Love Thy Enemy

Taking Care of You

Hannibal Request; If it is okay with you, may I please request a Hannibal story? (I've been obsessed with him lately opps) . The reader is super busy or something and they forget to eat and they pass out I guess? Idk ... @theichabbieclub​

Thank you for this request, I hope you like it :) Sorry for any typos. Have a nice day! <3

Oneshot Hannibal fanfic.

Warnings: Passing out.

Y/N Y/L/N was Doctor Hannibal Lecter’s patient, a friend of her recommended Hannibal and she decided to see him because she was having mental issues and she couldn’t cope with them anymore.

She woke up early in the morning, read a little and then decided to get ready because she had an appointment, lately all she did was to focus on her work, she was a painter and she had to finish a project, it was for a rich old woman and she was picky so she spent her days painting and clearly she was forgetting to eat and stay hydrated. It was a cold Baltimore day so she decided to wear a red winter dress, black leather gloves and black boots. A month ago she first visited Hannibal and ever since she was visiting him every week, their doctor and patient relationship was still new so she was hiding things from him, she was a shy person. The one thing she noticed was that Doctor Lecter was a sophisticated man and he always looked handsome, he always had a clean suit, his shoes looked shiny all the time, and Y/N found herself wonder how can a busy man like him look like a model.

As she got out of the uber she found herself fixing her clothes, she entered the building, walked the hall and knocked on the door. Hannibal Lecter opened the grey door with a small smile on his plump lips, ‘’Y/N, please come in.’’ his voice was smooth like always, she walked inside and let him took her jacket and he hanged it.

‘’Please, take a seat.’’ Hannibal said because she was standing and looking around her, he took his notebook and pen. Y/N sat on the grey comfortable chair, she watched Hannibal take a seat and look at her. ‘’How are you today Y/N?’’

When they first met she was calling her Miss Y/L/N and Y/N told him to address her with her name because she never liked formalities. She took off her leather gloves and placed them on her lap, ‘’I’ve been working on a painting so I’m stressed.’’ She confessed, he opened his notebook.

‘’What painting?’’ He knew her job and he was also drawing portraits of people so he loved to ask her about her paintings. ‘’It’s a landscape painting, my client wanted me to paint a summer view, she is a picky person so I’m extra careful.’’

Hannibal took notes, she could hear the sound coming from the fireplace, his office was big and there was an upstairs which was a library, the first time she walked in here she asked if she could check the books and Hannibal let her. For at least 30 minutes he was upstairs and Hannibal watched her astonished face, at the end of their session he gave her a book, she loved reading it was obvious and the next week she brought the book back and they discussed the plot, it was a good exercise to get close to her and get to know her.

‘’What about you? Do you take care of yourself like I asked you to do? Because you seem tired.’’ Hannibal Lecter was not a stupid man, her skin looked flushed which was a sign of dehydration, she gazed on her left to see outside through open curtains, there were two big windows on the wall.

‘’I’m trying.’’ She simply said and stood up to go the the window and she felt dizzy, it was as if the floor was  shaking. As sson as she walked in his office Hannibal noticed that she was dehdrated and malnourished and he was waiting for her the accept her fault but before she could do that she fainted. Thankfully he was quick to catch her, he put her on the couch, a strand of thick Y/H/C hair fell across her deep Y/E/C eyes, he pushed it away and found himself watch her face. She looked peaceful,  he went to his cabinet and found oral rehydration salt, it was in a little plastic bag and he got a glass of water, poured whatever was in the glass and sat next to Y/N, she was waking up now, ‘’Shh, take it easy.’’  She tried to sit, ‘’You have to drink this Y/N.’’ he helped her drink, ‘’There is sodium and potasium in this and it will help you stay hydrated, I know you haven’t been taking care of yourself and I hate to see such a beautiful young girl look so tired. I have a solution.’’ He put the glass away, made her look at him by cupping her flushed cheeks. ‘’You will stay with me until you are healthy enough to leave. Doctor’s orders.’’ Hannibal knew he was crossing the doctor and patient boundaries but ever since they met he had this urge to take her under his dark wings. It wasn’t like Abigail, with Abigail he felt like her father, his aternat feelings kicked in, however, when it came to Y/N he felt like they could be more than this. He knew she had secrets and she wasn’t ready to share them yet but he felt like she had a dark side, a side that he wanted to explore and brought it out.

‘’Are you sure?’’ Y/N asked because she didn’t want to be a burden, ‘’Yes. I have a big house and I’m a great chef. I will cook for you.’’ Deep down he knew that this wasn’t a short term deal, Y/N found herself hugging him. He smelled nice, he caressed her soft hair and kissed her temple, ‘’Shall we go home love?’’

Thank you for reading! :)

Okay I just had an amazing idea! Imagine reader as Hannibals patient and both of them meeting in an online portal similar to tattle crime where you can chat privately, they start talki g and develop like a relationship but for the sake of their identities they keep their real names out of the chat when one day the reader texts hannibal that they're at the psychiatrists office with a picture of the floor attatched, Hannibal obviously realizes its the floor of the waiting room, during the session he acts like nothing happened but at the end of their session hannibal adresses the reader by their username. The rest is up to you!

A/N: Hi, thank you for this request I really loved the idea. I changed it a bit because we all know that Hannibal would never leave anything to chance, of course he is gonna stalk you babe ;)

Warnings: Stalking.

Words: 1.442K

It was late in the evening, Baltimore’s  cold weather made you stay under your fuzzy blankets with a hot cup of tea. Your laptop on your lap, you logged onto your account in Tattle Crime. It was a blog about your city’s newest crimes, recently you have been on that blog a lot, there was a serial killer on the loose, people were wither sharing info or commenting about the gruesome  murders. Everyone was talking about the ‘’Chesapeake Ripper’’ you’ve always been interested in serial killer’s mindsets so Tattle Crime was a useful blog on that to feed your curiosity, how you were oblivious to what’s to come…

You read some articles which compares the Chesapeake Ripper to other serial killers and you left a comment under it, saying that comparing is false, because he is something we have never seen before etc. It was your honest opinion, his killings and presentation of the bodies were more meticulously sophisticated. You referred to the killer as ‘’him’’ due to the fact that most serial killers were male.

You opened a new tab and surfed on the internet, you were watching your favorite old Hollywood movie when you had a notification from Tattle Crime. The blog had dm box so that users could communicate which you never used before but someone sent you a text. The user didn’t have their name, their handle was ‘’Botticeli’’ the last name of the famous painter, Sandor Botticelli, your handle was ‘’Hekate’’ the witch goddess. You didn’t like putting your real name out there and appearently so did the person who messaged you.

‘’I am interested in your thoughts regarding the Chesapeake Ripper, I would love to hear more if that is convenient for you.’’

It was strange but you loved to chat about your favorite topics, since you weren’t busy you decided to text back.

‘’Hello, of course. I would love to chat about him, he is such an enigma.’’ You sent and waited, for some reason your hands went cold, you had a strange sensation in your stomach.

You had messaged a stranger online for 4 hours, the conversation was vibrant and it was obvious that the guy you were texting was knowledgeable, you learned that he was a 40 year old man, living in Baltimore, you told him your age, you were at university, you and him respected each others’ private life so not much info were exchanged other than nice conversation about art, literature and murder. Later you said your good nights and you turned off your laptop and went to bed straight, you had morning classes.

It was snowing, you had dark circles under your eyes but you made effort in your appearance, you wore a nice winter dress with long boots, hair tied and a light make up to cover the tiredness. In the mean time Doctor Hannibal Lecter was on his office, getting ready for his patient. He was facing his laptop’s screen, on the screen he had information you, thanks to his work with the FBI he had privileged access to get peoples info. He learned your address, university, your Instagram, everything. He decided to message you again.

You were at the cafeteria, eating and looking at your notes when you got a notification, the stranger you had a nice conversation with last night messaged you again. ‘’I apologies for keeping you up so late last night, I hope you had some sleep, good morning.’’

You couldn’t help but smile, he was formal yet you could sense some kind of kindness and concern.

‘’Hey, no need to apologies. I enjoyed our conversation last night. Morning!’’

