Sporadicwerewolfwonderland - Djinn´s Helper

richie: ahhh you mad 😂😂

pennywise: ahhh you gay 😂😂

richie:

okay okay I'm thinking about trans Dipper right? I'm thinking Stan probably wasn't the most accepting at first, not in a flat out misgendering way, but more of a not respecting him as a real guy and more like going along with someone pretending. if that makes sense.

But he slowly grew more accepting after maybe doing some research, or being convinced by Mabel. Dipper didn't really know this until in Dipper vs Manliness, when Grunkle Stan said:

"You were your own man and you stood up for yourself."

"Huh?"

"You did what was right even though no one agreed with you. Sounds pretty manly to me, but what do I know?"

and for Dipper, that was the first time Stan acknowledged him as, like, a "real man". Stan wouldn't admit to his face that he was being a jerk before, but just saying that and changing his ways meant a lot to Dipper :)

No bc how the fuck am I actually supposed to introduce myself and socialize without saying I'm an angsty teenage boy whose main interests are gay couples and making silly fanart of them.

twelve for all of season 8:

Beatrice from Over the Garden Wall 🕊️✨

a comic about meeting your younger self :)

Thank you for reading :)

Idc what straight canon couple you give me I am still gonna ship the homos

this is how the scene went, right?

vent I'm pretty sure no one asked or cared about

God, I just hate that talk of "oh, things will eventually get better" so fucking much. I have been to therapy for years, so did I keep on taking medication and tried physical exercise but NOTHING worked. And please, do not view this as a "but it doesn't matter doing those things and not changing your mindset" because, FUCK, i tried. I tried so hard to believe things would be better. That this crippling feeling of loneliness that genuinely make my bones ache would eventually dissipate, if not completely, then at least a little. That the little me as a kid wouldn't need to imagine a world he'd feel truly feel seen and understood because people would be like it in the future. I remember everytime I felt disconnected from others around me, even friends and family, I'd tell myself all would change one day and would lose track of time desperately desiring for simple moments that felt magical in my head, like having a true heartfelt conversation and being truly seen and understood by somebody. Now I understand that it doesn't get to happen, you just keep pushing on until you die and I don't want this existence. I feel like I, ironically, love life and it's possibilities too much to end up like this. I just...i don't know. I was diagnosed as autistic not long ago, and yeah, it surely was one of the big reasons why I felt so disconnected and different from others my age but even with that, it still feels like there's something wrong. Something that no doctor can point at or diagnose. Something rotten and wrong and deeply ingrained in me that makes people leave eventually. That make other people see me as "cool or whatever" to be around for a bit before moving on with their lives and finding actual people. So...yeah. It was depressing

Doctor Who text posts: Twelve edition – pt. 3