Keeping Myself From Cutting Everyone Off Just Because Deep Down I Still Have Hope That Some Of Them Actually

Posting on a tumblr vent blog feels like screaming into the void and praying for somebody to hear

Everything's a sign if you are delusional enough

when you wanna be mutuals with someone who's mutuals with your other mutuals so you interact with their blog daily hoping they'll get the sign but they don't interact with your blog ever so now you think they hate you and they want you dead because you're a nuisance to them/hj

Asking someone you barely know what their disability is equatable to just coming up to someone and saying “hey what’s the most traumatic thing that’s ever happened to you?”

Able-bodied people assume most people with mobility aids ESPECIALLY wheelchairs, have been in some sort of traumatic accident, and yet y’all still come up to us asking.

my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

wanting to feel good and everything around you being bad is exhausting

fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

one must imagine sisyphus grinding his penis on the rock, moaning wantonly

so how do i earn money while rotting in bed?

I wanna kms fr.