For days you messaged back and forth, everyday without being to open, he told you his day, and you told him about your day, over the days you learned his habits, he was an early bird, loved to read and keep his mind busy, he also mentioned the dinner parties he throws every once in a while. You were intrigued, but kept your cool.

After a month you were having mental problems, your assignments were too much and you had some problems from your past, ever since you mentioned your problems he was being more kinder than usual, he was giving you affirmations such as;

‘’You are a smart girl, you can do it.’’

‘’I believe in your abilities.’’

You liked the way he talked to you. Neither of you asked for a phone number or even an email address which felt safe.

One day he suggested that you should see a psychiatrist, since he had access to your university he could see your grades and they were dropping and he didn’t like that. He wanted you to succeed.

He sent you a list of psychiatrists and made some recommendations, you were falling into his trap and he was enjoying it, he wanted to see you and this was the opportunity. You said you would think about it and in order to give you some time he said it was okay.

When you had a melt down while studying you decided to think about Botticelli’s list of psychiatrist and you sent a mail to the Doctor writing that you needed an urgent session, thankfully Doctor Lecter replied quickly, you were too busy to notice how odd it was to reply to you in a minute. He wrote that tomorrow at 6 would be convenient for him, it was convenient for you too because your classes end at 5 pm. Of course he knew that and you would be his last patient of the day.

After your classes you got on the bus and went to the Doctor’s office. You clung to your long coat and walked into the building, the warmth welcomed you, there was a desk but no secretary was in the view, you knocked on the grey door and waited, your heart beating at a rapid speed.

A tall man opened the door, his three piece suit made him look intimidating, he was standing proud and tall.

‘’Miss Y/L/N I presume?’’ he questioned, his maroon eyes scanning you, he was really good at hiding his excitement, there you were, the woman he had been messaging over a month was standing right before him. ‘’Dr. Lecter, it’s a pleasure to meet you.’’ You extended your hand and he gladly took it, he noticed how soft your hands were, there was a certain feeling in his chest, ‘’Please come in.’’

His office was grand, the fire place was lit which gave the room a cozy feeling and yet it resembled the museum, formal. You sat on the leather armchair and he sat opposite with his leather notebook and silver pen. He started the conversation, as he was speaking he made notes of her manners and behavior, you had a simple jeans and a black top, even though your outfit was normal Hannibal found you elegant like a swan.

During your session you had a feeling as if you have met him before, he was kind but his voice and his demeanor made you think before you speak, thankfully he made you comfortable by talking art and literature, his replies sounded familiar, you thought as if you were talking to your new online friend.

‘’Dr. Lecter, I must say I’m here because one of my friends recommended you to me.’’ You confessed, ‘’Oh, did your friend ever came to me before for a session?’’ he asked looking curious as if he wasn’t about to reveal himself to you.

‘’No, I mean I’m not sure, he is an online friend so..’’ you replied shortly, looking around.

‘’Oh really, Hekate?’’

You froze, did he just addressed you by your username on Tattle Crime?

‘’I-I’m sorry..?’’ you stuttered, you must have heard it wrong.

He placed the notebook and pen on the nearby table and stood up, fixing his clothes he came up to you, you had to look up, he extended his hand to you, ‘’Botticelli,’’ he said, ‘’Nice to finally meet you in person, I must say, I didn’t expect such a beauty, your intellect matches your divine face.’’

Your first reaction was to get up and run to the door, it was locked.

You turned to face him, his hands in his pockets, he was smiling ear to ear, ‘’You wound me Hekate, I thought you liked me.’’ he started to walk to you, your back pressed to the locked door, he stood before you, one of his hands found your heated cheek, with the back of his hand he caressed it gently, ‘’Do not be afraid, all I want is for you to be mine.’’

Dangerous Game

Pairing: Hannibal x Female Reader

Genre: Romance, Slow burn, SMUT in the future.

Warnings:None.

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Summary: Y/N Hobbs an opera singer and also the eldest adopted daughter of The Minnesto Shrike, and her entire life changes after what happened. She will be the object of affection of a certain psychopath, whether she likes it or not.

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Chapter 11

It had been weeks since the awful news, Will Graham was sent to a criminally insane hospital, he was charged with God  knows how many murders. Y/N spent her days in her home, basically isolated herself from the outside world, not calling anyone, however Hannibal Lecter went to her home to bring her dinner every evening. He knew that she would skip meals and he wanted to support her, even though he was involved with Abigail's situation which Y/N didn't know anything about. Hannibal was careful with her becuse after years this was the first time he wanted to impress someone, make her see him and maybe love him deeply. Their relationship was on a thin ice but he was determined to make it work for both of them. 

''Why are you so kind to me?'' Y/N asked while sitting and observing the food he brought, he was at the end of the small kitchen table. ''Because I care about you darling.'' He said as he drank his red wine, ''I still can't believe she is gone.'' she whined and held her face in her hands, she wasn't crying anymore, all the agony and pain was burnt already, all she did was to stare at the walls of her house all day, she wasn't even taking care of her plants. Abigail's body wasn't found so it made her even angrier. ''I have an idea.'' Hannibal stood up and came close, ''Tomorrow come to my office, I can also be your therapist Y/N, if you allow me.'' she didn't know what to say, this man was also mourning the loss of Abigail but all he wanted was to take care of Y/N. As he saw the frown on her pretty face he spoke again, ''Think about it before you say no, please.''  his shiny brown eyes were on her Y/E/C ones, sometimes they could just connect and understand each other by just looking into one another's eyes. ''I will.'' It was a promise, he knew that, rest of the night they ate in silence, Hannibal stayed with her until she fell asleep, it was their new thing. Y/N was having nightmares and everynight she had trouble sleeping so Hannibal offered to stay until she slept, he was in the bed with her, her hand on his moving chest. She was drifted into dream land and he decided to leave, but as he was slowly getting up she held his hand unconsciously. ''Maybe I could stay a little bit longer.'' He thought for a second and decided to stay with her, it was calming him to listen her breathing steadily and before he knew he fell asleep. 

He had to wake up early and leave because he had a patient to see so he prepared a breakfast for her, left a note and took his things, he walked into her bedroom before he left. She was still sleeping, hair messy on her pillow, blanket covering her half naked body tightly. He remembered a poem;

“She walks in Beauty, like the night

Of cloudness climes and starry skies,

And all that’s best of dark and bright

Meet in her aspect and her eyes…”

it was written by Lord Byron, he inhaled sharply and had to leave because if he stayed longer he knew he would get back in bed to just watch her for hours. Y/N woke up and touched the empty side of the bed, it was cold. She opened her eyes, Hannibal was gone but his elegant parfume lingered in the air. She took a quick shower and walked to her kitchen, breakfast was ready and she found a note on the kitchen island. ''See you soon darling, hopefully today.''

She smiled to herself, she knew she had to go to therapy so it was pointless to avoid his offer. She sat and ate her delicious breakfast, later she dressed up, it felt good to do her make-up and hair, she missed this,  she missed going out. It was lunch time when she arrived at his office, Hannibal was escorting one of his patients and saw her sitting on a chair waiting him. He smiled at her, ''Please come in.'' she walked inside rather timidly, she was walking as his patient, not his partner. She sat on that grey couch, ''Are we really doing this?'' she asked carefully. ''I tried to treat Will, he was my friend and patient.'' the mention of Will Graham sent anger waves to her entire body, he saw that. He sat and took his notebook, ''Let's start with Will Graham shall we?'' he picked the pen, ''Tell me your honest thoughts of him.''

She had to think deeply first, ''I don't hate him for some reason, I know he is charged with the murder of my sister but.. what Jack told me was that he was sick at the time and now he is in good hands, getting medical and mental treatment. What I hate is that he denied me the closure.''

''What closure would that be?''

''He denied me the rights of burying my sister, I want my closure Doctor Lecter.'' She gave out a sarcastic laugh, the way she said ''Doctor Lecter.'' sent shivers to his spine. '' I feel like Antigone.'' Antigone was one of her favorites when it came to Greek tragedies. ''What if her body is getting eaten by vultures like Antigone's brother Polyneices?'' 

Hannibal took notes first, ''So in your story Creon is Will Graham, am I your Haemon?''

