I Forgot To Wear A Long Sleeved Shirt After A Nap And Mom Knows About The Sh Now, Im Realising That I've
I forgot to wear a long sleeved shirt after a nap and mom knows about the sh now, im realising that I've never truly felt joy in my life even though this and my early childhood is supposedly the period of it that everyone cherishes and deem as the "glory days", I can't kill myself because there are people who care about me and when they die I'll most likely have met new ones that I can't disappoint either, I'm forever trapped in a human body and whenever I look at my reflection I'm not seeing anything remotely similar to me, I have no one to talk to without being yelled at for being dumb and unlikeable and having childish interests that no one wants to know about, i don't even work out but i still tell one of my aquaintances that i do because if i don't he's going to be disappointed and talk to someone else which I can't have cause he's one of the few people I actually fucking talk to and I legally cannot just sleep all day until summer vacation.
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being treated like an animal by people who like animals makes me feel more euphoric than I ever could've if I was born as a normal mentally human baby
Alterhumans of tumblr, please tell me something positive about your alterhumanity
Tiktok alterhuman stuff has been.. Grimm
Violent thoughts/desires (not in a sexual way) under the cut
please just let me have a consistent way of existing I don't want to constantly switch between wanting to rip someone's intestines out, bite down on their neck so they can't breathe, feed on them after the life has faded from their eyes etc and just wanting to never have been born, being tired all the time thus trying to sleep for as long as possible whenever i can, escape reality via indulging in the most useless rabbit holes on the internet etc
My eyes don't really make it to the holes on the mask and are either too far down or too far in the middle so it looks weird and I wouldn't mind having my local hobby arts n crafts store sell eye mesh please Panduro you already sell cat masks and styrofoam heads
When you are trying your hardest to be self aware at a young age but have realized that you are extremely impressionable and naive and have been loyal to a lot of the wrong people so now you constantly think that you're doing something wrong that you'll regret deeply later and you can never find peace in just being again because you worry that just being is going to haunt you for the rest of your life
if that makes any sense
I drew an older dib in class. No consistent design or anything just something I made cause I was bored
Keep in mind I didn't have an eraser so there are some mistakes and stuff,.,.,.,. Tried to do a kind of jhonen ish art style because i have no consistency really and i like how he turned out, might make a few changes if i ever decide to make him digital
specifically a really big one
I MIGHT be a snake
Frye fans right now:
mafumafu fans
I bring you
this guy whom i doodled yesterday at like 12:30 at night
what do you think left him looking like this?
Ugh how dare people presume “carnal” has to do with sex like if I want something carnally I don’t want to fuck it. I want to devour it with my fucking teeth as I go at it like a wild beast, and with a sense of love, rip it to shreds as I drip with blood, you know, like a god.
