what are you even supposed to do when youre angry.Β cant scream at anyone cos im not a dick. cant break anything cos i paid money for that. cant rip my hair out cos i need it on my head. literally what now
Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment
for years, i have swallowed my anger like it's my mom's pasta. or poison. it's all the same anyway. i gulped it down, so it doesn't hurt anyone else. only me. only me. even when anger burned to wrath and a billion bombs went off inside of me, i said nothing. no one told me i could be pretty, even with bloody knuckles. no one told me i could be loved amidst the burning. even now, i bite my tongue til it bleeds and i know, i know, i know. to be angry is to be human. but is it so wrong to want to be otherworldly? to be pure and untouched by it all? so what if i'm burning myself out from the inside? with the blood of tongue and ash of the girl i used to be. i think it would make a beautiful altar. laid to waste, i think i might finally be good.
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βLying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off, but itβs better if you do.β
Natalie Portman in Closer (2004) dir. Mike Nichols
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on love arriving unannounced
Leila Chatti, βTeaβ
Huge fan of human connection, and love, and loss, and laying in the dark at night with the fan on thinking about things other people taught me and crying grateful happy tears
starting a collection. pierre talking to natasha in war and peace
from ought by molly brodak, published in a little middle of the night
[Text ID: well... define hurt. Because I can't tell if I'm dull to it or if it is just everywhere. /End ID]
maybe i'm not sad all the time... i just happened to get trapped inside a tiny body that couldn't contain so much tenderness in my heart..
Christopher Isherwood's diaries, September 8, 1960
β July 31, 1917 / Franz Kafka diaries
not once in the Qur'Δn does it say worry about it, stress over it, or figure it out. but over and over it tells us to put our trust in AllΔh.ο·»
I will leave such an imprint on your heart that anyone you entertain after me will have to know me in order to understand you.
holding my own face in my own hands and screaming βthere is no connection without an open heart! you must be brave! you must be honest! you must be true!β in the mirror
βPerhaps love is to give oneβs own solitude to other, for it is the very last thing we have to offer.β
β Clarice Lispector
When a physicist falls in love :)
Richard Feynman's love letter to his deceased wife, 1946.
obsessed with Her.
grwm to forgive myself
anyone else just woke up one day and realized that our time on this earth is limited and that they really really really want to live despite every bad thing that happens and proceeded to have a break down or is it just me
if it was good, it would have stayed
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