Me, As I’m Rubbing My T Gel Into My Leg: Hmm. What If I Was Cis This Whole Time

more art in this style !! this time @/nathanarmageddon’s oc jackson (he grows up to be evil dont take pity on him)

i posted a REEL on instagram (🤢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)

abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLES⚠️

a lot goes off when she’s a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain

she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and it’s very noticeable.

after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. she’s messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and it’s about to be everyone’s problem!! she hates herself so much she can’t be convinced that she can change she thinks she’s just rotten forever so it doesn’t matter if she lashes out at people

she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. it’s very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP

abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because it’s familiar to her she’s picked it up from HIM. and then she doesn’t want to get better she’s not used to being vulnerable anymore

it gets better for her but that’s a separate story!!

hey bro

hello dearest fella

hes experienced a pix attack and fucking died

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

PIXEL PIX ATTACK

fucking dies from pixel pix attack

Fuck you (silver springs 1997s your Pain)

Rain sure is haunting Pix (I’m brainrotting over this performance)

i love you breakfast man

Nobody loves me on tumbrl.com except of my boy friend

I NEED to stop doing my art uni work last minute bc I just know I will not sleep until 7 in the morning

ABOUT ME

aka me rambling about myself to set up this blog (will edit with more stuff later)

hi!! im hattie !!

she/he pronouns (they is allowed but im not neutral im both!!! and sometimes people assume when they use they/them for me)

kate bush is my jesus

cannot stand how capital letters look and this us my blog so i will not be using them

i know kate bush from THE HORRIBLE HISTORIES WUTHERING HEIGHTS MARY I PARODY and from when i was like 9 and my teacher made me read wuthering heights when he absolutely shouldn’t have and then he rewarded me with the wuthering heights music video

tags:

#nate art for @/nathanarmageddon

#adripal art for @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition

#reblog to filter my reblogs

#hattieshutup for misc posts

#hattie announcement for any important stuff

oc tags:

#abbey hope gardner

#asher faith wilson

#rain sheppard

#jennifer rosemary fawcett

(All listed in the tags of this post idk how to link them)

Side blog for art plans: @hattiesplans

DNI

don’t be daft use context clues on whether you need to be quiet or not 🫶

Hi guysssss here’s a little Rain during my little posting hiatus

The man ever. Why’s he look like that.

Am I the only one having vivid amino flashbacks with these communities or,,,