I GET SO FUCKING TRIGGERED WHEN I SEE SOMEONE WHO HAS A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH THEIR DAD BECAUSE I WILL

“You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found.”

— Kid Cudi

“And in the silence I suddenly understood the many ways a person can die but still be alive.”

— Carmen Rodrigues; 34 Pieces of You

“I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.”

— Unknown

done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness demands a sword.

my parents were never really bad nor toxic for that matter, they loved me and i know

it's just that my mom never really told me she loved, she never hugged me tight, she never really cared how i was feeling, she sometimes says things that hurt me, things i'll never forget (i still don't understand why she says them, i don't think i ever will), still, she does everything she can to be the best mom she can be, despite everything, she struggles to keep it all together for us and i know that

my dad is a good father too, he's just not a good husband, he never really loved mom, nor did she, their relationship was never really good at all, he never really did much to make it better, it was all on mom's back, he had problems of his own too, but he was selfish and stubborn, he always thinks he's right, he hurts her and she stays silent until she lets it out on us.

my parents are trying their best, it's just that their best was never enough..

Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice

"yOuR trAuMa mAde yOu sTroNger" no bitch it made me prone to disassociation and afraid of loud noises

No matter how safe and beautiful it is, a cage is still a cage.

Jessica Spotswood

Therapy isn't enough. I just need taylor to scream this is me trying at my face ❤️‍🩹

#i got wasted like all my potential #pouring my heart to a stranger. #my words shoot to kill when I'm mad #could've followed my fears all the way down #I had the shiniest wheels now they're rusting

““Who wrote this speech? Voldemort?””

— - Jimmy Fallon, addressing ex-presidents farewell speech