π ik ive seen a stein soul eater pony and now i can only imagine Morrigan as the stein soul eater pony ππππ let me go find it
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Gonna go slam my head against the cement do you guys want anything
Boku no Hero Academia || Aizawa Shouta Episode 142
artfight ppl ποΈποΈ where r u getting those little sheets u put ur user/characters/who u attack on ποΈποΈ itβs my first year n i wanna do one of those to post ποΈποΈ send help
What do you use to make the tweets :0 !
I'm an iOS user so I use these two apps ^^
I'm pretty sure TwiNote is available on Android? though I'm not sure about Social Maker.
in my previous posts, all of the tweets and the message convos I've posted were all made on Social Maker, but recently I've tried out TwiNote and have yet to post them.
I find Social Maker easier to navigate but it does have a limit to the tweets you can post before it asks you to pay. before, I used to just delete the tweets I make right after making them so I don't have to stress myself out with deleting bulk tweets after reaching the limit.
aaaand all of the pfps I use for the profiles are from pinterest !!
just one psychotic episode will change your life, forever. it'll alter your self perception beyond recognition. you'll remember who you were before, back when you were (relatively) sane, always been sane, and you won't recognize her anymore. she'll feel more like a sister. you're still the same, you are--but you aren't. you're different, you know you are. You're different in ways you cannot articulate, in ways your loved ones cannot truly grasp. you've experienced something most people believe is impossible to experience. likely because it is. it was something impossible, grand, and terrifying. the most scared you've ever felt in your life. God looked down on you and laughed, and finally, finally you know what it feels like to be that small and vulnerable. you can't go back to before, when you were naive, ignorant to your size. but it's okay. you're okay, now. it's over and you're safe. and you've always been safe, really, it wasn't real, but the trauma is. the trauma is real and it's lasting.
and it's not real. and you know it's not real. but sometimes you get scared again. so, so, so scared, because it was traumatizing and now you're left with flashbacks to a time when the world didn't make sense, when you weren't yourself, when you were small and confused and lost and could not understand yourself let alone be understood--and it feels real again. but you don't believe it, not really, you know you don't. you know it's not real. it's not psychosis round 2, but you're still so so scared--scared that you're wrong, that it is real, scared that you'll go back there--that you'll lose the sanity you grappled for. fought for. but you don't. not yet, at least. the flashback passes, same as any other flashback. but the fear lingers. you'll fear losing control like that for the rest of your life. years of sanity, remission, and you're still afraid, because you know what that felt like and it was scary. it's weird to believe again, when you don't really believe, it's weird to relive unreality while knowing you're within reality. you can feel your sanity, you know it's there, because it's saying "this isn't real and we know it's not real. we know this. but I am so so so scared anyway. I am so scared of experiencing it again. I am so scared that I was right and now I'm wrong."
psychosis is traumatic and trauma leaves you with flashbacks. and sometimes it feels like you're there again. like you've slipped away again. and it's scary. but you'll be back, I know you will, because I'm back, I'm okay, and you are too. I love you. I love all of you. love yourselves for me.
I FUCKING LOVE CHARACTER DESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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