges, let me ask this :Β why are you here, dΓ‘insleif ?Β i do not mean here, in this moment, next to me, nevermind that i do enjoy your presence.Β i mean why are you in the position you are in, where all you do is look up to someone or something, but not meet them eye to eye ? βΒ have you not been more than this, once ?
Indeed, what she says is crypticβ ominous even, as it speaks volumes of the knowledge she professes through what couldn't be considered less than an universal truth. For the long living such as them, this may look like the same sights as any other year's whenever the inteyvats bloom for two weeks before they find repose in the abode that is the stellar graveyard at their roots. DΓ‘insleif shakes his head slightly, meant to reassure and put the oracle's mind at ease. βWorry not. I may not be as profound as my brother is in the realm of spirituality, but I find truth in your words, nonetheless.β That's right, for he is far more detached than Vedrfolnir would be as the Visionary. Being a vessel for visions of the future to come to the present can do as much to a man, he can only hope that the sights he has of times to come aren't horrifying nor paralyzing enough to interfere in his daily life now. Only realizing now that he was back at admiring his older brother's prodigy and the traits he had gained from it thereafter, Twilight Sword proceeds to clear his throat awkwardly. βWhen you talked about the unchanging nature of a scenery for the long living, I mean. The ephemerality of these moments serve as a reminder that all must come to an end one day.β
Send a π«and Iβll write four headcanons I have about our museβs relationshipΒ [ ACCEPTING ]
@moonichorβΒ
they both love to learn things through each other, and take enjoyment in doing it. Prompto likes to show Lunafreya his new lenses for his camera, explaining what each one does, how it effects the shot, and he loves using Lunafreya as a model ( bc ,,, lets face it ,,,, you wonβt get closer to natural beauty than Her! ) and, in return, Prompto learns all about Tenebrae, her family, what it is to be a Princess. Itβs pretty clear early on how Noctis and she have lived different lives.Β
But, he makes it his goal to always make her smile. Be it a stupid joke, telling her a story about him and Noctis and some of the antics they have got into trouble over, or, letting her simply laugh at him ( though she probably tries to mask it, not wanting to offend/upset him ) when he struggles to do something (( such as her helping him learn a new skill β maybe how to eat with fancy cutlery,,, lord not me imagining Prompto being invited for tea and making an absolute FOOL of himself ))Β
He brings her little sweet treats, that just so happened to be his fave as a kid, so he indulges with her as its a special occasion, but is still very mindful of his triggering foods from youth.Β
Sheβs probably the only one he lets place a hand over his, and just be gentle with him, without overthinking it beyond that of her kind nature. Though, he definitely blushes each and every time, but it offers a different kind of comfort to that of his friends, (ignis, noct, gladio)Β
ππππ πππππππππ ππππ π ππππβπ πππππ , πππ ππππππππ πππ πππ ππππππ πππ πππ πππππππ.Β Β the girl too youngΒ Β /Β Β the cross too largeΒ Β /Β Β the divinations too terrible to be bound to.Β though, devastating to hear your plea, there was no such thing as a saying in the dictation of your sister's upbringing, no power over decisions she could dare make independently. and still, tomorrow,Β would she invent an illusion of choice, for if she did not, how ought a bird thrive in captivity ?Β how ought a flower bloom without the light ?Β how ought selene illuminate the night without the sun and without the stars ?Β β stellaβ¦ βΒ Β a whisper so soft tβwas barely voice-borne as she grasped two small hands with her own, gently enough she might, any moment, break apart.Β Β β iβm sorryβ¦ i wish i could stay, reallyβ¦ βΒ Β (Β i want to stay here, with you, with ravus, with mother.Β i want to stay, but i can only obey.Β )Β Β β weβll be spending all of the upcoming week together before i depart, alright ? β
