WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!? I JUST GOT MY PERIOD!?!?!?!??! I Feel So Fake😔😔

I can't wait to move out and cover my mirrors, fridge and cupboard wirh motivation quotes to keep ⭐️ving🙏🙏

“i can’t wait to move out when i’m an adult!”

how my fridge is gonna look

Chat I've lost interest in all my hobbies again does this mean its working?????

i hate when im watching porn and all i see is th1nspo

Someone kidnap me after my exams are done and ⭐️ve me in their basement all summer

I just need someone to put me on one of those medieval racks and stretch me to make me a few inches taller so I can have long slender legs instead of 5'3 gremlin legs :(

Why cant someone just invent a cheap pill to speed up my metabolism extremely💔

Buy me a scale, walking pad and a ninja creami and my heart is yours♡

Relapsing with a broken scale is my worst nightmare💔 I DONT KNOW WHAT I WEIGH ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY

I can’t live like this anymore.

I deleted tumblr for the week because my phone had no storage but I’m back now.

I’ve had the worst time. It’s bad enough I was demotivated after getting t-worded but im actually so done.

Two months. Two fucking months in a plateau.

I caved. I weighed in. I knew it wouldn’t be completely accurate because I haven’t pooped in days, I’ve eaten today and I had chippy the day before, so it’d be high in sodium, but to see the scale jump up FIVE LBS since the pre-October weigh in was horrible. Last time I hit a lw was the last week of August. This isn’t fair.

Why am I putting my body through hell when all I get is no fucking energy, being sad all the time, JUST TO GET FUCKING FATTER!?

I count every calorie, I stress over everything, I’ve lied to my family and done everything I can just to gain weight even though I’ve been in a deficit on average of 500 cals a day(I take metab days but my deficit on other days evens it out). I should have lost like 8lbs since August but I haven’t.

And to make it all worse my parents caught me skipping lunch during school. So now they’re like stalking me to make sure I eat lunch, making me eat higher calorie dinners, and banning zero calorie drinks from me. There’s nothing I can do anymore. What do I do?