fandom: Jujutsu Kaisen
characters: Satoru Gojo and Suguru Geto
warnings: angst (to comfort), hinted depression?? maybe idk, mentons of past hallucinations, panic attacks, insomnia, lonely gojo, fluff at the end!<3
title inspired by IFHY - Tyler, the Creator
Satoru Gojo was tired.
No, tired was an understatement.
Satoru Gojo was completely exhausted.
It had been four years since Suguru left. Satoru knew it was wrong to still love the man that massacred an entire village, yet he found himself craving the affection he used to receive from the raven-haired man. He cried at night, holding onto whatever article of clothing Suguru let him 'borrow' (Satoru refused to give them back) and trying to inhale whatever scent was still there. Tonight was no different. Droplets of water splayed across Satoru's pale face, a sweatshirt held tight to his chest that had Suguru's name on the tag, and the sobbing of the strongest man could be heard from a mile away.
How was he strong if he cried this much?
He felt weak under Suguru Geto's influence.
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"Satoru," and the honored one's lip trembled. "Let me help you."
February was Satoru's favorite month. He liked how alive everything looked, and the name itself sounded pretty to him. But what he wouldn't admit was that the true reason he loved it was because it was Suguru's birth month.
"I'm fine. I'm the strongest, remember?"
The ravenette sighed.
"You're upset. Don't lie to me, Gojo."
And for a second, Gojo wasn't the strongest.
"We're back to a last name basis, huh? Silly Sugu~ I don't know what I'm gonna do with ya!"
February 2. That was the day before Suguru's birthday. The day they had this conversation.
"Stop acting like everything is sunshine and rainbows. Talk to me, Gojo. That's all I need."
Satoru changed his favorite month later that day.
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It was Wednesday, which meant Satoru had to go shopping.
He despised shopping, there always were too many people.
(But he couldn't pretend that he doesn't love the attention he gets from every woman around him.)
As he lazily pushed around a cart that was filled mostly with stuff he didn't need, he stopped.
A firm grip on his shoulder shocked him.
"Satoru."
Oh, how he hated that he knew that voice.
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"Satoru, slow down. You're gonna get a brain freeze."
The boy in question simply laughed.
"Don't worry, Suguru! I'm the strongest!~ A little brain freeze isn't gonna- oh-"
Satoru wrapped his hands around his head in pain, slamming his face onto the table they were sitting at.
"Ow! Ngh- Suguru! Make it stooooppp!"
"..dumbass..."
A second later, the teen with silver hair was wrapped in the younger's arms. The shorter whispered sweet nothings and reassurances into the taller's ear.
Satoru loved his best friend's voice. If this wasn't heaven, he wasn't sure what was.
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"Geto."
Saying the man's name made Satoru feel miserable.
A wound he tried so hard to close had re-opened.
"Geto, you... No."
Suguru- if it even was him- tilted his head.
"Satoru, it's me."
"Don't call me that."
The cursed user's eyes widened. His hand backed away from the shoulder it rested on.
"Y-You're not real," tears escape from Satoru's beautiful eyes. "You're just another fuckin' hallucination."
"I'm real, Sato- Gojo."
"No. I'm tired of this."
The younger one's breaths were noticably getting heavier. Suguru knew what was happening all too well
"Gojo, let me help you calm down."
"Don't come near me."
"I'm not taking no as an answer."
Before Satoru could move, Suguru hooked his arms underneath him and held him firmly to his chest.
"Breathe for me, Satoru."
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It had been a month since they had reunited.
Suguru tried his best to be there for his past friend, though it felt foreign to both him and Satoru.
He hated how Satoru first flinched whenever he touched him, he always looked ready to burst into tears as well.
But Satoru got used to it, eventually, and found himself leaning into Suguru's warmth.
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"Good morning, Satoru."
A soft groan erupted from the boy who had been woken up.
"...mornin', Sugu...."
Purple eyes closed as a certain sorcerer shoved his face into the smaller's chest. It no longer was uncomfortable or weird to them.
It felt like home.
