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I’ve often heard and seen mental illness be compared to having a lil demon in your brain but i disagree because demons are cool and sexy and my illnesses are quite frankly stupid losers. I think pyramid scheme promoter is a lot more fitting all things considered.
If my mental illnesses weren't enough, the seasonal cold has been sitting on my head making my mind even more cloudy and jammed. How is any of this fair?
The cold and the void have made me into a deadly concoction of shivering mess.
07/25/2021
i don‘t know how much there is left of me before i disappear completely
What is Burning?
locked in my head again
It’s awfully dark in here
I can’t find my way
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I’ve found a pathway, maybe - a hint of ruby - it sparkles
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I can smell something.. burning?
Following the scent - Rubies rain from the top floor of my mind
Plates shatter, tables fly
Shes looking me in the eye
Silently, she’s screaming
H e l p
PLEASE HELP
The floor caves
I’m falling - fast
So fast
I’ve hit the bottom of my mind
An abyss, if you will
I can’t reach the door
The windows are boarded up
It’s hard to breathe
There’s too much smoke
I’m suffocating
I’m suffocating
Rubies - my skin, rubies
My mind, obsidian
My body
Ash
S. S.
The Moonlight, the stars, the willow outside the window.. stuffed lamb on the floor
Deep inside this memory filled dream
Locked behind this door
Holding my secrets
My cries, my screams
Childhood dreams
Memories of ruby drenched sheets
The only ones
Who have seen the unseen
S. S.