She blushed, ''Yes, I think so. However, they commited suicide, so I hope we won't end up like them.'' Y/N was playing with her nails,  nervous to talk about Abigail. He wanted to change the topic, ''Did the breakfast satisfied you?'' she touched her belly, ''Yes, everytime you prove yourself to be quite the chef.''

''You are mourning Y/N, it prevents you to take care of yourself and I want to help you, I want to ease your pain. I  do not wish to cross any boundaries but..'' he stopped for a second, she looked curious. ''I would like you to come and live with me, until you are fully recovered.'' Her jaw dropped, he was literally asking her to move in with him. ''Hannibal...'' She protested, the thing was that Y/N never liked to be a burden, ''I don't want you to answer now, just think about it carefully.'' his eyes met hers, he looked achingly vulnerable and loving all at once, obviously he wanted her to say yes but she had to figure it out on her own time. ''This would be a big step.'' Her smile was shy and sweet, different scenarios moving before her eyes, ''Why do I hesitate?'' was the first thought, she watched him take notes. ''How can someone be so elegant when he is doing just a simple task?'' She missed him throughout these last weeks, yes he was there to soothe her pain but he never touched her and never kissed her. He was a gentleman, she knew that and she was glad he didn't try to do anything fishy, it gave her hope. Hope of a better and clearer future.

After 2 days of thinking she agreed to move in with him, Alana helped her pack and move her belongings to Hannibal's house. She only took few books and 2 bags of clothing because the situation was temporary, Hannibal had already a spare key, and looked excited. ''I prepared the guest room for you'' He said holding her hand and guiding her, her room was on the same floor as his, he wanted to give her a personal space and she thanked him for it. It was a big room with a queen sized bed, a study table, the windows were facing his backyard, she would watch the snow flakes. The walls were blue, it gave a dark but calm ambiance, there was a fireplace too. She saw the big painting on the wall, a woman was on a bed, naked and she was looking directly to Y/N. In her left hand she was holding flowers, and her left hand was placed on her womanhood. 

''Venus of Urbino.'' Hannibal came to her and held her, her back as pressed to his firm chest and both of them were admiring the painting, ''Oil painting by Italian painter Titan. The woman is traditionally identified with the goddess Venus.  In this depiction, Titian has domesticated Venus by moving her to an indoor setting, engaging her with the viewer, and making her sensuality explicit; some even believe the figure is engaging in masturbation.'' He simply explained, it took her to the night where they talked about Leda and The Swan, ''She is beautiful.'' Y/N said, Hannibal turned her slowly to face him. 

''You are beautiful.'' His voice was husky and filled with need, desperation.

She was in his house for an hour and they were already talking like a married couple, and she felt like he was her home, constand and standing proud and tall. She couldn't help but gave him a long, deep kiss of londing and love. He missed the way they kissed, all emotions now were pured on their lips. ''Don't leave.'' He managed to say, out of breath, ''Don't leave.''  

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Fire on Ice

Summary; Tom Hiddleston is a vicious mob boss who is looking for his father’s killer, his reputation is depending on it and he won’t give up until he finds that man, and you my sweet little Y/N is the weirdest and the best thing that happened to him all his life.

Genre; Romance, mob, gangs, slow-burn,

Pairings; Tom Hiddleston x F!Reader

Words; 2.327K

Warnings; None.

A/N; Sorry for any typos and I’m sorry for the delay but I was on a vacation and I got my first Covid shot, my arm hurts uwu. Enjoy, I hope you guys like it. Text me if I forgot to tag you luv. 

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Chapter Nine

All the air left your lungs, he was your dad who was suppose to be dead. ‘’Dad?’’ you asked not believing. He opened his arms with a sad smile, it was welcoming but you weren’t able to walk towards him, something kept you at your place. His arms fell to his sides, ‘’I suppose you’re right.’’ He said silently, ‘’Why am I here?’’ you managed to ask, head high. ‘’You should rest first, we can talk tomorrow.’’

‘’I demand answers!’’ your voice was icy cold yet a rage was lying underneath. ‘’Help her to her room.’’ Your father said to a man who was standing at the corner of the large room, he walked towards you, he was tall and looked scary, you were tired, all the adrenalin left your body and you were shaking, ‘’We will talk tomorrow.’’ He reassured you with a tight smile, before you decided to follow this man you gave your father a look, wished he knew what you felt and then you left.  

As soon as you were left alone in your new room you locked the door and found your phone, Tom left you missed calls and text messages. You didn’t know what to do, your heart told you to call him and ask him to pick you up but on the other hand you found your dad, alive and wanting to explain everything to you. You had to wait at least for tomorrow, you had to learn everything before you could make a decision about Tom. Leaving him at the parking lot was a cold thing to do, you sat on the queen sized bed holding your phone and it started ringing, it was Tom. You declined the call –wishing you didn’t have to- and turned off your phone. He had to wait and so did you.

The Next Morning

It was early when a woman knocked on your door, she was working here in the house –you guessed- ‘’Breakfast is ready ma’am. Your father expects you to eat with him.’’ You kindly smiled and left the queen sized bed, turned on your phone and sighed deeply, Tom didn’t stop calling you and texting you all night. You left your phone under your pillow.

Your room had a bathroom, everything was shiny and perfect, you couldn’t help but be in awe, at least your dad was rich but you wondered where the money comes from, everything was perfect… too perfect. After taking a quick shower and finding nice clothes you went out, your father was at the back yard of this huge house, reading a newspaper and drinking his coffee, when he saw you walk in he put down the paper and smiled, ‘’Morning honey.’’

‘’And just like that we’re suppose to be cool?’’ you gazed upon the table with four chairs, you didn’t know if he ate like this every day because the table looked like a 5 star hotel’s buffet. ‘’Please, sit.’’ Your father ignored your sarcastic remark, you were hungry and you thought that the food probably not poisoned so you sat, far away from him. ‘’Prove me that you are my dad.’’ You still had doubts, he took a sip from his coffee and pulled out some pictures of him and your mother and the pictures of you when you were a baby. He told you the love story of your mother and him and when it came to him disappearing he stopped, ‘’Oh no, I’m loving the drama dad, keep going.’’ If looks could kill his head would be blown up right now.

‘’I had to leave you two because… if we’re going to talk about this you should know that I had to leave because of your boyfriend’s father. Out of all people in this city you had to be with him Y/N! He is dangerous and should be eliminated.’’ You could see the anger rising in his eyes, ‘’I cannot believe you sent your men or whatever to follow me!’’ you raised your voice, ‘’What do you want from me and my boyfriend?!’’

‘’Y/N, I,’’ he was struggling to express himself, you thought that maybe all his life he never had to express his actions to anyone, not even your mother. ‘’I had to kill his father.’’

You felt like a bucket of ice cold water was poured to your body, your mouth a gap, eyes focused on him.  He averted his gaze, ‘’I killed my best friend. There isn’t a day goes by without me thinking about that cursed moment. Ad now, his son wants revenge, as he should. I’m afraid that he might do something to you when he learns that I killed his father. He doesn’t know it yet.’’

This man just came into your life –rather you were dragged into his- and dropped a bomb at your feet, on top of that you were dating a man whose father was murdered by your biological father. It was too much to handle, ‘’You demanded answers and you received them. Do you really think he came into your life because of fate? You are my daughter you must be clever. He must have learned our connection and came after you.’’

Your body felt numb, there was a buzzing sound in your head, ‘’H- how?’’ you managed to whisper, ‘’He does illegal business like me and he has his men who can find him anything he wants. Now, finish your breakfast, we’re leaving this country.’’ A bomb after another bomb, you had to play smart and get out of here to learn the truth but how? You had no idea of what Tom is capable of when he learns the truth, what if he takes you as a hostage? What if he kills you to send a message to your father? Blood for blood right? Even though these seemed unlikely there must be at least 5% chance that he might go mad and do something harmful, something that cannot be undone. ‘’Where?’’

‘’I’m thinking Europe. What do you say? If you want to visit a country then we can go there.’’ He was talking as if this was a mundane conversation that you two have every day. ‘’I can’t drop everything and flee. I still don’t trust you, I have my job and my friends-‘’ he cut you off with a stern voice, ‘’You work at a bar and your only friend is your roommate. I should have taken you in years ago, no daughter of mine should live in conditions like that.’’ His slender neck was tense, cutting a bacon with a swift motion of his long fingers, he looked like he despised your life. ‘’It’s my life, I get to choose how to live it.’’ It seemed as if he couldn’t hear you, ‘’Your bags are packed last night.’’