And Suguru would be staying home forever, he decided.
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"Sato? Baby?"
Suguru frowned at the empty mattress that sat neatly before him.
A small giggle could be heard.
Suguru shook his head disapprovingly.
"Satoru, I will choke you if you are hiding under the bed again."
Another giggle. Suguru swept down onto the floor, looking under their shared bed. No sign of his best fri- lover.
Oh, right. I forgot to mention that they got together.
Suguru frowned.
"Sato- ah!-"
Two bodies thud against the floor.
"Gotcha!~"
Suguru gets attacked with kisses and pecks on the face, causing a protest himself.
"Satoru, stop! Where the hell were you even hiding?!"
"In the closet, hehe~ And I'm afraid I won't stop!"
This continues for a few more minutes before the Limitless user gets tired. Suguru pats his head with a small smile plastered on his face.
"You scare me when you hide like that. It makes me think you're the one leaving this time."
"Whaaaaatt? How could I ever leave my Sugu boo?"
"Please don't call me that."
"Ugh, fine."
And they stayed like that for a long time, making up time they lost so many years ago.
"Satoru-"
"Suguru-"
"-I think you're perfect for me."
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if its not a song i can make an animation in my head about (that I know ill never be able to make), i dont want it in my playlist
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oh buddy dont even get me STARTED.
• mans is an aggressive cuddler i guarantee you. but its because he loves you
• sometimes he likes to lay on your chest and look up at you like a cat, he even PURRS
• if you lay on top of him, he whispers stuff into your ear like "I love you" and "You're so cute" and you try to tell him to stop (purely because you get flustered from it), but he just whines and continues rambling
• oh and when you fall asleep while cuddling? he just watches you until he falls asleep too and tells you how cute you were while you were sleeping
• if your head is in reach of his, he nuzzles them together and kisses your cheek. he giggles when you kiss him back
• if its a movie night he brings you both popcorn and hot chocolate<3 he also makes sure the movie's wilbur-approved, which means that he's sure it ok for you to watch since your sensitive to some things
• when you have a bad day, he plays songs for you while you sit on his lap. he lets you play his guitar with him too
• if he's the one having a bad day, he tries to bottle it up, but you can always tell. he tips his head back onto your shoulder as you give him a shoulder massage, smiling when you tilt your head up to give him a kiss
• he misses you when you have work, so when you get back he immediately pushes you onto the couch and pounces onto you while yapping about how lonely he was
• when he comes into your room after streaming, he flops into the bed and demands to be held. if you refuse your number is being blocked and he wont give you kisses for the next week, but if you do he just happily sits there and fidgets with the hem of your clothes
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(they can choke me❤️❤️ respectfully)
Merman!Gojo, who finds Geto washed up on his shoreline, his territory.
Merman!Gojo, who wipes the hair away from the front of Geto's head and blushes when the mesmerizing face of the man beneath him is revealed.
Merman!Gojo, who is captured by the beauty of the human he found, he tried his best to memorize the pretty boy's face.
Merman!Gojo, who decides that the male is too damn gorgeous to kill, he would also decide to forgive the man for trespassing.
Merman!Gojo, who tries to wake the human up, pressing to his chest and transmitting his own oxygen into Geto's mouth how Mama taught him to. He always respected how she tried to to save any creatures that were swept by the current unwillingly.
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Geto, who gasps heavily for air when he is awoken. He didn't expect piercing blue eyes to be staring him down.
Geto, who looks down and freaks out when he sees a tail instead of another pair of human legs.
"Who- what the fuck are you?!"
Geto, who later learns he's stranded. The creature had been with him the whole time as he panicked, and when he slowly calmed down.
Geto, who built a home for himself after a few months of being on the island. He hunted for himself and luckily there were lots of resources.
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Merman!Gojo, who merely undestood anything Geto said to him. But after a few weeks, Geto decided to teach him English.
Merman!Gojo, who would receive gifts from Geto and would be taught the name of said items. One day, he brought something named a strawberry. Merman!Gojo smiled, and to the stranded man's surprise, he licked the strawberry off of his hand rather than taking it with his own.
