Puddleshine Is Alderheart's Loving Chubby Boyfriend

Since I have more time to myself now that I don’t have a job (woo), I decided to continue with my long ago-forgotten project.

My first PMV, about my son Alderheart. I hope I’ll be able to finish it this time.

design for FIREBOY bc everyone on twitter was doing it

PETA

you guys remember when PETA stole people pets off their porches and euthanized them?

you guys remember how it came out that PETA kills about 90% of the animals it takes in, including healthy and adoptable puppies and kittens, stating “ We could become a no-kill shelter immediately. It means we wouldn’t do as much work”?

you guys remember when PETA advocated killing all pit bulls for the crime of being pit bulls?

you guys remember when PETA handed out these comics to children when there were no adults looking?

you guys remember when they made a porn site and then filled it with videos of animal abuse, and (also in that link) claimed cats should be vegetarian?

you guys remember when PETA lied about sheep shearing, got caught, and defended the lie as true even after they admitted the sheep in their picture wasn’t even real?

you guys remember when they tried to excuse their horrifying ways by claiming that the person who exposed them was manipulating the facts by taking them and putting them in the wrong context?

Because I remember. I remember everything. 

And I’m gonna make sure everyone else remembers too. 

While saving old things before I format my hard drive, I found a pair of medicine cat bros.

Would you mind sharing your process for coloring eyes? They always turn out gorgeous!

sure! honestly my eyes are really basic but the key factor is to pick different ranges of hues to give the colors more variance and vibrancy - my darkest pupil color is usually a different shade than my accent (for the blue eyes example, I start with a very neutral cerulean blue, then add in sapphire (which has more purple undertones) but contrast it with a teal/seafoam blue (which has green undertones). Giving variance in hues makes them more interesting even if your eyes are pretty simple!

another villian with daddy issues

Watchmen (Moore & Gibbons) // 4.48 Psychosis (Kane)

I had a night in which everything was revealed to me. How can I speak again?

And while I was believing that you were different and that you maybe even felt the distress that sometimes flickered across your face and threatened to erupt, you were covering your arse too. Like every other stupid mortal cunt.

To my mind that’s a betrayal. And my mind is the subject of these bewildered fragments.

Nothing can extinguish my anger.

And nothing can restore my faith.

This is not a world in which I wish to live.

I sing without hope on the boundary.

Sometimes I turn around and catch the smell of you and I cannot go on I cannot fucking go on without expressing this terrible so fucking awful physical aching fucking longing I have for you. And I cannot believe that I can feel this for you and you feel nothing. Do you feel nothing?

the television talks

full of eyes

the spirits of sight

       and now I am so afraid

I’m seeing things

I’m hearing things

I don’t know who I am

- I’m going to make your life a living fucking hell I REFUSE I REFUSE I REFUSE LOOK AWAY FROM ME

- It’s all right.

- LOOK AWAY FROM ME

- It’s all right. I’m here. 

- Look away from me

Sanity is found at the centre of convulsion, where madness is scorched from the bisected soul.

I know myself.

I see myself.

of course I love you

you saved my life

I wish you hadn’t

I wish you hadn’t

I wish you’d left me alone

I know no sin

this is the sickness of becoming great

this vital need for which I would die

            to be loved

I’m dying for one who doesn’t care

I’m dying for one who doesn’t know

        you’re breaking me

I have no desire for death

no suicide ever had

watch me vanish

It is myself I have never met, whose face is pasted on the underside of my mind

       please open the curtains

Watchmen, Alan Moore & Dave Gibbons // 4.48 Psychosis, Sarah Kane

This shit it's a fact. A fucking FACT.

This is the most BORING face I’ve ever seen. There’s NOTHING THERE. NO SCALES, NO BUMPS, NOTHING JUST EYES A MOUTH AND NOSE!!!! Her head is just a circle!!!!!!!!! They took Toothless, airbrushed him and then added sparkles and called it a DRAGON????

Alderheart is a short-furred, dark ginger tom with a white-tipped tail, and amber eyes.