No Ones Responding Therefore I Should Die

its called to be FORCEfem but some of yall have clearly never held a gun to a boys head and asked him if he knows how to beg in a girls voice and clicked the hammer down on an empty chamber before she could say anything causing her to piss herself and throw up cuz she thought for a moment she was already dead.

you cant build a girl out of a working guy. you gotta break the dude first so you can build the woman out of the resulting pieces. smh this is like 101 i stg im starting to doubt yall ever read books

I'm so tired of being in this vicious cycle of hating myself and not feeling good enough

i think the worst thing about abled people is that even if you explain your perspective as a disabled person, dismantle common ableist narratives, correct misinformation and do all that work. they're still liable to backslide at any point. "but it's inevitable that most people are going to think or say [ableist thing]." their constant exposure to ableism isn't mitigated by having a disabled person to give a fuck about because they're ultimately not affected themselves. and it's hard being the only one in the room aware of the constant, relentless barrage of ableism that exists as a backdrop for our society. so they want to justify it to you. "yes i know this hurts you but you have to admit most people aren't going to accommodate this". they want you, the disabled person, to absolve them of whatever common ableist thing they want to do. maybe it's saying the r slur or being dismissive about someone masking when sick. maybe it's about benefits and what they really think about it. whatever it is, they're always so unreliable. all the effort you put in to change their mind can be undone that quickly it's like why did you even bother to pretend to care in the first place

might fuck around and get high on klonopin for the first time in awhile 👀

Any other landmines/jirais out there with NO anons, NO huge following, NO reason to wake up every day- I mean, what?

fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)

Autistic by birth. My Chemical Romance fan by the grace of God.

wanting to feel good and everything around you being bad is exhausting

If soulmates exist at all, I pity mine because I'm definitely not worth waiting for.