mlm stands for min lanuel Miranda
i just wish you would start believing that
"Each character has their own version of the afterlife Ranboo's is a field of sunflowers There Ranboo spends time with his friends made from his own recollections. But as he gradually loses his memory, friends disappear into an endless thicket of flowers"
permanent emotional damage
Ghostbur: Did Fundy like Alivebur?
Eret: He loved you
having a husband: epic
having a husband that "cooks" like a 1950s housewife with unlimited access to jello packets and also a face that makes you feel bad for turning down anything he offers you: not epic
it can’t follow you through the portal.
Revival.
It feels like the world has shifted.
cas is truly the character of all time to me. he’s an angel. he’s autistic. he’s a father. he’s a cunt. he’s serving cunt. he’s throwing his phone in the ocean. he’s sacrificing himself at the drop of a hat. he’s making bad unilateral decisions. he was one of heaven’s best soldiers. he killed like half his species. he broke out of heaven’s control and became the embodiment of free will. he’s defying god’s plan. he’s head over heels in love with a guy who dresses like a lumberjack. his dad hates him. he’s deploying the tactical poor little meow meow eyes to throw his brother in law under the bus. he’s been lobotomized dozens of times. he’s wearing a trenchcoat!
TRULY the prevailing myth of John winchester is what breaks everything. Dean can’t say hey mom dad didn’t love me so I’m going to need you to overcompensate on his part so I can feel normal because they’re all pretending John DID love them. He was a great dad mary says fresh from the grave and dean gives her a tight smile. Because he’s spent SO many years editorializing John that he doesn’t want to voluntarily pull at that string. He’s rationalized John as A Loving Father. He’s internalized so much shit from His Loving Father. Dismantling John would dismantle his ENTIRE life. So he cant say John was shitty. Mary can’t know anything but the basics about their life. Dean wants his mom to give him compensation love but he cant tell her what he needs compensated for because if he has Issues about his dad then he has issues about how he HIMSELF acts and his way of life and everything crashes down if he stops pushing the myth. But of course he DOES have issues w his dad and not saying that doesn’t change that and so you get. I hate you. But I love you. You’re my mom.