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as it turns out, the man bakugou is â a bit harder to handle.
he sleeps like a heathen; you once thought the dragon bakugou to be a bit lazy, with how often he tended to curl up in the fields of grass, warm under the sun, but now â it would seem his little human form needs significantly less rest.
almost up all hours of the day, and when he does finally lay down, he's everywhere. a mess of limbs: one thrown carelessly out to the side and the other bent at an angle you can't believe doesn't hurt his joints. his head stays tucked into you somehow, either buried in your neck or pressed against your ribs â or you'll wake to find him nose-to-nose with you. he still snores like a dragon, however.
you're also beginning to wonder if there is a bottom to the pit of his stomach. he ate much before, whole fields of things, but you expected that appetite to dwindle, at least a little, now that his stomach has decreased considerably in size. and in number ? you're not even sure how many stomachs a dragon has; that's not something that was mentioned in the fairytales.
it burns through him quickly, gives him more energy than he needs, and it doesn't ever seem to affect his weight much. already, he's huge and thick with muscle and eating as much as he does never dulls the severity of his cut abdomen. not that you're looking all that much.
â not that you have a choice not to, as he seems to have little-to-no understanding of â
the door to the bathhouse kicks open, with enough force that you already know who it is without ever turning to look. you try not to shriek when you see him, because he seems to like that in some evil, impish way.
you've been alone to wash so far, thankfully, as the inn you'd managed to find was small and far enough out from the nearest kingdom that the occupancy was low â enough for you and your little brute.
the man bakugou comes to stand in front of the bath, blinking and huffing against the steam. finding clothes for him was â nearly impossible, and so the trousers you'd found hanging on someone's line outside fit above his ankles, a bit too tight around his waist. instead of a shirt, you've wrapped him in a scratchy linen, swaddled him up like a baby to cover the small smattering of scales that decorate his body, almost like freckles from the sun, though they gleam just as bright and red as they ever have. no matter his form.
a horn has started to sprout, on the right side of his forehead, and you've done your best to cover that, too.
you have no idea how long this man thing will last. if it's permanent or if he even has control over it. the last thing you need is for him to switch back, somehow, while you're in the middle of feeding him, absolutely demolishing whatever tavern you're in and calling all of king todoroki's guards to attention.
bakugou grunts, almost sleepy, and tosses a fat, weighty sack onto the edge of the bath. it jingles a certain jingle that makes your heart stop.
"oh, allfatherâ" you move for the edge, awkwardly keeping one arm against your chest despite the fact that he's seen it all by now. when you peek inside and confirm your fears, you lob it back to him furiously, as if it were a steaming potato. "where do you keep getting this stuff?"
things have started to turn up, miraculously. shiny things â like coins and rings and gems. things he could not have simply found rolling around in the dirt.
"go put it back!" you hiss at him, and the tone of your voice makes his frown deepen. you never realized how pouty he was, when he was still a dragon.
you think he understands you, and you're pretty certain he just chooses not to listen; instead of doing what you've told him in the slightest, he simply dumps the coin-purse to the floor, and then lets his linen and stolen trousers cover it as he unceremoniously undresses.
the biggest issue that you would say the man bakugou poses is â his complete lack of understanding of personal space.
"bakugou!" your voice wavers, shocked again by his nakedness. as if you haven't seen it all by now. "no, you â get out!"
but he does the exact opposite, which is hop into the steaming water, ignoring the arm you hold out to keep him away as he saddles up beside you. skin against scales, pressing a nose into your hair to huff out his annoyance, to make it something you can feel.
if anyone were to walk in right now, they would â probably think the lie you'd told the innkeeper was true. that you are a simple traveler and this is your mute, over-sized husband.
regardless, you think this behavior isn't polite. especially in a public bathhouse.
"bakugou," you try again, turning your face away as you speak to the wood-paneled wall. "i'm taking a bath, you have to wait your turn."
all you receive in response is another huff against your ear and a low rumble of disagreement from his chest.
he has yet to speak back, and has only used inhuman sounds as his points of conversation. the only word you've ever heard him utter is oi, which he does when he really thinks he needs your attention. you're starting to wonder if he's named you that in his head. oi.
curiously, you turn back to him and the movement has him pulling his face from your hair, just enough that he can look down at you, too. watch you, with the red-rippled sea in his eyes.
they're â amazing, you will admit. just as bright and detailed as they always have been. fit for a fairytale told by the fire, veiled by the soft-ash of his lashes. he watches you through them, half-lidded, and you wonder if it's something other than fatigue that has them so heavy.
"do you know what i'm saying?" you ask quietly, voice lacking the firm heat you want it to. instead it's heavy, too, weighted by something soft and unfamiliar and frightening. "can you even understand me?"
bakugou doesn't respond, not with a huff or a rumble or ever a purr, like the one he let out on the night he lay over you by the lake. you've only heard it sparingly since then, oftentimes in his sleep when his face is pressed into you.
you try not to frown at his silence, try not to let it disappoint you because it shouldn't; he's a dragon afterall, and you're not sure what it matters. the little horn protruding from his forehead catches your eye and you reach up to touch it gently, watching him blink away the water that drips from your wrist â and then he's turning into you again, too close.
beneath the water, you feel his hands skate up your bare thighs, wrap around your waist until your chest is pulled flush against his. you feel his huff, again, against the damp skin of your neck but it's slower, lighter. not laced with his frustration. some unknown thing you feel guilty for liking.
you drop your hand to his hair, rushing full force into all the damned things you've thought about doing but have been too afraid to. he's soft between your fingers, and you trace your nails lightly against his scalp until he groans quietly; a new noise, one you don't know how to translate.
your fingers stop when they brush upon little spines that have grown at the base of his skill, that have started to trail down the center of his back.
suddenly, tangled up in the bath with him, you wonder how much time you have left.
bakugou huffs again into your skin, a little fiercer this time, and it's because of his light jostling that you realize how rigid you've gone. you try to relax so that he will, too, though you must not do a convincing job, because a sharp nip comes to your earlobe.
"ow!" you squeal, but he doesn't let you go far, not even as you try to jerk away from him. in fact, the harder you try the more his teeth show: into your cheek and the point of your jaw and then dangerously low on your neck.
it's not until you finally freeze that he stops, huffing again, with a warmth that burns more than the steaming water.
and then, very quietly, he grumbles, "shitty wife," into your collarbone, just before biting you again.
Prince!Touya x Duchess!Reader
Warnings: talks of marriage, arson, people being burnt to death (not reader), flashbacks, angst, reader and Touya got engaged as children (like it used to be done in the past between royals and nobles)
Dividers by @animatedglittergraphics-n-more
Header by @pricetagofficial
Note: I accidentally published this instead of saving it as a draft, but it was basically done, save for a few details, so screw it. Biggest thank yous to @sparklytamaki for being my beta reader and helping me with writing this for over a year. This is also for @feitanporter, @dabisqueen, @crimsonkenjii-writes, and @pricetagofficial who have been meaning to read it! Thank you all for your patience!
You stare back at yourself through the mirror, focusing on your maids finishing the final touches on your makeup and jewelry. Wearing your favorite color, you are supposed to show a happy face for this occasion. You canât even practice faking a smile for the crowd gathered downstairs waiting for you.
This is not how you expected your wedding to go. But then again, your dream marriage was never to happen. You had envisioned yourself in a pretty white dress, comfortable enough to allow you to run in an open field, wearing flowers on your head, holding hands with the one you had chosen to marry. It seemed like childâs play, looking back, but you and Touya were serious making that promise to yourselves. To wait until you were old enough to exchange real vows in front of a real priest on a real altar. Not because it suited your parentsâ interests, but because it was what you wanted. Politics be damned, you made a choice as to what to do with your lives.
A bitter smile distorted your face as you remembered. None of your maids dared asking about it; they simply carried on with their work in silence. You looked down at your left hand and the ring that was already placed on your finger. A precious aquamarine stone set among small diamonds within a circular arrangement on a silver band. You recall stealing it from your motherâs dressing room, along with its match from your fatherâs. Another silver ring, the same type of stone in the same shape, but with a simpler setting. The image of Touyaâs face lightening up when you gave it to him, showing him yours and telling him how these rings were proof of your promises; that look in his eyes, a blessing at that time, hasnât stopped haunting you since. It was the image of a boy finally learning somebody wanted him. And you did want him. Maybe not during your first meeting -a very awkward playdate arranged by his father the King and your father the Duke-, but definitely after a few years, when you had become the best of friends. Two lonely children keeping each other company, in a pleasant game you were sure was gonna last forever.
Oh, silly child. Soon you will learn what it is to live in the real world.
