Sometimes I Question How Im Alive

everything is going to shit

I went off on D perhaps a bit too hard but honestly I need to make choices for myself

And honestly, I don't need someone trying to make me promise not to talk to my friends ever again just because I made a mistake.

ngl idk why she even came back to me in the first place.

I guess she wanted to try messing someone else up.

Honestly, if i had kept her around things would probably have gotten worse.

I'm sorry for all of that.

It's okay to crash out though.

You deserve to let the feelings out.

Don't ever tell someone yes just to please them or to save them.

Trust me.

That's why this happened in the first place.

tell her to fuck off and block her.

if she goes to your school try your best to ignore her.

stay safe

thanks. I'll do that. I'll make sure she knows im not interested and then block her.

Thank you, as usual.

NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO WHY NOW WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME NOW "I love you, and Im so sorry these horrible things keep happening to you."

WHY D WHY

yeah im a jirai, the ladies (and gentlemen) call me the bomb 😔

you're a real fuckin jirai boy, aren't you

"Good morning bro"

I was about to break down. Thanks.

Good morning bro.

Every time I feel like crying he shows up. We rarely talk about our problems, but we both understand that we both have them.

We have mutual respect for waiting until we're ready to bring it up.

I wonder if he's going through the same things.

...We're both too good at masking, because we're the ones who taught each other how.

i wont be like him anymore

the parallels are done for good.

Ignoring the false angel's sugarcoated words. She's worse then me and she tries making me worse. I don't need that. Goodbye D