You Find It So Hard Feeling Human, Don't You? It's Like There's Some Kind Of Barrier Between Yourself

You Find It So Hard Feeling Human, Don't You? It's Like There's Some Kind Of Barrier Between Yourself

You find it so hard feeling human, don't you? It's like there's some kind of barrier between yourself and the rest of the world- something impossible for you to cross. You feel alien, despite your own humanity, and it's painfully lonely. For this reason, you find it so hard to trust and love others. You can't let anyone get too close- you're terrified you'll hurt them. You push them away in a desperate attempt to protect both them and yourself... So you go on, isolating yourself, watching life pass you by and you continue to grapple with who you really are. Maybe, you feel, the best way is to simply ignore it all: the matter of life itself. You would gladly keep going on this way, shut away from the world- to you, it's safe... But it will never fill that hole inside you that desperately seeks someone who understands you. Someone that can help you find who you are. You aren't alone in how you feel. People care about you, so deeply, sometimes it's just hard to see. Keep searching for yourself- be open with others and allow yourself some vulnerability.

….Okay so ouch. Anyways, Tags!: @crowisinthetrash @eelussy-enthusiast @ph4nt0mzgr4v3y4rd-0f-s3lfsh1ps + anyone else

I Took A Test. Erm!

I took a test. Erm!

Is it lonely, feeling like there is always a glass wall between yourself and others? You see the world through a lens of contempt; not rooted in disgust, but in pity. A third-person spectator of society, you struggle to feel, at times, like you're human at all. Not in a sense that you're a monster or a creature, but that you are simply without which defines man. You watch the motions of existence with a dull sense of separation, untouchably. Even so, you're tired. You're exhausted. You wish it would all end, gently and quietly. You feel, in some sense, it would be a mercy to euthanize the world as a whole, even. You have already accepted that this is a lonely viewpoint, after all, it isn't possible anyone could truly see the world the same way. Not without going through your very same pain. Not without your same wisdom; to see the meaninglessness in human continuance, when we never learn from history. Further, no one else can keep up in a matter of intellect, anyway. Everyone around you is so, so... Dull. Even so, there is an ache inside you that yearns for some form of understanding, some form of companionship so, at least, you wouldn't need to watch the world destroy itself alone. Deep down, I know you're a person who cares so, so much. You're someone with far too much empathy for a heart to hold- have you ever thought, maybe, to direct that empathy towards yourself?

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3 years ago

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2 years ago

So, I just completed the last out chapter of Arcana Twilight.

The amount of questions I have..and they’re all about Sirius. I adore the dude, he is an F/O (despite the red flags). But, he just confuses me. One second I think I have a slight idea, and the next it’s thrown out the window. And I know we got an answer of why he was doing this, and that it is an oath.

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2 years ago

draw the Collector telling that you are basically his mother now. do it-

Draw The Collector Telling That You Are Basically His Mother Now. Do It-

Collector: You’re my mom now!!

Sammy/Me: Yeah, sure, I’m good with that. And I don’t honestly have a choice, since you’re a god-

Also, sorry for the later post, I had a sleepover, lmao, but yeah, fun times—


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3 years ago

Imagine your f/o who has never experience affection, or just in desperate of some form of it, finally being hugged by you.

It felt new to them, but felt like home, wondering why does no one ever treated them like you treat them with love, it's because no one can understand them the way you do.

They may feel awkward by suddenly wrapping their arms back on yours slowly, or they quickly pull you closer to them, burying their heads on your shoulder, sobbing as to let out their deep emotions.

"Thank you for loving me, y/n"


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2 years ago

solar style

Now I feel like I should draw this, at a different time though, since I’m at my Grandparent’s

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aesthetic generator time!! reblog and put what you got in the tags or whatever

I got mosspunk :}}}

2 years ago

4, 9, 25 and 31 for Venti to answer

AH!! I GOT DISTRACTED, VENTI!! YOU HAVE QUESTIONS!!

Really?! Oh, okay!! Heh, sorry for the wait!!

How did you two meet?

Ah, this is such a wonderful love story, though, it is much more of a cliche one. She came to one of my performances, and once I was done, we actually chatted quite a bit! *Sigh* It was only a matter of time before we fall in the rhythm of love~

Do you have any nicknames for each other?

Ehe, why of course we do~! Some of her nicknames for me is darling, love, and My Poet! Then some of mine are Windblume, my Muse, and love as well, heh. All super sweet nicknames though are on the table, these are just a few of the more common ones.

If you had to describe your S/I in three words, what would it be?

Oh, this sure is a tough one..there is just so many things!! I guess it would be beautiful. Inside and out. Ah, whoops, seems like I used four, but, I kinda did have to say that full phrase, or else it would be kinda weird! But, definitely beautiful is the word.

Compliment your S/I. Just gush about them! go crazy!

Ah! Okay! Where do I begin? Well, going off the last question, she is really pretty and her beauty is definitely with her personality. She’s also so kind and considerate of others, and generous too. She’s always there to lend an ear if a person needs to talk as well. Not to mention she has just the most wonderful voice and range for singing, I always enjoy doing it with her a lot. And dancing as well, like in the moonlight, on Starsnatched Cliff, it was just the most wonderful, spectacular time of my life, watching as the moon light gleam off her. I could go on for hours but it seems like my Windblume is getting quite flustered~

In the back ground, there is a flustered Sammy who was hiding behind her hands.

Hehe, well, until next time everyone, bye~!


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2 years ago

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3 years ago
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