Make some nsfw...... Or else ๐ก
75 spammed asks about you wanting smut...Boy I'm gonna have a serious beef with you. ๐ก
what are these people yapping about. Im Obsessed with your writing so uhm keep doing your stuff ig
I actually love or writing tho the yappers can go yap somewhere else
Thank you for providing us with the twins we have been deprived of.
One of the most genuine words I first time heard in a long time, even if I'm not the best at it I still provide just for you guys, I really appreciated it and words like these keeps me going to push my best no matter what and I was really touched because you all acknowledge it too.
Me to this anon:
Thank you darling <3
Merry Christmas Everyone! God bless you all in this joyful day, Go celebrate with your loved ones and make new memories in this year, Remember that you are loved by many, If nobody has told you yet, I will: I love you. <3
@CR-Tiktok: yamete_0
You got me kinda tempted to ask for krux hcs now...
UN YOUR OWN TIME POOKIE I DONT WANNS OVERWRALM YOU, THE OPTION WAS THERE AND I THOUVJT ID SNAG IT (but srs no pressure take your time i used to write fanfics it's a bitch.
POOKIE PLEASE GO AHEAD, I don't actually mind it and I'm NOT pressured, in fact I'm very happy to hear it out because hello?? I love hearing out ideas, It's okay, you have freedom of speech here and you had nothing to worry about! ^^
We are here for you, Always.
A/n: I need a bullet through my head.
The bathroom was cold, and the harsh light above made everything feel too bright, too much. You huddled in the corner, your knees pulled up to your chest, trying to hide from the world that felt so heavy. Your breath came in ragged gasps, and every time you wiped away the tears, it only made the snot in your nose worse. It was all too muchโthe weight of grief pressing down on you, suffocating you, as if the world had closed in on your chest.
The thoughts swirling in your mind were overwhelming. It felt like nothing could fix this, that nothing could make it go away. You couldnโt stop crying, couldnโt stop the pain. It wasnโt just sadnessโit was something deeper, something you couldnโt explain. It felt like your entire existence was drowning in it, like a dark pit youโd never climb out of. No one could understand, and you didnโt want anyone to. It wasnโt just the sadnessโit was the frustration, the feeling that youโd never heal. You felt as though you were falling apart, and the idea of someone witnessing that, especially them, felt like it would shatter the last bits of you still trying to hold on.
You hated this every time, you absolutelyโ hated it, an unexplainable feeling gnawing on your chest as you struggle to breathe, only coming out as ragged gasps when you struggled to stay quiet.
But then you heard footsteps, faint but unmistakable. Acronix and Krux.
At first, you tried to ignore them. You couldnโt let them see you like this. You couldnโt bear the thought of them seeing the tears, the snot, the vulnerability. The last thing you wanted was for them to pity you. You didnโt need their sympathy. You just wanted to be alone, away from their eyes. But they kept coming, and their voicesโlow, concernedโonly made it worse. You felt trapped, suffocating in their attention.
โHey,โ Acronixโs voice was gentle, careful, almost too careful. You wanted to scream at him, tell him to leave. To stop acting like you were some fragile thing to be coddled. You werenโt that. You werenโt some helpless, broken person.
โIโm fine,โ you muttered, your voice thick from crying.
โAre you?โ Kruxโs voice was soft, but there was an edge of worry to it. โWeโre not leaving until you talk to us, you know.โ
You didnโt want them there. You didnโt want anyone. You just wanted it all to endโthe pain, the frustration, everything that made you feel so lost. You shifted further into the corner, trying to make yourself as small as possible.
โLeave me alone,โ you whispered, your voice hoarse from all the crying. But they didnโt leave.
Acronix crouched down next to you, a respectful distance away, but his presence was still too close. โWeโre not going anywhere,โ he said firmly. โWeโre here, okay? You donโt have to do this alone.โ
โNo,โ you spat, backing away further, tears still flowing freely down your cheeks. โI donโt need you here. I donโt need anyone!โ You wiped at your nose again, but it just made everything worse, the tears continuing to pour. You hated the weakness. You hated the fact that you were so helpless in that moment.