A sob escapes from the bottom of your chest as you take the ring off, never to wear it again. You chastise yourself for this display of emotion, trying to stifle it as you tie a simple chain around the ring, then your neck. You tried not to get too worked up: after all, the wedding wasnât taking place until tomorrow night. Tonight was just a feast held in your new fiancĂ©âs honor, to welcome him into your lands before welcoming him into your bed. One of your uncleâs eccentricities, you suppose. Heâs always looking for any excuse to create displays of grandeur to impress foreigners, especially if the money to pay for them came from someone elseâs pocket. After both your parents died, your uncle took over your estate -but only until you turned of age, he assured you. He promised he would only take your best interests in mind. You were still a child back then, and needed someone to rely on. So you believed him, and let him into your home. You could have never guessed he would overstay his welcome, up to a few years into your adulthood.
You hid the ring inside your corset, closer to your heart, where it would rest for the rest of your days, next to Touyaâs memory. You took a deep breath and slightly raised your head as you stared at yourself through the mirror once again.
They will never take him away from you.
Looking perfect, you adopted a serene, neutral expression, adequate enough to greet your guests downstairs.
This was to be a long night.
Haunting. That is how you would describe this entire ordeal. A haunting circus in which everyone mocked your pain under the guise of a celebration. Sitting on your banquet chair for the past two hours or so, you refused to be a part of it, despite your body going numb. Paying no mind to their ghoulish smiles, barely acknowledging their empty congratulations - this was a line of clowns in their best clothes that seemed to be endless as the night dragged on.
You wished you could disappear.
Somewhere, in your haze, you could hear children running around. Servantsâ sons and daughters, laughing merrily as if they had a big secret among themselves, like backstage workers who knew the trick behind every performance, amazing the audience. You were once their age, right? Running about carelessly with your friends, play-pretending to be someone else, pushing each other on swings, sneaking out to steal treats from the kitchen, talking about everything and nothing... It was another life, one you can never return to.
âMilady, look!â a cheerful voice pulled you out of your stupor. Looking down, you see a tiny crowd of around 5 children surrounding your seat, looking up at you, expectantly. One of them, the youngest of the girls, was holding out a small bouquet of wildflowers, waiting for you to take it. âItâs for you! We spent all morning picking them in the fields!â
Alas, the first genuine smile of the night broke into your face. You took the flowers and brought them closer to your face to enjoy their sweet smell.
"Thank you, dear." you replied with a soft tone. "They're beautiful. I hope you didn't go through too much trouble finding them."
"My lady, is it true you're leaving us?" a concerned boy stepped forward to ask.
You blinked twice, not expecting them to know about this. But then again, it's only natural they do. Your wedding has been the only talk at your estate these past few weeks.
"Why... I'm afraid I am." you admitted sheepishly.
"But why?!" another girl stepped forward.
"Because I am getting married tomorrow, to a Count that is not from around here. And well... when a woman marries a man, she leaves her own home to move into his."
"But what if she doesn't want to?"
You were left wordless at this. That was a good question.
"Children!" a worried maid came running along. "What are you doing here, bothering the Duchess? It is way past your bedtime." she managed to gather the kids around and take them away. "I'm so sorry, your Grace, I could have sworn they were asleep-"
"It's fine, really." you intervened, amused. "They just came to present me with these." you showed off your flowers. "They have been very kind to me. Tell them I will stop by to say goodbye tomorrow, that will settle them."
"O-of course, my Lady."
"One more thing, before you go. Could you bring me another glass of wine? Better yet, bring the whole pitcher, please."
The young maid furrowed her brow at this, yet she bowed and made her way back to the kitchen.
Your drink arrived, but you couldnât get that girlâs question out of your head.
âWhat if she doesnât want to?â
It did not matter.
âBut I donât want to go!â you sobbed while your mother struggled to tie your coat on - the maids already worn out from your fighting against getting dressed to leave at once. âI know, darling, but this is something we must do, whether we like it or not.â she tried to reason with you.
âBut why?!â
âBecause we must obey the Kingâs orders. He commanded that you moved to live at Court-â
âBut I donât want to live with the King!â you started bawling again. âHe scares me!â An ill-tempered, loud-spoken giant with cold blue eyes and a flaming beard, he was a sore sight to behold whenever he showed up. Had he not had the respect of all his courtiers, anyone would have mistaken him for an ogre.
Your mother scoffed, amused. âI know. He scares me too, but you wonât be living with him.â you stop struggling, confused. âInstead, youâll move in with his children. You remember them, right? Princess Fuyumi and Prince Touya.â she emphasized on that last name. âYou have played together when theyâve come to visit us here. Now youâll get to play with them whenever you want, only this time in their palace.â she finally managed to lace your coat closed.
You sniffled. âI want to stay with you...â
âI know, darling.â she picked you up in her arms. âBut sometimes we must do things we donât want to. You know why?â you shook your head. âBecause theyâre whatâs right, even if they donât seem like that at first. In the long run, youâll see they were for the best.â she kissed the top of your head. âI promise your father and I will come visit you at the first chance we get. But I bet that, with your new friends, youâll barely have time to miss us.â
You didnât think so, but stayed quiet. Your mother was making an effort to comfort and encourage you, but it wasnât fully working. She smiled and you tried to follow, pretending her words had their desired effect. You learned something important: what you want did not matter. All you had to do in life was to smile and let yourself get carried away by the decisions of others.
"I see you have a way with children." your fiancé the Count invited himself to sit next to you. Your smile faded. "That's endearing."
You held your breath, expecting another comment discussing you having children in the near future. It never came: just him staring at you.
"Hm." was all that came out of your mouth.
He sighed in disappointment.
"Could you please use more than one syllable when talking to me?"
You took a sip of your wine and finally turned around to look at him.
"I could."
He sighed again, shaking his head.
"I know that the circumstances leading to our engagement were not... ideal.â he started. âBut that doesnât mean we should start this marriage on bad terms.â
âI thought we already did. What, with everything you did in order to force me to accept your hand.â
âI know it may seem like I forced you, but-â
âYou and my uncle, plotting behind my back.â you interrupted.
âWell, what choice did I have?â he snapped.
âYou could have simply asked me to marry you, like any decent man would.â
âI did! Several times! But you rejected me every single one of them.â
âAnd you didnât get the hint?â you asked sarcastically.
He grunted, exasperated by now. âAll I want is a peaceful, loving marriage...â
âThen find someone else to marry.â you interrupted again, beyond done with this conversation. âSomeone who truly wants you.â
âBut I want you!â he yelled, fist banging on the table, turning several heads into his direction.
Despite this embarrassing moment, you remained with a calm demeanor. âAnd that is exactly what you are getting, so I donât understand why youâre so upset.â
He stared at you, eyes fuming, not believing what you just said. You ignored him, leaving your seat but taking your drink with you.
âAh, my dear Count!â your uncleâs loud voice startled you as he barged in. âPlease excuse my nieceâs behavior. Sheâs always had an attitude, especially when nervous, but that is normal among young women these days.â you scoffed. âI do see several guests that have been meaning to congratulate you all night. Why donât you go over to greet them while I talk with the Duchess? It wonât be long, I promise.â
The Count obliged, nodding at the two of you before walking away. You immediately seized the opportunity to do the same, but were promptly grabbed into staying.
âWhat is your problem?â your uncleâs tone shifted into something less cordial and more menacing. It didnât phase you, though.
âI could ask you the same, to both of you. Everything is going your way and yet youâre still complaining-â
âItâs because of you! Your sour face ruins the mood for everyone!â
âSo? What am I supposed to do? Nobody said anything about me having to look happy tonight. But donât worry: if I leave, none of you will have to see how I really feel about all this nonsense. Now, if youâll excuse me.â
âNow, you listen to me girl.â he tightened his grip on your arm, applying enough pressure to make it hurt and surely leave a bruise afterwards -something that used to make you cry when you were younger, but now it was all the same. âWith everything I have done to make a good match for you, you should be grateful I managed to secure this marriage-.â
You laughed. âYou call that a good match? Seriously? And who asked you to do all that work in the first place? You didnât even consult me about it, instead you simply decided it was the best-â
âThe best thing for you!â he interrupted.
âFor you and your plans to keep running this estate, my property, as yours and yours alone.â You corrected, voice raising. âNow that Iâm old enough to take over my position as Duchess, everyone wonders why I havenât. So, instead of letting them know what an usurping piece of shit you are, you sell me off to the first asshole desperate enough to play dirty and help you evict me out of my own home.â
âEnough!â he raised his hand while pulling you closer to make sure you took the hit. A subconscious reaction, he stopped halfway through, upon remembering you werenât alone in the room.
You scoffed, shoving him, and releasing yourself from his grasp. Wine had spilled all over your dress.
âTomorrow you will get what you want: I will be gone, having become someone elseâs problem. And if there is one good thing coming out of this is that I will never have to see your fucking face ever again!â You ended up yelling at him, not caring about everyoneâs gazes placed on you.
