My Eyes Have Been Blessed, Thank You

I love him ✌️😔

About your doodle request (?) Jason watering his half dead indoor plants ((super random but I'm really tired and I just had this vision))

Pre-patrol plant watering.

It's too cloody and cold in Gotham for his succulent 😔

8 seasons of this and those mfs are still lying and fighting 💀

Because if something happens to him, they will have savings 🏃

Cale is always giving the kids money in the piggy banks but he is also never telling them to pay with theirs own allowance.

Like every time he wants them to have something he is the one who pays and that's such a sweet detail.

I can't imagine how you google that without being put in at least 10 lists.

The hardship of planning an elaborate fic about Jason and his crime lord-ing is figuring out how tf to run a crime empire with morals. Oof.

With no doubt.

He’s the best there is at what he does, and what he does is tax evasion

Guess who was unemployed this year (it took 30 min) AO3 wrapped edition

The good thing about this, I learned english reading this insane amount of fanfic.

The bad thing, I used it to avoid reality and now I have more tools to do the same thing but worse.

Jason Todd being at the top doesn't surprise me, I've been obsessed with that man for months now.

Shout out to all the wonderful people that created such beautiful pieces of art, from the bottom of my heart, I love you.

I just like to suffer a lot, not new, but it hits diferent when you can see the proof.

I'm surprised spiderman didn't show, since my obsession with heroes started with him lmao

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Google Colab

Screwed up life tournament

Is the fact that when he did get close to someone, they died, so he never understood what came next in friendship or any other kind of relationship.

What do you do with the people that you love? He doesn't know, because he never had the time. He never learned how to share. With who? The dead? The graves? The rests of his loved ones? God?

You know most of the time people get angry at Cale because he can't for the life of him communicate things as they are, specifically regarding his health and seems to be unable to register his family worries for him.

And to that I said, of fucking course, his whole life on earth was horrible and he didn't develop emotionally because let's do a quick recap:

His parents died.

His abusive uncle took him in

He ended up in an orphanage.

When he was twenty the world collapsed.

He was bullied because he didn't have abilities.

Then the shelter he was in was destroyed

Once again he was alone until he met with LSH and CJS and let's not forget he was already 20 something.

Not long after they died as well.

Then he closed off with everyone because he didn't want to get attached just to lose them again.

He woke up in a novel

GoD confirmed he was supposed to die not CJS nor LSH.

He had to face his past again due to SG test.

...Well you get my point by now he was a little too busy surviving for him to actually develop self worth, most of his life he learned he wasn't someone who deserves affection or care and unfortunately no one said otherwise and if they did they die leaving him worse than before.

So it is no wonder he keeps things to himself all the time, after all why would others worry about him it makes no sense? At least from his pov.

That's why he is so detached at the beginning, still he can't help but try fixing things because it is the only action he knows

Surviving and saving others is so deeply engrained in him that unknowingly he keeps getting in a bigger mess. He got attached against his best efforts and gives more than he can take because he is not used to getting, the people who ever gave him anything always ended up dying before he could understand being emotional or plainly having emotions is normal.

collection of scarian esque posts or whatever

Whatever lets you sleep at night

Sure you will