Guys I Missed It :( I Missed One Of The Few Days Of The Year That I’m Visible.. My Essence Is Fading..

hiya :)

i got a fanfic idea fairly recently for the lost boys so here’s a lil description..

It’s the late 1880s and David had recently met a charming young man named Dwayne, taking him under his wing and into his home. Dwayne had seen the wretched parts of life, but David’s world was something he was never expecting. His newfound discovery was wynorrific, but would it tear their blossoming relationship apart or bring them closer together?

i still have some things to work out with the plot, but i’ve got it set out for the most part. just needa get to writing more than a few pages now..

it’s gonna be called sweet orange blossom, and likely won’t be published till winter comes around, but i got other works in progress currently too so yk

was talking to my gf about my fear of dying young for being trans and my mom putting my deadname on my gravestone, and she said "i hope that never happens, but if it does, i will carve your name into your grave myself if i have to." and i think theres something extremely raw about that sentiment and trans community in general. you can kill only our bodies, but you cant kill transsexuality

honestly, i think one of the main things that keeps me writing is the idea that one day people will write fanfiction about my work. heck, people might even write fanfiction about me. so get to it guys, write the wildest shit you can about my precious creations. i wanna see what you can come up with

I don’t care if I “pass”. I want to look into the mirror and see something that feels like me.

I love the tlb fan base on Tumblr bc it's just like me and 8 other people reblogging the same posts

happy spring!

it’s my son gerald’s birthday :)

I know being visible is hard right now, and you’re no less valid for having to hide. Deep down, know that this is your day too. I love you x

trans rights are human rights dammit!!!!!

so many people not wanting to give kudos to ao3 works that they like if said works contain smut, because they're not comfortable having their accounts attached to the works. and the intention of this post is in no way to guilt trip or manipulate people into doing anything. that being said, I'd like to let you know that if you want to give your favorite authors kudos on their works that contain smut (or works that do not contain smut), but are not comfortable with your name being attached to the works, you can still give them kudos by logging out of your account before doing so. this way your kudos will appear as kudos from a guest user, your favorite authors will still receive your kudos, and your account will not be attached to the works ♡