"You all say time heals all wounds," you murmured, the words feeling hollow. Mockingly. "But what is time?" you asked aloud, your voice cracking. Tears streamed down your face. "I don't believe in anything anymore," you whispered, another sob escaping your lips. "But if time can heal," you choked out, "or at least take me away...away from this world..." You glared at the two of them before you, then snapped, "You should have sped it up! It would be better if it could kill me once and for all!" Acronix recoiled slightly, and you immediately softened, a guilty expression replacing your anger.
Why are you blaming them, as if they were false gods? Something they cannot change, something beyond their control.
Acronixโs eyes softened, but he didnโt move closer. He knew better than to push you. โLook I may not be very good at words but," He sighs. "You donโt have to do this by yourself,โ he repeated. โWeโre your family, you know. Itโs not about fixing everything right away, Weโre just here, Weโre not leaving.โ
Krux stood behind Acronix at the door, his expression unreadable, but you could feel the weight of his gaze on you. There was no anger there, no frustrationโjust concern, deep and genuine.
You could feel your chest tighten, and despite yourself, you found yourself trembling. They were right. You didnโt want to be alone in this. But you couldnโt let them in. Not like this. Not when you felt so broken.
Acronix took a slow, careful step closer, sensing that you werenโt ready for anything more. โI know it feels like everythingโs falling apart right now. I get that. But you donโt have to pretend like itโs fine. Itโs okay to feel like this. But itโs also okay to lean on us.โ
You shook your head, still refusing to look up at them. โI donโt want toโฆ I donโt want you to see me like this. Iโm not strong anymore. I justโฆโ You trailed off, your voice cracking under the weight of the words you couldnโt say.
Krux took a deep breath and finally stepped forward, standing behind Acronixโs position. โYou donโt have to be strong all the time. You donโt have to pretend to be something youโre not. We know you, all of you. Weโve seen you at your best, and weโve seen you at your worst. Weโre not going anywhere, not because we have toโbut because we want to be here.โ
You were shaking now, the sobs uncontrollable as you buried your face in your knees, your heart aching in ways you didnโt know how to put into words. You couldnโt understand why it felt like this. Why it felt like there was a piece of you that was slipping away, never to return.
But Acronixโs hand was on your back now, and Krux was there too, a steady presence, even if it wasnโt enough to fix everything.
Acronixโs voice was quieter now, softer. โYou donโt have to heal right away, You donโt have to rush it. Weโll wait. Weโre not going anywhere, not now, not ever. Youโre not alone in this.โ
You didnโt respond, not with words. You just let yourself cry, let the tears fall until they felt like theyโd dry up on their own. But you knew something had shifted. Even in this broken state, even when you wanted nothing more than to be left alone, they were still there. Not to fix you. Not to try to make it all better. But simply to be with you.
It wasnโt much, but it was enough.
ยฉleftalpacavoid 2024.
I DREW AGENT JAY TO DW POOKIE I GOT YOU
Finished it 5 muinets ago. Tempted to do acronix.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD YOU ARE SO TALENTED ILYYY <33333
Transformers: Prime x Acheron! Reader Incorrect Quotes. #1
You: "Youโre a walking red flag, but I like you."
Starscream: "I am not a red flag, I am THE second-in-command andโ"
You: "You have abandonment issues and daddy problems."
Starscream: "..."
Starscream: "Okay, first of allโ"
THE TOURNAMENT IS OUT. VOTE ACRONIX!!!
YOU HEARD THAT RIGHT. GO VOTE FOR HIM!
Oh to be loved.
A/n: Kind of a vent? Barely hanging on at the moment.
The room was dimly lit, the soft glow of the moon filtering in through the curtains, casting a silvery sheen on everything. You and Acronix were tangled up in the warmth of each other on the couch, the world outside forgotten. It was one of those rare, quiet moments when everything felt peacefulโor at least it should have.
