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no normally erotic animations are really awful and also i hate that game buit the character designs are cool and i love oppai.

sorry for posting this on the great day

Random strangers keep wishing me birthday. I dont know how I feel about it.

I was thinking that it doesnt matter. There are people who are used and I was thinking nobody cares anyway. It is more about being seen by others in that way than it is about wishing something to the other, the later is more of mental illness when mentioned.

I feel tired. I don’t think I will play any more touhou any time soon. I call it Phase 1. Like mcu movies. I’ve finished playing the “phase 1” and I shall upload the videos.

But I feel so tired just now… that boss was hard… The idea that there is harder version of that boss fight depresses me further. I bet it is just one, no, its probably hard as hell. i remember playing Solgryn boss, the thing you don’t get people is that the longer the boss is the harder it is to master the patterns and memorize the latest one. I was very bad at simon says, memory wise I am lazy hikkimori so sorry.

That said, one guy reallt sent me a very long happy birthday letter. I don’t understand, you people.

I’ll stay at park for at least half hour.

Being stuck thinking also means less feelings…

I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Sigh… Sometimes I wonder what’s the point of doing anything especially hobbies… I overthink like I always have done, God…

Her new design looks gemmy wtf. My beloved its been years and eons we meet yet again.

In this world, people only love themselves. Not anyone.

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yostar has definitely read my letter....

I wrote a letter to them and I think they really did read because i see some change and attemtps at replicating nightingale

its kind of crazy how sexy they make their game

and same goes for overall goonershit and yet... I feel so... uh.. indifferent. Like I don't care about it anymore.

Okay? I believe in disciplining. I am gonna isolate myself from web tomorrow outside of uploading the rest of toubou videos on my channel. I was thinking about few other stuff… in short, I have 4 more non-touhou videos to upload, a bunch of touhou videos and few schizobabble nonsense that I probably will chose not to upload till later.

I was thinking of uploading the other shit with erotic novel reviews but I’ve reconsidered it to be awful and shameful to large extent. I am sure people can tolerate stuff like that but only if I look normie already. Anyway, review of taimanin will probably never be uploaded any time soon.

It is my duty to return chudpol.ru to its original glory.