Just as your voice boomed, the sound of an explosion could be heard all over the great hall. Everyone went silent, confusion rising like a cloud of smoke. Another explosion followed; this time accompanied by agonizing screams of dying men. It was close. Close enough to rattle the entire room. You looked at your uncle, whose eyes were set on the Count, before falling on you. He then left your side to announce: âBeloved guests, please remain seated. Rest assured you are safe here. I will inquire with the Head Guard and get to the bottom of this.â Another roar interrupted him.
A bright blue flare blew the doors open, pushing forward whoever was standing near and throwing in a couple of carbonized corpses. Panic instantly rose at the sight of it; you choked a scream by covering your mouth with your trembling hands. The guests wasted no time escaping through the side doors. You stood still, looking back at your servants and ladies fleeing to safety. The kitchen maid looked at you, hesitant on leaving you behind. You quietly nodded, signaling it was okay. Whoever was intruding, it was up to you to deal with them.
A tall, dark figure walked among the flames and smoke. He strolled in so casually, hands inside the pockets of his large black coat, with an uncaring, almost bored-looking expression.
No secret to who he was. Dabi. A villain fitting his description, notorious for his destructive power -one you never expected to witness firsthand. His looks characterized him just as well as his flames did: messy black hair framing his face, dark rugged patches of burnt skin contrasting with healthy-looking one. You couldnât help but to wonder about the scars: did they hurt? How long did he have them for? Whatâs their story?
All those questions were thrown aside once you managed to look into his eyes. Something about them resonated with you. A chilling shade of light blue, the more you looked at them, the more they drew you in, like a pull or hypnosis.
He scanned you up and down before letting his gaze inspect the rest of the room.
âSo I guess the partyâs over, huh?â was the first thing he said, coated with sarcasm. But he wasnât wrong. Only you, your uncle and the Count stood in front of him.
âWhat are you doing here, villain?â your uncle asked with a hint of disgust. âWe want no business with those of your kind.â
The villain in question ignored him, taking his time to walk over to you.
âI heard youâre getting married⊠tomorrow, right?â
You pursed your lips tightly, just nodding as a response, not breaking eye contact.
"To whom? Him?" he lazily pointed at your groom-to-be.
You nodded again, this time managing to let out a few words.
"That's the plan..."
He took another look at the Count, then turned back with a scoff. His soft giggles echoed in the room.
"Yeah... that's not going to happen." He smiled at the men next to you.
"How dare you?" exclaimed your insulted fiancé. "You have no right-"
Dabi lifted a fiery fist in his direction; enough to shut him up.
"Be honest with me." he continued, azure eyes never leaving you. "Was this your idea?"
"Say nothing!" your uncle ordered. "Not a word to this villain!"
You gulped, tongue tied. You, usually speaking your mind, were at a loss of words, not knowing if you should speak up or not. You looked at your uncle, then the Count, with a feeling that whatever you said next will reflect on them. However hateful they were, you dreaded the idea of them getting harmed because of you.
âI asked you a question.â Dabi's face got closer to yours, while his tone became more commanding. He startled you, but you quickly regained your composure. "Did you choose him?"
You shook your head, brows creasing. "No. I never wanted to get married at all. Not to anyone." Somehow, all your truths came spilling out.
He smiled.
"Is that so? Well, Y/N... I guess that means I arrived at a good time, then." he gave a few steps back.
"What do you mean-?"
A bright blue blaze came out of his extended hand, immediately reaching the Count. A set of screams filled the room, forcing you to set your gaze on a scorching body, falling to the ground as he was quickly being consumed by the fire. You gasped and covered your face. A step back made you fall on the ground, the skirts of your dress making for a soft landing. You began to feel dizzy as that horrid smell reached you. Your former betrothed lay dead on the ground, carbonated rests of a human. You could just faint from what you were witnessing, trying your best to even your breathing.
"Wh- what the hell have you done?!" your uncle raised his voice, his tone angry yet terrified. "You wretched villain, you-!"
"Is that the only word you know, old man?" Dabi looked at him, unamused. "'Villain' this, 'villain' that?" he took a few steps towards him, hand in his pockets. "You really think that's an insult, don't you?"
"What gives you the right-?"
"I take it you were the mastermind behind this arrangement, then?"
"This is none of your business!"
That put a smile on Dabi's face. "Really? You trying to marry off Y/N is none of my business?" his smile widens. Your uncle kept walking backwards for a safe distance, to no avail.
There was nothing else you could do, besides watching both men. Your hands balled into fists as your gaze observed the stranger in detail. Something about him, about his eyes, resonated with you.
"Now that's just dumb." his hand moved to pull something out of his pocket. "You should know better, old man." Your eyes widened as you saw a silver ring being placed on his finger. "You can't give out what's someone else's."
You gasped, like a madwoman who was just given her sense back. It almost sounded like a scream. "Touya!" you exclaimed the only word on your mind.
He set his eyes on you, those beautiful blues, for a fleeting instant before removing them.
"Good to know at least one of you recognizes me..."
"That's impossible!" your uncle exclaimed, drawing all attention towards him. "Prince Touya is dead! He was-"
"Killed by his own flames?" he smiled again as he lit up his hand. "Did they look like these?"
Touya was delighted in seeing the panicked state your uncle was reduced to.
"Y'know, I just can't stand people like you... if you're going to act like you're the boss here, you should at least have something to back you up." he chuckled. "That won't be a problem anymore." Those were the last words your uncle got hear.
"No! Wait!" you cried for nothing, as Touya launched his flames to the man in front of him.
You closed your eyes shut and covered your ears, not wanting to witness another man burning to death. Shaking, you forced yourself to look up, placing your trembling hands on your lap. Cold blue eyes were set on you with a neutral expression. You gulped, not daring to speak, waiting on his next move. Your life was in his hands, and he knew it, but didn't seem to care.
"There." he finally spoke. "You're free." he walked past you, out of the great hall and into the hallways. "We can talk about how you can pay me back later."
Breathing had become nearly impossible. Your chest struggling to move evenly. You could bawl, you could vomit, you could faint... But Touya didn't look back, his steps echoing in the room. Time didn't seem to pass anymore. You didn't register your servants running towards you in a hurry, having waited for the villain to leave. You didn't see their worried faces around you, nor hear them calling, panicking as your consciousness abandoned you.
maâam i only found your blog yesterday but your ex hubby bakugo got me in a trance, and i hsjsksksksksk, but ill present you: âdrunk ex husband bakugoâ i- i mean he would be so silly and calls you at 1am to tell you how much he loves you and the little one and how much he misses you, babbles away all the nonsense else, but the way he murmurs and mumbles silly things on the phone got you giggle at midnight (and sad at the time because holy hell you miss him too), then you have to talk him out of it to go home and sleep, he listens, he goes home, yeah, and 10 minutes later he shows up at your front door (still hella woozy) because he is just that stupidly drunk and he has always wanted to go home to you :((
ANON ??? OUCH ????? THIS MAKES ME SAD AKFJSODHAIA
i've always wanted to do drunk ex-whathaveyou bakugou that shows up at your door too late đ„ș but in this instance !! i feel like. you get a few calls in the middle of the night, but they're very short ?? like you wake up to your phone ringing and it's his number, so you're reaching for it, but it stops before you can answer. and you're thinking, "darn i must have slept through the first few rings," and as you're typing out a text to check in with him, he calls again for like two rings, and then it stops. and then he calls and it rings for one and then it stops.
and so now you're like â okay maybe he's butt-dialing me LOL but he tries again like 20 minutes later and you're so tired of the ring-tone that you answer it as fast as you can and just listen, waiting to see if you can hear his voice distantly, as if you're down in his back-pocket.
but he grumbles, "âthe fuck? hello?"
and you ask him, "uh hey, have you been trying to call me?" but you're almost certain he doesn't hear you, because half-way through you are able to hear the loud background music and then the sound of shuffling, his grumpy lil "âthe fuck off me, 'mâshut th'hell upâ'm on the DAMN PHONE!"
clearly, there's a struggle, so you just kind of wait, worried you're about to hear your ex-husband get nerfed while on patrol maybe ?? but then the music drops away and is replaced by a barely-there scratchy wind, and he's breathless when he asks if you're still there.
"yeah, no, i'm still here. is...everything okay?"
he huffs, so heavy into the phone that the static almost hurts your ears. "whadda'you think?"
it's bitter enough that you blink in the darkness of your room, before glaring at the opposite wall. "excuse me?"