The woman who came into your room earlier also came to the back yard with your phone, ‘’That’s my phone!’’

She gave it to your father, ‘’What are you doing?!’’

Your father looked at the screen, ‘’Poor lad,’’ he probably saw the messages and missed calls, ‘’we will be leaving shortly. Finish your breakfast.’’

Your father stood up to leave you alone,

‘’London!’’ you blurted out, he stopped and turned to face you, ‘’I have always wanted to visit London.’’ If he could make plans so could you.

‘’Perfect.’’ He said with a wide smile, ‘’We’re going to London.’’ Not knowing your true intentions.

Tom Hiddleston was a mess, he couldn’t sleep all night and now he was on the floor of his office, his face in his hands. At first he saw you as a job, something to accomplish to find the truth so he thought it would be easy but now that you are gone and he can’t even hear your sweet voice… The maddening silence was enough. He bolted to his feet, when he saw his reflection on the shiny table he cursed at himself, he thought you were just being close friends and now that he realized he is in love with you he promised to find you. He never liked defeat and giving up so his next mission was to call his friend Benedict and tell him what happened, Benedict was good at finding things, including people.

When you arrived at London you were greeted by a grey atmosphere and wind, it was a cold day. You remembered your conversations with Tom, he always talked about London, his home land, as if it’s a paradise but without him this place felt like a cold dungeon. You could only watch what was happening, your father has a private plane, you were served food and drinks in the plane, later you landed and a group of his workers came to pick you up. From what you heard your father bought a house. No I’m sorry mansion for both of you. His illegal job made him a ruthless rich man and the way he treated people was as if they’re just here to serve him, like their entire existence depends on it.

Your father still had your phone so you were trying to remember Tom’s phone number. You never thought remembering few numbers could be this hard and it felt like your life depending on it because honestly your father was a dangerous man and Tom showed you nothing but kindness over the months you were with him. You trusted Tom more than you trusted your biological father and it says a lot.

The mansion your father bought had 6 bedrooms and 8 bathrooms, indoor swimming pool, spa and entertainments room. This was bigger than Tom’s penthouse, bigger than any house you have ever seen. The outside walls were pure white, it had a huge garden with chairs and a barbecue place. You were so tired from the journey that you only observed the house but made no comment, you were in awe,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=errT-_IvDVg (this is the house)

your bedroom was upstairs, a man brought your bags to your room and left, and then silence. You never thought silence can be so deafening, the windows opened to a balcony, you could see the vast forest’s green. You couldn’t help but fall in love with this place –even though you were here by force- after experiencing the toxic city life in New York this could be healthy for you. You took a shower and laid on your queen sized bed with smooth sheets and pillow, the house was silent and you drifted to sleep, your last thought was Tom and you saw him in your dream.

In the dream he was in a dark room, looking defeated and when you saw him you ran to him. He opened his arms wide, in the dream you felt like you are actually giving him a tight hug. Your happiness didn’t last long because Tom pulled out a knife and stabbed you in the back, you woke up in sweat and your brain was alert, you remembered his phone number and wrote it on a paper. It was 3 at night and you couldn’t go back to sleep, your fingers holding the paper tightly, you left your bed.

It was cold but you walked to your balcony to see the stars, silent yet beautiful night. All the lights were out so you figured everyone in the house, servants and your father were sleeping. Could this be a chance to give your boyfriend Tom a phone call? There was a white table on the corner of the room with notebooks, pens and a telephone. You walked inside and stood still on the center of the room. You tried to listen if there was any sound coming from downstairs but there was none. Your heart beating fast in your rib cage, what if what your father said was true? What if Tom just used you to get to him? There was only one way to find out.

You walked to the table, picked up the receiver. After dialing the numbers and waiting for him to pick up felt like a life time. The phone rang for 3 times and he answered.

‘’Hello?’’

As soon as you heard his deep voice your entire body went numb, you had to hold the edge of the table so that you won’t fall.

‘’Tom?’’ you asked, just wanted to be sure because it felt like a dream. You heard him move when he heard your voice.

‘’Y/N? Is that you? Where are you?!’’ the panic in his voice gave you hope.

‘’Tom, I’m so sorry for leaving you at that parking lot. I should’ve told you, please forgive me.’’ Your voice was shaking.

‘’Are you okay? Did someone do something to you?! Tell me and I’ll kill them all.’’ He was concerned for your safety, another hope.

‘’No, I’m fine. I don’t have much time but I’m in London.’’ You weren’t sure if you should tell him but you couldn’t stop yourself. ‘’My father whom I thought passed away years ago actually is alive and he brought me here. Listen,’’ you stopped for a second, thinking. And then you thought enough is enough, ‘’there are things I can’t say on the phone but please find me.’’ You started to hear footsteps coming to your room, ‘’What are you talking about. Where in London?’’ Tom was furious and he wanted you to give him the exact directions, ‘’I have to go, I love you.’’ And you hang up the phone, jumped to your bed.

Tom found himself saying I love you back to the his phone, you couldn’t hear him but he knew you already know. Now that he learned you were  in London he had no business staying in this pile of shit they call New York. He was coming to get you without knowing that the truth he has been seeking for years will make him question his actions, and his entire goal to finish his assignment.

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Death Note

Summary; Mello, Near and Y/N were childhood friends at Wammy’s House, years later Y/N and Mello get together and their feelings for one another emerge.

Warnings; None.

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Chapter Three

Final!

Their hideout was found by the Japanese police force and Mello blew up the entire building and escaped with Y/N, half oh his face was burnt and now they were staying at Matt’s place. Mello was grumpy, he was yelling at them a lot because of what happened and he never let anyone help him. Y/N was growing tired of his behavior, ‘’You either let me take you to Near or I’m leaving Mello!’’ they were in bed, naked. Mello was covering his burnt side with his long hair, Y/N wanted a new life a new beginning, away from all of this crazy life they had. ‘’You can’t leave me.’’ Mello said and it made Y/N angry and she started to get up, ‘’Watch me then!’’

Mello actually never thought she would consider leaving and when he saw Y/N getting dressed he felt this fear from head to toe. He bolted to his feet and made her stop packing her things, he was on his knees now. ‘’Please,’’ he begged, ‘’Don’t leave me, please.’’ He was holding her wrists, his head was pressed to her stomach, ‘’I love you.’’ He whispered with tears in his eyes, ‘’I love you too Mello.’’ And he let her touch his silk hair, she knelt to give him a kiss, it was a long kiss. He cupped his cheeks, she could see he was insecure because of his newly formed scar, ‘’You are beautiful Mello and I’m lucky to have you on my side.’’

Together they made a plan, Y/N wanted to help near about the death note and shinigami because she knew that Near had no idea and she convinced Mello to go to near and help him, it wasn’t easy but after threatening to leave Mello was willing to do whatever she wanted. In order to attract Near’s attention and find where he stays together they kidnapped one of Near’s worker, she was a cute blonde woman who had no idea who they were but she took Y/N and Mello to Near. It was a tall building, Mello was holding the woman as a hostage, the woman used her id card to open a door and there Near was, sitting on the ground and solving a puzzle. When Near’s works saw they raised their guns at them, computers were everywhere, phones were ringing, they looked busy. ‘’Welcome Mello and Y/N.’’ Near greeted them with his usual cold voice, other people were asking Mello to throw away the gun he was holding and releasing the hostage,  ‘’Its meaningless for you to shed blood here. Our goal is to catch Kira, killing Mello won’t benefit us.’’ Near said to his men and they dropped their guns, Mello released the hostage, poor woman ran as fast as she could. Y/N standing next to Mello and her energy was comforting him.

‘’Have things gone as you planned Near?’’ Mello asked jokingly, even though they never admit it they had a sibling connection between them, ‘’Yes. I’ve pretty much figured out  who second Kira is because of everything you’ve done.’’ Near replied turning to face him and saw his scar, Mello got angry, he never liked to be joked around so he pointed his gun towards him but Near didn’t even flinch, he knew Mello could never hurt him. ‘’Near! I’m not your tool to solve your puzzles.’’ He screamed at his face, Y/N was the only person who could calm him so she came between them, held his arm looked him in the eye, he dropped the gun again. ‘’There is no need to argue boys. Near just hear him out.’’

