You find it so hard feeling human, don't you? It's like there's some kind of barrier between yourself and the rest of the world- something impossible for you to cross. You feel alien, despite your own humanity, and it's painfully lonely. For this reason, you find it so hard to trust and love others. You can't let anyone get too close- you're terrified you'll hurt them. You push them away in a desperate attempt to protect both them and yourself... So you go on, isolating yourself, watching life pass you by and you continue to grapple with who you really are. Maybe, you feel, the best way is to simply ignore it all: the matter of life itself. You would gladly keep going on this way, shut away from the world- to you, it's safe... But it will never fill that hole inside you that desperately seeks someone who understands you. Someone that can help you find who you are. You aren't alone in how you feel. People care about you, so deeply, sometimes it's just hard to see. Keep searching for yourself- be open with others and allow yourself some vulnerability.
….Okay so ouch. Anyways, Tags!: @crowisinthetrash @eelussy-enthusiast @ph4nt0mzgr4v3y4rd-0f-s3lfsh1ps + anyone else
I took a test. Erm!
Is it lonely, feeling like there is always a glass wall between yourself and others? You see the world through a lens of contempt; not rooted in disgust, but in pity. A third-person spectator of society, you struggle to feel, at times, like you're human at all. Not in a sense that you're a monster or a creature, but that you are simply without which defines man. You watch the motions of existence with a dull sense of separation, untouchably. Even so, you're tired. You're exhausted. You wish it would all end, gently and quietly. You feel, in some sense, it would be a mercy to euthanize the world as a whole, even. You have already accepted that this is a lonely viewpoint, after all, it isn't possible anyone could truly see the world the same way. Not without going through your very same pain. Not without your same wisdom; to see the meaninglessness in human continuance, when we never learn from history. Further, no one else can keep up in a matter of intellect, anyway. Everyone around you is so, so... Dull. Even so, there is an ache inside you that yearns for some form of understanding, some form of companionship so, at least, you wouldn't need to watch the world destroy itself alone. Deep down, I know you're a person who cares so, so much. You're someone with far too much empathy for a heart to hold- have you ever thought, maybe, to direct that empathy towards yourself?
@still-fatemeh -> you'd lowk like this
@jsol1015 -> I need to see if you get sigma lol
POV you activated his trap card: mentioning something vaguely tangential to a fact he knows
So, uh, got an Otome Game.
It’s similar to Obey Me, in ways of it’s a Gacha Game. Plus with lessons and such. But the story line is different.
The name of it is Arcana Twilight.
AND DAMN ARE DA BOYS HOT LIKE-
AND THESE ARE JUST A COUPLE!!
THEY’RE ALL SO PRETTY-
Me: *just casually playing Roblox*
Brain: Ayo, how about we draw some angst tonight, lmao-
Me: …so tonight is a suffering night, okay-
So, I just completed the last out chapter of Arcana Twilight.
The amount of questions I have..and they’re all about Sirius. I adore the dude, he is an F/O (despite the red flags). But, he just confuses me. One second I think I have a slight idea, and the next it’s thrown out the window. And I know we got an answer of why he was doing this, and that it is an oath.
But, what I’m also questioning is MC’s destiny in it, and that Sirius is the one who breaks it. And the visions that MC gets too, they concern me, and I wonder who that voice is. I think it may be some dark being that is pretending to be the Constellations. Or at least, that is my own theory.
Now, I know that world is different, and very well that the Constellations could actually be the ones that are good. But, I have a feeling that might not truly be the case. It feels like the Constellations are controlling, and that the Monsters are those who had gone against them.
I think Polrous (Idk how to spell it, pls don’t bash me) had been so far in the spell, that he had left, but then realized when too late. And I think Sirius was the one who made an oath to stop the Constellations, or the being pretending to be them.
And the Towers are what giving them all the power, and I think Sirius is trying to protect MC/Summoner because he doesn’t want the same fate to happen to them.
But this is just a major theory of mine, don’t worry too much about it, please.
draw the Collector telling that you are basically his mother now. do it-
Collector: You’re my mom now!!
Sammy/Me: Yeah, sure, I’m good with that. And I don’t honestly have a choice, since you’re a god-
Also, sorry for the later post, I had a sleepover, lmao, but yeah, fun times—
Imagine your f/o who has never experience affection, or just in desperate of some form of it, finally being hugged by you.
It felt new to them, but felt like home, wondering why does no one ever treated them like you treat them with love, it's because no one can understand them the way you do.
They may feel awkward by suddenly wrapping their arms back on yours slowly, or they quickly pull you closer to them, burying their heads on your shoulder, sobbing as to let out their deep emotions.
"Thank you for loving me, y/n"
solar style
Now I feel like I should draw this, at a different time though, since I’m at my Grandparent’s
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aesthetic generator time!! reblog and put what you got in the tags or whatever
I got mosspunk :}}}
4, 9, 25 and 31 for Venti to answer
AH!! I GOT DISTRACTED, VENTI!! YOU HAVE QUESTIONS!!
Really?! Oh, okay!! Heh, sorry for the wait!!
How did you two meet?
Do you have any nicknames for each other?
If you had to describe your S/I in three words, what would it be?
Compliment your S/I. Just gush about them! go crazy!
In the back ground, there is a flustered Sammy who was hiding behind her hands.
@crowisinthetrash
Let me just casually join in on this after I’ve woken up—
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Tag game
Ok so remember that one time I’m post this link to a awesome vid this one:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1_UeuFWO3g
They have a picrew https://picrew.me/image_maker/549603
Ta daaa
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