When I Found That You Were Sad
When I found that you were sad
All I wanted was to help
I loved you dear mom and dad
I would try to make you well
All my friends are full of color
Vibrant lights of time and change
Even so I helped them over
Fading colors brought by rain
Every hue that I contained
Full of angersadnessrage
I would take the time to drain
For no one else would do the same
Whether idle hands or aim
They all bled thru me the same
Till I could no longer take
No matter what was at stake
What will you do when I go
When my body overflows
When my glass container breaks
Leaking all the muted fakes
I have nothing left to give
Nothing further here remains
Leave me to my muddled colors
I will never be the same.
More Posts from Spenjelly and Others
Reminder that executive function/ task paralysis isn’t force-of-will-able for the most part
Can you force your brain to think of a word on the tip of your tongue? Can you snap your fingers and recall the exact appearance of your first article of clothing? Can you tell the oxygen in your lungs where to go?
Who has complete control of their brain, their body, and the chemicals within? Not me.
Poor circulation and adhd be like:
The numbness in my arms is seeping into half my hand and fingers but I’m not going to move till I physically cant type
I sat here picking at this thing for so long my legs are now refusing to respond
I leaned against the arm of the chair for too long and now ants are stabbing me in the ribs with tiny swords
I switched to lounging with my legs over the arm of the chair and now the ant army is coming for my back
I’ve been compressing this tool for so long my hand has locked up and gone cold
I fell asleep at a bad angle and now my whole arm and part of my neck is asleep
Ace pigeon spotted!!
Disclaimer: I did not dye this pigeon. I cannot even reach this pigeon lol
Straight to jail for the fentons! Someone get JJ Jameson, I’ve found the real public menace(s)!
So does like… cps not exist in dp?
Cause like.
…
As someone who grew up with the threat of cps. I feel like a mandated reporter ought to have had smth to mandatorially report. Even if they didn’t know about Danny’s alter ego.
Also the fentons are totally fake scientists who know nothing about the scientific process or how to properly form theories and experiments.
There is so much tired in my body plz help
… if you go back in time does that negate your current age? Like if u are ten, go back a hundred years, are you ten, zero, or negative ninety?
Top 3 most unfortunate things I have mixed up while not wearing my glasses:
-my contact solution w/ mom’s hydrogen peroxide contact cleaner
-orajel and wart remover
-my prescription ointment and travel toothpaste
Opinion:
Ppl with loud cars n messed up mufflers aren’t cool like they think they are.
It’s like… if someone went around farting as loud as they could and laughing about it. Posing, even.
Never in my life have I met someone impressed with such noise. Just disdain.
My study on the visual differences in the links, as divided in LU. (But not following their headcanons or mine) I was mostly just trying to get their individual features in one style)
This is mostly for my own benefit, so sorry if the writing looks illegible lol.
Also. Do we think age should be decided chronologically by timeline, by how long your body has existed, or by how long you have been aware (other than sleeping)?
…time travel and comas make age confusing.
Sometimes hope feels like a hearth in your chest
It’s startling, an unexpected warmth
But when you turn to it,
Feel the glow on your face,
You may find it reflected in your heart
