Grow Up!

“‘Am I in love with this woman?’ He wondered. Even to his self scrutinizing self the answer came as surprise. 'I still am.’”

—

Akutagawa Ryūnosuke, A Fool’s Life

“Talking to someone every single day for hours can be pretty destructive because there will come a day where you don’t speak at all and it’s going to be the loneliest feeling in the world.”

— Excerpt of a book I’ll never write

Please don't touch me

i'm sorry I know you are trying to be nice but if you hug me or pat my head, I didn't care your hands were cold, I know I will fall for you all over again. I just want to save myself from more suffering.

Are we friends with benefits???

Here I'm again in the void of my deep and darkest thoughts. No, like really.

Now situation at hand

I am getting bullied by all my classmates and closest friends, cause our PDA is way too strong, like its not that intimate or so he says, but he said we are just friends, doing friends things, like what?? I thought we were getting out of the friend zone. I am now worriend about his definition of friendly skinship and friendly touch.

I want to say I'm sorry... I really am...so please... Don't leave me

“I feel as if the words ‘I’m sorry’ are written in blue ink over every inch of my body, but mysteriously I cannot say those words…”

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Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet

The real world hasn't changed since yesterday, but why so?

Everthing will be fine, it's just unbeatable optimism...

-Atil

For a new year of love and forgiveness...

Little me

You wanna know why I won't come back to you? Because today I'm the adult that needs to protect the little girl that cried yesterday 'cause you broke her heart.

twst Incorrect quote #25

Idia: *places a card in the middle* “Ace of hearts.”

MC: *places an UNO card* “+4″

Idia: *slaps a Pokemon card down* “Pikachu, I choose you!”

Azul *sweating nervously* “….what game are we playing?”