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that moment when you look in the mirror and the derealization sets in

bro I want to drop out so bad but I'm trying to keep it together

gmornin

meltdown diaries #1

why is finding friends so hard i don't understand. I don't think I've had a friend irl or even really talked to someone my age in 2 years. I dont know what's so wrong with me. I'm 17, I'm supposed to have sorted this out by now. I don't know how to fix myself, I swear I've grown in these two years. don't know if it's my autism again but i just need friends. I like friends. I like talking. I have autistic peers at college and they have friends, but they all have their own groups and I feel like I don't fit. i just need something, someone. theres no clubs where I live so I don't even know where to find friends. the only thing I have is work college and my bed, and I can't go on like this. I just need the world to be gentle, just for once. I just want to laugh with someone who isn't my 15 year old sister who has to talk to me because we live in the same house. Im just tired, so tired. feel like I'll be alone forever, and I swear I'm a better person. I'm just shy. I wish I was normal, but it's always been this way, and it always will

I think I was born wrong

my pal bought me dog ears lol

the urge to do a split dye is insane

bored :(

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Jumping on the bandwagon woo-hoo

no spam reblog or spam comment ;P

For every 100 reblogs I'll drink another bottle of water

10 reblogs: Go to bed before midnight tonight

50 reblogs: I'll make my bed in the mornings for a week

75 reblogs: I'll work on getting accommodations for my autism at school

125 reblogs: I'll work in upping my failing grade in math

150 reblogs: I'll work on my dopamine addiction and get help

200 reblogs: I'll post my art that I've been self conscious about posting

1k reblogs: I'll be really happy :0

Pinging moots so there's at least a small chance of any of these happening xd

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