"fuck, 'm sorry, iâfuck." he inhales audibly, stuttering. "i'm sorry."
you frown, head turning; he sounds lazy, like he can't be assed to speak properly, and he's speaks impolitely on the regular â but it's never this bad. all his words sound curved, looped together, and he's shuffling too much on the other end, sniffing loud and mumbling to himself. almost like he'sâ
"are you...drunk?"
you're expecting an immediate no, even if evidence is proving otherwise, because he's not a drinker. occasionally, when he's out for dinner or at one of kirishima's backyard barbecues, but it's so infrequent that his tolerance is low, for someone of his size. it doesn't take much to have him a little sloshed, and he hates it, not only for the feeling the day after, but because his mouth tends to run. more than usual.
"it's that fuckin'âdunce head ass 'n hisâstupid piano teeth, tape-faceâ"
kaminari and sero, you think. you think.
"'n i didn't want to fuckin' come to shit like this, ever. because they're so 'blah fuckin' blah, get over yourself', as if i'mâwhatever. dumbasses." he pauses, and before you can finish piecing together what he's trying to say, he continues. "'n i'm not even like them, because they're fucking losers, and i don'tâi don't even want that chick's number, okay? i don't fuckin' care, okay?"
your heart throbs dangerously, suddenly swollen and too tender, at the very thought of him and someone else, and you have to squeeze your eyes shut tight. "bakugouâ"
"bakugou?" he cuts you off loudly, offended. "'r'you fuckin'âsorry, shit. bakugou? you're a goddamn bakugouâ"
you have the throw the blankets off your lap so that you can hurry to your bedroom door, to shut it before hissing at him. "i'm not gonna sit here and get cussed out, katsuki. we're divorced."
"sorry! fuck, i'mâi meanâsorry, sorry. 'm notâit ain't at you, y'know? you know that, right?"
and you do. you do know that. it's just how he talks, he would tell you, and he would cut down on it for a little while before it inevitably came back and â it just hurts, at times. to be on the receiving end of his hottest flame.
"yeah," you tell him quietly, leaning against the door when he sighs. "yeah, i know."
"sheâ" he groans, deep and frustrated. "she fuckin'âgod, sorry. she did that t'me all th'time, y'know? 'cut the fuckin' attitude, katsuki,' 'n then fuckin' SMACK!" you can hear the sharp sound of his slap, metallic, like he's against a lamp post or something. "but then she's comin' up t'my room, all like, 'y'know i love you' 'nâhow 'm i suppos' t'know that stuff?"
he's never really spoken about his childhood; his parents, yes, through comments here and there about how they irritated him, but nothing serious. you've seen firsthand how tumultuous his relationship with his mother is, and she still smacks him around, but he's big now, much bigger than she is; you never considered what it was like for him, when he was younger.
even if he is drunk, even if he won't remember tomorrow â you still want to be there for him.
you realize he's waiting for an answer, with how long he's quiet, and you shrug to yourself before gently saying, "i don't know, katsuki. it sounds like it would have been very confusing."
"yeah, i meanâ" he exhales slowly, though the end trails off into a growl, as if he's grown frustrated again. "i would never fuckin' hit you."
"i know that, katsuki, and i've never thought you would. and i would never hit you, either, y'know?"
"yeah," he repeats, and you can hear him swallowing, the sound so thick that you think he might choke. "i'd never hit you, orâorâhey, where is he? i wanna talk to 'im."
at the mention of your son, you peek down the hall to make sure his door isn't open, that he's not snooping around like you've caught him doing lately â but it's still mostly closed, and you don't hear any little feet against the hardwood.
you squint at your phone, blinded momentarily at the blue-light as you check the time. "it's the middle of the night, katsuki, he's asleep."
"did he have a good day?"
"yeah, heâ"
"tell me about it. tell me th-the whole thing."
and â you do, as he listens and grunts and murmurs little things you don't catch. occasionally, he'll groan, really quiet like he's trying not to cry, and it's after the third time he asks to speak to him again that you finally decide to call him an uber.
and you put in his home address !!! but not thirty minutes later, you are sort of roused out of sleep because he's lightly knocking on your door, in the middle of the night, and you have to get up and go check so he doesn't wake your son up !!!!
and he's probably a MESS, all red-faced and SAD, rubbing at his eyes, almost tripping into your house because he was leaning against the door. it's not even worth arguing about getting him to his actual home because it's late and he's being a little loud, so you just give him some water and make him lay down on the couch and â he's out like a light right away LOL
but. you wake up a few hours later to him laying in your bed, on top of the blankets, his pants are on the floor but his shirt and jacket are still on LOL and he's not quite touching you, but if you jostle even a little bit, his face will press into your back đ„ș you don't know when he got up and came into your room, but he was sober enough to be quiet about it, and when you wake up in the morning, he's already re-dressed and sitting with your son at the kitchen table đ„ș
WAAAAHHH i made this so sad. i'm so sorry akjfajfajaljfa he's such a BABY !!! god help me, bc if it really was me, i would take him back in a heartbeat LOL
This was supposed to be the happiest day of your life, marked on your calendar for the best part of a year and the start of a beautiful future. Youâd met the love of your life, the man you were going to marry and grow old with, and youâd made it through navigating the torturous dating scene. The awkward first dates and first kiss, and the first âI love yousâ, and yet here you were drinking on a rooftop with the Number Two Pro-Hero Dynamight.
I promised Iâd post some more Bakugou cause it has been a little while and I do miss him! I actually wrote this for his birthday, but then I ended up posting the collab fic instead so I never got to write the smut part but I hope someone enjoys it anyway.
Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x f!reader.
Warnings: breakups (not with Bakugou), mutual comfort, alcohol.
Word Count: 1.8k.
This was supposed to be the happiest day of your life, marked on your calendar for the best part of a year and the start of a beautiful future. Youâd met the love of your life, the man you were going to marry and grow old with, and youâd made it through navigating the torturous dating scene. The awkward first dates and first kiss, and the first âI love yousâ.
I love youâ what a big fucking lie.
You scoffed as you took a large gulp from the champagne bottle you were holding, grabbed from the bar at your now abandoned reception as you looked out at the view of Musutafu at night. The viewing point was somewhere you used to visit with your fiance, and to think it was the first place youâd decided to go when you found out heâd left you at the altar was borderline morbid. But considering your perfect life had now crumbled around you, you could forgive yourself for the psychological torment.
Kicking your heels off as your feet began to ache, letting them drop to the floor as you swung your legs over the ledge. Your mothers voice ringing in your ears as you sat on the grass, âYour pretty dress is ruined!â Not that youâd have any use for it now, your perfect life was pretty much gone.
âYou know how dangerous it is drinkinâ so close to the edge?â You rolled your eyes in irritation at the sound, turning your head ready to shot some expletives in their direction before your words caught at the back of your throat.
You had to do a double take to make sure you were actually seeing what you were seeing, and that you werenât this inhibriated already. The Number Two Pro-Hero Dynamight stood a few feet away, arms crossed with his face set in a a heavy glare. But he didnât appear to have his gauntlets with him, even though his belt was still full of grenades and his mask sat over his eyes. Instead he was covered in a thick black hoodie that was zipped to cover the garish orange X that splashed across his chest.
âWell it must be my lucky night, Iâve got a Pro-Hero here to save me.â Sarcasm oozed through your tone as you held your large bottle up in a mock cheers to the Number Two hero that had appeared over the hill.
Besides the randy teenagers that used to frequent the area to make out and get high, this side of Musutafu was usually pretty abandoned so you were disappointed to see you were no longer alone.
âIâm off the clock, sweetheart.â He sneered back, shaking his head, âAnd I shouldnât have to waste my time saving stupid people like you.â
âSo donât save me then,â You shrugged, turning back to face the city as the sun slowly fell over the horizon.
You expected him to walk away and leave you there, probably on a patrol to catch the kids that used the area to get high. But what you didnât expect is for him to take a seat in the dirty grass beside you.
âThought you couldnât waste your time.â
âHowâs it gonna look if I see your face all over the papers tomorrow with my face under it sayinâ I shouldâa saved you?â
You turned to face him, noticing the dark rings of charcoal around his eyes filled in from where his mask sat. A three-day strubble cast a shadow across his jawline and you had to take another sip of champagne to pull your attention away.
âI didnât think you cared what the media said about you, Dynamight.â You laughed, remembering a post youâd seen online earlier that month where heâd shoved a reporter to the ground at the scene of a crime and broke his camera.
âI donât.â He scoffs, âBut I ainât a total fucking asshole.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â You laugh, gulping another mouthful of champagne as you look down at the city lights below, âYou make it your business to go around breaking cameras?â
âVery fuckinâ funny.â Bakugou sneers, âThat guy deserved it. Tryinâ to take pictures in the middle of a fightâ heâs lucky I saved him or heâd have come out far worse than his shitty camera.â
âWow, youâre a real hero, Dynamight.â You teased back.