‘’Near I just came to retrieve the photograph you have of me and Y/N.’’ Mello wanted them because he didn’t want his face and her face to be known ever again, Near pulled out the photos out of his pocket, they looked old and yellow, ‘’These are the photographs and there are no copies. I’ve already dealt with everyone who knows your faces at Wammy’s house, and elsewhere. Is that all Mello and Y/N?’’

Now that Mello had the photos he wanted to give some tips to Near about shinigami, . ‘’Near, I have no intention of working with you. But it will upset me if I just take the pictures and leave, the killer notebook.. it’s a shinigami’s notebook. Whoever touches it can see a shinigami.’’ No one in the room believed him, to normal people it was absurd,  ‘’I believe him.’’ Near shut his men up, ‘’That’s all I can tell you.’’ he turned to leave  ‘’Let’s go Y/N.’’ as they were leaving hand in hand Mello stopped and turned ‘’Near!’’ he called his name, ‘’Mello!’’ it was their silent farewell because Near knew that Y/N and Mello were starting a new life together and this was the last time, they would never see each other again. Mello took a bite from his chocolate, Near played with a strand of his white curly hair. It was a new era for all of them, and Y/N was happy to be with Mello finally, and they were both ready to spend the rest of their lives together.

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Dangerous Game

Pairing: Hannibal x Female Reader

Genre: Romance, Slow burn, SMUT in the future.

Warnings: Some making out.... its happening guys. +18 Mention of murder.

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Summary: Y/N Hobbs an opera singer and also the eldest adopted daughter of The Minnesto Shrike, and her entire life changes after what happened. She will be the object of affection of a certain psychopath, whether she likes it or not.

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Chapter 9

Hannibal Lecter could see how vulnerable she was at this very moment, ''I was 4 when it happened. Before I was adopted my biological parents were alive. They were drug dealers, we had a basement where they cooked meth and clients used to come to our house. You see, I had to learn how to take care of myself at an early stage of life.'' she stopped for a second and drank her tea, they were on the couch, close to each other. ''They weren't just selling they were using too. At some point I couldn't take it anymore.'' Hannibal was listening patiently, his deep brown eyes taking her all in. ''I overdosed them, I knew I would have a shitty life if I grew up in that house. I hid the syringes, the murder weapons in our backyard and police thought those idiots killed themselves. Later I was adopted by the Hobbs family.'' She could see that Hannibal over the weeks was trying to get close to her, and Y/N thought that he had to know her authentic self. She was a murderer, Hannibal had to admit he did not expect a confession of murder. She always looked likea sweet and innocent girl, waiting to be spoiled. He was waiting for him to say something, ''What you did was to protect yourself Y/N. Look at you now, you have a sister who adores you, you live in your place and you have a blossoming career.'' he held her cold shaky hands, ''This is the path you carved with your hands, and that tells me you are a brave woman. And this path brought us together, you can choose your own family Y/N, your secret is safe with me.'' Y/N was relieved now, she expected him to judge her but it turned out better than she anticipated. Y/N hugged him, he held her thightly, his nose was at the crook of her neck. His hand went to her waist, gently squeezed. She couldn't help but give out a soft sound, sounded like a moan, she hoped he didn't hear but Hannibal had sharp ears, he smiled to himself, they parted but there was something in Y/N's deep Y/E/C eyes. Hannibal held her pink cheeks, he knew what she wanted so he took control and planted a soft kiss on her lips. His plump lips brushed hers kindly, he was taking his sweet time and it drove her crazy. Their eyes were closed, Hannibal stopped to see her. Now her cheeks were crimson, she opened her eyes, ''I'm sorry-'' he was ready to apologies but Y/N pressed her lips to his quickly. Their tongues fought for dominance and he won. Hannibal explored her sweet cute mouth, guided her to sit on his lap. Y/N could fell his semi hard bulge. She carefully placed herself and received a soft moan from him. Her hands went to his hair, it felt like silk to touch. His hands were on her back and found her aesthetically pleasing ass, ''Let's see if it is aesthetically pleasing to touch too.'' she moaned into his mouth, ''Hannibal..'' she started to move on his lap, her need was growing and her body took control. She could feel her soaked panties sticking to her flesh, he attacked her pretty neck, first licked and then sucked her flesh, Y/N didn't know that he loved leaving marks. There was a small hot pain but she liked it. Before they could go any further Hannibal's phone alarm went off. ''I have a patient to meet.'' He said out of breath, he gave her a final steamy kiss. 

After he left Y/N couldn't believe what just happened, ''He kissed me!'' she was happy but scared at the same time. ''What would others think?'' Will and Alana wouldn't be happy and there was Abigail, we also should not forget the age gap. Her tea was cold now, she put the dishes in the sink and spent her day reading. A call disturbed her peace, it was from Will. ''Y/N are you with Hannibal? He is in danger and he doesn't pick up his phone.'' Y/N's heart sank, ''He was at my house hours ago. What's going on?'' she asked scared. ''I can't talk over the phone, I gotta go.'' He hang up, Y/N wasn't a woman who justs would sit and wait for the news so she left her house in a hurry. 

The door of Hannibal's office was open and FBI was there, she walked inside. Blood was on the brown floors, Will and Jack were talking to Hannibal. He had bruises on his face, a bleeding lip, purple eyes. Will and Jack left them alone, ''What happened?'' she asked voice shaking. ''Tobias came to kill my patient and then attacked me. I was able to defend my self and now he is gone.'' She was relieved to hear it. ''I should get you some ice.'' Hannibal had a mini fridge in his office, he was happy to see her. She found ice, put it in a bag and helped him. ''I can leave if you want.'' Y/N asked, she figured he might want to be alone, ''I appriciate the company.''

Few Days Later

Freddie Lounds, Will, Abigail, Y/N were having dinner at Hannibal's house. Y/N was sitting on his left, they were talking about Abigail's choice. She wanted to share her story and write a book about their dad, Freddie offered her to share her story. Will and Hannibal wasn't happy about it. ''I support your decisions all the time honey, but do you think this is a good idea?'' Y/N asked. Abigail was certain. ''Government took over our house which means we can't get any more from the selling. I just want to have money when I get out of there so this is the best way to do it.'' She explained to her elder sister, they kept on eating and drinking. Hannibal definitely knew how to cook and choose the best quality wine. Will noticed the way Hannibal was looking at Y/N and Abigail, he was as if creating his own family and Will was happy to be a part of it. Freddie and Will were in the living room while Abigail and Y/N were helping Hannibal in the kitchen. ''I think Abigail and I can take it from here love, you should join our guests.'' Ever since the kiss Hannibal was giving her pet names and Y/N wasn't complaining. Abigail knew something was going on but she said nothing, she was happy for her sister. Y/N joined the others, ''Odd man Hannibal, don't you think?'' Freddie asked them, ''I would say... unique.'' Will said drinking white wine. ''He is odd and unique, an interesting man.'' Her eyes went to the paintings on the dark walls, she remembered their conversation about Leda and The Swan. ''He knows his way around things.'' She finished, ''I hope I know the man.'' they heard Hannibal coming inside, behind him Abigail stood. He sat next to Y/N, his right arm went to stay on the top of the couch, he was a protective man. ''We were actually talking about you Doctor Lecter.'' Freddie said smiling, ''Oh?'' Hannibal replied curious, ''Only the good things I hope?'' As they were talking Y/N noticed how stiff Abigail was. She was sitting on a single chair and drinking her orange juice. ''Are you okay?'' Y/N asked concerned, a body was found recently and Abigail had to identify it, it was Nick Boyle's body. ''Yeah, why?'' Abigail asked but Y/N could see it in her blue eyes that her sister wasn't okay. ''You can talk to me, you know that.'' Abigail didn't say anything just smiled. It was a lovely night and Y/N thanked Hannibal before she left. This time Will said he could take Abigail back to facility. They were gone and only Y/N and Hannibal were inside. She wore her coat, ''Tonight was great Hannibal. We should do it again sometime.'' she gave her honest thoughts, as she was leaving Hannibal pulled her arm and kissed her. It was their second kiss.She was startled but soon she kissed him back slowly. She could taste the rich sweet wine, they parted. ''Why are you smiling?'' Y/N asked, ''I should not have waited so long,'' he said, ''I should have kissed you when you first hugged me, I should have kissed you at that museum, I should have kissed you when you performed at my house. You were made to be kissed, often and well.'' he confessed. 

