“Killing Myself Was A Matter Of Such Indifference To Me That I Felt Like Waiting For A Moment When

“It is often said that perfection is also a weakness.”

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Sakaguchi Ango, “Heartless” from Ango’s Detective Casebook No. 1

noo don’t cry about july ending and the time passing, just remember the july poem :)

I just love the way you hold me, you sometimes treat me coldly but you'r arms say otherwise, is like being in the warmest blanket at the coldest day of my life. I love you'r scent is a weird but comfortable smell between laundry soap and your natural scent. I love the way you kiss my temple when I'm felling blue. I hate myself for loving those things. Which lend me guessing if loving you for those things makes me hate my self, then should I stop loving you?

Dusty Attenborough (Ginga Eiyuu Densetsu)  » November 23

“Feelings of pleasure are only possible because there are times of suffering as well, and pleasures would cease to be pleasurable if they were all we had. It would be like a world covered with nothing but water. Death is a certainty, and that’s what makes possible our full range of emotions. If we were guaranteed eternal life, living would lose all its meaning and become indescribably tedious.”

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Sakaguchi Ango, A Personal View of Japanese Culture

If any of you enjoyed Jamil Viper’s singing voice I just want to make a reminder that his voice actor (Futaba Kaname) sings with his twin (Futaba Yuu) as TWiN PARADOX.

Check the source in this post for their YouTube channel. You can find them as TWiN PARADOX there anyway.

Also their titok is @tuiparatok

His insta is @kaname_futaba

His Twitter is @futaba_kaname

Please check him up if you haven’t <3

A Cliche

Even if somebody else have said o written this already, It's the first time I feel this words very deeply.

"I'm not over him, I'm over our situation".

So sick of this overly negative meme that shows up every single fucking month so made my own version.

Dazai Route PV

[This is an unofficial work based on fan-translation. Copyright belongs to Cybird.]

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—— To the man, death was like salvation. 

“Happiness is unforgivable; it receives only punishment in return.” 

This life exists for the sake of atonement. That was what I believed — up until I met her. 

At the end of this tale, the man’s choice is —— …. 

So that you live on, so that you can atone ——

I won’t forgive you. 

The Forbidden 2nd Act; a dangerous love begins  ——

Dazai: I am Osamu Dazai, the undying novelist. 

He teases you with a lighthearted smile, yet underneath this spontaneity lies…. 

Dazai: Won’t you accompany with me for a bit? I’ll tell you about a very special place. 

The more I feel his subtle, nonchalant kindness, the more I want to know his true self. 

You must not be saved by those around you who continue to cause you unhappiness. 

— There is no longer anything I can trust in this world. 

Death is salvation. Yet, you see, time and time again, that relief does not appear to man. 

— The only one to open their eyes was the man. 

Sensei, let’s die together —

“Don’t worry, you’ll forget me one day.” 

The burden of atonement, however, will not forgive the man’s own happiness. 

Dazai: To love is to bet your life. It’s not something sweet and gentle. 

Knowing his hidden past, I move to reach out my hand but —

The appearance of a new character accelerates the story line. 

Charles: So that’s how it is. How cruel, hogging a girl this cute all to himself…. 

Dazai: Let’s end things here. Please stay well.  — Goodbye. 

If it is to save him, I would gladly fall together.

Even if the end of this story leads us to hell ——

Dazai: Every time I touch you, my heart is flooded with joy.

Dazai: Haa — It seems that love is like a bottomless pit.*

Dazai: I wonder if you’d be willing to give it all to me. Your body, your heart  —— and your destiny.  

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The term Dazai uses here is 底なし沼 which translates to “bottomless swamp” and is commonly used as slang to describe when someone is extremely invested into something. I’ve opted to use “bottomless pit” to match the themes of falling into hell/sin and atonement, as well as to make it sound a bit more fitting with the spicy bite scene lol.