âSo you gonna explain why youâre up here inââ
âOh, why am I wearing a wedding dress and drinking alone?â You smiled bitterly, shaking your head. âMy fiancĂ© decided to stick his dick into my best friend.â
Bakugouâs eyes widened beneath this mask at the blunt statement before he shook his head, keeping his attention ahead to the bright lights in front of you.
âShit.â He muttered beneath his breath.
You scoff, taking another swig of champagne, âSo I guess you could say Iâm celebrating.â
âThatâs rough.â He reached up to scratch at his stubble before leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees.
âSo why are you up here, Mr Number Two?â You smile, âNot got any babies to save from burning buildings? Or camera men to hitââ
âShut the fuck up.â He scoffed, his nose scrunched in irritation before his face paled.
You thought perhaps he might get up and leave after your bold question but instead he sniffed, using the outside of his wrist to rub his nose before looking across at the city.
âA villain attacked a building just outside Musutafu tonight,â He muttered hoarsely, âI didnât get there in time.â
âShitâ Iâm so sorry,â You immediately stammered, feeling like such an asshole. Your problems were miniscule in proportion to this, âI didnât meanââ
âItâs fine,â He shakes his head, âI wouldâa never made it, but it still fuckinâ sucks, you know?â
âYeah,â You murmured back. How could you even comfort someone for something like that? There werenât enough words in the world that would convey the empathy you felt for him, and the victims.
âI just needed to get away for a bit.â He rasped.
âMe too,â You smiled, âI was sick of everyone looking at me with pity.â
Your family and bridesmaids had been suffocating after it happened, pulling you into their arms and drowning you in faux sympathy.
âOh my god, I couldnât imagine that ever happening to me.â
âItâs okay youâre such a strong person, you can do so much better.â
âIf my husband ever did this I donât know what Iâd do.â
âIâm glad this came out now and not at my wedding.â
âSuch a waste of a pretty dress.â
It was all the same bullshit as you listened to your friends slowly start to make it about themselves while your world crumbled down around youâ So you left, thankful you hadnât bothered to bring your phone as you were left to your own devices.
You offer the champagne bottle out to Bakugou as he stared down at it for a moment before taking it. Adjusting it in one large fist around the base of it before taking a large swig.
âIf it means anything, it seems like heâs the fuckinâ idiot for cheating on you.â He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand as he passed the bottle back, âOnly a real piece of shit leaves his missus on her wedding day.â
His words still managed to have your heart fluttering. You werenât naive, you knew he was only trying to be nice, especially when thick black lines of eyeliner and mascara smudged in tear stains down your cheeks. Your lipstick faded around your lips and stuck to the neck of your champagne bottle, and your hair was now a complete mess from where youâd ripped out your veil, and still he managed to have you smiling as you couldnt stop the grin that spread across your cheeks.
âHow long were they fuckinâ?â He asked, and you appreciated the bluntness of it.
âSix months,â You shook your head, âApparently they got close planning the wedding.â
âShit, thatâs fucked up.â He shook his head, reaching back for the champagne bottle as you watched him take another drink. Certain your lipstick was pressed against his chapped lips now as you shared the same bottle.
âYep,â You rolled the âpâ, âAnd apparently he spent the night with her after the rehearsal too,â You sighed, âI just canât believe I didnât see the signs.â
âAinât any of this thatâs your fault,â He shook his head, taking another swig of champagne before handing the bottle back to you, âAnd thinkinâ like that will eat you up inside.â
âCould say the same thing to you, Dynamight.â
âI didnât say it didnât suck,â He shook his head, âAnd call me Bakugou, I ainât workinâ.â
âIâm glad to hear the Number Two hero doesnât drink on the jobâ fuck.â
You shivered as a gust of wind swirled through the vantage point, reminding you of your outfit as youâd left the venue without a suitable coat. Hugging your arms around your body to try and stop your teeth from chattering as you drank more champagne, hoping the alcohol would warm your veins.
You heard a zip to the side of you and before you could object, Bakugou was shrugging his hoodie off to wrap it around your bare shoulders.
âDonât worry about me, youâll get coldââ
âShaddup,â He cut you off, taking the champagne bottle back off you so that you could slip your hands through the arms, âJust take it, woman.â
You were immediately surrounded by warmth, his body heat still radiated from the fabric as you breathed in the scent of him. A mixture of ash, smoke and cologne as you pulled it tighter around your frame.
Bakugou pulled his hero mask up over his eyes to let it sit on his forehead, his messy hair now spiking upwards as he rubbed his eyes with the ball of his palm. The dark eyeliner around them smearing against his skin as he breathed a relaxed sigh, taking another drink as he turned his attention back to the view in front of him.
âYouâre quite pretty actually,â You smiled at him, âThe media always get you pulling the ugliest faces.â
âHah?â He turned to you with a raised brow, his nose scrunched in irritation, âThatâs still my fuckinâ face you know.
âYeah, and Iâm saying itâs really pretty.â You definitely blamed the alcohol flowing through your veins for giving you this level of confidence, certain the words would never have left your lips if you were sober.
âI ainât ever been called pretty before.â He scoffed.
âI dunno why notâ because itâs true.â You smiled.
âI ainât the pretty one out of us two, sweetheart. Trust me.â
This month, the humanitarian need increases, so do not stop supporting, and remember the people of Khiam.
LOVELY TO BE HERE (WITH YOU) - midoriya izuku x f!readerÂ
with midoriya izuku, some things have always been easy. other things, however, have not.
genre:Â a strangers to lovers to exes to lovers au, pro hero au | angst, fluff
warnings: aged up characters (you and Izuku go through your 20s during this fic), a right person wrong time fic, hurt/comfort, happy ending, Izuku is taller than you, insecurity, talks of a boss/employee relationship (nothing happens during that time), making out, some smut (fem!recieving oral, mating press, slight dom!Izuku?? some dumbification⊠not actually sure Iâm just putting it in the warning just in case, use of âpretty girlâ and âgood girlâ), mentions of an outside natural disaster, arguments, you and Izuku gets a little Mean during the argument, Bakugou and Kirishima are your Helpful Friends and Good Bosses, some recreational alcohol consumption at a party
word count: 22kÂ
a/n: vaguely inspired by that tiktok trend with the âceilingsâ by lizzy mcalpine audio⊠if you know you know. this is so behind the trend lol it ended up so much longer than i thought it would be so a lot of this hasnât been thoroughly read through i am sorry lolÂ
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You are twenty-two years old when you get the email - an offer letter that confirms your acceptance for an entry level office assistant position at Dekuâs agency. And for someone like you who is in the final year of university and has been looking for a job to get a head start on your career, this is a very exciting opportunity.Â
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âàŒ â KATSUKI BAKUGOU. in every other universe.
about. âin every other universe, gwen stacey falls for spiderman. and in every other universe, it doesnât end well.â - inspired by this bkg art @/kingkatsuki sent me and by self love.
warnings. none. fluff, slight angst, happy ending, across the spiderverse spoilers, spiderverse!bakugou & fem!reader.
once you know that youâre not the only one out there â itâs hard to go back to your regular life. not everyone can do the things that katsuki bakugou can do, you know, shoot webs, fight crime and save the day. itâs isolating. itâs lonely. he knows that he should feel blessed, itâs not every day that youâre given superhuman abilities and the power to change the world.
some days the truth about his identity, the words âiâm spiderman.â sit eagerly on the tip of his tongue â desperate to be pushed out into open and heard by the people he loves. his mom, his dad, even his stupid roommate, kirishima. but if bakugou burdens them with the truth, then he puts them at risk too. losing his childhood friend deku had been more than enough, he couldnât lose someone else too.
other days he remembers there are others just like him, dotted across the universe in their own connections and constellations â thereâs his mentor, thereâs his friends⊠thereâs you. itâs been a year since your worldâs were once able to collide and bakugou has tried (and failed) to move on from you and devote himself to saving the day. your smile, your eyes, your drive, your bravery â he would be stupid to purposely forget all of that.Â
heâs also a little weird for kicking back in his desk chair, mindlessly spinning around his dorm room (after patching himself up where katsuki had just gotten his ass kicked) thinking about the curve of your lips and how your voice sounds when you speakâŠ
âhey katsuki! katsuki⊠wanna hangout?âÂ
in surprise, the blonde tips backwards in his seat, bakugouâs back hitting the floor with a harsh thud that causes pain to blossom somewhere along his shoulder blades. âwhat the fuck?â he grunts through a stream of colourful curses. he must be imagining things. crushing too hard on someone heâs not supposed to ever be able to see again. you canât be here. itâs not physically possible.Â
but through his searing pain and frustrated hisses, bakugou manages to crack a ruby red eye open â letting his gaze bare witness to the swirling, bright portal in his ceiling and the girl heâs still hung up over just peeking through.Â
he really has to watch out for those punches to the head â heâs going insane.
