ACE NEW BIRTHDAY CARD!!!1!1!11 ❤️

lowkey was really lazy and forgot to post about this but lilia deserves all the love 🖤

Ngl there were MULTIPLE routes for twst to go down for his sleeping wear, and while i am a little disappointed that he doesn't wear a onesie, i do think this is very funny for him to be wearing a modern gamer fit (IT REMINDS ME OF THE CREEPER HOODIE THOSE 5TH GRADERS USED TO WEAR DO YALL SEE THE VISION)

lilia living up to his title as both a gamer and (long overdue) a vampire (that one meme about him being dracula's bi cousin iarchmybacula 😭)

AHHH the bow headband AND his messy hair are so cute fr (I CANT UNSEE THAT DAMN CREEPER HOODIE)

.... IUASDJGSHJGADHJGAESDJHSD????

OHHHH MY GOD IM SO EXCITED WERE BACK WERE SO FUCKING BACK BRO FINALLY I WAITED SO LONG FOR A LIMITED EVENT JADE SSR THAT WAS ONE OF THOSE SMALL GROUP OF CHARACTERS EVENT AND FINALLY??? AND ITS CORAL SEA ANOTHER EVENT IE WANTED FOR SO LONG???? AM I ANGRY IT DOESNT SEEM TO BE UNDERWATER/MERMAID EVENT?? KINDA BUT WHO THE FUCK CARES BRO ALL MY DREAMS HAVE COME TRUE AJHSEBDDFHBABJAHDSFJBHADFS 😭😭😭😭😭

MY MAN MY MAN MY MANNNNN MY HUSBAND LOOKS SO DAMN GOOD IN HIS SUIT AND TURTLE NECK AND THE BROOCH?? IDK WHOS DAMN WEDDDING IT IS BUT IM HOPING ITS OURS BC 😭😭😭 AUGHHHHH I CANT DO THIIS ANYMORE HE LOOKS SO GOOD *cries ugly tears* RAGHHHHHHHHHH

PLEASE TWST PLEASE LET US HAVE A MERMAID CARD OR SEOMTHING PLEASE LET US SEE THE TWEELS PARENTS GOD IM BEGGING YOU AND PLEASEEEEE MAKE JADE THE MAIN CHARACTER. PUTTING CHARACTERS LIKE MALLEUS AND RIDDLE IN HERE BRO- HE NEEDS THIS HE NEEEEDS THIS HES WAITED SO DAMN LONG LET HIM HAVE HIS MOMENT AND HIS SPOTLIGHT

IM LEGTI SHAKING BRO HE LOOKS SO GOOD AND IM SO HYPE FOR THIS EVENT AND THE NEW CARD STYLE IS SO ETHEREAL ON HIM I SWEAR THEIR ART ONLY GETS BETTER AND BETTER BRO THE LIGHTING AND THE BACKGROUND ITNERACTION??? THE SHEER CURTAIN???? HE LOOKS SO GOOD GOD PLEASEEEE

am i tripping or is that deuce on trial 😭 😭

I JUST READ SOME JAMIL CHARACTER ANALYSIS AND FOUND OUT THAT JAMIL WAS EAVESDROPPING ON KALIM AND GRIM DURING THAT MOMENT IN BOOK 5-30..

thoughts on twst-character-(not yuu)-isekai where they come back before the first overblot after having seen everyone die to grim's overblot, and trying to prevent it all from happening by stopping every overblot? (BIG on kalim doing this because of that one fic that turned oasis maker into a one time wish + only housewarden who hasn't overblotted and has adequate reason to want to save EVERYONE), maybe w/ some repercussions like accumulating blot as an aftermath of stopping the emotional breakdowns cause because it's literally changing the past which is something fate doesn't condone

SIDE NOTE: ending where kalim overblots as a result of rewriting the past and/or dies, or faces some sort of bad ending by fate (isekaied into yuu's world, looses his memories of everyone, made a deal with fate to turn back time and save everyone for the price for his own life, dissolves into golden glitter at the end fairy tale hero style)

i feel like i've been pretty good at restraining myself in this blog, but that being said..

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ONE CHANCE JUST ONE CHANCE PLEASE HES SO FINE OMG KICKING AND SCREAMING AND CRYING HE LOOKS SO GOOD IM GONNA THROW UP LORD HAVE MERCY PLEASEEE HIS HAIR???!?!?!?!?PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ONE CHANCE IM BEGGING ON MY HANDS AND KNEESSSSS

I just KNOW that Vil internally cringed when Skully kissed his hand with those crusty lips of his, even with gloves on- 😭

erm.. new birthday card..

I mean.. it's something?.. i lowkey thought he was wearing a supreme t-shirt at first so- 😭😭

ig we have another look of him without his glasses but also without makeup!! (still ugly- /J /J)

Edit: Groovied Version!!

he looks much better not wearing the jacket- but also MUSCLES DAMN??? (we all know trey’s the most built human character-)

im so mentally ill BUT I PROMISE I WONT RANT ONLY ABOUT THE SCARABIA DUO'S TRAUMA IN HERE..

... that being said... (god i'm awful)

Seeing that we see Jamil's childhood and all his memories of being told to be subordinate, it's safe to say that Jamil is less affected by dissociative amnesia, aka traumatic-memory-repressing.

However, does this mean that even though he probably has some repressed memories about his childhood and traumatic experiences, he also remembers some of them?

What if he's the only one who really knows what Kalim has been through? But because of their tragic relationship, he's unable to admit that he feels sorry for Kalim, because in some sense (THAT HE'S TECHNICALLY RIGHT ABOUT), Kalim is the reason for his trauma too.

Both him and Kalim were never able to have normal childhoods, but beyond normalizing this idea, they both struggle to accept the fact that they didn't have it worse than the other.

Kalim deals with this struggle more easily, as you see him developing these realizations through out the main story line, like in book 5 - 30. In fact, he almost immediately forgoes this idea after Jamil stops overblotting, offering Jamil a choice that takes his traumatic past into consideration, while allowing them to still continue a relationship of some sorts. Meanwhile, Jamil has had less/little development on this. He did have a really nice moment in book 5-10 talking to Azul, but other than that, I really haven't seen more moments of his development, which I find rather disappointing on twst's part. I'd really like a nice moment, whether between Jamil and someone else (like the MC), or maybe even between him and Kalim, where he does atleast acknowledge this idea (Kalim having trauma) without compromising the truth that he has also been wronged.

In the end, I doubt this will ever happen, but a girl can dream.. I atleast wish that the fans wouldn't make their relationship in the fandom competitive in regards to "who's-more-traumatized". This isn't a debate, there doesn't need to be a right answer.

Don’t give me a normal pining ship, don’t let me see “he loved her more than all the stars in night sky.” If she was a bitter poison, then nothing but pure saccharine funneled down his throat as he drank. He never strayed from her side, the way the moon and the stars always appeared in the night sky together. Whether he was courting a siren or a mermaid, his love for the sea couldn’t justify the sinful whispers he repeated to himself. If the gods may weigh punishment down on his back for loving her, then she will be his only purveyor.