Thank God.

I cried today.

I cried in that very same spot.

You wouldn’t have been able to tell though.

Cried with my head in my hands.

I will fix myself this time. This is the last chance I'll give myself. I promise you won't be disappointed. The last thing I'd want would be to let you down now.

I can hide. I can avoid you. These are things I know I can do.

I’ll do it if you want.

I regret every second of it and I would never treat anyone like that again.

I've learned from my mistake, I promise I have.

You don't have to believe me.

I have yet again been encouraged to stay out of the public eye and keep to myself at school.

I'll keep posting. It's the only way we're able to face eachother right now.

I'm sorry.

i set off an explosive reaction just now didn't i

Being an empath sometimes means knowing what people actually think even when they lie.

I finally finished cutting off everyone who made me worse. All of them. Including D.

My growth and progress will only be stronger now. I can prove it

someone please send me asks or something ive had next to no interaction with anyone today including my mother.

the closest thing i had to a conversation today was being thanked for doing all the work on a group project, and the several times i apologized quietly as i ran away from someone while trying not to throw up out of guilt