katsuki wrapped his hand in a vice-like grip around the lower half of the losernerd's face to shut him up. he looked good like this, good as in right, with his fingers digging divots into his cheek, tears pricking at his eyes, with his hand heated up just enough to be uncomfortable. katsuki had always been the cruel muzzle to deku's yappy little dog, the choking collar to his too-short leash, the steel-toed boot to a vulnerable side.
shit i canât stop myself from falling
phoebe bridgers, "moon song" // ryan ross, "lonely moonlight" // a.w.m. // m.k. // gentle.earth // mary balogh, "snow angel" // unknown // gentle.earth // lil nas x, "thats what i want" // @the-little-red-queen, "you are keith"
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[manifesting as hard as i possibly can] please, please god, please, please, please let more people get into my extremely niche and somewhat dated hyperfixation ship đđđđđđ
Imo in order to finish your writing project you need to be unhealthily obsessed with your characters to a point where you question your sanity
Itâs here! <3 The new video is out: a redraw of the âCanât Help Falling In Loveâ scene from the Book of Life movie! Hope you all enjoy watching, thank you all for the 4000+ followers, Iâm really appreciative that youâre here supporting me and my blog! <3 Thank you again and have a lovely weekend!
me: [feels literally anything]
me: oh stop being melodramatic, you.
[buries it and feels even more awful]
I learned recently, while researching gaslighting, that there is a second type called âEmotional gaslightingâ. This is when your abusers deny the reality of your feelings. 'Youâre too sensitiveâ, 'It wasnât that badâ, 'Youâre just faking it for attentionâ, 'Stop acting like youâre hurtâ 'Come on, it didnât hurt youâ 'Youâre overreacting!â 'Youâre fine, stop exaggeratingâ, these phrases deny your own feelings to you. They communicate to you that not only the abuser doesnât believe youâre experiencing pain, theyâre demanding you to pretend that you arenât. Theyâre asking you to deny your reality and to pretend itâs not real.
This will make you feel like youâre not allowed to feel your own emotions, and youâll end up questioning if any of your emotion is real or are you faking it? Are you justified in feeling what you do? Are your feelings of pain and terror really just an exaggeration that doesnât have a basis in reality? Are you making up your own suffering? Is all this pain in your head only?
This, again, will cause you to feel like youâre going insane, and doubt your every reaction to any event, youâll try to see if thru someone elseâs eyes you would be perceived as 'reasonableâ for having a reaction that you do, and it will drive you insane trying to figure out what are the 'correctâ responses while all you feel is shame, anxiety, pain and desperation.
This illusion falls apart when you realize that all 'correctâ responses are only those convenient to your abuser, and that somehow, your every positive and obedient reaction to them is 'correctâ, while justified upset and pain at their abuse is 'wrong and forbiddenâ. So somehow youâve been reacting to everything right, except the abuse. Somehow, your every thought and feeling needs to be convenient to them or itâs wrong. Thatâs how you know itâs only a self-serving game theyâre playing, and all your emotions were correct all along, as thereâs no way for you to 'feelâ wrong. All your pain is still their fault, and not your fault for 'feeling itâ, and things are exactly as bad as you feel them. Your feelings are a reflection of reality that is happening to you, if there was no cause of you feeling upset and pained, you would not be feeling it. Â
#crying aestheticÂ
behind the scene.
I just wanted to put some magazine-styled frame on animation and I thought it would be easy and finished quickly, but I was totally wrong. I almost vomited mentally, because the expression of her hair was too hard to work to me. Sometimes it looked like floating in the water so that looked weird, not like being blown wind, then I had to remove them all and start again from the first.
Calculating the point that regular animating and looping motion of hair meets was a deal, as well. Every stroke on hair made me insane. It took me over a week, with stuck in my room alone, fighting with boredom and many unintended things drove me crazy. I was very embarrassed to post on online but over 130,000 People liked this simple clip and I was very surprised and grateful.
this is what we mean when we say âdefund the policeâ
verisimilous on ao3 âł they call me the CDC the way i run the Collaborative Delulu Center
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