β that's not fair, sister. i need you way more then solheim, why do you have to go ? solheim is way too far and way tooo boring, you just should stay here. i will hide you in my closet, it's plenty big. β @moonichor
π πππππ πππππππ πππππππ ππππ πππππ πππ πππ ππ πππππ.Β Β indeed, to wrestle fate ferociously, with denial riddled by intensity ;Β to belabor, and repeat, and reiterate the possibilities Β βΒ what else was more human, so brazenly natural, than this ?Β within such matters she only could but come to the conclusion that : while you gained in humanity, wayward angel that you were, she must have lost her own on the way, somewhere at the wake of forlorn sites and behind the morning fog which hovered each collapsed civilization.Β that, or she was driven by naught more than cowardice, feigning conviction.Β and what conviction had any meaning within a firmly clenched, divine fist, if that same hand could soften within anotherβs grasp ?Β the aether of creation touching the moon.Β she has been situated into the hollows of memory like this before. a blend of almosts, the nevers and desires, all the same.Β few centuries ago, beneath the khaenriβahn vault.Β Β β as always so humble, arenβt you ?Β if i am to permit myself to indulge in nostalgia, so should you allow yourself a little more self-recognition.Β would that not sound like an agreeable deal ?Β β Β Β a justified validation.Β sincere, too, certainly.Β but with a smile, and a response via a most tender tug of your hands, she shaped a distraction.Β a distraction from marred lands, from cold dull sands, from selenic caters unbeknownst to the average beholder.Β face to face, sheβd drawn you closer for a sweet peck against the cheek. Β βΒ though you faltered, you survived all of it.Β many a man would not emerge from despair again. underestimate yourself not. β // @reginrokkr
i. Β Β tenebraeβs native tongue is based on icelandic and french.
ii. Β Β luna is not gifted in drawing, and frankly is horrible at it, but it still belongs to one of her hobbies, along with journaling and gardening. Β she tends to more abstract painting, simply for a creative outlet that requires not much technical skill.
iii. Β Β her artistic affiliation is rather defined by singing, which is more a religious practice as oracle, hence there is only rarely a personal attachment and pride in her angelic voice. Β she can barely tend to her favorites of traditional tenebraen folk songs and naturally has to participate in choirs and sacred ceremonies.Β as a child, she began to despise singing, and wouldβve continued so, had there not been a few examples she could sing in private : Β 1 Β / Β 2 Β / Β 3.
iv. Β Β that car scene in kingsglaive where she would take control of the wheel was improvised. Β she doesnβt have a license.
v. Β Β she had a grandmother called freyja and was named after her.
vi. Β Β she favors perfumes with mild floral scents, not too sweet or overwhelming, uses them as per her mood, not necessarily the same every day, and tends to experiment. Β one day she wears fragrance made from sylleblossom extracts, on another one from lilies or jasmine.
vii. Β Β it is evident that she does not keep sylleblossoms in her room at all times.Β perchance the decoration varies from blue poppies, gentianas, or yellow / purple oxeye daisies, whatever the seasons provide. Β
viii. Β Β while she is most often seen in white or silvery dresses, she does like to wear black or blue as well.
ix.Β Β Β for the most part, obviously, her relationship with niflheimβs military is one of suspicion and hostility.Β however, there was one soldier who stood watch over her not very long after the invasion, guarded her closely and soon became more a father she never had.Β the one exception she made in terms of trusting the wrong side.Β the crescent-shaped pendant is an item he gifted to her on her 16th birthday.Β one day, he vanished, and luna was left alone with a report of him to be presumed dead.
x.Β Β Β if there is an alternative timeline where luna survives, she would return to a shorter haircut.