Y/N was stunned, she didn't know what to say and think. She kissed him again, this time Hannibal could feel that she was pouring all her feelings into the kiss, ''We have all the time in the world to make up for it.'' she whispered. 

Y/N didn't know that the very next that she would face the hard truth. It was late and Will Graham showed up at her door. He asked her strange questions about Abigail but then he asked her if she could come with her. Y/N dressed and got into his car, they drive to Hannibal's office, the lights were on. As they reached to the door Y/N could hear Hildegard Von Bingen's O euchari in leta via, the song she sang to him. They walked inside, Hannibal was sitting and drawing something on a paper, if she got close she could see that the painting was her, but she was standing behind Will. ''Abigail Hobbs killed Nick Boyle.'' Will spoke, which shocked Y/N but Hannibal didn't look surprised. ''What?'' She practically screamed. ''Yes, I know.'' Hannibal replied coldly, ''Tell me why you know.'' Will demanded. ''I helped her with the dispose of the body.'' Hannibal said standing up. Y/N was just watching them in shock, ''Evidently not well enough.'' Will said going to the big window, Y/N had to sat down and calm herself. ''Have you told Jack Crawford?'' Hannibal asked, he came to Y/N to make sure she was okay. ''No.'' Will said, it was obvious that he didn't want to. ''Why not?''

''Cause I was hoping it wasn't true.'' 

Hannibal felt his surgical lancet in his pocket, he was ready to take Will down if something were to happen. ''Now both of you know the truth.'' And then he explained Nick Boyle attacked Abigail and she was protecting herself. ''Abigail is no more a killer than you shooting their father, nor I am for the death of Tobias.'' ''It's not our place to decide.'' Will protested, ''If not ours than whose? Who knows Abigail better than us? All the burden she bares, we are her fathers now. We have to serve better than Garrett Jacob Hobbs. If you go to Jack then you will murder her future.'' Hannibal was trying to convince Will, they were standing in front of the big window looking outside, ''We cannot say anything about this to anyone.'' Y/N finally spoke. She was on Hannibal's side, he was right. ''Do I have to call my lawyer Will?'' Hannibal asked but he already knew the answer, Will just nodded no, ''Like Y/N says, we can tell no one.'' Hannibal said.

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The Last of Us

Warnings; Post apocalyptic world. SMUT! P in v, unprotected sex, don't be silly wrap your willy. Angst. MINORS GET THE F OUT!

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A/N; Hello babes! Another day another slay, if you have any request about Joel don't hesitate to send them to me. See you on another fic. bye xxx

Summary; Ever since childhood you had to survive, you were born before the disease so you kinda remembered what was it like, to have a hot shower, clean food etc. You didn’t know what happened to your parents because they were on a vacation and left you with your grandma who passed away during the chaos. You were 10 when it happened, a child who had to be a woman over night. What happens when you are a brink from killing yourself and find purpose again?

Chapter Eight- The Finale

She couldn’t sleep, neither could Joel. They just laid on the bed, Joel’s arms around her, when the first lights of morning came she noticed that he was gone. A sudden panic took her body and soul, she ran to Ellie’s room, she was gone too. How dare they leaving without a goodbye?! Was she disposable to them? Y/N immediately got dressed, the cold air hit her face when she left the house. They should be at the stables, she thought and she ran.

It wasn’t too late, Ellie was there with Joel and Tommy, ‘’Y/N?’’ Tommy asked, confused. Before she could say anything Joel cut in, ‘’Change of plans. I’m taking Ellie, not Tommy.’’ She was so relieved that the thought of them leaving without saying goodbye didn’t matter at all. Joel came up to her, ‘’I’m sorry but you were sleeping like an angle so I didn’t want to wake you up.’’ He shortly explained, when he saw the purple hicky he left on her neck he had a grin on his face, ‘’When I come back,’’ he kissed her forehead, ‘’I’ll have you all to myself.’’

‘’Eww!’’ Ellie made her presence known, ‘’Can we just get the fuck out of here?!’’

Before they got on to the horse she kissed him passionately, his hands went to her waist, ‘Come back to me.’’ She said when they parted, ‘’We will.’’ These last few months Joel realized that he let these two girls in, they became a family and he wasn’t going to let that go. Y/N also didn’t forget to kiss Ellie’s cheeks and making sure that she didn’t feel left out. ‘’Gross but you two are meant for each other.’’ She said with a cheeky smile, ‘’Thank you for the input.’’

The tall wooden doors were opened for them to leave, the last look Joel gave her broke her heart but he had to take Ellie and the Fireflies had to make a cure, the entire world depended on them..

And that was 4 months ago…

She settled quickly, Maria said she could stay at that house which was a relief for her, her job was to work on the fields and teach kids gardening. She took pride and joy in teaching, these children were so different than Ellie and all she hoped for was to see Ellie, not scared and always on the run but relaxed and joyful. She had a ritual, everyday she would wake up early to clean and organize the house so that it would be comfortable for Ellie and Joel when they come back, and every damn day her tired yet hopeful eyes wander the wooden walls, waiting for her family to come in and surprise everyone.

The first 2 months no one dared to even talk to her, she felt as if she was invisible, they seemed scared of her or rather Joel. It didn’t matter to her because she liked the silence, the 3rd month some women at the bar made a small conversation with her about how useful her teaching was and she could feel her heart get warmer, she loved teaching and making a difference.

On the 3rd month she joined Tommy and others to go into the city to find useful things. Others brought soap, clothes and she brought books for kids. She didn’t forget to hide the comic books for Ellie, she put them in her room. During the 3rd month she could hear people whisper about the possibility of Joel and Ellie dying, she tried to dismiss the thought but lately she couldn’t. Every day she grew restless, they kept hearing rumors about raiders chasing and killing people, what if they were hunted by these raiders? What if they were captured and tortured?

Y/N heard the ring which meant the school was finished for today and she watched her students leave the classroom. It was a small space with paintings on the walls, books on the shelves and a big white board, it worked for them and she couldn’t wait to have Ellie in school too. As she gathered her things and put them in her bag she heard some people running and speaking louder than usual. When she popped her head out of the door to see, another teacher approached to her, he was older than her and he was teaching mostly math, chemistry, etc. ‘’What’s going on?’’ she asked, she tried to keep her voice normal but the idea of raiders or clickers climbing those walls made hair shiver in fear. ‘’I think we have new people.’’ He shortly said and it relieved her.

She left the school, the smell of fresh spring air gave her comfort. The flowers and trees were blossoming and filling the air with a nice scent, it reminded her something… her grandma’s backyard.

The school building was further away from the gates but she could still see people gathering towards the gate so she followed them with curiosity. Her heart was beating in her throat, if it was them what was she going to do? What if they already had forgotten about her? Her legs had their own minds, she was practically sprinting to see, and she saw the wooden doors being opened, two people walked in.

She had to suppress her gasp, it was them, Joel and Ellie. Tommy was the first one to greet them, she watched him hug his brother, and Ellie, and then she could see his eyes searching the crowd and they locked eyes, neither of them dared to move a muscle. As soon as Ellie saw Y/N she ran to her and gave her a big hug. It seemed like she needed it, Y/N hugged her back, brushed her hair gently, and whispered ‘’I’m here sweet girl.’’ Y/N cupped Ellie’s cheeks, ‘’Let’s go home, I’m sure you have a long story for me. Let’s get you cleaned up and fed.’’ Together they walked among people, she could feel Joel’s eyes watching them leave.

