How many times can you let the same thing break your heart?
As long as you love it…
“after” makes me think of you, maybe Hardin and Tessa are not meant to be togheter but they try their hardest to make it work. i want to be like that with you, even if it will still hurt me in the end, i wan’t to give everything i have in order to try and make US work.
Every eyelash that was on my face, every dandelion i blew, every birthday candle, every coin thrown in a fountain, every 11:11, every fallen star, i wished for just a little longer with you.
The sun began to shine
Yet my days are becoming darker
People meet outside
Yet i’m stuck here with no energy to move
People work on their future
Yet i’m here searching for motivation
A good night rest will help
Yet my thoughts are going
Like a record stuck on repeat
One day i will see the bright side again
But for now
I will get trough the day
And sometimes thats more than enough.
Today i came home from my vacation
Usually you would run to me for hugs and little belly rubs
But the house was empty
My bed felt empty without you in it
I felt the ghost of you,
Happy to see me back
But it will never be the same again
I miss you alot my little star
Especially on moments like this
i don’t really know what i’m doing i don’t really have a plan i’m just doing what feels right at the moment and for the rest whatever happens happens as long as it feels right.
nobody really understands what i’m going trough
They act like they do
But they don’t
They don’t know shit about me.
At least our paths have crossed.
Those that don’t believe in ghosts clearly never loved someone </3