âwhat the actual fuck?âÂ
amused laughter streams from between your lips, muffled slightly by the signature piece of a spider-personâs consume. you pull back the mask of your spider-suit which don the colours of your universe and grin. bright and beautiful. it makes bakugouâs heart squeeze in his chest. âdang, you kiss your mother with that mouth?â you tease, letting the web that holds you up sink further out of the portal until youâre hanging just above the foul-mouthed blonde. âgood to see you too, hot shot.â
âwhatâ how are yâeven here?â bakugou sits up, fighting the twitches in his face and the real meaning to words on the tip of his tongue. i missed you.Â
your face tells the story he longs too, your pretty eyes nostalgic and warm. youâve missed him as well. âoh you know, just thought iâd swing by.âÂ
âthat was fuckinâ terrible.â
âcome on, katsuki, you liked it.â i like you. is what he really wants to say back.
he can practically feel your breathy laughter on his lips and taste your vanilla perfume. hanging upside down and in front of him is way too compromising of a position â he might kiss you if heâs not careful.
âfuckinâ dumbass.â bakugou puts a hand on your face and uses it to push you away before you can get any closer. you lose your balance, coming crashing down from the ceiling once your web snaps and the portal closes. heâs quick to crawl over to you, not evening thinking abound space now when thereâs been entire universes and timelines between you up until this moment. âshit, you okay? forgot how clumsy you were.âÂ
he utters fondly, mostly under his breath â in a way thatâs impossible to miss with how bakugou leans over you. his face full of bursting concern. you donât dare to move, taking in said face. observing how much itâs changed since you were last on earth-420. how his eyes are harder, less youthful but still wild. how his lips look softer, fuller â you wonder what chapstick heâs been using. how his chin is stronger and his face more defined and his nose slightly shifted andâ
âyouâre no different than before, still a meanie.â you quip, voice wistful. quiet. âyou grew out your hair.â reaching up, you brush your fingers over the soft tips of his ash blonde locks â closing your eyes at the feel of them, as if youâre basking in sunlight.Â
âyeah.â bakugou hums. âyours is different too.âÂ
âyou think? do you like it.âÂ
ââfâcourse.â he keens into your touch as it cascades down to his cheeks. âyou always look good.âÂ
âyou havenât seen me in a while.â Â
âdoesnât mean i donât think about you.âÂ
âahâŠme too.âÂ
âyâthink about me?âÂ
a beat of silence passes and you donât speak for a while. youâre both afraid you might hear each otherâs hearts racing. ever since i jumped back into that collider.â rolling out from underneath katsuki, you sit up with your back to him and fiddle with your spandex mask. âletâs go for a swing.âÂ
youâre up and throwing open his dorm window before bakugou can even register â leaving him to deal with his erratic pulse and pink kissed cheeks. itâs crazy how time apart made him only want you more. how he canât have you because youâre not even meant to be here, even if thereâs some kind of gravitational force from the universe pulling you together. when you donât hear him coming after you, you turn to face him from the window ledge â he can see the longing even in the reflective lenses of your suit.Â
âyou coming?âÂ
bakugouâs entire body screams at him to say yes, every fibre of his being itching to be with you. but his one fatal flaw keeps him rooted in place on his knees. he canât hurt you. can't tell you his feelings knowing heâll never have a way of acting on them.Â
âcanât, got homework.â he shrugs, feigning nonchalance. âiâm a college kid now, remember?âÂ
he can already tell that youâre rolling your eyes from under the mask even when you shrug back â tipping yourself out of the window, knowing that heâll chase you. bakugou watches you, half amused, half annoyed as you stand up straight and defy all laws of everything by sticking to the side of his dorm building.Â
âdoes Spider-Man have homework?â
all he can do is shake his head at you. both in amusement and in disbelief.
talking to you eases all the tension katsuki bakugouâs shoulders bare.Â
itâs easy to be with you because you understand what itâs like to be alone in protecting the people you love and the communities you care about. hiding your face and cowering away from friends and family in the real world â every day life. you get why wearing the mask is both a blessing and a curse. it cost you your motherâs love. it cost you your home. and now you surf through universes to find your place amongst the other spider people that exist⊠and yet, katsuki, as you confess â is the only one to bring you comfort.Â
whilst swinging and soaring through the streets of katsukiâs city, you tell him all of the nitty gritty details. no one wants a vigilante for a daughter. he holds his tongue in telling you that he wants you instead. you giggle when you explain to him all the worlds youâve seen and people youâve met through being apart of this elite spider-team. and when bakugou asks how a pipsqueak like you managed to get in before he did â you cock your head to the side innocently and sayâŠ
âyouâre an asshole, katsuki. we canât have you clashing with the number one in charge.â
bakugou has to pull his mask up to breathe while he laughs â snorting so hard that he almost misses a stride while swinging through the sunset-stained streets with you. by the time golden hour sets itâs sights upon you both, heâs taken you to the highest point in musutafu to watch the sun disappear beyond the horizon.Â
when the world gets him down â katsuki comes up here to think and clear his head of any doubts that might be holding him back. itâs peaceful up here, away from the crime cracking on below and the bustling mundane city traffic. often times, he thinks of you tooâŠso sharing this spot with you by his side is extremely intimate to him.
youâre talking but bakugou will admit heâs not really listening, too entranced by the shapes your lips form around each word, at least until you say his name. âyouâre the only one whoâs ever, truly got me, katsuki.â you tell him, swinging your feet off the ledge of the building. if you fall, your instincts would catch youâŠbut you know katsuki would be the first to save you.Â
âcould say the same thing about you.â he admits, the burnt orange spider crest on his chest heaving with bakugouâs nervous sigh. he pinches at the black latex suit covering his fingers â debating on inching his hand closer to yours.
if you notice, you donât say anything about it. âin every other universe, spiderman gets the girl.â katsuki swallows as you speak, ruby eyes darting all over your pretty face outlined by warm tone natural lights â your masks long discarded. âand in every other universeâŠit doesnât end well. for either of them.â
you donât bother finishing your sentence, swallowing the lump in your throat along with the fate you might meet if you lean into your greed to be with katsuki. itâs only then that you notice his hand slipping away, retreating behind the wall he builds up around himself â to keep himself closed off and protected from getting hurt.Â
âi wish i could change that.â he mumbles distantly, looking out at the world, the universe as if heâs been scorned. cursed by the mask once more. itâs like the stars have turned against him and are mocking him as they come out to play â reminding bakugou that everyone heâs ever loved will get hurt because of himâŠeventually. everyone including you. âprove âem wrong, yanno?âÂ
even still, he offers you his signature lazy smirk and twinkling mischievous red eyes and you canât help but fall for him all over again.Â
âyeah,â comes your soft reply. âmaybe thereâs a chance that things can work out.âÂ
âa first time for everythinâ, yeah?â
this time, neither of you pull back as your head comes to rest on his shoulder.Â
for a moment, the world stills. freezing time for the only two people in the universe may truly understand one another.Â
freezing, for you and katsuki.Â
ê° end. â all rights reserved © tteokdoroki 2023. do not copy, repost, translate & recommend elsewhere.
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Pairing: Bakugou x Reader
Summary:Â You and Bakugou break up after a short stint of dating. Having been best friends, you try to return to the way things were only to realize that whatever this is is taking a greater toll on you than you thought it would.Â
âItâs a concerning feeling, but one you ignore in favor of pretending that nothing is wrong, in favor of imagining that whatever ache is in your chest is simply a figment of your overactive imagination. So each day starts the same, the same deep sigh and nearly painful roll out of bed before you immediately get dressed in hopes to feel just a little bit better.Â
Youâre slipping. You know you are. You can feel the fatigue creeping into your bones with each inconvenience, each minor thing that makes you feel like if this doesnât work out, nothing at all will. Itâs how you feel when you see them, Bakugou and his new girl.â
Content Warnings:Â Hurt/comfort, post-breakup, angst, descriptions of depression, mental health, feelings of worthlessness, jealousy, rumination, feelings of shame and embarrassment, self-depreciation, self-loathing, happy ending, recovery, slight depersonalization
Word Count: 7.9k
A/N: This fic is really personal to me since i used my own personal experiences with depression and stuff. itâs also my first time writing hurt/comfort so i hope i did it well. also⊠did u guys know im in love w bakugou katsuki? like i am. anyway⊠hereâs a new fic (finally).Â
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Pairing: Kitsune!Katsuki Bakugou x F!Neko!reader
Wordcount: 3.2k
Warnings: Kinda lore heavy, katsuki and reader are animal spirits with ears + tails, clawing, pinning, taunting, blood, biting, creampie.