last night / the moon was trying to fall from the sky / none of the experts knew how to explain it / said / SOMETIMES THINGS JUST WANT TO LEAVE / and i think i understood / sometimes love just isnβt enough / sometimes even the people that know it best canβt say why
excerpt of The Moon Disappeared Last Night, Angelea Lowes (via angelealowes)
πππ ππ ππππ ππ πππππ ?Β Β βΒ Β did it hurt to see, to hear, to smell, to taste, to touch ?Β did it hurt, to be and not to be ?Β yes.Β it did, indeed, every day.Β she witnessed afflictions of that which she should not have, but a fleuret woman was ordained to stand between the visible and invisible, the confessed and unconfessed, the yoke of human-flow riding through her, the moon, the stars, the sun, trampling oβer them with all their might, all they had in store.Β the misery, the revulsion, the ashes of a village or the thunders between gears, putrefaction stuffed into where it should not be, the embers of death beneath her bare heels.Β the progression, the regression, the stasis crystalline of encased einherjar.Β the undreamed, and the lucid dreams.Β all that taken and shaken deep into the bones, the moon so close to bleed it all out / the stars so close to blink out.Β was this what mother wished for her daughters, the long-winded thread of barbed wire wrapped around their golden heads ?Β the taking of sin, and giving back oblivion ?Β was this her doting parenthood ?Β β i hope she did not.Β may etro bless her heart to rest peacefully. βΒ o etro, o fallen light,Β did it hurt to exist ?Β did it hurt to give light and receive back every sin committed, every fear felt, every laughter strangled off the throat ?Β we all would carry dying inside of us, the way the oxygen shriveled us till all that was left was a little glint, leaving or hiding away from etroβs clay.Β β or have youβ¦. have you seen her ?Β out there ? β // @asterites
ππ πππ πππππ π ππππππ πππππ ππππππ ππ ππ. or at least that is what the ancient scriptures had dubbed these augury of souls. the broken fractured of light, unseen by all, existing inside the aortic construct of pulsing organism. t'was the gift of a desperate goddess, an unholy sentiment donned upon the flesh of the first women and her children. how fascinating it was to understand : we are all born rotten before we are made pure. holiness, sacristy, neither would have existed without the beautiful chaos that trifles that of heavenly order. the words of the dead undoubtedly guides the stars more intimately then that of life, for soft-chosen reservation is bereft of conventual guidance. β whether it be regret or fear, the concept of non-existence is still quite terrifying. they cling to the shadows and covet in what is familiar. they reject death as fervently as life had rejected them. it only makes my heart ache more. β in the layers of deep affinity, she unsheds the truth of sacrificial burdens ββ it suffocated her. deeply. violently. the horrors that she has seen, the things she dares not repeat, and perhaps even her own glorification of bedlam did nothing but weaken her inner psyche. say selene, was it the same for you too ? when the blood moon rises and sheds its light to the world, when humanity looks to you for answers, do they shed their sins onto you ? did they just expect their pain to just disappear ? to answer your calling : did it hurt to exist ? β when mother departed in this world, do you think she had any regrets ? β
i.Β Β Β selene, in context of ffxv lore, is an astral, but of course, not part of the hexatheon.Β given her role as the moon, she is bound to eos and plays a vital part in the planetβs balance.Β
ii.Β Β Β on this blog, there are several categories of astrals, including sub-species to which less powerful divinities and messengers count.Β 1 )Β the main hexatheon that rule the divine hierarchy, are elemental deities and the primary guardians of the planet.Β 2 )Β while the elemental astrals shaped the planet with their resources, they required the assistance of their luminous brethren who provided their light.Β sun, moon, and dawn are siblings who contribute to the planetβs creation and of them, eos received the most respect, hence they named the globe after her.
iii.Β Β Β in parallel to the greek seleneβs battle against the feared TYPHOEUS, the astral selene battled against a great manifestation of the star scourge risen in the astral war, and from this wrestle, received scars / craters and fell into a deep slumber.
iv.Β Β Β now comatose, selene dreams. Β and through this, experiences an out-of-body wandering and incarnated into the oracle bloodline. Β ironically with the chaos of the star scourge, she would be able to ascend to godhood and return to her lunar body.
v.Β Β Β all luminous deities have been affected by the scourge in some way or another and have then fallen one by one ever since.Β their absence has caused the plague to grow larger with every coming night.
Insp.
Happy birthday to this sweetheart, ravuxnoxfleurett ~
πππ ππππ , ππ ππππππ , ππ ππππππ πππππ ---
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