As Ellie was getting a shower Y/N was getting the dinner ready for them, soup, meat and bread she freshly made this morning. The table was ready, she was about to go and check on her when the door of their home smashed open by none other than Joel Miller. She halted in her steps he closed the door and saw her standing few inches away from him, her intoxicating scent filled his nostrils, she had a long sleeveless dress, it was red and her hair was longer than before, ‘’Hi.’’ She managed to say, ‘’Welcome home.’’ She regretted as soon as she said it, ‘’Home?’’ in these months the place became her home but what about him? In order to change the subject she spoke again, ‘’Dinner is ready, Ellie is in the shower.’’ Before she let him speak she quickly climbed the stairs, her heart was about to jump out of her rib cage, Y/N had to brush the odd feeling and knocked on Ellie’s door. No answer, so she silently opened the door to see Ellie, in her pink robe and sitting on the bed. Her weary brown eyes locked on the window in front of her, shoulders shrunken,  ‘’Ellie, dinner is ready.’’ Y/N said but no answer came, something was off. Y/N approached to her gently, when Ellie startled for a second it broke Y/N’s heart, they spent almost a year together and built a daughter-mother bond and to see it vanish in few months shook her, obviously something bad went down when they were outside, ‘’Dinner is ready.’’ She only nodded which made Y/N sat next to her, ‘’You don’t have to tell me anything but know this,’’ Y/N held Ellie’s hands, ‘’it’s not your fault.’’ And with that Ellie started crying, this was the first time she saw her cry and all she could do was to be there for her, Ellie’s head on her chest, Y/N kept hugging and rubbing her back just like taking care of a baby, it was official, Ellie was hers.

Joel, as soon as he walked through those walls all he wanted to do was to just put Y/N to his shoulder, hold Ellie by the hand and take them home but he didn’t want to scare her so he watched them leave.

When he came home and saw how tidy and clean the inside was and how welcoming she was… Joel was never going to leave her or Ellie. He was struggling though, should he tell Y/N what happened with the Fire flies? How he killed those people to save their girl… it could wait for a while. After all these years he was in pain and torture but after having them in his life, a found family, killing bunch of people to protect them seemed worth it. He wasn’t going to let this go, not in a million years.

However, something in Y/N was changed, the way she looked at him seemed distant, of course, it had been 4 months since they last saw each other and in those months anything can happen, his worst fear was Y/N finding someone younger and more handsome than him. Did his worst fear become true? He was in his dark thoughts when he climbed the stairs and saw Ellie’s door open, Y/N and Ellie were sitting on the bed and talking, he couldn’t help but listen,

‘’it wasn’t your fault.’’

He could see Ellie cry, he was still angry with himself for getting stabbed and that weird man kidnapping Ellie. They never talked about it and he wished he was the one who killed that pervert. He would make it slow, torturing him for days and then he would finish it, not with a gun but with a knife. Gun would be too easy but knife is a lot more intimate and hurts like a bitch. His hands clenched into fists but he was happy to see Ellie letting all out and finding comfort in Y/N, he was never good at these thing anyway, he watched them, hugging each other and Y/N taking the role of the mother, he wished Sarah also had Y/N in her life, she would make his job so easy and coming home to Y/N after a hectic work day would be a bliss, there he was again, in his fantasy world. He quietly closed the door and walked to the parents’ bedroom, everything was the same but cleaner, he hit the shower immediately, when he left he found clean clothes for him on the bed, obviously Y/N put those for him, his heart did a jump. She was so caring and thoughtful, after getting dressed he went downstairs and saw Ellie sitting at the table, food was ready and Joel took his place at the head of the table, ‘’Smells delicious.’’ He made a comment, ‘’Enjoy. Oh Ellie, I found some of your favorite books, they’re in your room on the shelf. Seeing her brown eyes lit worth millions of ‘’thank you’’

Throughout the dinner they avoided the most obvious question; ‘’What happened with the Fireflies?’’

Joel’s yearning looks didn’t go unnoticed by her, after the dinner Ellie said she was tired and would like to go to bed and left them at the table. Y/N, in order to avoid his burning gaze she immediately bolted to her feet and started to do the dishes, Joel joined her, in silence she washed the dishes and he dried them. It was so strange to him to see himself adapting to domestic life just like that. He was meant to be a father and a husband, a provider, he couldn’t escape it anymore.

‘’Thank you.’’ She said with her soft voice, tasted like honey to him and they found themselves standing few inches away from each other, not moving a muscle. Joel wasn’t sure to take the first step and he was still thinking of the possibility that she could be with someone else. To prove him wrong Y/N took a step towards him and kissed him. He melted into her, pushing her to the counter without breaking the kiss, Y/N jumped to the counter, her legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer and closer.  They parted when they were out of breath, his warm brown eyes were like tiny stars, her hands were clung to his shirt, ‘’You came back to me.’’ She said more to herself, eyes never leaving him as if he could disappear, ‘’I’m persistent.’’ he said that before at the car when they were in Kansas City and he was a man of his word. This time he took the lead and kissed her, she could feel her lips getting sore and she didn’t care.

Her hands travelled down and down, found his waist, belt and zipper and her hands thankfully were fast.

He helped her and Joel pulled his cock out, Y/N spit into her mouth and started to stroke it slowly, ‘’Fuuuuck-‘’ he moaned, ‘’Every goddamn night I dreamt of you darlin’ your soft hands,’’ she kept stroking him, ‘’your juicy cunt, uhhh- stop-‘’ he had to stop her because if she kept doing that..

‘’Joel, please, I want you.’’ They had to whisper, Joel’s eyes got darker, she laid on the cold counter, her hand went to pick her dress up, and then she got rid of her panties to show him how wet she was.

Joel watched Y/N finger herself, ‘’Look at you, needy slut,’’ his words were getting her wetter, ‘’Please Joel, I want to feel your cock, I kept touching myself thinking of you.’’ Her confession made his cock twitch, with that he pushed her hand away and positioned himself, he wanted to feel her fully so he just went in, he was thick which was something Y/N forgot so the sensation made her shiver. ‘’Fuck yes-‘’ Y/N was a mess and Joel was the reason, and he knew, deep down he knew that he belonged there, between her legs, in these 4 months he even planned to propose to her and finding her like this… it was done. She had to be his wife.

He leaned into her, kissing her, biting her jaw like an animal, giving her small bites on her neck, she guided his hand to her neck and he gave her what she wanted. He was choking her and fucking her raw, it had to be raw because it had been months away from each other. Y/N liked his harshness, it made her cunt squeeze his cock, his movements got sloppy, ‘’Come in me.’’ She said, sure of herself, ‘’Baby girl-‘’ he was surprised by her request but he had been imagining this, coming in her and giving her a baby. He came after few thrusts, he was balls deep in her, his head in her neck, smelling her scent.

He lifted his head, eyes droopy, ‘’Be mine.’’ He said, ‘’Already yours.’’

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Hi! I absolutely love your fanfics.. this is my first time requesting, if requests are open. I'm feeling awful today after my second covid shot haha and I was wondering.. can you do a request of how Hannibal would react to and tend to a S/O who age regresses? Not super young but like regresses to 10 or 12 to destress or cope. If this isn't something you can do, that's totally okay! thank you! @little-dollfie​

Warnings; Fluff.

Drabble!

A/n; Thank you for this request. I love it when Hannibal takes care of the reader. Enjoy. Sorry for any typos.

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    This week has been the worst for you, you were triggered constantly and your boyfriend Hannibal was too busy to help you, or maybe he ignored you? These thoughts and the things you’ve been through made you emotional. Now you were on the floor of your shared living room, you had a coloring book where you kept hidden in the back of your shared closet in the bedroom –Hannibal definitely knew that but didn’t say anything- everyone had their own ways to cope with pain and traumas and your way was to do comforting things like you did when you were a child. If the weather was good you would go to a playground and swing, pick flowers for Hannibal to put them in the kitchen counter, playing video games, etc. Pulling your coloring book out of its hiding place meant that you had enough and the daily life was too much for you.

Hannibal came home late because when he left his office Jack Crawford called and he was needed in a crime scene, after spending and hour there he decided to go home and rest. He was a busy man but he always had time for you, throughout the day you usually call him on his breaks and have a small chat, or bring him lunch, he takes you to cinema, art exhibitions, theatre, etc. He knew that he would find you in a stressed position, he walked in and threw his keys to the bowl, took off his long coat and washed his hands before he walked to the living room.

