I Keep Meaning To Rewrite An Old Fanfic Of Mine But It’s A Few Years Old And I Just Keep Cringing When

i don’t want to be forgotten while i’m still alive

Trans men are handsome

That’s it. That’s the post. I’m not going to name specific types of trans men because every single one is handsome and I’m very happy they exist

guys i wrote like 12 full pages today!! i never write that much..

okay. so i’m polyamorous, right, i’m open to having multiple partners and whatnot

but!

so far everyone i’ve told has been.. kinda a jerk about it. AND I DONT UNDERSTAND IT

why? what’s wrong with being poly???

it’s not cheating. like, if i had a partner then i started crushing on someone else and that other person liked me as well, id go to my partner and talk about it and if they’re chill with it- and if the other person is chill with it- then i’ll date the other person while continuing to date my partner

i had a bf once who, when i explained that i’m poly to him, told me that he doesn’t want me dating other ppl cuz that’s cheating. but it’s not. AND!!! dude fucking cheated on me

and i just genuinely don’t understand what’s so wrong with having a crush while you have a partner. it happened to me years ago, where i had a lovely partner but i developed a small crush on another guy. i wasn’t going to do anything about that crush of mine, but my partner found out and he was upset and i felt bad cuz of that but i also didn’t understand. and i still don’t

i’ve just been ridiculed every time i mention that i’m polyamorous and i don’t get it. why can’t i love multiple people? everyone does it all the time- i have a plethora of friends who i love, and when i last had a partner i loved him too. so why is it wrong for me to love multiple people in a romantic way?

i’m not going to cheat. i’m not going to say that i’m poly as an excuse to be a jerk

i’ve found that oftentimes i love so deeply that it aches. i can’t help the fact that sometimes i get flustered due to various people, i can’t help that sometimes i have a longing to be with someone; but that doesn’t mean i wouldn’t want my partner anymore

sorry for my little ramble, it’s just gotten annoying to be shamed for this :/

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This is the greatest progression of events I have ever read, where’s my historical gay romance novel about this

Your best writing happens when you stop worrying about what’s “good” and just write. Messy, chaotic, too-long sentences. Weird, overdramatic dialogue. Scenes that make you feel something. You can always clean it up later, but the rawest, realest writing comes from writing like no one will ever read it.

isn’t it strange how you can deem something so precious and beautiful, yet to another it is anything but that?

the sky is overcast and they say it is cold and dull and ugly. yet you say that it is captivating, the way the clouds curve, the way the colors blend from earth and sky.

a person is trans and they say it is wrong and unjust. yet you say, “how wonderful it is that there are so many ways to be a person- to be alive!”

a poem, a story, a song, a piece of work that you yourself bled out from your beating heart- you hold it dear and it is glorious. yet they brush it aside, they say it was better left undone, better left in the despairing confines of a bin.

alas that there should be such distaste in the world that words of hate fall freely from peoples lips- they deem that they have no consequences, though the thorns bury deep and the wound may fester.

and so, my dear friends, though their words may be sharp and their tone unloving, adore what you adore. do not let their hate infect your heart. tred on life’s path with curiosity and wonder and love that overflows so that the burden of humanity upon this world is softened.

I haven't abandoned this story. I just put it on the back burner for now. The story is just on a small vacation. It is currently out of office. It can't come to the phone right now. It just fell under my bed to sleep with the monsters. It never left my head. It is everywhere - except on paper.

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