I Will Never Be Able To Love Someone Without Hating Them.

I'm the best worst decision you've ever had.

I feel nothing and I feel it completely.

i listened to my body and it's asking for substances

i wish i was high

i wish i weren’t here

i need to be more high

or be less here

if i die feel free to never move on and let it haunt you forever. it's what i would have wanted

I think everything is just supposed to be fucking miserable all the time.

Can we normalize disabled people experiencing human emotions?

So often ableds expect me to act like a perfect little inspirational angel, when in reality I’m a human with emotions like the rest of y’all.

I don’t want to have to smile after you tell me you’d kill yourself if you were in my situation.

I don’t want to grin and nod while you treat me like a child and pet my hair.

I don’t want to laugh it off when you tell me about your friend who had my condition and died.

I don’t want to generously share my deeply personal medical history with a stranger I just met on the street.

I want to cuss and call you out on your BS, not sit compliantly in my wheelchair like a sweet little angel.

so how do i earn money while rotting in bed?

I wanna kms fr.

it is a very lonely existence when no one bothers to talk to me anymore

tumblr let me post my pics from my walk last night challenge