Notes: Silly little rewrite I did since I've made some headway with my companion piece featuring Tomura. Fun little AU I share with @katsukikitten inspired by @m-ete0ra's amazing Kitsune Katsuki art!
Youâd seen the fires before, nothing created by man ever licked into the night sky quite as high or burned as hot even from miles away. You could be on the other side of the mountain, far from the flames and still know its source by smell alone; you knew well what now scorched your lands was foxfire.
Able to do nothing but lounge in the perch of your tree as you watch the choking smoke plume and singeing cinders blot out your view of the full moon and glittering stars as if whatever vendetta the wrathful fox spirit currently held that resulted in the havoc he wrought took precedence. It makes you snarl, deadly elongated canines glinting in the lowlight as mighty trees that stood the test of time now cracks, splinters and tips from both the blaze and the spirit destructively flitting about the forest floor below.
Watching with a look of utter disdain over all the desolation the spirit, what the humans foolishly revered as gods, caused. Yet still the Mountain God himself favored them over your kind simply because the Nekomata refused to appease the humans that encroached on their lands like the kitsunes did. Using mortals as what they truly were and shouldâve always remained: prey.Â
Tails of pristine fur compared to the nekoâs thinner variation, sharing the same feline gaze but somehow only Kitsunes were favorable while the yokaiâs were deemed ominous and menacing. The fox spirits, favored only for the beguiling sense of wonder they evoked in the simple minded creatures, rescued the wretched species from a lower station on the food chain. Tales soon spun that painted them as saviors and holier beings and their praises sung while the nekomataâs reputation devolved into scary stories used to instill obedience in naughty children; your kind driven into the shadows and yet still you thrived.Â
You, alongside a democratically elected King of the Yokaiâs as well as a few other formidable Nekomata, held the power to disrupt the unbalanced ânatural orderâ. The king and yourself personally harbor the capability of resurrection, the ability to restore a life as easily as you could take it if you saw it fit.Â
And yet, still the world in which you inhabit find a way to demonize you, neither the insolent humans nor the Mountain God were ever satisfied with the feats in which your kind can accomplish. Proclaiming the act part of the dark arts and condemning the practice, only worsening the view and casting longer shadows for your people to stand in.Â
Would it be so unspeakable if the Kitsuneâs found themselves capable of that gift? Would it still be labeled necromancy unjustly and criminalized? Youâre certain the answer would be yet another favorable outcome for your sister race.
Insufferable, infuriating.Â
Your fury only grows as you continue to watch the destructive rampage, knowing well that there could be only one culprit with the strength to cause calamity of this magnitude so suddenly; understanding easily that only a ninetails could accomplish such a feat and only one hails from this region, Katsuki Bakugou. If you listen closely enough, youâre almost positive you could hear his maniacal laughter and guttural growls echoing through the night as he finds joy in his tirade that bleeds from his territory into yours. Keen eyes watching from your perch until the flames finally breach the imaginary line that separated his kindâs turf from your own before you pounce.Â
Descending from the highest treetop with precision from branch to branch, sleek tail curling and tilting to aid in your venture. Itâs easy to find him, even without the heady scent of burning caramel he always exuded, with a path of destruction that leads you right to Katsuki.Â
Heâs chasing some other poor yokai labeled as evil in nature and an enemy to humanity, a defenseless tengu, fortunately for Katsuki. You already werenât feeling particularly hospitable with his invasion on your lands but your mood wouldâve only stoked into a murderous rage instead of the current ruminating resentment if it were one of your own people.Â
You land gracefully atop a sturdy branch as you stop just short of four hundred yards of Katsuki, finding a decent vantage point on a branch in a tree safe from his spreading fire to leisurely observe his actions with increasing contempt from the high ground. Itâs funny, would the weak little humans still find spirits like Katsuki so ethereal if they saw the ferocity in which he pursued his prey and towered over the lifeless body before he let it be consumed by his foxfire, reducing it to ash as if to remove the possibility of evidence?Â
âYou must be bored,â you finally call in a mocking tone, bleeding into playful as you watch Katsuki glance around for the source, âall of this carnage for a lowly tengu? Or are ninetails actually just weak?â Your voice echoes around the open clearing, joining the cacophony of carnage as it dances around for the added effect of coming from all directions. Cat smiling spreading on plush lips before you laugh at the slight bristle to the fur of his tails and the way he hunches into an offensive position despite not knowing your location.Â
Yet.Â
Katsukiâs ears flick wildly but his back remains to you, cautious not to give away that heâs trying to pinpoint your location but youâre smart. You know better than to taunt your targets from a stationary point when you intended to attack.Â
Smile on your lips tugging further into a full cheshire grin to twist pretty features as you gracefully circled Katsuki from the high ground. Quietly darting from branch to branch in the surrounding trees, burning or otherwise. Â
âFound it along my way,â haughtiness bleeding into the rumbling grown of his voice as his spine straightens in feigned nonchalance, ârecognized its nasty scent as the one that stole from my kin.âÂ
Dazzling bromine attempts to track your practiced erratic movements, watching for any leaf that flutters hastily to the ground and listening for the slightest groan of tree bark thatâs even moderately a pitch different to the others that burn under his fire.
âBut you smell like something else Iâve been lookin for.âÂ
Katsuki crouches low on his haunches, shoulders creeping high as his tails of a beautiful gradient of off white and toasted gold fur swirl and sway like the flames that rage in the underbrush around you. The hair on your nape stands on end as bromine hues begin to glow brighter and you recognize the beginnings of a casting, your own feline-like pupils constricting with intent and from the dazzling blaze before you finally pounce. Sharp claws gouging flesh from his sculpted back first, finding purchase in his shoulder blades as you toppled Katsuki to the ground from the force. Your teeth sink deep into the toned flesh of his trapezium muscle next, bidding deep mauve to weep from the wound and down your chin as you bite harder, guttural growl rumbling in Katsukiâs chest.Â
âFunny,â your taunt slightly muffled around his flesh, âI thought you gods only bled gold?â
He snarls at that, the vibrations of his pain and rage reverberate against your own sternum as you release your hold a moment later to go for his jugular; but, Katsukiâs quick to recover, staggering to all fours then propelling back to slam your back into the rough bark of a tree behind you. Your hold releases from the force, gasping in a desperate bid to fill your lungs with air in a steady rhythm once more but that moment is all Katsuki needs in order to seize the upper hands. Gives Katsuki enough time to grab at the pretty kimono you wear, certainly stolen from a poor human that strayed too far into the wrong woods of the mountain.Â
He fists the delicate material so harshly you can hear it rip as youâre wrenched over his shoulder, back slammed flat into contrastingly frigid solid earth. The base of your skull colliding first and so suddenly youâre unable to guard before the impact, disoriented easily as Katsuki climbs on top of you and pins you down by your hips and shoulders with all of his weight.Â
Snarling victoriously and gnashing his teeth tauntingly as he crowds your space, making you thrash even more wildly than you would by simply being pinned with the unwelcome proximity. Writhing just enough for your knee to come up and connect with the sensitive tissue dangling unprotected between meaty thighs that makes Katsuki growl again.
Though he doesnât buckle the way most others do, you shouldâve expected enough of him and his infamous nature. Grunting as he pushes your head into the ground with his palm and impresses more of his weight to secure you properly. Bakugou palms your face then, tilting it upwards to give him clear access to your throat with the intention of ripping out your windpipe in one fell swoop.Â
Panic threatens to seize your lungs, your claws desperately dig into Katsukiâs skin but he pays the pain no mind, going for the kill only to stall with his dripping maw almost enveloping your throat. Glowing bromine widening and burning brighter as he retracts just enough to press his nose against your pulse point, earning a surprised yelp from you that makes saliva gather on his tongue. Worsening to the point it drips from the corners of his lips with the scent that clouds Katsukiâs senses.Â
Usually overpowering notes of ash and poison that naturally comes with dabbling in the dark arts are successful in masking the individual scent of each demon but that doesnât seem to be the case with you.
The ominous scent is greatly overshadowed by the overwhelmingly pleasant notes of orchids and berries that linger on your skin even despite the smell of burning wood that chokes the atmosphere. An intoxicatingly sweet mix that has Katsuki inhaling deeply again, finding your wrists to grasp with a bruising strength in one hot palm in a subtle threat of foxfire as he pins them to the ground above you. Splaying you out beneath him as he shifts, pressing his thicker shins into your own to effectively immobilize you despite your thrashing before placing his free hand at your ribs. Pads of his fingers digging into your flesh with a bruising strength as the points of his sharp nails just graze puncturing the delicate meat in warning to keep still.
