mutuals and followers at large I'm glad you're alive and I hope it gets easier
actually i think its horrendous how the word delusional has been co-opted & watered down (especially to the term "delulu") by ableminded & sane people to mean "thinking your crush likes you back!!!!!!" when actual delusional psychotic & schizophrenic people are treated like absolute shit and are constantly being thrown under the bus even in mental health communities and people act like we just killed their entire family in front of them when we even mention our mental state.
And the world said "I'll hurt you " and I said "I've had worse",
and the world said "I'll hate you" and I said "I tried that, it doesn't work",
and the world said "your body is wrong and it will rot",
and I said "it's doing so already, but no wonder you forgot",
and the world said "I'd rather you didn't exist",
and I said "you do you, man, but I'm going to stay here",
and the world fell apart 'cause it had nothing more to say,
and I played in its guts 'till it started to rain,
and the rain washed the world whole and it said "sorry dude,
I wanted to be gentle, it's just easier to be rude",
and I said "yeah, I saw your big heart,
I just think it'd be wiser if we stayed apart",
and the world said "that would be for the best"
and flew off into the stars and I finally
got to rest.
Mcr reference
that one friend who is insanely smart, but also the most oblivious person on earth
mental disorders are just names which group together observed experiences as made visible by psychiatric institutions and i wish this was more widely understood theyre not like some ontological attribute in your brain
left foot, right foot, left foot, one step at a time. Hope is a thing with dirt under her fingernails.
yeah you call yourself a punk but are you normal about addicts