You were on the ground coloring when he saw you, ‘’Hello love.’’ He said and approached to you, watching you sway your legs and humming a tune. ‘’Hello!’’ you said excited, you were in love with this man. ‘’What are you coloring?’’ he kindly asked and sat next to you and looked at the paper, ‘’It’s a butterfly.’’ You said focusing on the paper, eye brows knitted. ‘’It is a beautiful butterfly, and good choice of colors Y/N. I’m proud of you.’’ You looked up to meet his maroon eyes to see if he was lying or not. He looked achingly loving and vulnerable all at once. You jumped to give him a tight hug, ‘’Hannibal I-‘’ you were going to explain what happened but he patted your back, ‘’I know love, I know.’’ He hugged you like there was no tomorrow, like you were the only one for him, he caressed your cheeks, kissed your forehead with his plump lips. ‘’Are you hungry? We can have breakfast for dinner and watch your favorite cartoon show.’’ He knew how to make you comfortable all the time, you felt loved and appreciated. ‘’Yes yes yes! Thank you!’’

Thank you for reading. :)

Hello

So I was thinking of a scenario where reader (she is in her twenties) and is a patient of Hannibal’s. Throughout their sessions Hannibal forms a sort of attachment and feelings. In the fic we read of Hannibal’s thoughts after the reader committed suicide.

Hope you consider the idea

A/N: Hi!!!!! Thank you for the request, sorry i couldn't make the reader unalive herself but there was an attempt. Enjoy!

Warnings: Suicide attempt.

Doctor Lecter was in his office, after his first patient he took a 23 minute break. He brought his lunch with him so he laid his lunch bag on his desk, took the glass boxes out and put them in order, first soup and then the main course, maybe he would order coffee or go out to get some, he wasn’t sure. As he was eating he checked his schedule he saw her name Y/N, Y/L/N. Her face appeared in his dark mind, she was such a lovely young lady, being a student, also working at a part time job to support herself because she was an orphan. He came to notice that he was admiring this young woman. All her life she struggled but found a way to rise and continue her path. The reason she had started getting therapy was to relax and let her worries behind. She was making progress, and it made Hannibal content about the therapy. Their last session she mentioned of being tired all the time, Hannibal suggested some techniques and also extra vitamins she could take, sometimes he found himself wanting to take care of her. Cooking for her, watching her sleep or maybe washing her hair… the images started to get more explicit so he had to focus on his lunch. Recently he had these provoking thoughts of her and it made things difficult for him.

When he finished his lunch he still had time so he wore his coat and left his office to get a cup of coffee from a near café. He often visited this café, it was cozy and not crowded, there were comfortable chairs by the window and also there was a fireplace inside which was always lit. As he approached to the barista he heard someone call for him, ‘’Doctor Lecter?’’ he recognized the sweet voice, it belonged to Y/N, he turned with a warm smile, ‘’Lovely to see you here Y/N, I assume you also needed coffee before our session.’’ He said with a hint of sarcasm, she laughed and Hannibal thought that it was the sweetest sound a man could hear in his life time. ‘’I suggest you should order a strong one because you’ll need it for today.’’ She replied with the same sarcastic and playful manner and Hannibal deeply chuckled. ‘’A strong one it is.’’ He turned to the barista and ordered, ‘’If you don’t mind..’’ he looked around, it was still early so only few people were in, ‘’we can have our session here.’’ He shrugged his shoulder, trying to seem nonchalant but he had been desiring for an opportunity like this, to be outside with her like two adult friends who enjoy each others’ company.

‘’I don’t mind.’’ She replied with a shy tone, there was a visible blush on her cheeks, ‘’Shall we sit here, by the fire place?’’ she only nodded and they sat. When she took off her coat he observed her clothing, she was always neat and put together, today she had black jeans, black high heeled boots and a copper color turtle neck, her make-up was plain which he liked it about her. Every time she looked like she belonged to a royal family. Her head always high and her eyes full of life but today something was off, he could tell. ‘’How was your week?’’ he asked as usual and listened to her.

‘’My lectures were great, I had some quizzes which I passed all of them,’’

Hannibal felt proud, even though he had no right to.

‘’later we celebrated with friends..’’ as she explained her week Hannibal noticed how dull she was, as if she was reporting to her professor. ‘’You don’t seem that excited even though you had things to celebrate.’’ He commented and waited for her reply, she shrugged her shoulders, ‘’I don’t have the energy to get excited,’’ she paused for a second, ‘’honestly, I’m tired of this mask I have to wear around everyone, except you.’’ With this confession Hannibal paused for a second, didn’t they make any progress, ‘’Can you elaborate on that Y/N?’’ he asked, they were addressing each other during their sessions like friends, how he wished he could be more than that. These past few weeks he kept wandering about her during his day, at work or at home didn’t matter. She sighed before she spoke again, her hands were shaky, ‘’I feel lost, my friends aren’t my friends actually they are just some students I grew accustom to, as you know I don’t have a family and the concept of it scares me even though I desperately ache for it..’’

Hannibal was seeing this side of her for the first time, usually she was a confident woman with future plans and a schedule but today… she was like a lost little girl. All he wanted was to hold her in his arms and carry her in his home.

Their sessions at the office were 45 minutes but today they spent almost 2 hours talking at the end he offered to give her a ride to her dormitory, she accepted. On the drive they had a casual conversation, she explained her lectures and the approach her professors took.  She knew that Hannibal loved the academic life, he once told her that he missed teaching, ‘’Maybe you could help me with my up coming finals. As you know my major is criminal psychology.’’

Hannibal smiled at the offer, ‘’I would love to.’’ He said calmly but deep down he could feel his heart rate grow faster, he exhaled to control himself because he was driving and he couldn’t put your life in jeopardy. When he parked in the parking lot you unbuckled and turned to him, ‘’Today didn’t feel like session Hannibal, so thank you. It was lovely.’’ She could see his small smile, he leaned in for a hug which she didn’t reject. She hugged him back but it lasted few more seconds than a usual hug, it had a meaning for both of them.

Hannibal wondered why she had hugged him that tightly and long and unfortunately he would soon come to realize…

The next morning he woke up at his usual time, 6.oo am. He took a shower, went to prepare his breakfast, it was Saturday so he was off and had the whole day to read and enjoy being at home. As he prepared breakfast he turned on his TV at the kitchen, he liked watching local news, he believed that knowing what was going on in the city he lived.

As he heard the name of Y/N’s dormitory he paused and turned the volume up, a female student had tried to commit suicide and she was hospitalized, the speaker didn’t give the full name of the student only the initials of her first and last name and it was similar with Y/N’s, he remembered their hug yesterday. His instincts and analytical thinking never made him make a mistake and he had a bitter feeling in his gut. He turned off the oven, turned off the TV, went upstairs and got dressed quickly. Something in him told him to go to the hospital and he wasn’t wrong. When he entered the hospital and gave Y/N’s name at the front desk, the poor lady lowered her head. ‘’Her situation is still critical sir. Please, follow me.’’ He only nodded and followed the woman, together they rode the elevator in an uncomfortable silence, she kept opened her mouth to say something but closed, maybe she thought better.

When he walked inside the room she was sleeping, like a fallen angel she, she was tied to the machines to check her vitals, ’’Poor child, no one came for her except you sir.’’ And the woman left them alone. Hannibal, for the first time in his life he was about to lose control, break every window and machines in here and just take her with him. He exhaled deeply and sat by the armchair next to her, held her hand, ‘’I am going to take you with me when you wake up. I know I have keeping things professional for weeks but I cannot deny the fact that I have grown some type of an attachment and feelings towards you Y/N, you have nothing to fear from now on, I’ve got you.’’ He said to her didn’t care if she could hear him or not. Hannibal has made his decision, she was going to be his whether she liked it or not.

Girl I read all of the chapter of love thy enemy at 3am. Loved it!!! I love how you had Feyd say “don’t use the voice on me” because girl I have him say that in my own head fictions. Along with reader saying “I don’t want to use the voice on you because I love you.”

Also, are we going to get flashbacks of kid Feyd and kid reader? I want to see the origins of his love for her!

Also please add to the tag list!

Hello little dove, thank you so much for your kind words, yes we’ll see their flashbacks as children. Of course i’ll tag you to the next chapters. Stay tuned. 🕊️ xxx