You sat with him close, his body relaxed against yours. Your hands cupped his face gently, your thumbs stroking his cheekbones in a repetitive, soothing motion. Acronix closed his eyes, leaning into your touch with an almost boyish smile, clearly enjoying the attention. He looked so serene, so content, that it made your chest ache.
But something wasnโt right.
Under your hands, his face felt so solid, so real, but it was like your own skin betrayed you. The sensation was faint, dull, as if a barrier existed between you. Your fingers felt numb, your chest heavy. The thoughts crept in, unbidden and cruel.
Why am I even here? Why does he want me? He could have anyone, someone stronger, someone better.
You don't deserve him.
You blinked rapidly, trying to force the thoughts away, but they only grew louder, echoing in your mind. Your hands trembled slightly as you continued to hold him, desperate to cling to the moment even as the numbness spread through you like a poison.
Acronix, ever attuned to you, opened his eyes when he felt the subtle tremor in your touch. "Hey," he said softly, his voice laced with gentle concern. His hazel eyes searched your face, and he instantly noticed the tears slipping silently down your cheeks.
His brow furrowed as he straightened slightly, his hands moving to cover yours, holding them firmly against his face. "Whatโs wrong?" he asked, his tone urgent but tender. "Talk to me."
You tried to shake your head, to dismiss it, but the words spilled out before you could stop them. "Iโฆ I donโt deserve you," you whispered, your voice breaking. "Why would you choose me? Iโm justโ"
You felt unloved.
Why him? You don't deserve him, he deserves someone better, stronger, stronger than you, or better yet, It would've been solved if only you had just gone off of this worldโ
"Stop," Acronix interrupted firmly, his hands tightening around yours. He sat up fully now, his expression serious but soft, his gaze locking onto yours. "Donโt do that. Donโt talk about yourself like that."
You tried to look away, but he wouldnโt let you. "Hey," he said again, his voice gentler this time. "Look at me."
Reluctantly, you met his eyes, your vision blurred with tears. "Iโm not enough," you admitted, your voice barely audible. "Iโm not strong or reliable. Iโm justโฆ me."
For a moment, Acronix said nothing, his expression unreadable. Then, with deliberate care, he brought your hands down from his face and intertwined his fingers with yours. "Listen to me," he began, his voice steady. "You are more than enough. Youโre not some โoptionโ I settled for. Youโre the person I chose, the person I want, and Iโll keep choosing you every single time."
His words made your breath hitch, but the ache in your chest remained. He sighed softly, leaning forward to press a kiss to your forehead. "Youโre not perfect," he continued, "and guess what? Neither am I. But thatโs not what this is about. Thisโ" he gestured between the two of you, "โis about being there for each other. And right now, Iโm here for you, just like youโve always been here for me."
Tears continued to stream down your face as he pulled you into his arms, holding you close against his chest. "You donโt have to be โstrongโ all the time," he murmured, one hand running through your hair while the other rubbed soothing circles on your back. "And youโre not unreliable, okay? Youโre human. You feel things. Thatโs what makes youโฆ you. And thatโs who I love."
His words finally broke through the wall of numbness, and you clung to him tightly, sobbing into his shoulder. Acronix didnโt let go, didnโt rush you. He just held you, letting you pour out every ounce of pain and insecurity.
It took a long hour before your sobs eventually subsided into quiet sniffles, he pulled back just enough to cup your face in his hands, mirroring the way you had held him earlier. "Youโre not going to get rid of me that easily," he teased softly, his thumb brushing away a stray tear.
Despite everything, you managed a small, attempt wobbly smile, and he grinned in response. "Thereโs my favorite smile," he said, leaning in to press a kiss to the corner of your lips.
He kept you close for the rest of the night, refusing to let you go back into those dark thoughts. Whenever you started to doubt yourself, he was there with a gentle reminder, a soft touch, a reassuring smile. And even though the ache in your chest didnโt disappear entirely, it was easier to bear with him by your side, holding you together when you couldnโt do it on your own.
He'll hold you as long as you wanted.
You can never be alone when you have him.
ยฉleftalpacavoid 2025.
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