Geto couldn't sleep that night.
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Merman!Gojo, who asked Geto what 'love' meant when the younger had referred his to the beach.
"Well... It's something you adore a lot. Something you would trade the world for."
"Oh! I love you, Suguru!"
"I love you too, Satoru."
Because they would trade the world for each other. And Gojo adored Suguru the moment his eyes caught the sight of the human's face.
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2025
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staring at this while having writers block is like the cure for cancer
except I still have writers block
thinking bout writing a satosugu fic where there will be a poll at the end of each chapter and the readers choices will affect the storyline like that one mc thing on netflix
15 likes and ill do it!
also you can ask for a certain event that happens in the story if you wanna!
sukuna who holds one of satorus hands late at night on their balcony, tracing the youngers arm with his free hand.
"why is it that you have so many scars?"
"there's a lot more."
sukuna scoffed.
"are you seeing things? for a sorcerer born with the six eyes you sure are-"
"theyre not on me, sukuna."
oh.
why did it feel like his heart was cracking?
maybe he should give satoru a hug.
ps: they ended up cuddling🩵❤️
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shut up gyaru gojo x grunge sukuna is canon
fandom: Jujutsu Kaisen
characters: Satoru Gojo, Yuji Itadori, Choso Kamo, GN!Reader
summary and warnings: grief, angst, lost, use of Y/N • how they deal with your death
title inspired by PRIDE. - Kendrick Lamar
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Gojo
It was his fault. It was because of him you that were dead.
He stared at your lifeless body laying in his bed, running his fingers over your palm. He didn't like the fact he couldn't feel your pulse anymore, and he despised that you were as foolish as to try to save him, when you only led yourself to your own end. He didn't need help. But he loved that you wanted to protect him so badly. He wondered why he chose to keep your body instead of giving you the proper burial you deserved.
Maybe he was selfish.
He wanted to see your eyes staring up at him and that stupid grin (that he adored) you gave him when you woke up. He just wanted you back. But you weren't ever going to show him your beautiful smile ever again.
He was supposed to be the strongest.
He was supposed to protect you.
Yet he sits here, crying and holding your corpse that was embroidered with a blissful expression, the warmth of your hand faded from this awful planet.
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Yuji
This wasn't supposed to happen.
He held you, or rather what was left of you, to his chest.
"C'mon, Y/N. This isn't funny."
It wasn't this time, not anymore. He was used to you giggling and pushing him off of you with a 'Yuji! It was a joke!' but you weren't playing dead anymore. You really weren't alive.
"This isn't... This isn't okay. Fushiguro and Kugisaki are gonna scold us for being gone so long."
They were, usually. Kugisaki teased you two and made comments about how you were both busy making out, and Fushiguro just hit you both on the head. But if you weren't there then they would figure out what happened. You were always next to Yuji.
"...I'm sorry. I'll meet you later, yeah?"
He buried you in the flower field near the school. He knew you would be happy there.
That was where you first met him.
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Choso
People say death comes easy once your used to it.
But this was different. You weren't meant to die.
Blood was on his hands, but it was the only time he wasn't expecting it. It wasn't because of his technique.
He hated red. He hated that the color strikes through your body like an abstract painting that was already beautiful. He wishes it was a dream that he could wake up from, and see your gorgeous body without a stain on it.
Yet he couldn't.
"My love?"
His call was unanswered as he stared at your weightless body. The death happened so fast you didn't even get a chance to close your eyes. Better than having a slow one, he supposed. If you were going to leave you would deserve a quick ending. He would hate to see you suffer in your final moments.
With a kiss to your forehead, he folds your hands together and leaves you by your family's burial shrine. Yuki had once told him that bodies take a while to decay, so he left you there for a few months, and burned your remainings. He has to shut down his tears when he walks by the vase filled with your ashes every day.
But at least you were still with him, even in death.
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"my thoughts will follow you into your dreams"he/they • DID and BPD fictive system/alter/introject • reqs open!
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