Whiteingale - Untitled

I AM SO FUCKING FAT!!!

I am gonna gymmax bros

I meet cut maxing and running

I have been having one mentality

Walk 40 km with protein shake.

That didnt work

Then I tried just training daily, but I fee no difference….

Carbs go in and calories dont go out, but without carbs I also feel frigid.

Tomorrow i promise i will force myself to love leg day.

I felt my abs. Obliques, but i felt them… for the first time. Nice!

Hahahahaajaajahahajahajaajajahajahahahahaahahahahanahahajaahahahajahahahahahahahhah

My darkest desire is to hop onto 4Chan one day, Post “The word incel was actually first coined by a woman”

and then watch the world go up in flames.

I want the thermodynamic reality of thermodynamic morality of life.

>your post is violating guideline

just make me feel worse today -______________-

since I am such crazy chatterbox and tumblr is supposed to be this library of "cool things"

you might enjoy some references to silent hill.

eLAB X Static Goldmine 4  Sound Library.

You know how I think now? I scream lout in my head, if I don’t do inner voice my instincts will take over and I will start getting slightly obsessed.

So I have to think slow but safe over fast and autistic.

Random strangers keep wishing me birthday. I dont know how I feel about it.

I was thinking that it doesnt matter. There are people who are used and I was thinking nobody cares anyway. It is more about being seen by others in that way than it is about wishing something to the other, the later is more of mental illness when mentioned.

I feel tired. I don’t think I will play any more touhou any time soon. I call it Phase 1. Like mcu movies. I’ve finished playing the “phase 1” and I shall upload the videos.

But I feel so tired just now… that boss was hard… The idea that there is harder version of that boss fight depresses me further. I bet it is just one, no, its probably hard as hell. i remember playing Solgryn boss, the thing you don’t get people is that the longer the boss is the harder it is to master the patterns and memorize the latest one. I was very bad at simon says, memory wise I am lazy hikkimori so sorry.

That said, one guy reallt sent me a very long happy birthday letter. I don’t understand, you people.

Here's my take on Afd as russian, the entire lesbian leader is a scam. It's just a trick made for getting votes, in reality the truth is they made statements exactly of the same way as nazis. But you know why they are popular on the eastern side? For some reason, chuds say its experience... Nope, it's because the USSR hired nazis as rulers, read it up, I am serious.

Basically, many politicians were secret nazis under communism, they loved it actually, so they were in charge of state for long time. There is too much overexaggeration about how soviets treated them, it wasn't so awful and gulags were for everybody including german soldiers. A lot of them returned to their country.

The USSR hated democratic countries, so the nazis were considered safer as they followed orders and weren't compromisable, since their dream has shattered by then. Look at the seats, oh man, we won't have peace ayyyy.

But hey, I will go back to my closet. I don't want to think about all of dumb stuff that will happen after..