He chastises himself even as he drinks in the smell of you, reminding himself that youâre a demon and he has a duty to put you down and yet he canât. Drunk on everything happening in this moment, ignoring how you hiss at him threateningly but not how you buck your hips into him. You hope to cast him away, even with the difference of strength, itâs your center of gravity, you should have the advantage but he uses his weight and build to his own, snarling long and low until you reluctantly settle.
Katsuki takes it as a submission, and with each deep inhale of you, his nose glued to the column of your throat that begs for him to run the flat of his tongue up the expanse of it, he feels slightly deluded into thinking itâs also a reciprocation of interest.
The more rational side of his brain, quieter now as he loses himself to lust, reasons this has to be some cheap spell heâs never encountered before but he canât bring himself to care. Doesnât really feel the need to break himself of its hold, at least not before he satiates the carnal desire bubbling in his gut, roaring in his veins and threatening to consume him the way his foxfire engulfs the forest around them.Â
He shakes the distracting line of thought away, fully devoting himself to this moment and his desire as he tightens his hold on your wrists so the other can slide from your ribs, down your waist and push your pelvis into the ground. Thick and calloused thumb digging into the fat of your hip as he does and he succeeds in pulling a pretty whine from you that makes his cock stir against your mound. He releases a shaky breath, lips parted for the humid puff to dampen the skin of your throat and send a pleasant tremble down your spine. Lips resting at the curve of your shoulder before his tongue laps up your throat, forcing you to tilt your chin upwards with the movement and give him more access, crimson hues threatening to roll at the slightly salty taste of your flesh on his tongue.Â
Katsuki has to swallow thickly, hum rumbling in his throat as he adjusts his body so his hips slot between plush and powerful thighs to grind his cock against your barely covered cunt. Your legs almost instinctively spread further to feel the delicious friction at your burning core even though your mind screams to fight back, that now is the perfect opportunity to free yourself. That heâs still a fox, a wretched spirit that believes themselves a god, a man whoâs heart you should steal and bring back to the king as a spoil of war while Katsukiâs distracted but you donât.Â
You canât.
Almost purring along with him as his hot palm paws at the fullness of your chest, thick digits a ghosting tease over pebbled nipples, torso nearly exposed from the way heâd manhandled you earlier and he forces your back into a slight arch from his nosing alone.Â
Another deep breath from him, inhaling you once more as your own lips part around a silent moan as Katsukiâs face presses against your jugular but you donât feel threatened in the slightest, âyer not who Iâm lookin for.âÂ
You werenât sure what you were expecting but it wasnât Katsukiâs sudden and altogether withdrawal from you. Soothing weight against your body is gone all at once, already on his feet and palming at his hard cock as he leaves it neglected while you sit up on your forearms, working to regain your senses quickly before Katsuki is able to leave.
And you react violently the moment you do, as you should. Ears flattened against your skull and teeth bared at the ninetails as he swipes at the drying blood youâd drawn from him earlier, already thinking of how heâll explain to the village healer just how exactly heâd gotten such deep wounds for her to mend.Â
But thereâs a smirk on his face as he crouches low enough to grab at you from your underarms, gravely voice settling deep into your bones and (regretfully, for you) straight to your throbbing clit, âbut you might be now.â
Your eyes widen as he lifts you, pressing you to his body as your back connects with the tree trunk heâd slammed you against earlier. Katsuki paws roughly, fingers digging harshly into the meat of your under thighs just below the curve of your ass, urging them to hook over his hips. Lips melding with yours in a bruising kiss before you can spit venom at him, prefer a less verbal sort of tongue lashing from you while he fumbles at the obi of his Yukata, pushing the material back enough to free his aching cock without leaving him fully bare.
Pushing at the already open neck of your kimono to finally expose your chest before he shoves at the intricately layered obi to peel away the layers that hides away your weeping slit, slotting his length between your folds with a throaty groan at the feel when heâs revealed a satisfying amount of your body to him. Tongue swiping over yours, rutting into you slowly to coat himself in your slick while the fat tip kisses your clit with each drag that has you mewling sweetly for him. Rewarding Katsuki with wanton moans to swallow greedily, repeating the action almost cruelly slow, just enough to draw more pretty sounds from you but not enough to deliver you sweet rapture until he catches at your fluttering entrance.Â
He pushes in slowly when he does, the gradual stretch so delicious your eyes roll and you reach between your bodyâs to grasp at the girthy base as if you want to push him in quicker. It makes Katsuki chuckle against your lips, ducking to your throat to hear your mewls uninhibited as he marks you with a gentler touch as he sees fit.Â
As gentle as a man like him can be, anyway. Sharp canines scraping against this skin, raising the flesh in his wake before leaving deep punctures to lap at the blood he draws with a low hum.
Youâll regret allowing this later, you know, sure to sneer at your reflection but for now you moan unabashedly as you both find a satisfying rhythm. Eager to reach euphoria even if it was with a creature you were predisposed to loathe.Â
But those were the best kinds of highs, the things you shouldnât partake in nor enjoy. Sinking your claws into his shoulders when Katsuki nudges at that spongy patch within you just right while you keen. Heâs quick to take cues, especially with the way your cunt squeezes him tightly, groaning in turn, claws digging into the tree bark with a ferocious grip as he fleetingly tries to subdue his climax while yours washes over you in pleasant waves.
Teeth grit as he feels the coil tighten in his abdomen, driving into you with precision until youâre careening over the edge so soon after your first one with a cry of his name. Head lolled back for him to freely nip at your throat, sucking another mark right at your pulse point. Drinking in the inebriating mixture of your natural scent, burning pine and the sheen of sweat that clings to both of your bodies as you cream around him.Â
Thrusting into you with a renewed vigor when you slacken against him, desperate for his own euphoria after relishing your own. Running his tongue along his canines, gripping tightly at your hips while you can only helplessly take what he has to offer. His jaw hangs agape the closer he teeters on the edge, sac tightening when you clutch at Katsukiâs shoulders, sharp nails of your own carving out your pleasure in his flesh as you whine in such a sweet way, begging âplease suki, please.âÂ
As if your only need is for him to fill you so full his seed will leak around his spent cock.
Grunting in a near animalistic way as he hurtles towards his demise, sinking his teeth into your shoulder when he reaches his peak, groaning long and low against your skin like he was more than relieved. Painting velvet walls pearly white in thick spurts, hips twitching into yours until he feels the threatening sting of overstimulation.Â
Allowing both of you to bask in the afterglow of your coupling as felled trees crackle soothingly in your surroundings. If you closed your eyes, if you were delusional enough anyway, you could imagine a plush mattress top caressing the skin of your back instead of biting bark and the crackling of woof sounds from a warm heart. That maybe your lover was just that and not a mortal enemy that precedes your own bloodline.
He pulls his softening cock from you, shushing your pitiful whine playfully as he tucks himself away before lowering you until youâre settled on the ground and certain you stand on mostly steady feet.Â
Practicing a tenderness you didn't know the kitsunes to have as Katsuki takes the time to fix your clothing, smirk only widening as you hum in the afterglow of your orgasm tipping your chin for your hazy gaze to meet his.Â
Regarding you as if he had something to say before his lips press to yours again and you melt into the contact, indulging in him for just a moment longer before Katsuki is sure to stoke another flame in you. One that will burn with the fuel of determination to have his heart in your hand before long, muttering a sultry taunt into your skin as he expects to partake in you again. âMountain Godâs wrong, you yokaiâs are good for somethin after all.â
Pairing: Bakugou Katsuki x Reader
Summary: Youâre hired on as a temporary consultant to Katsuki Bakugou, renowned  chef patron of Ground Zero. As you work to improve the image of the  explosive chef, you quickly learn that if you canât stand the heat, get  out of the kitchen. Â
âLooking as strong and scary as ever.â
He crossed his arms, smugly. The action emphasized the bulk on his biceps. âYou are what you eat after all.â
âFunny,â you said, inserting yourself into the conversation. âI Â didnât know you ate ass for all three meals of the day, Bakugou.â
Status | COMPLETE!
Content warnings: No Powers AU, cooking, angst, drama, smut
Tw: eating disorders, medical trauma
Curated Masterlists
Bakugou Katsukiâs Masterlist
Warnings: +18 MINORS DO NOT INTERACT! This series contains: HEAVY Noncon, smut, bullying, manhandling, penetration, binding, threatening, creampie, breeding kink degradation, humiliation, abuse, violence, anxiety, spoilers, trauma, bruises, choking, spit play, cussing, dirty talk, oral sex (m.receiving) cum swallowing, semi public, noncon selfie, mention of alcohol, manipulation
Summary: After joining the League of Villains, you started facing bullying from a certain arsonist. Little by little the harassment grew to the point of physical violence that culminated to you being his personal fucktoy.
A.N.: If thereâs any warnings missing, please let me know!Â
Disclaimer: Characters mentioned belong to Kohei Horikoshi
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