Literal Definition Of Spyware:

my relationship with my mom is like. she traumatized me for life and now i can’t form and sustain relationships with other people but its ok because sometimes she makes me grilled cheese

A really good clip creds to Creamy 

Luca is once again enabling me to get that sweet sweet lgbt rep under my parents noses. It doesn't have any cannon queer characters, but the entire movie is a gay allegory tbh. I honestly can't reccomend it enough, so just go watch it!

I ship dis fellow and dis fellow. They are gay.

Call that a disfellowship

Yep

PPG_REBOOT.MP4

Now that I'm POMO interactions with parents are weird. In a way I'm fortunate that my family is still willing to talk to me, but they still suck as people. Their abusive and continue to misgender me and be manipulative. It was really hard to say that "no, I don't want to meet up rn even for a meal" because I know how many people desperately wish they could have that offer. Even knowing how triggering it would be I almost said yes because I miss my parents. But I guess I more miss having parents I can trust and support me, than them specifically.

The internet has ruined me. Everytime I see "yt" I read it as 'white'. I could be looking at anything and I'm like "What did white people do this time!?" assuming it's about racism even if there is a YouTube link right there. Why do people write it like that anyway??

being raised in a cult and still stuck in it is like *wonders if i can ever integrate into society or will always subconsciously consider everyone else “worldly people”* *hides rated r movies from my parents like i’m 13* *forced to sit through hours long lectures about how i’m a sinner for being gay* *hides the fact that i have money from parents bc they’re scared i’m leaving* *thinking abt how my parents told me i’d have to watch them get shot in armageddon at age 9* *bracing myself for when my parents inevitably disown me*

Let's Go Lesbians!

In other news, they’re making what seems to be a new Neeta and Jade series (It has an intro so I assume there will be more coming) and they live together in the same apartment now.